bury my love with your smile

what has lost time ups and downs

Candidate you seem to be just trying to say no

I still can't speak like this, when will I wake up and come out

The rain and dew under the eaves of the fear relieved

The moonlight in the middle of the night is crying out that it is the intention of my strict heart

It's so hard, it's still the same

Silent yet dancing around, what is inexplicable is the happiness that was sent away with my own hands

Bi Sen sighed and leaned back on the chair after filling in the words on the picture, staring straight at the ceiling, his eyes were as empty as a blank ceiling.

Whenever this happened, Bi Sen's heart became dull and oppressive.

"Bi Sen, is the painting finished?" Xing Di opened the door of Bi Sen's room and asked.

Bi Sen put the painting aside and stood up, straightened his clothes, put on a smile and said to Xing Di: "Okay, let's go."

"Well, hurry up, or you'll be late."

"kindness."

Xingdi ran downstairs briskly, the wooden stairs made a "dongdongdong" sound, and Bisen walked slowly behind.Out of the gate, Xing Di called Bi Sen to get in the car quickly, Bi Sen got into the car in response, closed the door and looked at the driver's seat.

"So today's driver is Yuhan, Xingdi, are you..."

"Ahahaha! Of course the boy dare not not listen to me, if I say one, he dares to do the other?!"

Bi Sen seemed to see the black lines all over Cui Yuhan's head in the driver's seat, but he also smiled softly.

"Bi Sen, why are you laughing, you two vent your anger through one nostril!" Cui Yuhan said helplessly.

"Of course, Bi Sen is not with me and who." Xingdi said while making faces at Cui Yuhan.

"Make funny faces again and watch out for me..." Cui Yuhan suddenly stopped talking.

"Why, keep talking." Xing Di began to roll up his sleeves as he spoke, with an attitude of "see who is ruthless".

Bi Sen suddenly patted Xing Di and said, "Di..."

Before finishing speaking, Xingdi interrupted Bi Sen: "Sen, don't stop me, I want to teach this kid a lesson."

"That's not what I said." e

"What's that?" Xing Di turned to look at Bi Sen, then looked at Bi Sen and pointed at his wrist.

"Ahhh! I'm going to be late, I'll spare you today, drive for me, drive quickly!" Xing Di suddenly reflected.

Cui Yuhan smiled with relief and started the car engine.

The car soon arrived at the destination, the reception venue held by Hitosuke Harajuku's company.

"Bi Sen, you have to eat more today, brother, get back your bill at your bar!" Xing Di patted Bi Sen on the shoulder, smiling wickedly.

"Di, are you kidding me?" Bisen said with black lines on his hair.

"Hahaha, just kidding." Then he dragged Bisen out of the car, and said to Cui Yuhan, "Yuhan, let's go first, come find us after you park the car."

Not knowing if Cui Yuhan heard it, he drove the car to the parking lot.

"Yo, boy, nothing happened to me, let's see how I deal with you later." Xing Di muttered as he entered the venue with Bi Sen.

Since today is a reception held by the company, almost all relevant personnel of the company came to this meeting, including Lian of course.Lian saw Bisen and Xingdi when they entered the venue.

"Bi Sen." Lian trotted to Bi Sen and Xing Di.

"Yo, so it was you, I haven't taught you for Bi Sen, but you came to the door by yourself." Xingdi didn't call out when he saw the popularity.

"I've already apologized to Bisen, and I'm thinking of asking him out to dinner to make amends."

"Hmph, that's easy to say!" Xingdi clasped his arms around his chest, staring at Lian aggressively.

"It's okay, Di, don't be angry." Xing Di looked at Bi Sen's indifferent eyes and knew that Bi Sen didn't want to have any relationship with Lian at all, so he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Forget it." At this time, Cui Yuhan also came in , Xingdi's eyes lit up, he greeted Bisen, and ran to clean up Yuhan who had nothing to do with him just now.

"Why are you here?" Lian looked at Bi Sen who was looking elsewhere.

Bisen didn't answer, and looked around, as if looking for someone.

"Yo, Bisen is here." An Yimo walked to Bisen's side.

"General manager." Seeing An Yimo, Lian called out.

"Where's Big Brother 'Sister-in-law'?"

"He, he's still upstairs and hasn't come down yet. There's still something to do. What can I do for him?"

