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When Xu Huai went to the hospital, the floor where Lin Shuyi's ward was located was unusually quiet.This made her almost think that she had found the wrong place, until she saw the room on the note left by Lu Jingzhou last night.

She reached out and knocked on the door, but there was no answer from inside. Xu Huai, who was standing outside the door, thought about it for two seconds, and the idea of ​​"if you come, you will be safe" prevailed, she opened the door and walked in.

In the advanced ward, no one was there except the person lying on the bed.

Xu Huai didn't know what was going on. According to Lin Shuyi's status, even if he didn't contract the entire corridor, at least there should be guards in this room, right?For the past three years, she deliberately blocked news of Lin Shuyi, not knowing how Lin Shuyi is doing now.In the current situation, now she wondered if the Lin family was on the verge of bankruptcy. This is a miserable scene after people leave the tea.

The simple Xu Huai certainly would not have thought that because the people of the Lin family centered on the ward, and the width of the entire hospital was the diameter, they had already included this area in their monitoring range.The moment Xu Huai's figure appeared at the gate of the hospital, Jin An and the others knew it.

The way it is now is because Jin An deliberately arranged for the guards to hide, in order to make room for the two of them.If Jin An knew that Xu Huai mistakenly thought that they were bankrupt and had no money, this was what they were seeing now, he might really vomit blood from anger.

However, in the final analysis, Jin'an's arrangement was correct, and Xu Huai felt a little uneasy before coming here.She didn't want to be surrounded by people watching such things as visiting Lin Shuyi.That feeling, how should I put it, was like she would murder Lin Shuyi at will.

Although there will be resentment in her heart, she is not so cruel that she wants to kill the woman in front of her.

In this way, it was only her and Lin Shuyi, at least she felt much more at ease.

Xu Huai walked to the hospital bed, the woman on the bed didn't seem to have woken up yet, her eyes were closed now, and there was a layer of sadness between her brows, like the melancholy between the brows of a woman leaning on a pavilion in the south of the Yangtze River and looking forward to her return.Although Lin Shuyi is not such a soft person, but now, with her eyes closed and not waking up, she has lost her usual indifference and hardness, as if she has removed her disguise and revealed her most unknown side, which is also somewhat Women's unique softness.

Xu Huai stood in front of the bed, looking at the person with closed eyes in a daze.

Lin Shuyi came here in too much haste yesterday, and she herself was flustered because of this sudden encounter, so she didn't take a closer look at the current appearance of the woman she hadn't seen for three years.But now, Xu Huai had time to observe Lin Shuyi carefully.

Not seeing each other for three years, she had to admit that Lin Shu's image didn't seem to have changed, but it seemed to have changed at the same time.

At least, the former Lin Shuyi was absolutely determined not to appear in front of her so defenselessly as she is now.In her memory, Lin Shuyi was the indomitable King Kong who would never be hurt by anyone.But in front of him, it is so fragile.

What Xu Huai didn't know was that this wasn't the first time Lin Shuyi had been so vulnerable.What she didn't know was that after she left, the woman in the hard armor in front of her finally couldn't stand it any longer. There was a crack in her armor. As long as it was about her, Lin Shuyi could easily be injured.

However, Xu Huai didn't know.

In her memory, Lin Shuyi was the arrogant and domineering woman who could randomly throw the car on the congested road in midsummer June, just to help her get justice.A woman who can knock a man taller than her to the ground with one fist, and make all those who oppose her fall to the ground and beg for mercy.In Xu Huai's memory, this is the most real Lin Shuyi!

And now why are you lying on the hospital bed so weak?

What Lu Jingzhou left on that little note was not only the specific location of Lin Shuyi in the hospital, but also the surgery this woman had performed last night.

"Aren't you very good?" Xu Huai looked at Lin Shuyi who looked even worse than her now, couldn't help sighing, and spoke softly.

Isn't he the most powerful person in the world?Isn't it omnipotent?How can you fall down so easily?Stomach erosion, perforation, tearing, these words are like thin needles, making her feel like she can be attacked just by looking at them.

