The Paranoid Love of the Disabled Big Brother
Chapter 39 wb has an extended version. (3)
After a while, I vented my anger first.
At this time, Yu Yang had already left in a hurry.
Ye Sheng checked the time, it was getting late, and he went back to school.
Wu Dianqi was surprised to see him in the dormitory: "Didn't you say we will meet in the cafeteria?"
"I haven't been back for a long time, I want to see it."
"What's interesting." Wu Diandqi muttered.
Ye Sheng cleaned up everything in the dormitory, he was looking at Wu Dianqi's desk.
Wu Dianqi loves books, and he covers a wide range of subjects. More than half of the books in the dormitory are collected by him.
Ye Sheng looked at it and suddenly thought of Shen Yu's study in the apartment.
There are several rows of bookshelves, on which are listed the complete set of "Guwenguanzhi", famous essay collections, Freud's hardcover editions... all kinds of classic works, divided into categories, neat and tidy, still brand new.
When he first went in and saw it, he was amazed and envious.It is also his dream to have such a study room, and it is also a happy thing to wander in the ocean of books.
Under the inconspicuous bookshelf, there are many financial books, books on banking, credit and investment securities with gold-plated covers, and financial interview magazines, most of which have been read.
In the past, he praised Shen Yu for his wide range of interests, he could read all kinds of books, his knowledge was wider and his accomplishment was deeper than that of Wu Dianqi, at least Wu Dianqi couldn't read science subjects.
Now he can see clearly from it, what Yu Yang said has two sides.
Those beautifully placed, literary ones are for him to look at, expressing his willingness to understand what he likes and trying on the surface.
What Shen Yu really needs and wants to read is random and messy, but piled up at the bottom.
The author has something to say: add more~
☆, red apricot out of the wall
"Conclusion, dear." Wu Dianqi knocked on the table.
Ye Sheng came back to his senses and pulled out the report to him.
Wu Dianqi glanced twice, looked at the person opposite who was starting to let go of his thoughts again, tapped his fingers on the table quickly, and suddenly recited a paragraph of the original text of "A Doll's House", in pure English.
"It's not happy, but it's just talking and laughing. You have always treated me very well. But our home is just a place for playing, and we never talk about serious things. Here I am your "clay doll wife". Just like I am my father's "clay doll daughter" at home. My children are my clay dolls. I find it interesting when you tease me, just as I tease the children, and the children also find it interesting. Well, this is our married life."
He was full of emotion and spoke very fast. Although his accent was not standard, the students next to him didn't realize it for a while, but Ye Sheng was very familiar with this passage.
"I don't believe these words now. Now I only believe that, first of all, I am a person, just like you—at least I have to learn to be a person."
Ye Sheng was startled, and met the amazed eyes of his juniors, thinking that Wu Dianqi was trying to show off his knowledge reserves, but finally realized that Wu Dianqi had another layer of hidden meaning.
"You have to think about everything with your own brain and understand the truth of the matter. Ye Sheng, are you a doll in the hands of others? A doll at the mercy of others." Wu Dianqi twitched the corners of his mouth, holding the folding fan that never left his body. Can't even shake it.
But why did Wu Dianqi say that?Can he even see his situation?
Ye Sheng didn't say a word, and left after handing in his final report. He still had work in the drama club.
"Senior!" It was still the same elementary school girl who never gave up, "Senior Wu, isn't Senior He having dinner with us?"
"They have delicious food and drink for them, so don't worry about it." Wu Dianqi didn't get Ye Sheng's reply, and he was in a very unhappy mood.
But he also knew that there was no rush, and he believed that Ye Sheng would not let him down, and the discomfort was only temporary.
He boasted that his understanding of Ye Sheng was no worse than Shen Yu's, and compared to Shen Yu, he did not have a fatal weakness, and he could see the other side of Ye Sheng from an equal height.
But Shen Yu couldn't, he was too conceited, because of his innate excellence, the unconscious arrogance blinded his eyes.
As the end of December approached, all colleges were preparing for the New Year's Day performance. The drama club Ye Sheng had joined in the past also had a program, and the rehearsal was Maugham's "The Veil".
Ye Sheng is the lighting engineer of the drama club. He likes the feeling of experiencing multiple characters in drama performances, although he is just a logistics team who cannot be on stage.
Watching the lively rehearsal on the stage, Ye Sheng also thought of their class's New Year's Day performance.
The class committee doesn't want to be troublesome, and the juniors don't have a strong sense of collective honor. If it makes trouble, everyone doesn't want to participate.
The Women's League Committee suggested a class chorus. They met yesterday and asked him to help. They still lacked a few male voices.
"The lighting engineer, that's right, that junior, come and do me a favor and give the heroine a counterpoint."
Ye Sheng pointed at himself, confirmed that he was calling him right, and walked onto the stage in a daze.
No one present knew what Maugham's "The Veil" was about.
He can even answer those classic lines in the book fluently.
The president must have thought that he is from the Chinese department and has no problem reciting lines, so he asked him to temporarily replace the male lead who had something to do, and help the female lead to warm up the familiar feeling.
The story is very simple. The heroine Katie doesn't like the taciturn, incomprehensible male protagonist's husband, and she cheats on the humorous and witty male partner who understands women's hearts.
After the male protagonist found out, he was in pain and at the same time wanted to take revenge on his wife. He took people to a place where cholera was rampant, but he died.
"I have no illusions about you at all." Ye Sheng said, "I know you are stupid, frivolous, and empty-headed, but I love you. I know your intentions, your ideals, you are snobbish and vulgar, but I love you. I know you're a second-rate guy, but I love you..."
He said it was to help the heroine find his feelings, but Ye Sheng acted, his chest rising and falling, telling the heroine's lines with sincerity, expressing his feeling of having nowhere to rest.
"...I know you only married me for your own sake. I love you so much that I don't care. People I know are often sad and disappointed when they love someone and it doesn't return , which turned into anger and bitterness.
I am not like that.I never expected you to love me, I never imagined that you had reason to love me, and I never thought myself attractive.For me to be given the opportunity to love you is to be grateful. "
He never thought that he was good enough to be admired by Shen Yu. For him, getting the chance to like Shen Yu was already the greatest luck in his unfortunate first half of his life.
"I tried my best to appreciate what you are passionate about, to show you that I am not ignorant, vulgar, and stupid, and I tried my best to follow in your footsteps.
I know stubbornness will shock you, so be careful and be as perfect and obedient as your ideal partner. "
The heroine on the opposite side raised her eyes in surprise, Ye Sheng knew that he had mispronounced a few words, it was his deepest thought that he unconsciously expressed.
But it never occurred to him that Shen Yu's expressed love for him might be a scam, a scene, a love drama directed and acted by Shen Yu himself.
If so, what is the meaning of his existence?A perfect supporting role to accompany him?
Does that mean the scene is over and it's time for him to leave?
"Whenever I think of the joy you have with me, when I see joy in your eyes, I am overjoyed. I try to keep my love to the limit where you won't be bored, otherwise I know that I can't bear the consequences. I keep an eye on your face, and if you show any sign of boredom, I will change my way. The right of a partner is, in my opinion, a boon."
The heroine barely recovered from the shocking performance on the opposite side, and then his wife Katie's lines: "If a man is unable to win a woman's love, it will be his fault, not hers."
Ye Sheng answered her husband's words with a desolate expression: "I think you are right, we look for the qualities that the other party lacks...too stupid"
The real hero is back.
Sure enough, such a small supporting role would perform on stage instead of the leading role, and such a blockbuster would not happen to Ye Sheng.
Nanfang City, which has not seen snow for many years, has a rare light snowfall today.
The wind and snow hit his face, and Ye Sheng's restless heart shouted for something to run out of.
