The Paranoid Love of the Disabled Big Brother

How can it be so unbearable on the outside and on the inside?

It was also because of his clumsy eyesight that he mistook the black-bellied wolf for a pure and kind person.

As if feeling his warmth, Shen Yu raised his arms and sat up, with a lazy face. The thin cashmere sweater outlined a slender and thin figure. Under the collar was a clear and delicate collarbone. Sexuality collided with abstinence.

Shen Yu shook his hand and said, "Finally, Ye Sheng's final exam is over. Come home with me this Spring Festival."

Decide rather than negotiate.

The movement of Ye Sheng's hand froze, and he withdrew the hand that was about to shake Shen Yu back.

Silent for a long time.

Shen Yu got off the bed and wanted to get closer, but Ye Sheng retreated step by step.

Shen Yu was testing his bottom line again and again.

But he forgot that if he sowed the same seeds of plunder and oppression again, the same kind of fruit must be born. (Note ①)

It was time for Ye Sheng to bottom out and rebound.

Yu Yang had long asked Ye Sheng when he would go home this year, and Ye Sheng's answer was that he should go back and discuss it with Shen Yu.

Unexpectedly, Shen Yu didn't intend to discuss with him, and directly decided his whereabouts.

Ye Sheng and Shen Yu fell into a long cold war.

In other words, it was Ye Sheng's unilateral cold war. He hoped to give each other time and space for Shen Yu to think about what he did.

But Shen Yu didn't think so. He treated Ye Sheng as usual, and even became more tender and tender. At the same time, he still insisted on going his own way, and did not respect Ye Sheng's ideas.

People with Ye Sheng's temperament could not get angry, and hoped to deal with the conflict between him and Shen Yu in a gentle way, but instead got the opposite effect of being treated coldly.

Ye Sheng struggled in silence and resistance.

No matter which option he chooses, it will not be easy for him.

And this is what Shen Yu said to him not long ago, and he will never be wronged.

On the day when the train ticket was booked and departed, perhaps it was estimated that Ye Sheng might drag his suitcase and leave the apartment without looking back.

Shen Yu didn't want to make a fuss to the point where she would tear her face, be jealous, and have a thick neck, so she left the door early.

Ye Sheng understood what he meant.

This is for him to choose one of the two.

If he goes back, it means he doesn't want Shen Yu anymore.

It seems that his cold treatment these days has also made Shen Yu impatient, and insisted on forcing him to make a choice.

Ye Sheng wanted to sneer, but before Shen Yu left, he could still laugh at Yan Yan and said to him, "Don't you want to watch the entire music fountain show?"

"Seven o'clock in the afternoon, don't be late." It was also time for Ye Sheng's train to leave.

"I won't go." Today was the day he went home, and he got home after a night of sleep on the train.

"I'll go there first and wait for you there."

"Don't talk on your own!" Ye Sheng was also ashamed and annoyed, he took a few steps back and put a distance between him and Shen Yu. If his eyes weren't red, he would have been more intimidating.

"Listen to me for a little bit." He finally stiffened, but it seemed to be counterproductive.

Shen Yu's smiling brows froze, like a classical painting of strangers not getting close.

The corners of his lips curled up a little, he couldn't understand why Ye Sheng was angry with him from the beginning to the end.

He tilted his head, seeming to stand in Ye Sheng's position, and thought carefully for a while: "Is it not good to have a relationship with me publicly?"

Ye Sheng was really surprised.

"Like this semester's sneaky cohabitation, will it appear that Ye Sheng is a little pet kept by me, or does Ye Sheng feel that it is okay to maintain such a relationship?"

He approached step by step, wrapping Ye Sheng between the bookshelf and his arms: "But what to do, I am seriously thinking about the future with Ye Sheng, planning a married life with just the two of us. Could it be Ye Sheng? Do you think I will abandon you like Qin Ye abandoned your friend?"

"If Ye Sheng really had such thoughts, I would be sad, Ye Sheng, you don't believe me so much." The whisper close to the ear was like a devil's whisper.