The person on the hospital bed didn't answer her, Xu Huai smiled wryly, "I don't get sick at any time, but you just wait for me to come and you get sick, and you must find me before the accident happens, Lin Shuyi, you did it on purpose." Don’t you? Do you want me to feel guilty? You’ve gone too far!” She said, her voice involuntarily filled with grievances, “How domineering are those people under you! Isn’t it obvious that you want to force me? If I don't come here now, I will definitely be brought by them in the end anyway, why are you still so domineering after three years?"

Her current analysis is completely unreasonable. Xu Huai seems to have forgotten that she was still thinking about whether the Lin family went bankrupt the moment before entering the ward. How could there be so many people in Lin Shuyi's hands?

But when facing Lin Shuyi, she couldn't help it.Those who are wronged will become more wronged in front of her, and those who are not wronged will become wronged in front of her.

Subconsciously, she still planned Lin Shuyi in her heart to be the kind of person who could make her act coquettish and self-willed.

As for this type of people, Xu Huai hadn't noticed yet, and he gave them a unified name. This group is called intimate people.

Xu Huai talked for a long time, but Lin Shuyi didn't respond at all.

There was heating in the room, she was still wearing a thick down jacket, and now she felt a little hot, so Xu Huai took off her coat and sat on the edge of the bed.

In fact, she wanted to leave a little bit. Before she came, she just wanted to come and have a look at Lin Shuyi.Now the glance is over, but she hasn't left yet.

Xu Huaidong looked here and there, and indeed she didn't find that there was a guardian, so she couldn't bear it anymore.She said to herself in her heart, otherwise she would wait for the person who took care of Lin Shuyi to come and talk about it.She couldn't just leave someone who was sick or even unconscious just like that right now?After doing such psychological construction for himself, Xu Huai finally stayed.

Looking at the drip, Xu Huai originally wanted to distract herself, but in the end her attention fell on the drip for 2 minutes, and then turned back to Lin Shuyi's face.

Lin Shuyi's eyebrows are very heroic. When the unlined eyebrows were the most popular in China, Xu Huai didn't see any changes in Lin Shuyi's eyebrows.Her eyebrows raised and then fell suddenly at the end of the eyebrows. The eyebrows were neither thin nor thick, just right, with a sense of domineering.

Xu Huai suddenly stretched out her hand, and her fingertips landed on Lin Shuyi's brow. "Actually, you don't have to be so pushy, Lin Shuyi..." She said slowly, "Why are you so persistent now? Isn't it good for us to live like the past three years? There is no pressure on each other, no Burden, you can shine on your stage, and now I have my life on the right track, the mistakes of the past have finally been reversed, isn't it good now?"

She was originally relying on the fact that Lin Shuyi could not hear what she was saying when she fell asleep, so she was willing to say some things in her heart that could not be said in front of Lin Shuyi, but unexpectedly, at this moment, she The hand placed between Lin Shuyi's eyebrows was suddenly pinched by someone else.

The person on the bed hadn't opened his eyes yet, but Xu Huai's wrist had already been firmly pinched by the person lying on the bed.

Lin Shuyi's force was very subtle, as if he was embedded in Xu Huai's wrist like this, the force was not enough to hurt Xu Huai, but it could not make the latter escape.

"Not good." I thought no one would answer this question, but Xu Huai still received Lin Shuyi's answer.

As soon as the words fell, the woman who had kept her eyes closed finally slowly opened her eyes.

As soon as he opened it, Xu Huai knew that Lin Shuyi had returned.

Weakness and fragility are all illusions in such a pair of eyes.The mighty Lin Shuyi is back...

Xu Huai felt bad and wanted to leave when he stood up.But now that Lin Shuyi is holding her wrist, how could he let her leave so easily?

"Hiss..." The moment Xu Huai stood up, Lin Shuyi, who was lying on the hospital bed, let out a cry of pain.

This voice is very realistic.

