Addicted

At the dinner table, Lin Shuyi wasn't very hungry, at least she had lunch, while Xu Huai didn't eat anything that day.Holding the serving chopsticks, Lin Shuyi picked up food for Xu Huai for the first time, and urged, "Eat quickly, I haven't eaten all day, aren't you hungry?"

She looked at Xu Huai and looked at herself stupidly like a goose, Lin Shuyi couldn't help reaching out, and twisted her little head directly, "Look at your own bowl, watch me do it!" What?"

Xu Huai lowered her eyes, now she felt as if she could hear her own heartbeat, "plop plop plop", like the sound of papaya falling into the lake water, so loud, it made her a little guilty, and she wanted to reach out to cover her own heart chest, as if doing so would make others inaudible.

She didn't understand why Lin Shuyi seemed to have become so good all of a sudden, and Xu Huai even felt a faint... tenderness in her body.But getting along like this made her feel happy in an instant, but when she turned around, she was confused.The stolen happiness will be painful at the moment of loss.

With something on his mind, when Xu Huai ate, he really counted the grains of rice as the older generation said.

Suddenly, a female voice came from above her head, and Lin Shuyi made a request, which was beyond her expectation.

"Next month, go back with me." Lin Shuyi said.

Lin Shuyi's original plan was to go back to the old house in August. After all, it has been half a year since the beginning of the year, and all the operations of the Lin family can't just rely on her remote control from afar.Some people still have to go to her in person to have a deterrent effect.

This was decided early in the morning, but the decision to bring Xu Huai along was recently decided.

Lin Shuyi is not clingy, but now he wants to keep Xu Huai by his side all the time.

But this plan made Xu Huai dumbfounded.

Xu Huai's hand holding the chopsticks stopped, and she looked at the person in front of her in astonishment. Lin Shuyi still looked calm, as if this matter was very common to her. "Can I say no?" Xu Huai asked.

She looked nervously at the person in front of her. During these time spent together, she probably got a clear idea of ​​Lin Shuyi's temperament.This woman never likes to be contradicted by others.What she meant was to inform others, and she didn't like to hear objections.

Sure enough, Xu Huai saw that Lin Shuyi's expression changed after he finished saying this.

Lin Shuyi, who had no expression at first so that people could not see his mood at the moment, frowned, looked down, and even changed his tone of voice. "What do you think?" She kicked the ball back to Xu Huai.

There was a hint of warning in that look.

It's not that Xu Huai didn't see it, but for some reason, she subconsciously rejected Lin Shuyi's proposal.

She didn't want to leave, she just wanted to guard Xu Zhouyun and live the rest of her life well.Between herself and Lin Shuyi, she has never been good-looking.

In the relationship between the gold-lord and Xiaoqing-human, which one really has a good result in the end?What's more, there is not only a dirty deal like money between them, but also a deep hatred.She likes Lin Shuyi, but she doesn't like their relationship.

She was very resistant to leaving with Lin Shuyi.

"I don't want to." Xu Huai spoke slowly, staring at the pressure in Lin Shuyi's cold eyes.Every word was so clear that the woman sitting next to her could hear it clearly.

The sound of "哐" was the sound of the pair of dark golden chopsticks hitting the cold dining table, followed by the screeching sound of the dining chair rubbing against the ground.Lin Shuyi suddenly stood up, her gaze was like a knife, and she shot towards Xu Huai.

Her eyes were sharp, as if she wanted to see through something like this.But Xu Huai's posture at this moment was too evasive, and Lin Shuyi didn't see anything.

"Is this your answer?" She asked again, feeling a little irritated in her heart, and before Xu Huai could speak, she continued, "You have to think it over before answering! I wonder if you have been sleepy today." Already!"

After speaking, she turned and prepared to leave.Lin Shuyi couldn't figure it out, when she was on the bed, her cat was still quite obedient, why did she turn her face when she got out of bed?

But as soon as Lin Shuyi turned around, she heard Xu Huai's answer.

There was no difference from the previous two answers. If I had to say something different, it would be that the voice this time was firmer than the last two answers. Xu Huai said, I don't want it.

Do not go with you.

Lin Shu turned around in anger and went upstairs.

Her figure quickly disappeared at the stairs on the second floor, and Xu Huai just watched her figure disappear like this so stupidly until she disappeared.During this period, Xu Huai never once saw Lin Shuyi turn his head back.She thought, Lin Shuyi's back view is really decisive.

Xu Huai suddenly thought of what they looked like when they went downstairs 15 minutes ago. At that time, she wanted to hold Lin Shuyi's hand, but every time she failed.

When she wanted to approach, Lin Shuyi walked away.But when Lin Shuyi wanted to get closer, she didn't react yet.Every time, it seems that every time they are separated by accident, it seems that there is no fate every time, it seems that every time the two want to get closer to each other, there will always be obstacles.

She was able to sleep with Lin Shuyi with peace of mind, like self-hypnosis, Xu Huai told herself that this was just a transaction of taking money with one hand and delivering with the other hand.However, when she wanted to measure her feelings with her heart and approach her with her heart, she couldn't be honest with her body and could only avoid it blindly.

