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She was so strong, with an undeniable posture, she was almost biting the earlobe of the person in front of her.However, no one knew that Lin Shuyi was afraid now.

Lin Shu panicked when he heard Xu Huai say that he was going to leave him.

This didn't seem to be the first time, but it was the one that frightened her the most.Lin Shuyi felt flustered and didn't know what to do. Some things were out of her control, and she didn't know what to do.

As Xu Huai said, she has nothing to threaten her now, so why should she keep Xu Huai?

But even though he was terrified in his heart, Lin Shuyi remained calm on his face.

Xu Huai squeezed her palm hard, Lin Shuyi leaned so close to her, the latter's breath wrapped her up again, she was used to this smell, from the resistance at the beginning to the infatuation now.After she could, she had to adapt to a life without this breath.

"Then what do you want?" Xu Huai tried hard to keep his voice sounding emotionless.In fact, she wants to cry very much now, and wants to act like a baby with Lin Shuyi. After suffering a huge blow, she subconsciously wants to find the most trustworthy person in her opinion to confide in.She didn't know when Lin Shuyi actually occupied such an important position in someone's heart...

Lin Shu noticed that her hair was still disheveled, so he raised his hand to cut her hair naturally, "Xu Huai, I don't want to force you..." She said softly.

There was a moment of shock in Xu Huai's eyes, and then a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Then what were you doing before?" Wasn't it half coercion and half threat?

No matter how this topic is discussed, it will not make people feel happy. They are not together because they love each other. From the beginning, they have already messed up.How can two people who are forced to come together because of money and sin be really happy?

Lin Shuyi's eyes darkened, she turned around, and did not face Xu Huai again.She wanted to say that at least she had never forced Xu Huai in bed-things, no matter when, never.

Every time, isn't it everyone's love and my wish?

But she couldn't say that. "You are too excited now, wait for you to calm down and think about it." Lin Shuyi said, turning around to leave.She was afraid that she would not be able to bear Xu Huai's words about leaving again, and she was afraid that she would hurt her.

"I'm sober..." The moment Lin Shuyi just lifted her foot, Xu Huai who was standing behind her said, "I'm also very calm..."

This scene made Lin Shuyi frown, because she felt a little familiar.

Isn't this the scene when she asked Xu Huai to go back to Lin's house with her?It is exactly the same.She wanted to take her away, but Xu Huai refused, she didn't want to go with her!

Now, it's like this again!

Lin Shuyi felt like a raging fire was burning in her heart, and it was about to burn out all the little patience she had left.She suddenly turned around, her eyes were full of viciousness, she stared at Xu Huai who was always unwilling to look at her with lowered eyes, and said in a cold voice, "Xu Huai! Do you really have a heart?"

She treats her well, can't she see it?

Lin Shuyi really wanted to question, and asked this sentence, but in the end, her indestructible self-esteem made her bury this sentence in her heart.

Her words, every single word of hers resounded, like shot puts hitting Xu Huai's heart one after another.

Xu Huai finally raised her head, her eyes were still foggy, she looked at Lin Shuyi with pitiful and stubborn eyes.She heard what Lin Shuyi said, but she didn't refute it. Did she have no heart?If she didn't have the heart, then what was she still struggling with these past few months?In this case, she has the final say on whether to love someone or not, and she will not feel pain and helplessness like now.

Facing Lin Shuyi's accusation, Xu Huai was silent, she didn't want to answer this question.

Seeing that she was in such an evasive state again, Lin Shu turned around and left angrily.

In the operating room, Xu Huai was the only one left.Standing here, she suddenly felt that this place was deserted and terrifying.There is only her in the huge room.

The sound of Lin Shuyi's high-heeled shoes going away quickly came from outside the corridor. Xu Huai panicked and ran towards the door, but stopped the moment he left the room.She stood silently at the same spot, carefully hiding her figure, silently looking at the woman who had gone away, lowering her head, the mist was too thick, it condensed into clouds, then turned into rain, and fell to the ground...

The efficiency of funeral homes has always been very high.

Xu Huai didn't have time to indulge in his emotional dispute with Lin Shuyi when his cell phone rang.It was the staff of the funeral home that Lu Jingzhou had contacted earlier.

Although Xu Huai didn't want to use the word "practice makes perfect" to describe what she was doing now, but the fact was that, in less than half a year, she had already taken care of two funeral affairs by herself, the mother on the front foot and the father on the back foot.In this kind of encounter, apart from helplessness and a wry smile, she could no longer produce any other emotions and expressions.