The lines he wanted to say, what he wanted to say to Shen Yu——
It turned into footprints left by sprinting on the snow, getting faster and lighter, and finally squatted down and hugged his knees, burying his face in his arms.
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"Ye Sheng." The smiling girl league committee held up an umbrella for him.
"What are you doing here, come in, it's cold outside."
In the gymnasium, the students in the class were rehearsing the chorus program. The women's league committee did their best and went to the music school to invite an instructor.
The Women's League Committee itself is a member of the school choir, with a natural voice, and this time it was chosen as the lead singer.
As for the other lead singer, Ye Sheng did not expect that he would be named and appointed by the instructor.
"Don't be modest, the teacher has listened to the audios that everyone posted in the group, and selected them reasonably." The girl league committee blinked, playful and cute, "And Ye Sheng has a good image and good temperament, so I don't choose who you choose. You can't Shit, I can't find a boy in the class who can replace you for the time being."
"I see."
The whole rehearsal is over, and the two lead singers have to train individually.
There is no problem with the Women's League Committee, but Ye Sheng needs to practice hard, and the gentle instructor kindly explains to him how to pronounce, and praises his good timbre, as singing is easy to impress people.
In the following formal performance, you don't need to worry too much about technical issues, you can use your strengths to avoid weaknesses, and use your emotions to impress people.
After The Fire
An English song that brings tears to the eyes, implying rebirth in the embers of the fire.
Above the ruins, the flowers still bloom.
"We must sing the feeling of struggling in desperation, not forgetting the feeling of chasing after the sun, and finally gaining a new life, and the two emotions must be switched naturally." The instructor said.
Ye Sheng nodded obediently, expressing that he remembered.
The cooperation of the female voice is also very important. The female league committee spared no effort to help him improve when training harmony with him and cultivating tacit understanding.
Ye Sheng felt as if he had learned a new skill, and his low mood for the past few days was overturned by singing.
After showing off their singing voice, the instructor left first, and the women's league committee suddenly reached out to pull Ye Sheng: "Are you in a hurry to leave?"
Ye Sheng threw away her hand subconsciously: "That's not true."
The women's league committee laughed: "Why are you acting like an anti-pervert, making me very fierce."
Ye Sheng scratched his face in embarrassment, how to explain this, if Shen Yu knew that he was very close to a girl...
The Women's League Committee had something even more explosive to scare him: "Ye Sheng, if you're not in a hurry, can you listen to me and say something, while there's no one in the gymnasium right now."
She blushed, but said warmly and boldly: "I like you, Ye Sheng, and I hope you can be my boyfriend!"
Ye Sheng was holding his shoulder bag, and turned around in surprise.
"Huh? What's your expression?" The girl exaggerated her tone.
Ye Sheng hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I, I just can't believe it..."
He grabbed his hair and bowed his head: "I can't imagine that someone will like me."
Does anyone like him like him?
It's not a scam, it's not acting, it's sincere, pure love.
The women's league committee suddenly approached: "Ye Sheng, you are so nice, who wouldn't like you."
It's just too ignorant.
"I like the real love between men and women. I'm afraid you will mistake it for the kind between classmates."
She felt that the simple Ye Sheng might really make such an oolong, so she chose the most straight-forward way of confessing.
Ye Sheng thought for a while, then raised his head to speak, but the girl across from him took the initiative to hold his hand again, and confessed sincerely to himself: "I think you are different from other boys. Although your characteristics are not bright enough in the eyes of other girls, I like them. The boyfriend I want doesn’t have to be handsome, rich, or talented, even if he is mediocre, but he must He is a down-to-earth, serious and responsible man, and he will be a gentle husband and father in the future, which gives me a sense of security."
Have you even thought about something so far away!Ye Sheng was terrified.
Secretly exerting force on his hand, Ye Sheng wanted to try not to make the girl pull out his hand in embarrassment.
"Ye Sheng, you are such a person in my heart. I don't know what kind of person I am in your heart. Anyway, I hope you can seriously consider me. I will give you time to think about it."
"Thank you for your--"
"The deadline is before New Year's Day, after the New Year's Day performance." The women's league committee blinked and ran away.
"Wait." Ye Sheng stopped her before it was too late, "At least... at least listen to me..."
Ye Sheng was discouraged and helpless.
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Shen Yu waited for Ye Sheng to come back at the apartment.
He likes to sit in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and watch Ye Sheng come out of school step by step, walking towards the gentle nest he created for Ye Sheng.
It is still the same today, the difference is that the people in Shen Yu's field of vision are confused.
Standing on the balcony, he saw the figure of Ye Sheng appearing downstairs in the community from a distance, eagerly waiting at the door to welcome him back.
In the end, he could only hear the sound of Ye Sheng climbing the stairs, first up to the seventh floor and then down to the sixth floor.
Shen Yu folded her arms and leaned against the door, Youyou sighed: "Yesheng you..."
Before he could say anything, Ye Sheng took the fool out of himself first: "Haha, Mr. Shen, I accidentally climbed one more floor when I was thinking about something, and I only found out when I went up. After thinking about it, I went down another floor." .”
With this skill, he arrived early by the elevator, so he didn't have to wait so long.
Thinking about Mr. Shen who used to make others willing to wait for him for a long time, he no longer mentioned this: "Then, what are you thinking, Ye Sheng."
Facing Shen Yu's expression that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, Ye Sheng immediately panicked, and Shen Yu didn't need to ask any more.
"Isn't it near the end of the term? I was wondering if the exam would be difficult... and the final assignments for each subject have to be handed in ahead of time."
Ye Sheng lied lamely, not daring to say anything about the Women's Youth League Committee confessing to him.
In the past, he would have a good time talking to his Mr. Shen about every detail at school.
When I came back today, the feeling was different.
When he saw Shen Yu, who was shivering from the cold, standing at the door to welcome him back in the cold, he was not unmoved. He was once obsessed with the feeling of welcoming his lover home.
But over time, the burden and guilt are too heavy.
Shen Yu seemed to be getting more and more attached to him, and couldn't leave him for a moment.
When you wake up early, you must see him at first sight, and when you go out, you must know his whereabouts at any time. When you go out together, you must ensure that his people are in his sight.
From thoughts to life habits, whether it's slick words or soft words to deceive, he is unknowingly under the strict control of Shen Yu.
They were in an unequal position, Shen Yu didn't realize this, because he was used to manipulating everything.
He can only think about what Shen Yu allows, and do what Shen Yu allows.
And he realized it too late.
The consequence is that the burden is too heavy, and he cannot bear the weight.
The author has something to say: Notes:
"It's not happy, but it's just talking and laughing. You have always treated me very well. But our home is just a place for playing, and we never talk about serious things. Here I am your "clay doll wife", Just like I am my father's "clay doll daughter" at home. My children are my clay dolls. I find it interesting when you tease me, just as I tease the children, and the children also find it interesting. Well, this is our married life."
"I don't believe these words now. Now I only believe that, first of all, I am a person, just like you—at least I have to learn to be a person."
"You have to think about everything with your own brain and figure out the truth of the matter."
——both from "A Doll's House"
The following is an excerpt from the original text of "The Veil":
"I have no illusions about you," he said. "I know you are stupid, frivolous, empty-headed, and yet I love you. I know your intentions, your ideals, you are snobby, vulgar, and yet I love you. I I know you're a second-rate guy, but I love you.
I've done my best to appreciate what you're passionate about, I've taken pains to show you that I'm not ignorant, vulgar, gossip, and stupid.I know wisdom is going to blow your mind, so play it safe and make sure you look as foolish as any man you're with.