"No, it's not like that." Ye Sheng took a deep breath, put his hand on Shen Yu's chest and pushed him away, "You can't push yourself like this!"

He originally thought that his tolerance and accommodating would make Shen Yu change and restrain himself.

It turns out that Shen Yu is still so selfish, indulging her desire for control and monopoly, completely ignorant of restraint, let alone expecting changes.

He's taking advantage of his softness.

Before he left, his self-confidence with ease told him that it was your tolerance that gave him the right to be willful step by step, and even expanded the scope of his willfulness.

Ye Sheng squatted on the ground, buried his face between his knees and arms, stood up, wiped his eyes, pulled up the suitcase and left.

-

It's cold and windy outside, and it gets late and early in winter, and the lights of the city have long been reflected on the rippling lake.

It was freezing cold, and there were not many people in the square to watch the musical fountain.

Shen Yu's tall and slender figure stood out like a flock of chickens.

He took a leisurely stroll, sat down on the shore of the lake, admired the scenery on the bridge in the distance, and habitually rubbed the purple avocado bracelet in his hand.

The purple oil pear from the Hainan huanghuali variety is aristocratic among the oil pears. It can be described as a dignified purple, calm and elegant, revealing a deep nobility and beauty. In a sense, it is a symbol of self-cultivation and status.

But Shen Yu's collection of Buddhist bead bracelets is not for the sake of face. He really has the expectation of gaining the power of calming the mind and calming the mind from it, just like he explores various philosophical and religious books to gain peace.

Sea yellow comes with a rich and elegant fragrance, which seems to infuse the power of calmness into the rolling of each Buddhist bead. It is also a medicinal material, which can be used for a long time and has a magical effect on health and wellness.

It's a pity that as time passed, he found that the effect was minimal, not only that, but every touch and play instead aroused the deep thoughts in his heart for no reason.

Just like this bunch of purple oil pears, which he loves the most, it feels warm to the touch. He studied and played with the Buddhist scriptures many times, but what aroused in his heart was not the pious belief in gods and Buddhas, but the fantasy of a beautiful body as soft as jade.

It was a healthy and shiny cold white skin, with a rosy complexion, and his body temperature was not as cold as he was all year round, but as warm as jade.

The heat transmitted from under the body surface often burns his heart, but he still wants to get more insatiably, even if there is a sound of greed.

It seemed like this would warm him up, not the cold temperature, oh, thinking about it this way, the temperature he was eager to grasp was about to leave him.

Shen Yu climbed the railing by the lake and stood up. Reflecting from the lake below, he saw a person who was on the verge of losing control.

That Ye Sheng who said he wanted to see him the first time he woke up every day, wanted to be with him forever, and thought of him everywhere he went, ended up getting annoyed by him.

I suspect he is controlling.

What a little liar.

Obviously he has restrained himself, otherwise the little liar would be locked at home and unable to get out, and no one would see him.

In this way, there will not be so many smart people, Ye Sheng who deceived him would not turn to him, and the people who coaxed him into confusion, persuaded him to leave him, hmph, one or two are so hateful.

Cheng Kui, one of the smart people, raised his hand and looked at his watch. He had been here for more than two hours.

He was sitting in the car waiting, blowing on the warm air conditioner, but later his boss was blowing cold wind by the lake, so he really didn't have the guts to continue enjoying it.

After getting out of the car and standing for a while, he couldn't take it anymore, and kept stomping his feet to keep his body warm.

The cold in the south is an unstoppable wet cold in all directions, and the cold air swishes up from the bottom of the feet.

He was a little worried about his boss's leg, which was frozen again, and he couldn't tell anyone if something happened.

With a straight face, he advised Shen Yu to sit in the car for a while, as if he was doing business, and it would be best to go back directly, but he didn't dare to say the second half of the sentence.

Shen Yu remained motionless, and had to do a full set of acting.

He has been waiting for so long, how could he give up halfway.

