spirits in throat

In Junlin Community, a paralyzed old man sat in a wheelchair and looked at the balcony of the opposite building.

The woman came home, unlike usual, today without shopping bags.She didn't seem to be in a good mood, and she used a lot of strength when closing the door, and the old man felt a tremor from a long distance away.

She seemed to be scratching her face and arms, walking around the room anxiously.She looked furious and smashed all the mirrors and glass.

The old man turned his head to call the nanny, pointed to the woman in the building opposite, and said in an old voice: "The family doesn't look normal, should we call the police?"

The nanny stood by the window and looked at it: "No need, maybe he is just in a bad mood, vent it, and calling the police casually will be a waste of police force."

The old man was a little worried: "What if I can't think about it and do something stupid, her man is paralyzed, like a puppet, unable to move, he can't help at all."

The nanny took out her mobile phone: "Let me call the neighborhood committee and ask them to take care of it. If we pass by like this suddenly, maybe it will annoy people."

When I looked over again, the curtains of the woman's house had been drawn, and it was pitch black, only a little light came out through the gaps in the curtains.

The next morning, the nanny ran into a member of the neighborhood committee in the vegetable market and casually asked about what happened last night.

An auntie from the neighborhood committee who was hotting sheep rolls said while putting vegetables in the vegetable basket: "I went to see it, and it's okay. The young people are just in a bad mood. Let's vent it and say it's a broken relationship."

"Broken love?" The nanny frowned and asked in doubt, "Isn't her man lying at home all the time? How could he be broken in love?"

Now it was the turn of the auntie of the neighborhood committee to be puzzled: "What kind of man, there is no man in her family, so she is alone at home."

The two bought vegetables and chatted while walking, the nanny continued: "I saw her a few days ago, she helped her man to the table to eat."

The aunt of the neighborhood committee said firmly: "Absolutely not. We asked specifically at the time, and she said that she was the only one at home."

Soon at the gate of the complex, a woman with a suitcase came out of the complex anxiously.

She was wearing a long-sleeved T-shirt and trousers, a black sun hat with a large brim, black sunglasses, and a black mask, and she was holding a thermos in the other hand.

"Xiao Tang," the auntie of the neighborhood committee stopped the woman, and asked in a concerned tone, "Where are you going in a hurry, travel?"

Tang Siling lowered her head, covered her face with the brim of her hat, and replied casually: "Business trip."

"Are you in a better mood?" The aunt of the neighborhood committee is best at chatting with people. Seeing Tang Siling waiting for a taxi, she stopped and continued, "Young man, it's normal to lose a relationship. Where are you going on a business trip?"

"South Korea." Through the sunglasses, Tang Siling looked at the auntie of the neighborhood committee in front of her. The other party had been staring at her face. She was so tightly covered, how could she be recognized.

Tang Siling guessed it right away, she must be too ugly and fat, her nose is not upright enough, her eyes are not big enough, and her body is too fleshy.

She glanced at the aunt next to her who looked like a nanny, and a greater anxiety and fear rose in her heart. Why didn't the other party look at her? It must be because she was too ugly. She wanted to get more money, plastic surgery, she To become more beautiful.

An unoccupied taxi passed by, she clearly beckoned, why didn't the driver stop, Tang Siling clenched his fist tightly, his nails pinched his palm fiercely, and soon sank into the flesh.The pain made her wake up a lot, and only then did she feel that she was alive.

The aunt of the neighborhood committee is a housewife, and she noticed the thermos pot in Tang Siling's hand at a glance: "You are still making soup and taking it with you on a business trip. What kind of soup did you make. By the way, you are not allowed to bring this on the plane."

Tang Siling didn't speak, and tightly held the thermos in his hand.

Finally a taxi stopped, Tang Siling got into the car as if fleeing, took off his mask, opened the thermos in his hand, and poured hot soup into his mouth.

The driver couldn't help reminding her: "Miss, you can drink it later, be careful not to burn it, your soup has spilled on the car seat, it's not easy to clean up."

Tang Siling wiped her red lips, and looked into the driver's eyes from the rearview mirror: "Do you think I'm pretty?"

The driver was a young man in his early twenties. He looked at the woman in the back seat in the mirror. To be honest, she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. She also had a sexy figure, the kind that could easily make men fantasize. woman.