Lin Shuyi left, and Xu Huai had no appetite.She put down the chopsticks in her hand, and suddenly, she lost her taste.

In the end, the door of the study room was closed with a loud noise, and Xu Huai could even imagine the angry look on Lin Shuyi's face when he entered the door.I'm afraid, being by her side, this is the most angry time for her.He obviously gave her three chances, but he was still stubborn and refused to compromise.

There was a helpless smile on the corner of Xu Huai's mouth. Maybe the tragedies in the world are really different, just like what Leo Tolstoy said.And her tragedy is that she fell in love with someone she couldn't like, and it happened that she seemed to make that person feel a little special to herself.

Xu Huai couldn't guarantee that Lin Shuyi liked her, she could feel Lin Shuyi's vague love, but before she said that she liked, she didn't dare to think too much, fearing that she was being self-indulgent.

What is more terrifying than waiting is the failure of hope.What's more, Lin Shuyi is an extravagant wish for her.

Xu Huai stood up silently, she was very careful, trying not to make a sound.She was afraid of hearing harsh and noisy voices. The house was empty and big, and she was afraid of hearing a response, because she was lonely.After tidying up the dishes and chopsticks, washing them one by one and putting them into the disinfection cabinet, Xu Huai quietly exited the kitchen and walked back to her bedroom.

With every step she took, she kept giving herself a psychological hint.

"Xu Huai, you did nothing wrong, nothing wrong..." While whispering, she felt that the floor was gradually becoming blurred.Until, the moment she walked into the bedroom, the moment she closed the door, she heard a "click" after the sound of closing the door. on the floor.

No wonder she felt that the floor had become blurred just now. It turned out that her eyes had become blurred.

Instead of sitting on the bed, Xu Huai sat on the floor with her back leaning against the edge of the bed. She buried her head between her legs and let her long hair fall down. She felt a little terrified.Lin Shuyi smells in the strands of her hair.

She found that she could easily recall the appearance of that person's fingers gently interspersed in her hair last night, and that feeling remained to this day.

Thinking of going to love at the same time, thinking of staying away at the same time, Xu Huai seemed to do two hundred pirouettes on the spot, she was very dizzy, very dizzy, and couldn't find the exit.To the left, or to the right, seems wrong.

Originally, she thought that last night would be the last night of soft-heartedness, but she planned in her heart that today she would let go of all those greeds in her heart. When she really reached this point, she realized that she couldn't do it.

Turn around actively, as if every step away is walking on the tip of a knife.

Xu Huai hugged her legs and cried silently.

For my last stubbornness, and for my own feelings that I want to break up.

Xu Huai was crying, while Lin Shuyi was in the study, with a gloomy face, lighting a cigarette that had been stored in the drawer for a long time.

Before she mentioned this matter to Xu Huai, she communicated with Lu Jingzhou first.Now Lin Shuyi still remembers the casual and somewhat disapproving smile on Lu Jingzhou's face. She still remembers that it was Lu Jingzhou who asked her at that time, but she didn't take it to heart at that time.

Lu Jingzhou asked, do you think Xu Huai will go with you?

Lin Shuyi wanted to recall, how did he answer back then?I'm afraid she was full of confidence, proud and sure, "Why didn't you come with me?" She didn't even think about Xu Huai's rejection at all, or she didn't think Xu Huai's opinion was so important at the time, no matter whether she agreed or agreed. Against it, the final result will only be what she wants to see.

But for some reason, when she heard Xu Huai say no, when she said no, Lin Shuyi was very upset.Even if in the end she would have a way to make Xu Huai obediently follow her, but at this moment, she found that she still wanted to hear the other party say yes, saying that she was willing to follow her.

This unsatisfactory answer made her irritable.She couldn't imagine what else she might say if she stayed where she was, so she left.

Now in the study, Lin Shuyi calmed down a little.She called Lu Jingzhou and wanted to drink again.

However, Lin Shuyi didn't go out that night, even if she wanted to drink, she didn't want to get drunk.

Sitting on the balcony, Lin Shuyi asked the person on the phone, "If I tell you now, you guessed it right last time about whether Xu Huai and I would like to go with you, what do you think? how should I do?"

Lu Jingzhou was watching the surveillance in the office of the clubhouse, and now he received a call from Lin Shuyi, and heard her ask such a question so suddenly, the water he just drank almost spewed out. "What? She rejected you head-on?" Lu Jingzhou himself was quite surprised by this answer.Does Xu Huai have such courage?In other words, now that Lin Shuyi is doting on her, has she been able to make her speak out her thoughts so loudly?

"Get lost." Lin Shuyi said angrily.

"Hey, hey, don't!" Lu Jingzhou hurriedly persuaded him with kind words, "I'm just a little surprised." It was very surprising. He never thought that Xu Huai would listen to what he said at the beginning, even if If you really listen to it, you need courage to resist Lin Shuyi.