His purpose has always been clear, showing weakness in some innocuous ways.

His Ye Sheng was so soft-hearted, seeing his pitiful appearance, he might go back with him as soon as he regretted it.

Cheng Kui cursed inwardly, I'm afraid it only touched you.

Shen Yu hated Chen Xing's self-righteous touch at the beginning, but now he is not following in his footsteps.

But he thought again, Mr. Shen, such a gentle scum with a human face and a beast heart, was tortured into such a fragile and weird appearance, and he couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion, love is so fucking miraculous.

But this person is in the middle of the game, and he doesn't know that he has already fallen into it.

That Ye Sheng could see clearly that his rationality at this moment was actually a little bit better than that of Shen Yu.

Cheng Kui could only sigh with emotion, he had been wrong before.

The night darkened a little bit, from hazy to dark, the grand musical fountain show was fleeting, and replaced by light rain.

The umbrellas of various colors dispersed, leaving Shen Yu alone in embarrassment.

He finally understood that Ye Sheng was serious about fighting against him.

The ruthless and arrogant Mr. Shen was in pain from being slapped on the face.

Pulling out the metal crutch, he limped and walked in a mess.

Cheng Kui had no choice but to leave the car and follow far behind on foot.

Unfortunately, the house leak happened to be raining overnight, and I bumped into a few acquaintances head-on.

The car deliberately slowed down. Shen Yu's friends had masculine and tough faces. The one surnamed Lou poked his head out and said "Yo" in surprise: "It's not a good day, Mr. Shen has been soaked in such a mess."

Cheng Kui's heart skipped a beat. With so many people here, it's because no one reminded Mr. Shen how embarrassed he was.

He won't come to work tomorrow.

Someone who witnessed Shen Yu's embarrassing moment.

Sure enough, Shen Yu immediately heard Shen Yu, who has always been moody and angry, softly shouted angrily: "Get out!"

Cheng Kui stepped forward step by step, and heard the person surnamed Lou say, "If you don't want to go back, I have a spare space for you."

Cheng Kui knew that the president of the building had nothing else but a lot of real estate, so there were also a lot of private villas.

Just by looking at it, Shen Yu didn't want to go back to the small apartment where he and Ye Sheng lived together. Cheng Kui then asked Lou Boss to borrow his car and followed Shen Yu so that he could take his poor boss back later.

Shen Yu's pace was still leisurely, unhurried, but the deep and shallow shoe prints revealed the unbearable underside of his elegant appearance. As he walked, he seemed to have suddenly figured it out, and he stopped.

Shen Yu was thinking that what he was doing after he got Ye Sheng was to personally teach Ye Sheng to look like he liked.

So what if people don't like it now.

He can't do things like force buying and selling.

Without a He Yesheng, he still has Chen Xing, Liu Xing, Wu Xing, a lot of blank paper for him to render.

In this flamboyant world, he will never look down on someone again, and train him to be his ideal partner?

Who would have hanged himself on a tree with a crooked neck like He Yesheng.

That's right, Shen Yu sneered in a low voice, in this world, there is no one who should be the one.

-

Ye Sheng entered the train station, and in less than half an hour, Yu Yang came out again after delivery.

He changed the ticket half an hour ago.

Yu Yang asked, "Are you really going back?"

"Well, I have to explain it to Mr. Shen." He had to leave without knowing why.

Yu Yang sighed: "Not everyone is reasonable, Ye Sheng."

Ye Sheng said: "Mr. Shen is a proud person." He can't do things like force buying and selling.

Yu Yang was afraid that he would not be able to come back once he left.Just like when Lu Ming said that he was going to find Qin and wanted an explanation, but he came back with a whole body of injuries.

It didn't take much time to send Yu Yang to the train, but the train station was far away, so it took more than two hours to go there and back.

When he had no choice but to compromise with Shen Yu's strength and rushed to the square, he was no longer there.

He called Shen Yu, but no one answered.

There was no one in the apartment. He waited all night and no one came back.