Xu Huai lowered his head for almost a second, looked at Lin Shuyi in front of him, and found that the latter's complexion seemed uglier than before, the hand that didn't hold her was now pressing on his abdomen, and the hand that was holding her One hand, because she raised it up as she got up.The needle-tip was inserted at first, but now the catheter turned red almost instantly, and the blood flowed back...

The scarlet catheter now looks a little shocking.

"You're crazy! What are you moving about! Don't let go!" She hurriedly sat down, but Lin Shuyi still stubbornly pulled her wrist and let it go.

Lin Shuyi didn't seem to see her situation, she only knew that if she didn't catch Xu Huai now, she might let her go like this, and she didn't know how many years it would be before they could meet again.Besides, she didn't want the feeling of being unable to hold on, she wanted Xu Huai to stay and be by her side all the time. "Don't let go." Lin Shuyi said, she frowned deeply, because the sudden movement just now involved the wound, and now she hasn't recovered from it for a long time.

It's just that she was too tolerant, even though it was so painful that her face changed a few times, but when she made that "hiss", she added some deliberate elements.Originally, according to Lin Shuyi's temperament, she could hold back, but now because of Xu Huai's presence, she wanted to keep the girl in front of her, so she unconsciously became a bit calculating.

A small calculation, just to keep her.

Xu Huai frowned, and although he was talking about admonishing Lin Shuyi, the movements of his hands were extremely gentle, "I told you not to move, but you still moved, do you think you just came to the hospital to sleep? Are you After the operation, do you know after the operation? Do you still want to kill yourself!" She took off the catheter and the needle as she spoke, let the blood return and let it go, and when the liquid hanging on it flowed down again, Xu Huai said Only then gently reconnected it to the needle on the back of Lin Shuyi's hand.

She didn't realize that under the impatience eyes that she deliberately showed, there was also an inadvertent tenderness.

Three years ago, leaving the person in front of me was not 100% voluntary.

Putting herself in shackles, while she was persecuting Lin Shuyi, she was also persecuting herself...

"I'm going to die." Just as Xu Huai finished speaking, she received Lin Shuyi's answer.Moreover, it's not just this sentence, "I want to die, and I want to live a good life with you. Therefore, I don't want to die."

These words were actually said quite solemnly by her.

Xu Huai was taken aback, but she quickly realized, "But I don't want to live with you."

Lin Shuyi had too many routines, and she felt a little overwhelmed.

This time, Lin Shuyi didn't feel the great loss like yesterday.In fact, thinking about it, she was too impulsive yesterday because she was eager to see Xu Huai, thinking that the other party would at least miss each other a little bit like herself.But she got a completely different answer from Xu Huai from her own heart. It might be okay if it was someone else, but unfortunately, it was a girl who she didn't value enough, so she couldn't accept it for a while.

But on the way to leave, she already thought clearly. She and Xu Huai originally wanted to leave, and the other wanted to stay. She was the one who wanted to stay. If she really left, if she didn't insist, she might be alone in the next few decades...

"Then, if in the next life, do you still want to meet me? It's not like the wars and chaos in the past, just like ordinary people. We meet well, there are not so many messy things, the most common one, don't you think?"

When Xu Huai heard Lin Shuyi's first words, she subconsciously wanted to refuse, but after hearing the conditions behind, what if she and Lin Shuyi met with warmth on a warm spring day?If this is the case, can there be a small expectation?There is no gap between them, as long as she steps forward, she can get close to her.If this is the encounter, can she look forward to it?

Xu Huai hesitated, because she couldn't lie to herself, she actually wanted it in her heart, and wanted to meet her like this to make up for the regrets in this life.

Lin Shuyi smiled suddenly, and Zai Xisuan stopped her when she was about to speak, "Look, Xu Huai, you hesitated." There was a slight smile on the pale face of the person lying on the hospital bed, and she was very happy now.

Because she knew what Xu Huai's hesitation represented.

"You also have me in your heart." Lin Shuyi said categorically, if Xu Huai really hated her this much, then after hearing her name, no matter how she could describe the impossible encounter She was so hyped, her answer should always be rejection.