I know you are only marrying me for your own sake.I love you so much that I don't care.From what I've known, people who fall in love with someone and don't get it back tend to feel sad and disappointed, which turns into anger and bitterness.I am not like that.I never expected you to love me, I never imagined that you had reason to love me, and I never thought myself attractive.For me to be given the opportunity to love you should be grateful. "
☆, the beginning of love
The day before New Year's Day, the weather was fine, and Ye Sheng went out early.
The show started at [-]:[-] pm, so he had to go there ahead of time to rehearse again, make up and try on clothes, all had to be prepared in advance.
He said to Shen Yu, "I'm going out."
Shen Yu sent a farewell kiss with a smile, and kissed him on the forehead: "Be careful on the road, and I will go to your school for the party to watch your performance."
Ye Sheng was surprised that he had to pay attention to safety on the road, didn't Shen Yu ask Cheng Kui to see him off.
Then I was embarrassed: "Mr. Shen doesn't matter if you don't come, it's just a small performance in our college, there is no good show."
Shen Yu must have seen more wonderful performances, he went out in the winter just to watch his shows, and he was too embarrassed to let Shen Yu sit in that shabby auditorium.
"How can this work? I haven't heard Ye Sheng sing before, so I can't miss it." Shen Yu could not stop rubbing Ye Sheng's eyebrows with his slightly cool fingers, and when he saw Cheng Kui coming up the stairs, he said, "You go first , Come on, Ye Sheng."
Ye Sheng also felt that he couldn't stay any longer, he could clearly feel the heat coming from the body close to him, making him unable to hold on to himself, his legs and feet were weak.
In the past half a month, he had intentionally or unintentionally declined courtship, and even Shen Yu, who was the coldest and not really keen on love affairs, could detect his avoidance in this regard.
Shen Yu thought it was the end of November, he was too indulgent, and Ye Sheng was scared.
Shen Yu considerately gave up being tender with him at first, but over time, Ye Sheng's avoidance aroused his unwillingness.
Compatible sex and affairs are also an excellent way to conquer a partner. Shen Yu is not keen on it, but enjoys it very much. He studied it clearly and logically, and used it on Ye Sheng by the way.
He seemed to be competing with Ye Sheng on purpose, trying his best to display his charm. In a small apartment, and getting along day and night, there was no way to avoid it, and the man's charm index increased greatly.
It depends on who of them loses first and drags the other into bed.
It was unimaginable for Ye Sheng to drag Shen Yu to bed, but he was really struggling to support him, he had no resistance to Shen Yu, and he couldn't say anything even if he was complaining in his heart, his mouth was actually parched.
In front of a man who has exerted his self-control to an excellent level, as long as Shen Yu is not in bed with Ye Sheng, he can maintain an absolutely decent cool and abstinent style, which makes Ye Sheng look like a lewd, slutty and shameless person.
But he couldn't make it clear that there was actually another reason for his reluctance to respond to Shen Yu's courtship, and that was just a guess.
I vaguely guessed, but I dare not confirm it, so I dragged it until now.
Ye Sheng hugged his stomach with his hands and curled up on the seat. Cheng Kui, who was in the driver's seat, thought he was not feeling well, and asked if he should go to the hospital instead.
Ye Sheng said no, thanked him for the delivery, and just parked at the corner in front of the school gate.
Cheng Kui actually wanted to follow Shen Yu's order and send him to school.
However, he also knew that proper disobedience and meeting Ye Sheng's request were harmless.
"Be careful with the car."
Ye Sheng nodded, watching Kongdang cross the road to the other side.
Turning around, he wanted to wave to Cheng Kui to signal that he could go back, but his hand stopped in mid-air and retracted for a while.
On the other side of the road, a girl who was supposed to be strong and capable was nestled in the arms of a man in a suit.
He had never seen the girl group committee member of his class with such a small and cuddly attitude, and he had the impression that she was a very assertive and not weak girl.
At this moment when she suddenly found out that the Women's League Committee had a boyfriend, she was still a mature, prudent and excellent man whom she had just met, before the deadline had come and Ye Sheng hadn't given her the final answer.
He didn't know whether it was relief or sadness.
What, as expected, no one would really like an ordinary person like him.
Even before the agreed one-week deadline, the other party changed his mind.
But at least, don't say such embarrassing things before you are sure of your mind.
What's going on with his tangled days, is he being affectionate?
Trying hard to think about how to reject people, so as not to make people sad and embarrassed, but in the end only he himself took it seriously...
As if in response to his request, the Women's League Committee also saw him and ran over.
"I'm sorry, Ye Sheng, please forget the immature words I said earlier."
The girl's apologetic words made Ye Sheng habitually at a loss: "Ah, that, it's okay, I'm fine, it doesn't matter if you take it back, anyway, I..."
"Then thank you, Ye Sheng, you are so kind. I'll see you in the school auditorium later." The Women's Youth League Committee obviously didn't intend to listen to what he had to say, and left in a hurry.
Explaining that she didn't mean to deceive his feelings, she left.
He fell back and threw himself into the arms of the man in the suit.
Ye Sheng looked at the fallen leaves on the side of the road, and suddenly remembered the name of the Women's League Committee——Mou Xinyue.
Ye Sheng continued on his way.
Across the street, Cheng Kui turned around and went back. While waiting for the traffic light, he saw a familiar person.
One named Kevin or Kate, Shen Yu's secretary.
Cheng Kui was no stranger to the female student next to him. Isn't that Ye Sheng's classmate?
Cheng Kui looked at Mou Xinyue who left, and was shocked: "Kate, you...?"
"It's Kevin, Cheng's assistant." The man had dealt with him before, coughed, and said embarrassedly, "Mission."
Cheng Kui squeezed the steering wheel: "Stop joking, are you serious?"
"It just so happened that Mr. Shen said that he would introduce a girlfriend to me. I don't hate it, and I can also help Mr. Shen solve a problem by the way."
"Is this the problem!"
"It's not difficult to catch up. You don't need to use it for a few days. After all, you are still a student. If you don't like it in the future, just break up if you don't get along." The man said nonchalantly, "Regardless of the initial purpose and result, at least my current relationship is serious. You And don't look at me with a stupid face, Assistant Chief."
Assistant Cheng said that he didn't want to talk to him any more, and left without saying a word.
In the evening, he drove Shen Yu to the Normal University and waited in front of the auditorium, watching the small snowflakes outside, Cheng Kui suddenly had a bad feeling.
Ye Sheng, who was worried by him, coughed in the background, and Wu Dianqi, who came to join in the fun, asked awkwardly, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay, I sang too long in the rehearsal just now, just drink a few more sips of water."
Wu Dianqi hurriedly poured water for him, Ye Sheng felt cold water, hesitated for a while, but still drank it.
Cool.
But at least his throat didn't itch anymore, Ye Sheng suppressed his throat and got ready to go on stage.
Before going up, he turned his head and said, "I understand your kindness."
"En." Wu Dianqi hummed lightly.He didn't participate in the chorus, but watched the dazzling Ye Sheng on the stage in the background.
He was wearing a very slim white dress today, which made his whole body dazzling.
The simple make-up and hair trimming, more and more embellished the brilliance of his appearance, white face, red lips, wavy eyes, kindness and solemn inviolable beauty.
There is no doubt that he must be the most eye-catching person at today's party.
It just so happens that his expression and posture fit the theme of this chorus.
First, the ethereal singing of the male voice reveals the confusion in the heart, and then the harmony voice of the female lead singer leads the male voice to find the direction, and gradually other voices join in, and the tune becomes more high-spirited and inspiring.
Finally, it ends with a male solo, gradually steady and reassuring singing, implying that people in desperation have broken through the cage and gained rebirth in the fire.
Wu Dianqi silently praised himself, he was not a Chinese class representative for nothing, and Ye Sheng's inner voice under his expression told him to analyze it properly.