The huge room was empty, and he became more and more aware of the class difference between himself and Shen Yu.

As long as Shen Yu didn't contact him, he couldn't find anyone at all.

In the villa in the suburbs, Shen Yu developed a high fever in the past, Cheng Kui called the private doctor over, and stayed with the servants of the villa to take care of him all night, and finally retreated a little.

The next morning, when Ye Sheng received the notification from Cheng Kui, Shen Yu still had a low fever.

As soon as he heard that Ye Sheng was coming, he immediately perked up.

Shen Yu refused to sit in a wheelchair. She has been like this since she came back yesterday. She would rather endure the pain in her legs and stay on crutches than have someone to help her.

He stood on the steps and looked at the people in the court.

Yesterday's cloudy and rainy day has passed, and now the warm sun shines through the clouds.

"Now you only come to me secretly. Where did you go yesterday? You still didn't do what I asked. Do you think you can get by by being a good boy now? Even if you come to me now, it's just in private."

He just decided that if Ye Sheng didn't choose him between going home and coming to the square for an appointment, he abandoned him.

Shen Yu sneered: "I don't need a partner who is timid and afraid to be with me in a fair way."

He raised his voice to tell Cheng Kui to drive him away. The reason why he didn't go back to the apartment was to leave it to Ye Sheng, and this villa was his private property.

People who aren't him can't stay in his private territory, and he doesn't want to take a look.

Under Cheng Kui's pretend push and push, Ye Sheng suddenly raised his voice: "Mr. Shen, aren't you even willing to give me one last chance?!"

Ye Sheng said this on purpose, he felt like a villain at the moment.

These words seemed to make Shen Yu laugh, he bent down and laughed lowly, the face in the shadow under the eaves could not be seen clearly.

Shen Yu thought to himself, why didn't he give it, he endured it again and again, and gave the person in front of him the greatest tolerance in his life.

When the words came to his lips, he didn't say anything. Ye Sheng said that, he abandoned his dignity and begged for mercy. His begging for mercy has always been very effective for him.

He is still the reason to convince himself that it is very rare to meet someone who is close to his eyes in this life and also suits his wishes.

Waste dim sum should also be.

Forgiving his children for making mistakes a few times is also due.

"Tomorrow, I will go back to the old house. If you dare, come there to find me alone. Don't bring anything, just you."

The old house of the Shen family, Shen Yu mentioned to him, is the place where Shen Yu lived when he was a child, and there are many childhood memories of him.

But that is far away in Beijing.

This meant that he would leave everything behind and join him.

"Mr. Shen..." In the halo of sunlight, Ye Sheng whispered, "I'm not going to give up on you..."

Bandit retribution is also good forever - this is his promise.

Mr. Shen, do you know that no matter what flaws you have, I... want to be with you very seriously.

But why, you refused to give me a period of time to grow up.

Ye Sheng raised his head, his expression gradually resolute: "This is not an inevitable choice, Mr. Shen."

There is a clear boundary between bright sunshine and cold shadows.

Shen Yu sneered in his heart, and still had to put on an amiable, persuasive whitewashing expression on his face, pointing to the steps and the courtyard and saying: "Look, Ye Sheng, there is only one step between us, as long as you take this step, come to my side Come on, I don't care about what happened yesterday."

That was completely the deceitful look he was used to, whether it was subconsciously or subconsciously, Shen Yu had already been used to it in front of him.

Ye Sheng was almost stung by this scene. Not only did he not take a step forward according to Shen Yu's words, but he took several steps back instead.

He was straight for a moment, and his solemn and kind face glowed with dazzling brilliance, which made people dazzled.

"Mr. Shen... No, Shen Yu, the distance between us is not measured in this way."

"You..." He changed his words, "You should face up to the distance between us, face up to my existence, and regard me as an independent individual of the same height as you. I understand your mood and tolerate everything about you, and you should also understand My difficulty. When I am thinking about how to solve the problems between us and stand beside you in a more complete posture, what you have to do should not be forcing me to follow your decision blindly. If you can't...you never can get me..."