Following the hearse to the funeral home, Xu Huai thought she was the only one this time.After all, since the Xu family's accident, the former "uncles and aunts" have cut off contact with their family early.The older members of the Xu family are no longer around, and people of the same generation avoid their family.

But what she didn't expect was that she met Lin Shuyi here.

It seems that Lin Shuyi has already changed her clothes. She is wearing a half-sleeve black dress, with a small bag in her hand, leaning against the side of the car.

When Xu Huai came in, he saw her smoking.This is one of the few times Xu Huai sees her smoking. Lin Shuyi once said that she doesn't like things that can make her addicted without knowing it. Even if she is upset, she often just smokes. Smoke, take a sniff, but now, Xu Huai saw that there were cigarette butts all over the ground at the woman's feet.

Lin Shuyi had been waiting here for her for a long time, and this thought came to Xu Huai's mind, causing her heart to skip a beat.

She intended to ignore Lin Shuyi and walked to the mourning hall, but Lin Shuyi had already spotted her, and now the latter threw away most of the remaining cigarette in his hand, extinguished it with the forefoot of his high-heeled shoes, and strode towards her.

"Here." There were no extra words, just one word, Xu Huai saw Lin Shuyi handing the bag in front of her.

"Why, don't answer?" Lin Shu felt that she didn't respond at all, and the corner of his mouth couldn't help but twitched a mocking arc, "So now you want to draw a clear line with me?" The difference is clear?Chu River boundary?How can that be?She hasn't agreed yet!

Here, Xu Huai didn't want to argue too much, she was already very tired.It's more than three o'clock in the morning. After a hearty sex-love, she suffered a huge blow, and now she really doesn't have the energy to argue with Lin Shuyi.

Reaching out to take the pocket from Lin Shuyi, Xu Huai looked down, only to find that there was a set of black clothes inside.

She looked at her pajamas, pursed her lips, and said with complicated eyes, "Thank you." It took her a long time to hold back such a sentence to Lin Shu.

"Heh..." Lin Shuyi let out a chuckle, turned and left without saying anything else.That way, it's like not missing the slightest bit.

Originally, it took some time to decorate the mourning hall, but now that the Xu family is like this, firstly, Xu Huai is nervous, and secondly, she does not intend to let Xu Zhouyun stay in the crystal coffin for too long. complex.

But when she was led to the mourning hall by the staff, she was a little dazed looking at the place that had been arranged in front of her.Xu Huai turned around, and asked as if in disbelief: "Here, is this because the last family member hasn't had time to tidy up?" Whether it's the flower baskets that have been placed at the door, or the brazier paper money that has been placed, it is not her. brought it up!

The staff behind her heard this sentence, "Oh, the woman standing with you just now are you together? These were arranged when she came over. Look, the big banner on it is not Is that the name of your family?"

Xu Huai looked up when he heard the words, and sure enough, a black and white banner with Xu Zhouyun's name on it had been hung at the entrance of the mourning hall.

"Oh, thank you, I'll trouble you." Xu Huai said, but he was thinking of another person.She doesn't know why Lin Shuyi interferes with her family's affairs now, doesn't it have nothing to do with her?Besides, didn't she always hate Xu Zhouyun?

A conjecture quickly crossed her mind, but it was quickly denied by Xu Huai herself.

She thought that Lin Shuyi did so much because of herself, but this idea just passed through her mind once, and was quickly denied by herself.What are you kidding?Xu Huai laughed at herself, how could she have such a big influence on Lin Shuyi?

It really has such a big effect.

In the dark night, Xu Huai didn't pay much attention to the swollen eyes as big as two walnuts just now, and the car Lin Shuyi was leaning on was not her own.

"Why, you don't go in to worship?" Now in this car, another person is sitting in the driver's seat.

Lu Jingzhou came here first to handle errands, and Lin Shuyi was originally returning to court, just as Lu Jingzhou guessed, her bad temper made her unable to stand Xu Huai's resistance to her.But when he returned to the empty courtyard alone, Xu Huai's teary face could not help but appear in his mind over and over again.

"Am I crazy?" Hearing Lu Jingzhou's question, Lin Shuyi frowned tightly.She couldn't calm down in the end, so she called Lu Jingzhou and brought Xu Huai a set of mourning clothes.