When he looked at Ye Sheng, it was like watching uncut jade being polished to brilliance little by little under his nose. He was amazed at the moment, and loathed the man who performed the knife at the same time.
The person who wanted to possess Ye Sheng's selfishly...
Fuck, that guy didn't come today, shit, I saw it, he's still in the front row!
Wu Dianqi gritted his teeth at Shen Yu in the front row.
Shen Yu didn't see him at all.
Shen Yu is currently experiencing for herself what it feels like to be so angry that her blood pressure explodes.
When Mingming learned that Ye Sheng was confessed by a girl, he was not so angry.
On the contrary, he calmly thought and arranged how to kill a relationship that was about to start, how to perfectly deal with the girl who coveted others, without shaking Ye Sheng's feelings for him.
He knew that what he asked the secretary to do would easily make Ye Sheng depressed and fall into self-doubt, but he just wanted to let Ye Sheng know that no one would love him except him.
Apart from him, Ye Sheng had no other options.
He must be the most unique person in Ye Sheng's life, no one can shake him.
Those who try to shake Ye Sheng and covet Ye Sheng have never been forgiven, but these warm applause, these fiery gazes projected on the stage, are the love and provocation of everyone in the auditorium for Ye Sheng. .
The more dazzling Ye Sheng was, the more he couldn't bear it.
That kind of feeling that if you can't tolerate a little filth when you have a cleanliness, you can't be coveted by anyone; if you want to be exclusive, you can't stand anything being taken away from you, and you would rather destroy it than take it for yourself——
It made his head swell, he could barely breathe, his hands trembled and numb, he tried to calm his heartbeat like a drum, and looked at the people on the stage with blurred eyes.
There was also the eye contact between Ye Sheng and the girl, the neglect of him, standing on the stage and looking down, but he was not in his eyes.
How could this make him endure.
When Ye Sheng sang, he put all his heart and soul into it, not mentioning Shen Yu in his eyes, not even the chorus partner Mou Xinyue and the audience in the audience.
He didn't come back to his senses until the end of the song. During the curtain call, he specifically looked at Shen Yu's position in the audience, but saw Shen Yu looking thoughtfully at him with a half-smiling, half-smiling expression.
Then he got up and left without hesitation.
Ye Sheng panicked.
Without waiting to change clothes and say goodbye to the classmates, he jumped off the stage and chased after him.
Although Shen Yu's legs and feet are inconvenient, they are faster than him circling around to avoid people.
Ye Sheng watched helplessly as the car drove away without waiting for him, so he had to take a taxi back to the community.
He and Shen Yu entered the door step by step.
Shen Yu's resolute back image shows that he doesn't want to say a word to him.
Ye Sheng had no choice but to take the initiative to pull him, but accidentally tripped over the leg of the sofa, and almost pulled Shen Yu's clothes and fell to the ground.
"Mr. Shen, what are you—ah! Hiss..." Ye Sheng felt the pain in his knee.
Shen Yu turned around and said condescendingly, "He Yesheng, who do you think you are?"
Without waiting for Ye Sheng to answer, he lifted the side of his suit trousers and squatted down on his knees. This was a heavy burden on his injured right leg, but he still maintained an elegant demeanor: "You are a liar."
It is resounding and undeniable.
Ye Sheng panicked for a moment, he was transparent in front of Shen Yu.
How could someone as smart as Shen Yu not be able to see that he was suspicious of him, and his heart... was even more alienated.
For a moment, he backed down from the relationship.
But it was followed by a deep disdain for himself.
Shen Yu caressed his cheek affectionately, with a playful expression that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, and said with a lingering aria: "myboy..."
Then he said in more gentle Chinese: "My boy, is this the beginning of love?"
The same words in Huan. Ai Wen. Cun back then, every word has not been changed, but now has a different meaning.
Ye Sheng immediately felt fear for no reason, and felt cold all over his body.
Shen Yu won't forgive him, he must save it!
Ye Sheng collected himself, opened his lips and said, "I'm not..."
Another person who didn't listen to him.
"A romantic campus love drama," Shen Yu rubbed his lips, pressing his lower lip with his fingertips, "a brave girl who passionately pursues love, and a simple and shy boy, staged a love confession in an empty gymnasium Then, under the spotlight, accept everyone's applause and blessings... I didn't even know that Ye Sheng still has such a wonderful singing voice, it must be fun to sing with that woman."
Shen Yu's hand gradually moved down, tightly pinching Ye Sheng's jaw.
During the rehearsal, the men and women secretly fell in love, looked at each other on the stage, and secretly looked at each other. After the girl who had seen the confession with her own eyes chose to be with someone else, she was eager to express her unwillingness through singing.
"Ye Sheng is very annoyed, suffering for a half-hearted woman who is so easy to change her mind? Want to save her? Yes." He smiled, "There are so many people in the class, but she just asked you to lead the singing, and you agreed, It seems that I played a bad role and hindered you."
The corners of his mocking lips curled up slightly, with a firm tone.
Ye Sheng was horrified to find that the person in front of him had fallen into a terrible state of paranoia. He didn't want to listen to people talking about things he believed to be suspicious, and even speculated a lot for no reason.
But he still wants to say: "I'm not, not for her, I want to sing for you!"
Shen Yu didn't believe it, his eyes seemed to say indifferently, he didn't believe it, you didn't prove it.
The hand that squeezed his chin turned into a snort, Shen Yu turned around without hesitation, and entered the bedroom that had been dusty for a long time.
Ye Sheng struggled to get up, but couldn't get up, his legs were weak, his knees hurt, and his stomach hurt, all of which he had to endure, and tried hard to think about how to explain it.
Think quickly, He Yesheng, you can't be so useless and make Mr. Shen angry with you.
Ye Sheng sat on his knees in the living room, holding his head tightly, and the soft singing voice slowly flowed out. He thought of using the song just now to convey his heart.
A stupid way, I don't know if there is a clumsy way to please.
Isn't Shen Yu jealous of his chorus with girls, so he will sing it to him now.
But it still didn't work, he practiced singing all day today, his voice couldn't hold it anymore, and he couldn't help coughing because of a cold, he coughed twice before singing a few lines, like a nightingale weeping blood.
The more he wanted to stop coughing, the more he couldn't stop, his brain was throbbing and hurting, and when his eyes were wet and blurred, he heard uneven footsteps coming out.
Shen Yu slammed the door open, picked him up horizontally, and put him on the sofa nearby.
"You..." Shen Yu said angrily, "You are fine."
He thought he was deliberately trying to gain sympathy, how could that be possible, Ye Sheng thought, it just happened to be a coincidence.
Shen Yu put a warm handbag into the arms of the weak person on the sofa, covered the blanket tightly, and quickly made a cup of hot honey water, and forced him to drink half a cup to moisten his throat.
When he was busy, Ye Sheng became more sober, as if he could clearly see that Shen Yu still worried about his smile.
"It's enough, it's really enough, Mr. Shen." Ye Sheng raised his hand to separate the water glass, his eyes dodged, "It's just as long as you don't ignore me."
But he's still mad at him.
"I think we all need to calm down for a while, I... I'll go out and stay for a while." Ye Sheng wiped the corner of his mouth, pushed Shen Yu away and ran away.
Shen Yu maintained the posture of being pushed away and sitting on the coffee table, holding the cup tightly in his hand, his back teeth trembled wildly, almost screaming "come back", and finally turned into a glass "click" and shattered into pieces in the palm of his hand .
The piece of glass was embedded in the flesh of the palm, scratching the pulp of the finger, dripping blood, staining the red carpet, he was still ignorant, clenched tightly as if there was no pain, and clear blue blood vessels stretched out on the back of the white hand.