When it came to the last sentence, Ye Sheng was trying to maintain his dignity, and the strength he tried to maintain almost collapsed.

Especially when he found that Shen Yu's brows and eyes were more and more sullen, instead of listening to his words thoughtfully, the despair in his heart was even worse, and the more and more sad pain almost defeated him.

But he knew he couldn't, now was not the time for him to be sad, at this moment, he had to show a perfect posture to leave a deep impression on Shen Yu's heart.

In this way, even if their talks break down now, they can still get a chance to meet again in the future.

He swallowed the saliva in his mouth mouth after mouth, as if swallowing his own fear.

"Do you still want to correct my thinking in your way?" Ye Sheng asked, "If I agree to your request today, will it be an endless compromise in the future? Yes, it must be, because I am under your influence. I'm used to compromise. Just like today's trouble, you decided that I would bend to your will, and it was not a very urgent and important issue to decide where I would go home for the Chinese New Year, but you made use of it to make a decision. Elevate its importance. If I go against your will, I'm sorry, but if I do, you're still victorious."

"Oh." Shen Yu raised his eyebrows slightly, "Are you blaming me for making a fuss out of a molehill?"

"But you have to know that people will not be willing." Ye Sheng didn't follow Shen Yu's words, and got off topic.

Facing Shen Yu's indifferent gaze, he bit the bullet and continued: "I know I'm not as good as you, Shen Yu, no matter how hard I try, I'm afraid I won't be able to reach your height in the future. But you have to know, people will not be reconciled. of.

I was born with parents, blood relatives as fetters, relatives and friends who love me, and I love them too.Whether it is family, friendship or love, it is an inseparable part of my life.

Even if I can say that I was born to meet you today, because of your existence, the previous 20 years of drowsiness suddenly shone into the sun.

But the future will eventually prove that my existence cannot be for you alone, and my survival value will not be for you alone. "

"Really." Shen Yu said lightly.

Cheng Kui turned to look at the calm Shen Yu, wondering how he could remain calm at this moment.

The cigarette in his hand fell to the ground in astonishment, no matter what, he couldn't match the cowardly and weak Ye Sheng in his impression with the eloquent and well-organized person in front of him.

He heard Ye Sheng question Shen Yu:

"What do you really want, an ideal partner who lives up to your expectations? A submissive pet? Or someone who truly loves all of your flaws, if not all of them?"

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Shen Yu's voice quickly cooled down.

Ye Sheng held his head high, his eyes calm: "I am extremely clear-headed, I know my own thoughts, I understand the choices I made, after being played with by you again and again, the defense line was defeated, and I lost my resistance."

I have no illusions about you at all. ——He wanted to use the adapted lines of the drama club that day to express his feelings vividly, but he finally held it in his heart.

I have no illusions about you.

I know you're proud, confident, intelligent, and have the best qualities in the world, but I love you.

I also know your scheming, your plan, your cunning, the city, all the flaws beyond the perfect appearance, but I love you.

I also know that you are a gentle scum, selfish and cruel, heartless and cold-blooded, and a complete hypocrite, but I love you.

Whenever I think of the joy it is with you and me, whenever I see warmth in your eyes, I am delighted.

I try my best to keep my love to the limit that doesn't make you tired, otherwise I know that I can't bear the consequences.

I keep an eye on your expression all the time, and whenever there is any sign of your impatience, I'll be terrified.

But unconsciously, the rights of a partner have become a burden in my opinion.

Because I know better that love is a natural physical and psychological reaction of two people, a resonance between soul and another soul, a collision between hearts and another heart, not a step-by-step calculation.

"Do you think I don't have my own will, no principle, no heart, no emotion, under the attack of your psychological tactics step by step, it won't hurt to correct myself to cater to you? No, if I can do it, I must let You, just like I can't leave you now!" Ye Sheng shouted hoarsely.

"This is a good idea." Shen Yu's voice was flat, "The premise is that you stay by my side, be good."

