i am your dog

He once felt that people are destined to be separated by luck and misfortune.Some people take a step, but many people pave the way in advance, making his life go smoothly.Such a person must be lucky, because he has more than ten years more time to choose than his competitors.He can go higher and farther than them in these ten years, or he can choose to leave after spending his best years happily and return to his ordinary self.

And he just happened to be an extremely unlucky guy who didn't know how to flatter and didn't read the script in advance.

For a person in his 20s, this age is the combination of maturity and immaturity.Because of his ordinaryness, he was doomed to be mediocre during this period.

He doesn't have any so-called cheats at all, and 24 years old is not too young in the eyes of outsiders.If no one gave him a gentle push from behind, he would probably have been doing nothing for the rest of his life, not to mention that he was forced to be an actor.

Later, recalling this period of time, he would think that there were such a long time in the years, and every day he spent was as clear as a fingerprint and could not be forgotten.

He looked at the ceramic bowl under the eaves, as peaceful as his whole life. He yearned for a life as peaceful as death, but forgot that the wind blowing on the water would also cause waves.

He was born like a mayfly, afraid of even a little microwave.

But he tried to believe in miracles, and when he conquered everything with courage, he won, but he didn't expect that there would be strong winds and waves after the wave that he had survived.

He became a ridiculous jumping beam clown, better than ordinary people

The trouble of winning is not necessarily difficult for ordinary people to lose.

But he just thought he could win, when he lost everything, he was still looking forward to a turnaround...

What he regrets the most is letting himself choose, why not follow the trend, why not obey, maybe he will get a better ending than now?

Watching the sun rise and set outside the window, he sat alone in the small shop like an idiot in a play, reminiscing over and over again, waiting again and again...

When will that person come to him?

...

oh he forgot...

He was the one who hid first...

The man couldn't find him...

He also didn't let himself go. From the second he opened his eyes, everything he saw and did was overlapping with his memory, making him crazy...

It was his second year out of college, and he was 24 years old.

When he put on heavy makeup and put on a blood-red wedding dress.He smiled at himself in the mirror, as if he was no different from the people around him.

But he knew that the difference between people is not a bad thing, it is the reason why people worship him, and it is also the excuse for people to humiliate him.So he would rather not have this brilliance and be an ordinary person.

He used cosplay costumes to appear in regular entertainment competitions. He knew that he would be inferior to any other contestant, but Chen Siqi felt that he should be like this, to be a person who chases dreams and abandons the cruelty of reality.

But he didn't expect that person to come at that time, not to arrest him, but to dig a bottomless pit for him, and then sit in the pit and watch him.

He was afraid and hated that person, but he never thought that when they stood in that pit at the same time, he would no longer be buried alone.

That person secretly helped him but never disdained his thoughts. The road had already been paved, so he just walked obediently.Only then did he realize that even this match was prepared by that person, and that he was just innocent enough to fall into the wolf's mouth once again.

For the first time, he made a bet with that person, and let you play whatever you want if I lose.At that time, he saw the other party's greedy eyes turning back and forth on him, and he even took out the toys used on him one by one, "I'll wait for you to play one by one, hehehe, Si Qi, don't regret it then ..." he said

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Chen Siqi closed his eyes, forgetting about this person who had nurtured him and treated him like a duck for sale.

He really hated that person, but he really couldn't do anything to that person.The engraved slavishness deep in his heart has already made him lose himself, bowing his knees to scolding, and even a little charity can make him cry with gratitude.He often asked himself in fear, do he still understand good or bad?

I don't understand, this is what he fears the most.

It seems that the ordinaryness he yearns for will never go back after all.

"You are not the first child who has studied media from high school to university. Some people will say that they are for the exam, and some people will say that they like it... I think that since they like it and choose it for If you work hard, you should think about setting a goal and work hard to complete it. Only in this way can you improve yourself bit by bit... I heard that you are still a top student. If you choose to be self-willed instead of Dawen Dali, then you will definitely pay the price The price is based on the right time, place and people. You may go through the most bumpy part of this road in ten years, and then you will become famous, or it may be 20 or 30 years, but I still hope you can finally Become what you want."

The 40-year-old female judge looked at him with regret, but she could give him more blessings, blessings for this dream-chasing child.

Chen Siqi thanked and bowed, he could feel the uneasiness of the girl beside him, together with his own uneasiness, his heart was about to jump out.

The face of that person repeatedly appeared in his mind, his cheeks were hot from the words just now, but now his hands and feet were cold.