Lin Shuyi puffed out the smoke ring irritably. She hasn't smoked for a long time. This kind of thing that can paralyze the nerves, like alcohol, is likely to be addictive. For her, it is dangerous. Her instinct Resist everything and everyone that will teach you to be addicted.

But be careful, if you are not careful, you seem to be addicted to a woman named Xu Huai.

Xu Huai, who was more excruciating than nicotine and alcohol, was caught off guard and became addicted.It seemed that until now, she hadn't thought of quitting.

"However, Shu Yi, she refused, what do you want?" Lu Jingzhou asked, in fact, in his opinion, it would be good to take this opportunity to let Lin Shu Yi stay away from Xu Huai.At least, it shouldn't be difficult for Lin Shuyi, who has astonishingly strong self-control, to get out when the trap is still deep.

However, this time Lu Jingzhou was wrong, he was not on either side of the relationship, and he couldn't accurately estimate the weight of Lin Shuyi and Xu Huai in each other's hearts.Just like what Xu Huai said at the beginning, he can't use his own cognitive bias to examine anyone, that would be biased and would appear stupid.

Lin Shuyi didn't want to let go at all, and Lu Jingzhou's persuasion became empty talk. "How about me? Of course I bring her with me! Isn't this normal? I just inform her, not really want to listen to her opinion. "

Even though I said that, it was like a fishbone stuck in my heart.

It hurts, but it can't be ignored.

Lu Jingzhou shook his head on the other end of the phone, but he didn't say a word to continue persuading Lin Shuyi to give up Xu Huai.Lin Shuyi made a decision, even if what he said was extravagant, the latter would not pay attention.

"Lu Jingzhou, do you think I will ask her to stay?" Lin Shuyi suddenly asked.

This question really made Lu Jingzhou laugh when he was watching the video. "Shuyi, don't make jokes, you are not suitable for making jokes." What are you talking about, is Lin Shuyi the kind of person who asks someone to stay on his own initiative?

It's unlikely, after all, when Lin Shuyi was at school, someone was going to commit suicide because of her, just by the cross-river bridge, she passed by like this, don't pretend to comfort her by giving a fluffy word on the scene, even she He never even gave each other a look.How could this kind of indifferent person, who seems to be born lacking in joy, anger, sorrow and joy, say such provocative words?That must not be Lin Shuyi.

The phone was hung up.

The cigarette at Lin Shuyi's fingertips had already burned to the end, she threw the cigarette butt into the glass jar on the table, and lit another one.The smoke was lingering, and her brows and eyes were covered with a layer of sadness.

Yeah?She wasn't telling the truth.Lu Jingzhou didn't know that she had actually said that she wanted Xu Huai to stay, but Xu Huai refused.

For a stubborn and indifferent person like her, under what circumstances would she say such words, and what kind of mood did she hear the other party's rejection.For these, Lin Shuyi couldn't say anything, she could only sit silently on the spot alone, watching the sunset that was gradually setting.

The negative emotions lingering in Lin Shuyi's heart were only for a moment. She quickly returned to the study and put this matter behind her. Anyway, the final result will be what she wants. This point, Needless to say.

That night, the two people upstairs and downstairs were tossing and turning, and they didn't know if it was because they slept too long during the day, or because they both had something hidden in their hearts.

For the next few days, Lin Shuyi wasn't much at home.She is usually a person who socializes a lot, and there is probably no one in Qingfu City who would not want to ask her out for a meal, a chat, or a game of mahjong.As long as Lin Shuyi is willing, she can wander in countless venues throughout the day.

Going home at night, she doesn't know what to say to Xu Huai now, the two of them hold completely different views, and they will only quarrel when communicating.

Lin Shuyi liked Xu Huai when she was on the bed. At that time, Xu Huai was like an obedient and soft milk cat, especially when she was clinging to her shoulders and whimpering softly, When shouting not to cry and make noise, only at this time did Lin Shuyi feel that he was really getting close to her.

Using the possession of the body to prove that Xu Huai exists beside him is a way of proving that he has never left. After waking up, Lin Shuyi himself felt quite absurd.However, every night, she couldn't help but do it again.

Xu Huai didn't seem to have raised any resistance to her behavior, and was very cooperative.

Of course Xu Huai would not resist, Lin Shuyi didn't know that she was deceiving herself in this way now, it seemed as if only using her body to miss her in this way could reduce the guilt in her heart.Xu Huai felt guilty for liking Lin Shuyi. She knew she couldn't do it, and she still couldn't forget it.After making up her mind to draw a clear line with Lin Shuyi in her heart, she always thought of this woman in her mind, so at night, she also indulged with Lin Shuyi.

This kind of life came to an abrupt end one day.

Both Xu Huai and Lin Shuyi had thought about this issue, but neither of them expected that a certain day would come so soon, so neither of them was ready to welcome it, and the accident hit them head-on and face-to-face.

When Xu Huai received the call from the hospital, she was still rubbing hands with Lin Shuyi on the bed, and even Lin Shuyi was still stirring up spring water in her body.

It is as if life is like the filament in a hanging wire bulb. One day, it is suddenly blown out, and then the world plunges into darkness.

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