Ye Sheng was almost stinged by his stubbornness and alienation, so he had to ease his mood so as not to irritate him: "Well, if you can't face up to these problems, you can't accept me like this, a person who can't be completely attached to me And those who rely on you, I... I have nothing to say. Only the last sentence, I wish you a smooth journey home, Mr. Shen."

In the end, Ye Sheng called out his honorific title and used honorific words, which meant that he bowed his head to Shen Yu for peace.

How could Shen Yu not understand this, but he couldn't hear what Ye Sheng was tired of saying, so he was indifferent in his heart.

With a cold and expressionless face, he put away all the masks of disguise as early as when Ye Sheng confessed himself.

Ye Sheng watched helplessly as he didn't respond, and knew in his heart that everything today was irreversible, or in other words, it was not possible to explain the matter of reconciliation now.

He had already explained everything he could say, and he acted both hard and soft, and he also gave Shen Yu a step down.

It was Shen Yu who was unwilling to face the truth of his resistance to his will, and refused to give in a step.

He can only leave alone.

He took out his last pride, straightened his back, and stepped on the road under his feet to be flat and open.

When his back completely disappeared from sight, Shen Yu turned his head indifferently, and said to Cheng Kui, "I didn't know that he still had such courage."

What Cheng Kui could answer, his heart was overwhelmed, he only hated that he hadn't left in time just now, and watched the boss's breakup scene.

He wondered how to speak—bang!Shen Yu's cane was thrown out and hit the yard.

Shen Yu had never shown his sullen emotions so clearly.

This shows that he cares about Ye Sheng.

He just listened to what Ye Sheng said, but he knew that he couldn't change it for a while, which made him angry from embarrassment.

Because he is aware of his character flaws and mental illness.

The author has something to say: Notes:

But he forgot that if he sowed the same seeds of plunder and oppression again, the same kind of fruit must be born. (Note ①) - from Dickens.

"I have no illusions about you.

I know you're proud, confident, intelligent, and have the best qualities in the world, but I love you.

I also know your scheming, your plan, your cunning, the city, all the flaws beyond the perfect appearance, but I love you.

I also know that you are a gentle scum, selfish and cruel, heartless and cold-blooded, and a complete hypocrite, but I love you.

Whenever I think of the joy it is with you and me, whenever I see warmth in your eyes, I am delighted.

I try my best to keep my love to the limit that doesn't make you tired, otherwise I know that I can't bear the consequences.

I keep an eye on your expression all the time, and whenever there is any sign of your impatience, I'll be terrified.

But unconsciously, the rights of a partner have become a burden in my opinion. "

——Still adapted from Maugham's "The Veil"

☆, separation and combination

In the Shen family's old house, Qi Letian came out from the backyard and made a special circle to the front yard, pretending to have just come back from the outside.

Playing with the old turtle in the tank, the goldfish at the bottom of the pond, passing the grape trellis in the greenhouse, pinching and bursting bunches of huge black grapes along the way, stained with the juice, and finally passing through the elegant Chinese courtyard by appearance.

The servant opened the front door for him, the heater and the shrill screams of the baby, laughing and yelling, made his brain twitch.

The adults looked at him in various ways, which made him even more irritable.

These foreign visitors, taking advantage of the great day of reunion of the year, gathered together with expensive gifts, not for the exchange of feelings, but just for the old man in the backyard.

Qi Letian didn't understand when she was a child, and wondered, isn't it a family reunion on New Year's Eve? Shouldn't they let go of their respective identities and have fun? Why do they wear official uniforms and formal attire, and put on airs of leaders.

Unsmiling uncles, uncles and grandparents, without exception, are stern and unattainable.

The women, on the other hand, pose as dignified ladies. Occasionally, women who show their emotions are neurotic aunts in Qi Letian's eyes.

The gags he deliberately tried to lighten the atmosphere didn't get any response, and he was defined by these grown-ups as a poor thinker, entertaining himself like a clown, and when he got older, he didn't want to attend such occasions even more.