-
The weather changed so quickly. When Ye Sheng ran out, the wind was howling outside, and the clouds were overwhelming.
At this time, Yu Yang had already left in a hurry.
Ye Sheng checked the time, it was getting late, and he went back to school.
Wu Dianqi was surprised to see him in the dormitory: "Didn't you say we will meet in the cafeteria?"
"I haven't been back for a long time, I want to see it."
"What's interesting." Wu Diandqi muttered.
Ye Sheng cleaned up everything in the dormitory, he was looking at Wu Dianqi's desk.
Wu Dianqi loves books, and he covers a wide range of subjects. More than half of the books in the dormitory are collected by him.
Ye Sheng looked at it and suddenly thought of Shen Yu's study in the apartment.
There are several rows of bookshelves, on which are listed the complete set of "Guwenguanzhi", famous essay collections, Freud's hardcover editions... all kinds of classic works, divided into categories, neat and tidy, still brand new.
When he first went in and saw it, he was amazed and envious.It is also his dream to have such a study room, and it is also a happy thing to wander in the ocean of books.
Under the inconspicuous bookshelf, there are many financial books, books on banking, credit and investment securities with gold-plated covers, and financial interview magazines, most of which have been read.
In the past, he praised Shen Yu for his wide range of interests, he could read all kinds of books, his knowledge was wider and his accomplishment was deeper than that of Wu Dianqi, at least Wu Dianqi couldn't read science subjects.
Now he can see clearly from it, what Yu Yang said has two sides.
Those beautifully placed, literary ones are for him to look at, expressing his willingness to understand what he likes and trying on the surface.
What Shen Yu really needs and wants to read is random and messy, but piled up at the bottom.
The author has something to say: add more~
☆, red apricot out of the wall
"Conclusion, dear." Wu Dianqi knocked on the table.
Ye Sheng came back to his senses and pulled out the report to him.
Wu Dianqi glanced twice, looked at the person opposite who was starting to let go of his thoughts again, tapped his fingers on the table quickly, and suddenly recited a paragraph of the original text of "A Doll's House", in pure English.
"It's not happy, but it's just talking and laughing. You have always treated me very well. But our home is just a place for playing, and we never talk about serious things. Here I am your "clay doll wife". Just like I am my father's "clay doll daughter" at home. My children are my clay dolls. I find it interesting when you tease me, just as I tease the children, and the children also find it interesting. Well, this is our married life."
He was full of emotion and spoke very fast. Although his accent was not standard, the students next to him didn't realize it for a while, but Ye Sheng was very familiar with this passage.
"I don't believe these words now. Now I only believe that, first of all, I am a person, just like you—at least I have to learn to be a person."
Ye Sheng was startled, and met the amazed eyes of his juniors, thinking that Wu Dianqi was trying to show off his knowledge reserves, but finally realized that Wu Dianqi had another layer of hidden meaning.
"You have to think about everything with your own brain and understand the truth of the matter. Ye Sheng, are you a doll in the hands of others? A doll at the mercy of others." Wu Dianqi twitched the corners of his mouth, holding the folding fan that never left his body. Can't even shake it.
But why did Wu Dianqi say that?Can he even see his situation?
Ye Sheng didn't say a word, and left after handing in his final report. He still had work in the drama club.
"Senior!" It was still the same elementary school girl who never gave up, "Senior Wu, isn't Senior He having dinner with us?"
"They have delicious food and drink for them, so don't worry about it." Wu Dianqi didn't get Ye Sheng's reply, and he was in a very unhappy mood.
But he also knew that there was no rush, and he believed that Ye Sheng would not let him down, and the discomfort was only temporary.
He boasted that his understanding of Ye Sheng was no worse than Shen Yu's, and compared to Shen Yu, he did not have a fatal weakness, and he could see the other side of Ye Sheng from an equal height.
But Shen Yu couldn't, he was too conceited, because of his innate excellence, the unconscious arrogance blinded his eyes.
As the end of December approached, all colleges were preparing for the New Year's Day performance. The drama club Ye Sheng had joined in the past also had a program, and the rehearsal was Maugham's "The Veil".
Ye Sheng is the lighting engineer of the drama club. He likes the feeling of experiencing multiple characters in drama performances, although he is just a logistics team who cannot be on stage.
Watching the lively rehearsal on the stage, Ye Sheng also thought of their class's New Year's Day performance.
The class committee doesn't want to be troublesome, and the juniors don't have a strong sense of collective honor. If it makes trouble, everyone doesn't want to participate.
The Women's League Committee suggested a class chorus. They met yesterday and asked him to help. They still lacked a few male voices.
"The lighting engineer, that's right, that junior, come and do me a favor and give the heroine a counterpoint."
Ye Sheng pointed at himself, confirmed that he was calling him right, and walked onto the stage in a daze.
No one present knew what Maugham's "The Veil" was about.
He can even answer those classic lines in the book fluently.
The president must have thought that he is from the Chinese department and has no problem reciting lines, so he asked him to temporarily replace the male lead who had something to do, and help the female lead to warm up the familiar feeling.
The story is very simple. The heroine Katie doesn't like the taciturn, incomprehensible male protagonist's husband, and she cheats on the humorous and witty male partner who understands women's hearts.
After the male protagonist found out, he was in pain and at the same time wanted to take revenge on his wife. He took people to a place where cholera was rampant, but he died.
"I have no illusions about you at all." Ye Sheng said, "I know you are stupid, frivolous, and empty-headed, but I love you. I know your intentions, your ideals, you are snobbish and vulgar, but I love you. I know you're a second-rate guy, but I love you..."
He said it was to help the heroine find his feelings, but Ye Sheng acted, his chest rising and falling, telling the heroine's lines with sincerity, expressing his feeling of having nowhere to rest.
"...I know you only married me for your own sake. I love you so much that I don't care. People I know are often sad and disappointed when they love someone and it doesn't return , which turned into anger and bitterness.
I am not like that.I never expected you to love me, I never imagined that you had reason to love me, and I never thought myself attractive.For me to be given the opportunity to love you is to be grateful. "
He never thought that he was good enough to be admired by Shen Yu. For him, getting the chance to like Shen Yu was already the greatest luck in his unfortunate first half of his life.
"I tried my best to appreciate what you are passionate about, to show you that I am not ignorant, vulgar, and stupid, and I tried my best to follow in your footsteps.
I know stubbornness will shock you, so be careful and be as perfect and obedient as your ideal partner. "
The heroine on the opposite side raised her eyes in surprise, Ye Sheng knew that he had mispronounced a few words, it was his deepest thought that he unconsciously expressed.
But it never occurred to him that Shen Yu's expressed love for him might be a scam, a scene, a love drama directed and acted by Shen Yu himself.
If so, what is the meaning of his existence?A perfect supporting role to accompany him?
Does that mean the scene is over and it's time for him to leave?
"Whenever I think of the joy you have with me, when I see joy in your eyes, I am overjoyed. I try to keep my love to the limit where you won't be bored, otherwise I know that I can't bear the consequences. I keep an eye on your face, and if you show any sign of boredom, I will change my way. The right of a partner is, in my opinion, a boon."
The heroine barely recovered from the shocking performance on the opposite side, and then his wife Katie's lines: "If a man is unable to win a woman's love, it will be his fault, not hers."
Ye Sheng answered her husband's words with a desolate expression: "I think you are right, we look for the qualities that the other party lacks...too stupid"
The real hero is back.
Sure enough, such a small supporting role would perform on stage instead of the leading role, and such a blockbuster would not happen to Ye Sheng.
Nanfang City, which has not seen snow for many years, has a rare light snowfall today.
The wind and snow hit his face, and Ye Sheng's restless heart shouted for something to run out of.