"Everyone will say that they like acting very much and regard acting as their life, but I especially want to say that if anyone doesn't like acting and still chooses this path, then this person's brain must not have evolved well, and he is still at the ape-man stage." As a judge , Shen Jiuyan may feel aggrieved, it is also very troublesome for the first-line actors to spend their time watching garbage.

He unscrewed the water and took a sip, "If you want to advance, I'll give you 10 minutes to think. I want a new story."

"Shen Jiuyan, you are too harsh!" the female judge shouted, but she was also thinking, carefully examining the boy's special features, what made Shen Jiuyan decide to give him another chance, but the preparation time was so short?

Ignoring the gaze of the female judge, Shen Jiuyan leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes.The tear mole at the corner of his eye was blurred, and he naturally withdrew from the focus.

Because Chen Siqi's thick foundation and wig deliberately covered up the people present, they didn't realize their resemblance. That's why Shen Jiuyan gave him a chance.

In fact, he can let them go in charge of promotion, after all, this is an audition, but he wants to see the kid's strength, he wants to see him struggle for his so-called liking.

He doesn't care whether Chen Siqi's words are true or not, he just wants to experience the feeling of accomplishing others like a mentor.

Chen Siqi didn't think so much, and the girls who cooperated chose to leave.He went back to the lounge to think about the performance 10 minutes later, when the lingering person sent him a message to stimulate him, and even sent him his **** voice on QQ, Chen Siqi couldn't help but cover up when he heard it Spit out.

Why did he adopt himself?That person has a lot of money but he is useless. What does that person think of him?

Time did not allow him to think about it, and he re-emerged 10 minutes later.

"Mr. Shen, can you do me a favor? Give me a chain and lock me up...Master Jiu."

Shen Jiuyan was stunned when he revealed his fan nickname.In just an instant, they were all at their best.

He held the chain sent by the prop master, walked over with a much heavier and slower pace than usual, and stood in front of him.

Chen Siqi hadn't changed his costume before, he deliberately messed up his clothes at this moment, untied his belt to let his long clothes hang down, his hair half covered his intentionally blurred makeup, vaguely revealing a face similar to Shen Jiuyan's.

It was a face that was deliberately taught to be charming after being relaxed.It makes people feel that only people who are engaged in a certain kind of work will have their own temperament, which makes people feel vulgar and sinking.

It is completely different from the masculine and natural person just now.

For some reason, Shen Jiuyan saw a dead silence in his eyes that didn't match his age. If he couldn't see it clearly just now at the judge's table, now he feels that there is nothing wrong with it.

But he had no reason to ask.

The moment Chen Siqi raised his head, the audience screamed.

so similar!

Chen Siqi sat on his knees and raised his head, meeting Shen Jiuyan's dark green eyes.

He thinks people of mixed race are so good-looking, and this is something that he can't compare to.

Shen Jiuyan didn't know what he was going to act, and didn't prepare any lines, so he knelt down and put chains on him.When he was about to ask in a low voice, Chen Siqi smiled miserably.

His body was trembling uncontrollably, there was no trace of blood on his pale cheeks, the tears had already shed without intention, and he asked tremblingly, "Your Majesty, has Zi Xia used up all her strengths?"

He played the male favorite Mi Zixia.

Shen Jiuyan reacted quickly, he was already in the scene before getting up, his body bent slightly and looked at him coldly, grabbed the chain and pulled it hard, Chen Siqi's body immediately limp and fell over.The chain was pulled again, and he was forcefully pulled to the ground.

Shen Jiuyan didn't even look at him anymore, walked away with a flick of his sleeves and then stopped abruptly, his figure swayed slightly, he wanted to be furious but became choked up, holding back the curse behind him, turned his back to his former lover, and said with a flick of his sleeves, "The car is cracked!" !"

The lights on the stage were concentrated into two beams, and Mi Zixia looked at his beloved king and smiled foolishly.There was no fear of death in his eyes, but infinite yearning, stained with tears, he looked like a mermaid just out of the water.

His eyes were slack, but it seemed that he was trying to draw the outline of his lover over and over again, until he could no longer see his lover's figure.He stood up abruptly and walked a few steps before falling to the ground, tears streaming down his eyes.He called Wei Linggong's name over and over again, the voices became softer and softer, and finally he fell on his side until there was nothing left but tears.

The curtain fell slowly, Chen Siqi closed his eyes, and walked out of the play alone.

The author has something to say:

Opened a new hole... I still have three holes to fill...::>_<::