In such a family gathering like this, there are only a few of his ignorant cousins ​​who don't understand the atmosphere, yell and laugh willfully, and run around under the care of the servants and nanny.

He was just the opposite of his uncle, Shen Yu was the youngest in his generation, he was the oldest in his generation, and the younger siblings were all little kids who didn't grow up.

Pushing away the little devil's head hugging his thigh, Qi Letian raised his foot and wanted to go upstairs to hide and get some air.

"Don't go up to the third floor." His mother stopped him and said.

Qi Letian looked back, the third floor of the old house was reserved for his brother-in-law alone, the big Shen family didn't have the same treatment as his brother-in-law.

"I'll go up and have a look, but don't make a sound."

"Your uncle is ill, don't disturb his rest."

"Uncle is sick?" Qi Letian was shocked and worried at the same time, Shen Yu had always been a powerful and inviolable glorious image in his impression.

"Since I was ill a few years ago, we have come here and don't know how to come down to receive him."

Qi Letian pouted when his mother complained about his uncle.

"It's better to visit your great-grandfather when you have time."

"Understood." The genius of Qi Le would not be honest. He just came out of the old man's visit, and his parents wanted him to please the old man more, and they didn't even want to highlight his great-grandson's identity in the address.

Qi Letian's footsteps became lighter as he went up to the upper floor. This was habitual caution. He knew from a long time ago that the third floor was a forbidden area for him to set foot on.

When he was brought here when he was a child, many people told him that it was the place where the old man's grandson's favorite object lived.

Even if that person was sent abroad before graduating from elementary school, the third floor was reserved for him, so that idlers could not approach it.

This caused Qi Letian to never meet his uncle Shen Yu when he was a child, and the latter had already left a very powerful feeling in his heart.

Someone who can make their old man remember for so long.

The servants in the old house said that the old man treated his great-grandson better than his uncle, his own grandson, but he didn't think that was the case.

Qi Letian stopped in front of Shen Yu's bedroom door, a little afraid to knock on the door, what should he say to his uncle when he knocked on the door, Shen Yu is really not a very close person, no one in the whole family knows him well.

Until seeing the servant who came up to deliver the hot porridge, Qi Letian had an idea.

The servants in the old house would affectionately call him Xiaotian, but dared to call Shen Yu the seventh young master in a strange way.

We all know that he is not big or small, he has no scruples in his actions, and it is no problem to entrust him with his own work.

Qi Letian successfully got an excuse to knock on the door, and when the door opened, his eyes suddenly became wet.

His powerful brother-in-law, who cannot be underestimated, was lying on the bed with a pale face, his drooping eyes seemed to have no strength to open his eyelids, but he still asked, "Did you call?"

Cheng Kui, the assistant who opened the door for Qi Letian, said for the [-]th time, "No."

The illness came like a mountain, and Shen Yu's high fever recurred after returning to the old house.

Feeling dizzy from the fever, he managed to regain consciousness a little, and asked, "Is he here?"

The end of the year is approaching, Xu knew that Ye Sheng would not be coming, so he asked in another word, "Did you call?"

This time it was the same answer.

Cheng Kui guessed that Shen Yu had completely given up. Knowing that Ye Sheng would not come to look for him, he struggled to get up from the bed, drank the porridge and took the medicine, and he was completely sick.

After leaving the room and going down to the lobby on the first floor, he returned to the powerful and indifferent Mr. Shen in the past, with the indifference and alienation between his brows, and he still kept away from strangers, as if he could freeze a person to death.

Except for taking back his mobile phone from Cheng Kuina, and staying close to him.

It means that he still has a little hope for Ye Sheng.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the old house was bustling with lights and festoons. The people who should have left after the New Year's Eve dinner were arranged in various parts of the old house to live a specious New Year.

But everyone knows that the current bustle is temporary, and their old man has already taken in more air and less air out, and he is about to die.

Qi Lotian was the first to congratulate his brother-in-law a happy new year, but unfortunately he didn't get any red envelopes.