"Well... I want to show him the picture I just finished, 'sister-in-law', I will give it to you first when you are here."

"Okay." An Yimo took the folder from Bi Sen.

"General Manager, do you know Bi Sen?" Lian asked, looking at the two people in front of her.

"Yes, he is my younger brother, and also the younger brother of your president Harajuku Hitosuke."

"Ah, so it is."

"Oh, by the way, the sung that your publishing house is particularly responsible for is Bi Sen."

When she heard An Yimo's words, the shock in Lian's heart overwhelmed everything else.Someone once said that every author's story is actually telling his own story, which contains the author's own inner wishes and thoughts. If Bi Sen is really Sung, how much grief did he bear in his heart?

I remember that day, I sat alone in the office and read Sung's book until late at night.The moment I closed the book, I realized that I had returned to reality. In the previous time, I had no sense of what happened around me. When I saw the quartz clock hanging on the wall, I realized that it was almost three o'clock in the morning. During that time, I experienced a pain that I may have never experienced in my whole life. I was depressed and almost unable to breathe, depressed as if I had no breath, heavy as if I could no longer stand up, painful as if I wanted to crush my heart Same.I couldn't even let the tears flow out, but I was still struggling on the verge of death in grief.Is this really Beesen? !

Seeing that Lian didn't speak, An Yimo just smiled faintly, picked up the foam tea cake on the table next to Bi Sen and said, "Your favorite."

"Thank you." Bisen took the cake and took a bite.

"'Sister-in-law' is still the best bubble tea cake you make."

"Of course, you 'sister-in-law' who am I haha."

"You don't belong to the category of human beings." Suddenly a voice came.

"Tsk, I said Jie, how can you say that." An Yimo looked at Harajuku Tongsuke who was walking behind and raised her eyebrows.

"Just kidding, Bisen is here too, have you had a good meal recently?" Harajuku Tongsuke went to An Yimo's side and picked up Bisen's picture in An Yimo's hand and asked while looking at it.

"En. Don't dare not to eat, Di said that before my brother and sister-in-law came back, he would stay with me and urge me to eat."

"Well, that's good. Well, is it okay to go on like this?" Harajuku Hitosuke asked while pointing at Bi Sen's painting in his hand.

"It doesn't matter, there is my wish in it."

"Well, as long as it's okay, Lian is also here, so you can take it to the publishing house by the way." Harajuku Tongsuke looked at Lian at the side.

"Okay." Ren took the folder handed over by Harajuku Hitosuke.

"Why didn't you see Xingdi?" An Yimo looked around and asked.

"He, go and teach Yuhan a lesson."

"Those two boys are really making a fuss."

"Yeah, it's a pleasure to be with them."

"Brother, I'm back!" Suddenly Ye Hanyu hugged Bi Sen from behind.

"What 'I'm back', we're back." Ye Chenxuan walked over with a depressed face, dissatisfied with Ye Hanyu's ignorance of his existence.

"I'm back, that's what I'm back, you go to cool off. Brother, sister-in-law, we're back." Ye Hanyu smiled brightly with his arms around Bisen.

"You guys are so messy, you ran out and didn't even say a word, you messed up as soon as you went out, you didn't eat or sleep for two days." Harajuku Tongsuke's eyes became like a sharp sword.

"What?! Bisen, what are you doing!" Ye Hanyu let go of Bisen's hand and shook his shoulder.

"Han Yu..." Ye Chenxuan returned to Ye Hanyu's rationality, looked into Ye Chenxuan's eyes, and slowly put down the hand on Bi Sen's shoulder, "I know, you must not do this in the future, you know?" We are not the only ones you are worried about like this..." Ye Hanyu understood what was in Ye Chenxuan's eyes, and said meaningfully.

In the room, Harajuku Tongsuke placed all the pictures that Bi Sen had begun to draw recently in front of Ye Hanyu and Ye Chenxuan.

"That's why he doesn't eat. I think you can know what it is even if you don't look at it."

"..." Silence represents acquiescence.

Don't people always say time changes everything?But why after such a long time, nothing has changed, the sky seems to be collapsing, and why it has become what it is now after only going out for such a short period of time.Ye Chenxuan looked at the gray rain outside the window.