The lines he wanted to say, what he wanted to say to Shen Yu——
It turned into footprints left by sprinting on the snow, getting faster and lighter, and finally squatted down and hugged his knees, burying his face in his arms.
-
"Ye Sheng." The smiling girl league committee held up an umbrella for him.
"What are you doing here, come in, it's cold outside."
In the gymnasium, the students in the class were rehearsing the chorus program. The women's league committee did their best and went to the music school to invite an instructor.
The Women's League Committee itself is a member of the school choir, with a natural voice, and this time it was chosen as the lead singer.
As for the other lead singer, Ye Sheng did not expect that he would be named and appointed by the instructor.
"Don't be modest, the teacher has listened to the audios that everyone posted in the group, and selected them reasonably." The girl league committee blinked, playful and cute, "And Ye Sheng has a good image and good temperament, so I don't choose who you choose. You can't Shit, I can't find a boy in the class who can replace you for the time being."
"I see."
The whole rehearsal is over, and the two lead singers have to train individually.
There is no problem with the Women's League Committee, but Ye Sheng needs to practice hard, and the gentle instructor kindly explains to him how to pronounce, and praises his good timbre, as singing is easy to impress people.
In the following formal performance, you don't need to worry too much about technical issues, you can use your strengths to avoid weaknesses, and use your emotions to impress people.
After The Fire
An English song that brings tears to the eyes, implying rebirth in the embers of the fire.
Above the ruins, the flowers still bloom.
"We must sing the feeling of struggling in desperation, not forgetting the feeling of chasing after the sun, and finally gaining a new life, and the two emotions must be switched naturally." The instructor said.
Ye Sheng nodded obediently, expressing that he remembered.
The cooperation of the female voice is also very important. The female league committee spared no effort to help him improve when training harmony with him and cultivating tacit understanding.
Ye Sheng felt as if he had learned a new skill, and his low mood for the past few days was overturned by singing.
After showing off their singing voice, the instructor left first, and the women's league committee suddenly reached out to pull Ye Sheng: "Are you in a hurry to leave?"
Ye Sheng threw away her hand subconsciously: "That's not true."
The women's league committee laughed: "Why are you acting like an anti-pervert, making me very fierce."
Ye Sheng scratched his face in embarrassment, how to explain this, if Shen Yu knew that he was very close to a girl...
The Women's League Committee had something even more explosive to scare him: "Ye Sheng, if you're not in a hurry, can you listen to me and say something, while there's no one in the gymnasium right now."
She blushed, but said warmly and boldly: "I like you, Ye Sheng, and I hope you can be my boyfriend!"
Ye Sheng was holding his shoulder bag, and turned around in surprise.
"Huh? What's your expression?" The girl exaggerated her tone.
Ye Sheng hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I, I just can't believe it..."
He grabbed his hair and bowed his head: "I can't imagine that someone will like me."
Does anyone like him like him?
It's not a scam, it's not acting, it's sincere, pure love.
The women's league committee suddenly approached: "Ye Sheng, you are so nice, who wouldn't like you."
It's just too ignorant.
"I like the real love between men and women. I'm afraid you will mistake it for the kind between classmates."
She felt that the simple Ye Sheng might really make such an oolong, so she chose the most straight-forward way of confessing.
Ye Sheng thought for a while, then raised his head to speak, but the girl across from him took the initiative to hold his hand again, and confessed sincerely to himself: "I think you are different from other boys. Although your characteristics are not bright enough in the eyes of other girls, I like them. The boyfriend I want doesn’t have to be handsome, rich, or talented, even if he is mediocre, but he must He is a down-to-earth, serious and responsible man, and he will be a gentle husband and father in the future, which gives me a sense of security."
Have you even thought about something so far away!Ye Sheng was terrified.
Secretly exerting force on his hand, Ye Sheng wanted to try not to make the girl pull out his hand in embarrassment.
"Ye Sheng, you are such a person in my heart. I don't know what kind of person I am in your heart. Anyway, I hope you can seriously consider me. I will give you time to think about it."
"Thank you for your--"
"The deadline is before New Year's Day, after the New Year's Day performance." The women's league committee blinked and ran away.
"Wait." Ye Sheng stopped her before it was too late, "At least... at least listen to me..."
Ye Sheng was discouraged and helpless.
-
Shen Yu waited for Ye Sheng to come back at the apartment.
He likes to sit in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and watch Ye Sheng come out of school step by step, walking towards the gentle nest he created for Ye Sheng.
It is still the same today, the difference is that the people in Shen Yu's field of vision are confused.
Standing on the balcony, he saw the figure of Ye Sheng appearing downstairs in the community from a distance, eagerly waiting at the door to welcome him back.
In the end, he could only hear the sound of Ye Sheng climbing the stairs, first up to the seventh floor and then down to the sixth floor.
Shen Yu folded her arms and leaned against the door, Youyou sighed: "Yesheng you..."
Before he could say anything, Ye Sheng took the fool out of himself first: "Haha, Mr. Shen, I accidentally climbed one more floor when I was thinking about something, and I only found out when I went up. After thinking about it, I went down another floor." .”
With this skill, he arrived early by the elevator, so he didn't have to wait so long.
Thinking about Mr. Shen who used to make others willing to wait for him for a long time, he no longer mentioned this: "Then, what are you thinking, Ye Sheng."
Facing Shen Yu's expression that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, Ye Sheng immediately panicked, and Shen Yu didn't need to ask any more.
"Isn't it near the end of the term? I was wondering if the exam would be difficult... and the final assignments for each subject have to be handed in ahead of time."
Ye Sheng lied lamely, not daring to say anything about the Women's Youth League Committee confessing to him.
In the past, he would have a good time talking to his Mr. Shen about every detail at school.
When I came back today, the feeling was different.
When he saw Shen Yu, who was shivering from the cold, standing at the door to welcome him back in the cold, he was not unmoved. He was once obsessed with the feeling of welcoming his lover home.
But over time, the burden and guilt are too heavy.
Shen Yu seemed to be getting more and more attached to him, and couldn't leave him for a moment.
When you wake up early, you must see him at first sight, and when you go out, you must know his whereabouts at any time. When you go out together, you must ensure that his people are in his sight.
From thoughts to life habits, whether it's slick words or soft words to deceive, he is unknowingly under the strict control of Shen Yu.
They were in an unequal position, Shen Yu didn't realize this, because he was used to manipulating everything.
He can only think about what Shen Yu allows, and do what Shen Yu allows.
And he realized it too late.
The consequence is that the burden is too heavy, and he cannot bear the weight.
The author has something to say: Notes:
"It's not happy, but it's just talking and laughing. You have always treated me very well. But our home is just a place for playing, and we never talk about serious things. Here I am your "clay doll wife", Just like I am my father's "clay doll daughter" at home. My children are my clay dolls. I find it interesting when you tease me, just as I tease the children, and the children also find it interesting. Well, this is our married life."
"I don't believe these words now. Now I only believe that, first of all, I am a person, just like you—at least I have to learn to be a person."
"You have to think about everything with your own brain and figure out the truth of the matter."
——both from "A Doll's House"
The following is an excerpt from the original text of "The Veil":
"I have no illusions about you," he said. "I know you are stupid, frivolous, empty-headed, and yet I love you. I know your intentions, your ideals, you are snobby, vulgar, and yet I love you. I I know you're a second-rate guy, but I love you.
I've done my best to appreciate what you're passionate about, I've taken pains to show you that I'm not ignorant, vulgar, gossip, and stupid.I know wisdom is going to blow your mind, so play it safe and make sure you look as foolish as any man you're with.