Tang Siling tidied herself up, took out her lipstick to touch up her makeup, pulled down the neckline of her shirt, revealing her shiny and fair shoulders, she asked again in a delicate voice: "Do you think I'm good-looking, do you like it? "

For adult men and women, such words are equivalent to implying that youth is a period of strong hormone secretion, and I have never seen such a beautiful woman, so it is difficult to hold on for a while: "Okay, good-looking, I like it."

The car turned a corner and stopped on a remote road.

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"Hey, do you know that Team Lin fell out of love again and again," Dahua whispered to Erhua in the canteen of the Municipal Bureau, "We only talked for a month this time."

Erhua adjusted her black-rimmed myopia glasses, turned her head to look at the corner of the cafeteria, and sighed: "Our Team Lin is so pitiful, it's likely to be cheated by a woman again."

Lin Hongze was sitting alone at a small table filled with takeaway food and beer, drinking away his sorrows by himself.

Usually at this time, no one would dare to provoke him to persuade him to release him. For him, every relationship he talks about is true love, an unforgettable love of life and death.

"Be confident, change 100% to [-]%, Team Lin is [-]% cheated by a woman again," Dahua said in a low voice, "His girlfriend drags him to the mall every day, and every time there are big bags and small bags." Buy, what brand-name bags and jewelry, you don’t even blink your eyes when you swipe your card.”

Three flowers and four flowers and one piece said: "People are beautiful, men are willing to spend money."

Dahua nodded: "Fortunately, Team Lin's family is in good condition, otherwise they wouldn't be able to stand such extravagance."

Cui Lita sighed silently: "Team Lin is too pitiful. He is obviously a good person, but every time he meets a liar."

"Keep your voice down," Dahua hissed, "Don't let Captain Lin hear you, if you dare to say that his girlfriend is a liar, be careful that he is in a hurry with you."

Lin Hongze raised his head and drank half a bottle of beer, recalling the time when he and Tang Siling first met.

It was a sunny afternoon, when he came out of a club he frequented, he accidentally bumped into someone, and he knocked the strawberry ice cream in her hand to the ground.He bought her a new one, and the two got to know each other like this.

This is the beginning of all good love, accompanied by sunshine and the taste of strawberry ice cream, this is a magical and romantic fate.He knew that she was the woman he was destined for.

"Idiot," Zhou Ye pulled up a chair and sat opposite Lin Hongze, opened a can of cold beer and drank a couple of sips, "I was tricked by a woman again."

With a "snap", Lin Hongze slammed the table violently, causing the plates on the table to move, "I can't talk, just go and play, I'm broken in love, didn't you see?"

Zhou Ye looked at Team Lin, who would automatically lose his wits when he fell in love, and raised the beer in his hand: "There is no grass in the end of the world." After speaking, he raised his head and drank it.

"You don't understand, Lingling is the only thing for me. Even if the water is weak, I will only take a scoop to drink." Lin Hongze took a sip of beer and leaned back in his chair, with sadness in his heart and eyes, "You don't Understand."

Zhou Ye got up and carried a few cans of beer, and added a background music to Lin Hongze who was broken in love: "Prosperity is like three thousand rivers flowing eastward, I only take a spoonful of love to understand..."

Humming softly, he walked behind Rong Zhao, bent down and whispered next to his ear, "I only love your incarnate butterfly..."

Rong Zhao's ears suddenly burned. He always knew that Zhou Ye's voice was magnetic and pleasant, but he didn't expect him to sing so well. Not only was he not out of tune, but every note was accurate and full of emotion.

Especially when humming in a low voice, the air and sound are poured into people's ears together, as if scalded by a hot current, and lightly as if being gently scratched by a feather.

Zhou Ye curled his lips into a smile, and said in a low voice, "If you like it, I will sing it to you when I get home at night, and I will sing it to you alone."

Rong Zhao scratched his ears, and said in a muffled voice, "Walk aside."

He turned his head and looked at Lin Hongze, who looked hopeless as if he was going to die for love in the next moment: "Is Team Lin okay?"

Zhou Ye threw a few cans of beer from Lin Hongze to Zheng Ke and the others behind him, and took out a box of exquisite desserts, opened it and placed it in front of Rong Zhao.