Ye Hanyu walked into Bi Sen's room, looked at Ye Chenxuan who was sitting on the edge of the bed and looked out the window, frowning, as if there was something in his eyes trying to get out.

Walked behind Ye Chenxuan and hugged him, put his chin on Ye Chenxuan's shoulder, didn't say anything but hugged him tightly.The only thing left in this world at this time is the sound of rain hitting the ground violently.

On the other side, on the same night, under the same rain, Lian and Wei Zheng were sitting in the warm living room drinking and watching TV.

"Wei, how did you fall in love with Bi Sen?" Lian asked as she poured the soju in the transparent glass into her mouth.

"I don't understand, I just feel like I'm crazy just to see him."

"how did you guys meet?"

"It should be in 'Night', when he was drinking there, he was sitting alone in the corner as if reading something in his notebook, the light from the notebook illuminated the expression on his face, I can't tell what kind of feeling it was , maybe at that moment I fell in love with him, and then I often went to "Night" to watch him from afar. Every time he would read or write something in his notebook, but I was embarrassed to disturb him, so until Don't know now."

"You like to talk nonsense when you drink?" Lian suddenly threw out this sentence.

"How do you know?" Wei Wei was surprised.

"Hehe." Lian just chuckled, is it because those people are too special or because the friends around her are not close enough?What is it that makes them have such a bond behind them?

"Don't change the subject, trying to fool me? Tell the truth."

"Ah, I forgot to tell you about this. Last time we went out for a drink, you said you were dumped by Bisen or something. I thought it was true when I saw you dead. I was so angry at the time, but it happened on the way Unfortunately, I ran into them, so I couldn't help but hit him..."

"What!" Wei patted the table excitedly. "Don't scare me."

"Really, when have I lied to you?"

"Please, boss, why are you so impulsive in doing things, how can I go to 'night' in the future."

"Who made you look like that? I'm angry at seeing my brother like this."

"My God, I've never spoken to Bi Sen. He doesn't know me at all. It's a shame."

"What?! He doesn't know you? What you said while drinking is really... I thought you two had such a deep friendship!"

Both of them were speechless at the same time...

"No, no, I have to apologize to him." He said, picked up his coat and rushed out the door.

"Hey, Lian! Wait for me, I'll go too!"

night bar

"Han Yu, where's Chen Xuan?" An Yimo asked while drinking.

"He has been staying in Bisen's room."

"Not with him?"

"I originally planned to accompany the two of them, but I still have to take care of the store, so I had to come by myself first."

"Well, I always feel that my heart is beating very fast recently, and I don't know what's going on."

"It's because of Bisen." Ye Hanyu said, staring at the dark red liquid in the wine glass in his hand.

"I think so too. Bi Sen doesn't need anyone to worry about, but he is the most worrying."

"He's always been strong."

"Yes, but the stronger the person, the more they should endure. Although we are his family, Bisen will not cry in front of us after all."

"Well, now Bisen can't cry anymore, even if he is alone, he probably won't allow himself to cry."

Lian and Wei Zai listened quietly to the conversation between An Yimo and Ye Hanyu, and looked at each other. At this time, they must have the same thoughts. They must be asking, what are An Yimo and Ye Hanyu talking about? mean.

But they didn't continue to listen, knowing that Bi Sen was not in the "night" today and planned to go home.

Back at Lian's house, Wei suddenly broke the silence: "What exactly do they mean?"

Lian was silent for a while, then went into the study and took out a few books and put them in front of Wei: "That's all I know, but since it's a story, I can't provide much information."

"What is this?" Wei flipped through the books on the table.

"Beeson's book..."

"Sung... isn't that the author that your publishing house is especially responsible for, that's Bi Sen?!"

"Well, I only found out about it a while ago, but I never knew what these stories really represented. I didn't understand after reading it for a long time..."

Wei frowned and opened one of them, a long time passed until Wei closed the book.

"I called you just now, didn't you hear?"

"When did you call me? I didn't hear you. I didn't hear anything."

Lian looked at Wei in surprise, unable to speak a word.

"Hey, Lian, why are you looking at me like that? There's nothing on my face."

"So it's not just me."

"What's not just you?"

"It seems that as long as I read Bi Sen's book, I will sink into it, and I will not feel the things around me at all. I really called you just now, and I called you for a long time. You didn't answer me. I just kept looking at the book..."