I know you are only marrying me for your own sake.I love you so much that I don't care.From what I've known, people who fall in love with someone and don't get it back tend to feel sad and disappointed, which turns into anger and bitterness.I am not like that.I never expected you to love me, I never imagined that you had reason to love me, and I never thought myself attractive.For me to be given the opportunity to love you should be grateful. "
☆, the beginning of love
The day before New Year's Day, the weather was fine, and Ye Sheng went out early.
The show started at [-]:[-] pm, so he had to go there ahead of time to rehearse again, make up and try on clothes, all had to be prepared in advance.
He said to Shen Yu, "I'm going out."
Shen Yu sent a farewell kiss with a smile, and kissed him on the forehead: "Be careful on the road, and I will go to your school for the party to watch your performance."
Ye Sheng was surprised that he had to pay attention to safety on the road, didn't Shen Yu ask Cheng Kui to see him off.
Then I was embarrassed: "Mr. Shen doesn't matter if you don't come, it's just a small performance in our college, there is no good show."
Shen Yu must have seen more wonderful performances, he went out in the winter just to watch his shows, and he was too embarrassed to let Shen Yu sit in that shabby auditorium.
"How can this work? I haven't heard Ye Sheng sing before, so I can't miss it." Shen Yu could not stop rubbing Ye Sheng's eyebrows with his slightly cool fingers, and when he saw Cheng Kui coming up the stairs, he said, "You go first , Come on, Ye Sheng."
Ye Sheng also felt that he couldn't stay any longer, he could clearly feel the heat coming from the body close to him, making him unable to hold on to himself, his legs and feet were weak.
In the past half a month, he had intentionally or unintentionally declined courtship, and even Shen Yu, who was the coldest and not really keen on love affairs, could detect his avoidance in this regard.
Shen Yu thought it was the end of November, he was too indulgent, and Ye Sheng was scared.
Shen Yu considerately gave up being tender with him at first, but over time, Ye Sheng's avoidance aroused his unwillingness.
Compatible sex and affairs are also an excellent way to conquer a partner. Shen Yu is not keen on it, but enjoys it very much. He studied it clearly and logically, and used it on Ye Sheng by the way.
He seemed to be competing with Ye Sheng on purpose, trying his best to display his charm. In a small apartment, and getting along day and night, there was no way to avoid it, and the man's charm index increased greatly.
It depends on who of them loses first and drags the other into bed.
It was unimaginable for Ye Sheng to drag Shen Yu to bed, but he was really struggling to support him, he had no resistance to Shen Yu, and he couldn't say anything even if he was complaining in his heart, his mouth was actually parched.
In front of a man who has exerted his self-control to an excellent level, as long as Shen Yu is not in bed with Ye Sheng, he can maintain an absolutely decent cool and abstinent style, which makes Ye Sheng look like a lewd, slutty and shameless person.
But he couldn't make it clear that there was actually another reason for his reluctance to respond to Shen Yu's courtship, and that was just a guess.
I vaguely guessed, but I dare not confirm it, so I dragged it until now.
Ye Sheng hugged his stomach with his hands and curled up on the seat. Cheng Kui, who was in the driver's seat, thought he was not feeling well, and asked if he should go to the hospital instead.
Ye Sheng said no, thanked him for the delivery, and just parked at the corner in front of the school gate.
Cheng Kui actually wanted to follow Shen Yu's order and send him to school.
However, he also knew that proper disobedience and meeting Ye Sheng's request were harmless.
"Be careful with the car."
Ye Sheng nodded, watching Kongdang cross the road to the other side.
Turning around, he wanted to wave to Cheng Kui to signal that he could go back, but his hand stopped in mid-air and retracted for a while.
On the other side of the road, a girl who was supposed to be strong and capable was nestled in the arms of a man in a suit.
He had never seen the girl group committee member of his class with such a small and cuddly attitude, and he had the impression that she was a very assertive and not weak girl.
At this moment when she suddenly found out that the Women's League Committee had a boyfriend, she was still a mature, prudent and excellent man whom she had just met, before the deadline had come and Ye Sheng hadn't given her the final answer.
He didn't know whether it was relief or sadness.
What, as expected, no one would really like an ordinary person like him.
Even before the agreed one-week deadline, the other party changed his mind.
But at least, don't say such embarrassing things before you are sure of your mind.
What's going on with his tangled days, is he being affectionate?
Trying hard to think about how to reject people, so as not to make people sad and embarrassed, but in the end only he himself took it seriously...
As if in response to his request, the Women's League Committee also saw him and ran over.
"I'm sorry, Ye Sheng, please forget the immature words I said earlier."
The girl's apologetic words made Ye Sheng habitually at a loss: "Ah, that, it's okay, I'm fine, it doesn't matter if you take it back, anyway, I..."
"Then thank you, Ye Sheng, you are so kind. I'll see you in the school auditorium later." The Women's Youth League Committee obviously didn't intend to listen to what he had to say, and left in a hurry.
Explaining that she didn't mean to deceive his feelings, she left.
He fell back and threw himself into the arms of the man in the suit.
Ye Sheng looked at the fallen leaves on the side of the road, and suddenly remembered the name of the Women's League Committee——Mou Xinyue.
Ye Sheng continued on his way.
Across the street, Cheng Kui turned around and went back. While waiting for the traffic light, he saw a familiar person.
One named Kevin or Kate, Shen Yu's secretary.
Cheng Kui was no stranger to the female student next to him. Isn't that Ye Sheng's classmate?
Cheng Kui looked at Mou Xinyue who left, and was shocked: "Kate, you...?"
"It's Kevin, Cheng's assistant." The man had dealt with him before, coughed, and said embarrassedly, "Mission."
Cheng Kui squeezed the steering wheel: "Stop joking, are you serious?"
"It just so happened that Mr. Shen said that he would introduce a girlfriend to me. I don't hate it, and I can also help Mr. Shen solve a problem by the way."
"Is this the problem!"
"It's not difficult to catch up. You don't need to use it for a few days. After all, you are still a student. If you don't like it in the future, just break up if you don't get along." The man said nonchalantly, "Regardless of the initial purpose and result, at least my current relationship is serious. You And don't look at me with a stupid face, Assistant Chief."
Assistant Cheng said that he didn't want to talk to him any more, and left without saying a word.
In the evening, he drove Shen Yu to the Normal University and waited in front of the auditorium, watching the small snowflakes outside, Cheng Kui suddenly had a bad feeling.
Ye Sheng, who was worried by him, coughed in the background, and Wu Dianqi, who came to join in the fun, asked awkwardly, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay, I sang too long in the rehearsal just now, just drink a few more sips of water."
Wu Dianqi hurriedly poured water for him, Ye Sheng felt cold water, hesitated for a while, but still drank it.
Cool.
But at least his throat didn't itch anymore, Ye Sheng suppressed his throat and got ready to go on stage.
Before going up, he turned his head and said, "I understand your kindness."
"En." Wu Dianqi hummed lightly.He didn't participate in the chorus, but watched the dazzling Ye Sheng on the stage in the background.
He was wearing a very slim white dress today, which made his whole body dazzling.
The simple make-up and hair trimming, more and more embellished the brilliance of his appearance, white face, red lips, wavy eyes, kindness and solemn inviolable beauty.
There is no doubt that he must be the most eye-catching person at today's party.
It just so happens that his expression and posture fit the theme of this chorus.
First, the ethereal singing of the male voice reveals the confusion in the heart, and then the harmony voice of the female lead singer leads the male voice to find the direction, and gradually other voices join in, and the tune becomes more high-spirited and inspiring.
Finally, it ends with a male solo, gradually steady and reassuring singing, implying that people in desperation have broken through the cage and gained rebirth in the fire.
Wu Dianqi silently praised himself, he was not a Chinese class representative for nothing, and Ye Sheng's inner voice under his expression told him to analyze it properly.