Shen Yu walked around him, completely empty-eyed, and walked into the courtyard covered with a thick layer of snowflakes, admiring the snow and plum blossoms like a stroll in the courtyard.

Well, Qi Letian has no problem with this, he has always been very tolerant towards his uncle, and he is more filial and humble than his own mother.

Stepping on the footsteps left by Shen Yu, Qi Letian followed behind his uncle in boredom, talking to himself and enjoying himself.

"Uncle, didn't you bring your mobile phone down today, Uncle?" With a quick glance, Qi Letian found that his uncle was a few steps behind him, and turned around in surprise.

With a heartbeat, Shen Yu looked at the snowflakes all over the sky, as if thinking of something, he hurried back to the house.

It was too late to change shoes, and the snow-stained leather shoes stepped on the wooden floor. Shen Yu went upstairs to find the mobile phone that he had forgotten in his coat pocket, and dialed the number again-a missed call showed 3 minutes ago.

"beep……"

After three seconds, there was a suffocating silence.

Shen Yu closed his eyes and exhaled: "I have something to do just now, I didn't receive it."

"Du..." But the other side hung up after he finished speaking, as if he could see the owner of the phone in a hurry.

The high-end leather shoes stepped on the carpet, and Shen Yu walked back and forth twice, leaving deep and shallow marks.

Calm down, he told himself that he can neither force nor indulge him now, but wait for him to open his heart and come to him on his own initiative.

Can't be tolerated.

Can't be in a hurry.

Shen Yu pinched the tall and straight bridge of his nose, and the next moment, he threw the phone out with force.

Outside the door, Qi Letian, who was worried about following up to eavesdrop, was startled, and ran away in a panic.

In the room, Shen Yu propped himself up on the table, the veins on his forehead bulging.

A phone call, a period of silence, his usual proud sanity collapsed.

A cry brought him back to reality.

It was Qi Letian who returned and brought a message from his grandfather.

Shen Yu calmed down and temporarily suppressed the dark thoughts in his heart.

The old man has lived for more than a century, and he has persisted for too long for their family. Now he is old and can only lie in bed all year round, and it is difficult to take a breath.

Today is the first day of the new year, and the spirit is better. The people below are afraid that he will return to the past, and they can't wait to call everyone over, but the old man only wants to see those few.

A group of people gathered around the backyard door, watching Shen Yu being summoned alone.

The old man with sharp eyes saw through his thoughts at a glance, and said vaguely: "Ayu, how did I teach you!"

The person serving beside him hastily cheered him up.

Shen Yu lowered her eyes in shame.

It's not for anything else, it's because I don't have enough ability to hide my emotions, so my grandfather can see it, and it's exhausting for the old man.

The old man looked disappointed for a moment: "Ayu, you must be aboveboard and worthy of the name I gave you!"

The old man saw through his disguise and was still acting to deceive him at this time. He clearly knew that his little grandson's disposition was not someone who would be ashamed of him with a reprimand or two.

He told Shen Yu these things in the end, but he wanted him to treat him most honestly.

Yu, sunlight, bright also.

The old man personally chose Shen Yu's name in the hope that he would be an upright person and do things above board.

For this reason, his father was not even allowed to force him to go into politics, and he went into business as he wished.

Although Shen Yu's devotion to the business world is no different from that of the officialdom, it is both treacherous and changeable, and he has to be able to use both ways and means, with a sweet tongue and a sword.

But Shen Yu was considerate of his grandfather's loving heart.

Shen Yu came out soon, and Qi Letian went in instead. This great-grandson who was most loved by Mr. Shen in the fourth generation was once compared with Shen Yu.

Facts have proved that Shen Yu finally inherited far more inheritance than everyone else, and it is obvious who is the most loved.

Shen Yu watched the sunset from the side door.

From the setting of the sun to the setting of the sun, the towering tree that protected the Shen family collapsed.

It's not that there are no other pillars, but it's just that they can't compare with the existence of the older generation.

only black