"Then what is the purpose of your coming here? Why don't you just let me bring it to her? Why did you come here on purpose?" Lu Jingzhou looked at Lin Shuyi's change of clothes before going out, and the answer in his heart became more and more serious. It's getting clearer.

Lin Shuyi didn't speak, Lu Jingzhou looked at her profile, and said again: "In the mourning hall alone, do you think Xu Huai will cry secretly alone?"

Before he finished speaking, he saw his old friend's face became even uglier.

Suddenly, Lin Shuyi opened the car door, "I'm going out to get some air!" After saying that, she had already stepped out of the car door with one long leg.

"Damn it!" At this moment, Lu Jingzhou called to stop her, and the latter turned around with doubts in his eyes.Lu Jingzhou smiled, the light was too dark, Lin Shuyi couldn't see clearly the envy in his eyes, "When you like her, tell her, don't let her feel that you are indifferent..."

This is not the first time that Lu Jingzhou talked about this matter with her, Lin Shuyi was taken aback, and closed the door casually.

In the dark night, her figure actually looked thin, but her footsteps were firm and she walked in the direction of Xu Huai.

From far away, Lin Shuyi had already seen the fire, and the girl in front of the fire, kneeling on the ground, holding money paper in her hand, and throwing it into the brazier in front of her.

Xu Huai's face was burnt red, such a summer night, such a high temperature, even mosquitoes can't avoid it.

Before Lin Shuyi walked up to her, Xu Huai had already felt that she raised her head, and there seemed to be lingering sorrow in her eyes.What she didn't know was that the look in her eyes now made Lin Shuyi feel flustered.

She just glanced at it, then lowered her head, her voice seemed to be directed towards the ground, "Do you want to come over and burn some for him?" she asked.

Lin Shuyi still had two villains fighting in her mind, and before she could give an answer, she was cut off by Xu Huai, who had already made a choice for her. "I'm confused again..." She laughed at herself, then lowered her head and continued to do what she was doing, as if there was only one thing in the world that was worth completing.

"...I really feel that I'm very unfilial..." Just when Lin Shuyi was about to take a step forward, Xu Huai suddenly spoke, which made her stop involuntarily, and stopped moving forward. "What am I doing when my dad is dying? Do you know?"

Lin Shuyi's eyes darkened, she didn't like to see Xu Huai like this, she looked really depressed.This is not her kitten, nor her little white swan.

But how could Xu Huai have so much time to pay attention to what she was thinking now, Xu Huai only cared about herself, and wanted to say all her words now, "I am still sleeping with our enemy..." She choked up for a moment, recovered quickly, and continued: "You know? I'm actually having sex with you, Lin Shuyi, I, I really hate myself, I don't even dare to talk to my father about these words I'm afraid when I tell it, it really pissed him off, and when I go to see him on Huangquan Road one day, he won't recognize me as a daughter... I'm really scared."

She didn't cry anymore, it seemed that the flames burning in the brazier in front of her eyes dried up her tears and evaporated before they fell.There were only mottled and irregular tear stains left on the face, randomly dividing this delicate face.

Lin Shu realized how domineering she was on the bed and how she refused to let Xu Huai answer the phone, she pursed her lips, her brows were a little irritable.If she knew it would be a call from the hospital, maybe she wouldn't have stopped Xu Huai, right?It's just that things are about to happen, and she has neither the ability to predict the future nor the ability to turn back time. Listening to Xu Huai's confession at this moment, she no longer knows what else she can do other than keep silent.

After Xu Huai burned the stack of paper money in his hand, he picked up another stack.She has no relatives anymore, but she also wants to burn more paper money, she can't let Xu Zhouyun go down and have no money to spend, and be controlled by others.

"It's really a heinous crime! Me."

Xu Huai said softly, she knew that Lin Shuyi could hear, she babbled a lot, interspersed with words to the man lying in the crystal coffin with his eyes closed, the clothes on her back were already wet with sweat, But she didn't seem to feel very hot, she kept moving her hands.After talking so much, she didn't see her drink a sip of water.

Until, when the sky turned white, Xu Huai actually said this for more than two hours. Then, Lin Shuyi heard the words that worried her the most in this day, when a new day really started. .

"Lin Shuyi, what should I do, I like you, but I feel that the crime is heinous..."

Accompanied by these words, there was Xu Huai's cry.

There are only sparks left in the brazier in front of me, and there are no more flames running around. It seems that the temperature is not enough, and the tears can no longer be evaporated. If you are not careful, you will rush out...

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