When he looked at Ye Sheng, it was like watching uncut jade being polished to brilliance little by little under his nose. He was amazed at the moment, and loathed the man who performed the knife at the same time.
The person who wanted to possess Ye Sheng's selfishly...
Fuck, that guy didn't come today, shit, I saw it, he's still in the front row!
Wu Dianqi gritted his teeth at Shen Yu in the front row.
Shen Yu didn't see him at all.
Shen Yu is currently experiencing for herself what it feels like to be so angry that her blood pressure explodes.
When Mingming learned that Ye Sheng was confessed by a girl, he was not so angry.
On the contrary, he calmly thought and arranged how to kill a relationship that was about to start, how to perfectly deal with the girl who coveted others, without shaking Ye Sheng's feelings for him.
He knew that what he asked the secretary to do would easily make Ye Sheng depressed and fall into self-doubt, but he just wanted to let Ye Sheng know that no one would love him except him.
Apart from him, Ye Sheng had no other options.
He must be the most unique person in Ye Sheng's life, no one can shake him.
Those who try to shake Ye Sheng and covet Ye Sheng have never been forgiven, but these warm applause, these fiery gazes projected on the stage, are the love and provocation of everyone in the auditorium for Ye Sheng. .
The more dazzling Ye Sheng was, the more he couldn't bear it.
That kind of feeling that if you can't tolerate a little filth when you have a cleanliness, you can't be coveted by anyone; if you want to be exclusive, you can't stand anything being taken away from you, and you would rather destroy it than take it for yourself——
It made his head swell, he could barely breathe, his hands trembled and numb, he tried to calm his heartbeat like a drum, and looked at the people on the stage with blurred eyes.
There was also the eye contact between Ye Sheng and the girl, the neglect of him, standing on the stage and looking down, but he was not in his eyes.
How could this make him endure.
When Ye Sheng sang, he put all his heart and soul into it, not mentioning Shen Yu in his eyes, not even the chorus partner Mou Xinyue and the audience in the audience.
He didn't come back to his senses until the end of the song. During the curtain call, he specifically looked at Shen Yu's position in the audience, but saw Shen Yu looking thoughtfully at him with a half-smiling, half-smiling expression.
Then he got up and left without hesitation.
Ye Sheng panicked.
Without waiting to change clothes and say goodbye to the classmates, he jumped off the stage and chased after him.
Although Shen Yu's legs and feet are inconvenient, they are faster than him circling around to avoid people.
Ye Sheng watched helplessly as the car drove away without waiting for him, so he had to take a taxi back to the community.
He and Shen Yu entered the door step by step.
Shen Yu's resolute back image shows that he doesn't want to say a word to him.
Ye Sheng had no choice but to take the initiative to pull him, but accidentally tripped over the leg of the sofa, and almost pulled Shen Yu's clothes and fell to the ground.
"Mr. Shen, what are you—ah! Hiss..." Ye Sheng felt the pain in his knee.
Shen Yu turned around and said condescendingly, "He Yesheng, who do you think you are?"
Without waiting for Ye Sheng to answer, he lifted the side of his suit trousers and squatted down on his knees. This was a heavy burden on his injured right leg, but he still maintained an elegant demeanor: "You are a liar."
It is resounding and undeniable.
Ye Sheng panicked for a moment, he was transparent in front of Shen Yu.
How could someone as smart as Shen Yu not be able to see that he was suspicious of him, and his heart... was even more alienated.
For a moment, he backed down from the relationship.
But it was followed by a deep disdain for himself.
Shen Yu caressed his cheek affectionately, with a playful expression that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, and said with a lingering aria: "myboy..."
Then he said in more gentle Chinese: "My boy, is this the beginning of love?"
The same words in Huan. Ai Wen. Cun back then, every word has not been changed, but now has a different meaning.
Ye Sheng immediately felt fear for no reason, and felt cold all over his body.
Shen Yu won't forgive him, he must save it!
Ye Sheng collected himself, opened his lips and said, "I'm not..."
Another person who didn't listen to him.
"A romantic campus love drama," Shen Yu rubbed his lips, pressing his lower lip with his fingertips, "a brave girl who passionately pursues love, and a simple and shy boy, staged a love confession in an empty gymnasium Then, under the spotlight, accept everyone's applause and blessings... I didn't even know that Ye Sheng still has such a wonderful singing voice, it must be fun to sing with that woman."
Shen Yu's hand gradually moved down, tightly pinching Ye Sheng's jaw.
During the rehearsal, the men and women secretly fell in love, looked at each other on the stage, and secretly looked at each other. After the girl who had seen the confession with her own eyes chose to be with someone else, she was eager to express her unwillingness through singing.
"Ye Sheng is very annoyed, suffering for a half-hearted woman who is so easy to change her mind? Want to save her? Yes." He smiled, "There are so many people in the class, but she just asked you to lead the singing, and you agreed, It seems that I played a bad role and hindered you."
The corners of his mocking lips curled up slightly, with a firm tone.
Ye Sheng was horrified to find that the person in front of him had fallen into a terrible state of paranoia. He didn't want to listen to people talking about things he believed to be suspicious, and even speculated a lot for no reason.
But he still wants to say: "I'm not, not for her, I want to sing for you!"
Shen Yu didn't believe it, his eyes seemed to say indifferently, he didn't believe it, you didn't prove it.
The hand that squeezed his chin turned into a snort, Shen Yu turned around without hesitation, and entered the bedroom that had been dusty for a long time.
Ye Sheng struggled to get up, but couldn't get up, his legs were weak, his knees hurt, and his stomach hurt, all of which he had to endure, and tried hard to think about how to explain it.
Think quickly, He Yesheng, you can't be so useless and make Mr. Shen angry with you.
Ye Sheng sat on his knees in the living room, holding his head tightly, and the soft singing voice slowly flowed out. He thought of using the song just now to convey his heart.
A stupid way, I don't know if there is a clumsy way to please.
Isn't Shen Yu jealous of his chorus with girls, so he will sing it to him now.
But it still didn't work, he practiced singing all day today, his voice couldn't hold it anymore, and he couldn't help coughing because of a cold, he coughed twice before singing a few lines, like a nightingale weeping blood.
The more he wanted to stop coughing, the more he couldn't stop, his brain was throbbing and hurting, and when his eyes were wet and blurred, he heard uneven footsteps coming out.
Shen Yu slammed the door open, picked him up horizontally, and put him on the sofa nearby.
"You..." Shen Yu said angrily, "You are fine."
He thought he was deliberately trying to gain sympathy, how could that be possible, Ye Sheng thought, it just happened to be a coincidence.
Shen Yu put a warm handbag into the arms of the weak person on the sofa, covered the blanket tightly, and quickly made a cup of hot honey water, and forced him to drink half a cup to moisten his throat.
When he was busy, Ye Sheng became more sober, as if he could clearly see that Shen Yu still worried about his smile.
"It's enough, it's really enough, Mr. Shen." Ye Sheng raised his hand to separate the water glass, his eyes dodged, "It's just as long as you don't ignore me."
But he's still mad at him.
"I think we all need to calm down for a while, I... I'll go out and stay for a while." Ye Sheng wiped the corner of his mouth, pushed Shen Yu away and ran away.
Shen Yu maintained the posture of being pushed away and sitting on the coffee table, holding the cup tightly in his hand, his back teeth trembled wildly, almost screaming "come back", and finally turned into a glass "click" and shattered into pieces in the palm of his hand .
The piece of glass was embedded in the flesh of the palm, scratching the pulp of the finger, dripping blood, staining the red carpet, he was still ignorant, clenched tightly as if there was no pain, and clear blue blood vessels stretched out on the back of the white hand.
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The weather changed so quickly. When Ye Sheng ran out, the wind was howling outside, and the clouds were overwhelming.
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