However, Xu Huai did not, Xu Huai hesitated...

"No! I didn't!" As soon as these words came out, Xu Huai's hair exploded like a cat whose tail had been stepped on.She hurriedly wanted to deny it, but there was uncertainty in her eyes that she didn't even know.

Unexpectedly, the next moment, the woman lying on the hospital bed suddenly exerted force, and the hand holding Xu Huai's wrist directly pulled the girl sitting by the bed, causing her to fall into the former's arms...

Xu Huai's head hit Lin Shuyi's chest directly, and before she could resist, she heard a powerful heartbeat in her ear.This is the sound of Lin Shuyi's heartbeat, and her cheek is pressed against the latter's chest...

Xu Huai reacted and wanted to struggle, but a word from her ear hit her chest, and she became obedient in an instant, not daring to move...

"Xu Huai, my wound hurts."

With one sentence, Lin Shuyi defeated his own stubbornness and pride in exchange for the obedience of the people in front of him.

Xu Huai didn't dare to move anymore. When she heard Lin Shuyi say it hurt, she didn't dare.She is like a docile cat, lying on her chest.Really well-behaved and obedient.

Her little nose smelled very faintly of Lin Shuyi's smell. Now on this woman, there are more smells of disinfectant and various medicines, which have covered up the faint body fragrance on her body. .For some reason, Xu Huai felt a little pain in his heart.She didn't want to see Lin Shuyi like this, she still wanted to see Lin Shuyi who was flamboyant and domineering, not Lin Shuyi who hugged her and complained of pain like now.

"Did you hear the sound?" Lin Shuyi asked.

"Ok?"

"heartbeat."

Xu Huai: "..."

"Because you are close, she is jumping for you." Lin Shuyi said slowly.

Three years ago, such words would never have come out of Lin Shuyi's mouth, but three years later, when Lin Shuyi met Xu Huai, she blurted out without knowing it.

She has a heart that beats sincerely for the people in front of her, and she wants her to know.

Xu Huai was stunned for a moment, and finally regained her sanity. She raised her head from Lin Shuyi's chest, and her eyes met the woman in front of her. She didn't dodge, and said, "Lin Shuyi, have you hugged enough? Is that enough?" Xu Huai asked as if he didn't hear those words just now.

Lin Shu looked at her intently for a long time, and the hand that was holding Xu Huai's wrist finally let go.

She didn't say a word, and there was a trace of hurt and sadness in her eyes.

Xu Huai noticed it, and she was also surprised that this kind of emotion would appear in Lin Shuyi's eyes.But now she has no time to take care of it. The moment Lin Shuyi let go of her, she had already stood up, about one meter away from the hospital bed, as if she was worried that Lin Shuyi would do something again.

"...it's getting late, let the doctor see you when you wake up, I still have something to do, let's go first." She hurriedly picked up her coat from the double sofa beside her, as if she was eager to escape from this place .

She didn't give Lin Shuyi a chance to refuse at all, she turned around and walked to the door.

Lin Shuyi, who was lying on the hospital bed, had never felt so powerless.She wanted to hold those close to her from leaving, but now she didn't even have the strength to get up.He watched Xu Huai flee, but his chest seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, and he couldn't say a word to persuade him to stay.I had no choice but to watch her back gradually go away.

Suddenly, at this moment, Xu Huai stopped at the door.

Lin Shuyi's eyes burst out with surprise, looking expectantly at the woman at the door, expecting... her change of heart.

Xu Huai turned around, she kept her composure, and smiled at Lin Shuyi, "By the way, I forgot to tell you, Lin Shuyi, I wish you a speedy recovery." The dandelions were blown away by the wind and disappeared before Lin Shuyi's eyes.

As for Lin Shuyi, who was left in the ward, the light of surprise that shot out from his eyes just a moment ago gradually dimmed...

It turned out that it was just such a sentence of Ankang.

But what to do, she would rather not have Ankang, but also want her to stay by her side.

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