"You have only come to the city bureau not long ago, and you will know after a long time. It is not normal for Lao Lin not to lose his love. It's fine. It will be fine when he has a new love after a while."

After lunch, Zhou Ye went to the psychiatrist's office and came back with a stack of materials.

Fan Yao did not come to work today, and the seat was still vacant. Dr. Yao suggested that she rest for a few days and come back to work after adjusting her mood.

Rong Zhao followed Zhou Ye into the captain's office, took the documents Zhou Ye handed over, and sat on a chair to read them carefully.

"I talked to Dr. Yao," Zhou Ye took out a cigarette from his pocket, put it to his lips and did not light it, "BDD, body dysmorphic disorder, also known as phantom ugliness, phobia, beautiful hypochondriac .”

Patients think that they are ugly, unsightly, and strange, and focus on one or more appearance defects or flaws that they perceive, but others do not observe or think it is minor.

Rong Zhao lowered his head and looked at Dr. Yao's diagnosis and treatment information on Fan Yao, and frowned: "Is this Fan Yao's psychological problem?"

The sequelae caused by school violence.

"Don't frown," Zhou Ye raised his hand and stroked Rong Zhao's forehead lightly, and continued, "There is no diagnosis, Dr. Yao only said that she has this tendency, and it is not serious at the moment. With correct psychological guidance, there will be no problem." .”

Rong Zhao turned to the last page of the materials, on which was an introduction about BDD, the impact of BDD on people: extreme emotional pain and disability.

The most devastating effect of BDD is suicide, which has the highest rate of any mental illness, including depression.

Rong Zhao thought of Fan Yao, she was an optimistic, cheerful and good girl with a sense of justice.

Rong Zhao's understanding of BDD is limited, and he is no stranger to depression. In fact, many patients with depression have very lively personalities, and it is impossible to tell that they are sick on the surface. In fact, they are suffering every day. Some people can hold on, but some people can't.

The door of the office was not closed tightly, and there was a noisy sound from outside. Someone cut a frozen watermelon, and everyone was grabbing the watermelon to eat.

Rong Zhao doesn't like to rush over to grab it, Fan Yao will help him grab it, no matter what delicious food, she can always grab the best and biggest portion, and then bring it to him, and said with a smile: "Brother Rong, here it is."

"I won't accompany you to dinner tonight," Rong Zhao returned the information to Zhou Ye, "You can solve it yourself. If you get home first, remember to put away the clothes on the balcony, fold them, and separate them."

"Are you going to see Fan Yao? Can't you take me with you?" Zhou Ye stood up from the chair, walked to Rong Zhao's side, leaned against the table and looked at him, "The family members also want to have a meal."

The two were standing and sitting together, Rong Zhao looked up at Zhou Ye, he didn't like this perspective, he felt suppressed, so he stood up: "She just wanted to talk to me, it's not appropriate for you to go. "

"Then hurry up, don't go back too late," Zhou Ye looked at Rong Zhao, raised his hand to rest his chin, "I'll wait for you at home."

Seeing that Zhou Ye was about to make trouble again, Rong Zhao slapped his hand away, turned around and took out his mobile phone to dial Fan Yao's number.

The phone rang for a long time but no one answered it. Rong Zhao glanced at Zhou Ye: "Do you have Fan Yao's phone number?"

Zhou Ye tried to dial Fan Yao's home phone. Fan Yao's mother answered the phone. The old man was a little deaf and spoke loudly: "Who? Deputy Bai."

"Auntie, I, Zhou Zhou," Zhou Ye continued, "Is Fan Yao at home now?"

"Yaoyao, isn't Yaoyao at work today?" Mother Fan's voice suddenly became tense and worried, "What's the matter, is something wrong?"

She couldn't help recalling that two years ago, when her daughter was on a mission, a steel bar pierced her shoulder. She didn't dare to go home for fear that her family would be worried, so she spent the night at a friend's house every day.

Zhou Ye and Rong Zhao looked at each other, and said to the mobile phone: "It's okay, auntie, I just asked her to go home and get some things, let me check, she is still in the office, she didn't go back."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Ye put away his phone and said to Rong Zhao, "Let's go, go to the technical department and ask Xiao Ming to locate Fan Yao's location information."

Rong Zhao tried to dial the phone while walking, and after a few rings, Fan Yao's phone was connected.