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I don't know if it was because of the sudden talk about Wu Yun, but after Lin Shuyi returned to Tingjing, he didn't say another word to her.At night, Xu Huai rested in her room.

Lin Shuyi was sitting on the rattan chair on the balcony. She had already changed into loose home clothes, and sat cross-legged in the chair, holding a goblet in her hand.With a dim chandelier above her head, she looked into the distance, shaking the transparent liquid in her hand, not knowing what she was thinking.

A gust of night wind mixed with Xia Ye's crickets hit, and a slightly deep and helpless voice belonging to a woman spread in the air, and then it was accidentally taken to a distant place, and no one knew which Xia Cicada heard it.

Lin Shuyi threw the cup in his hand on the small glass table beside him, and picked up the mobile phone beside him.

She asked someone to inquire about the place where Wu Yun was buried and soon found out the result. Looking at the small photo in the email, Lin Shuyi couldn't help frowning.I've heard people say that now people don't dare to die casually, because they can't afford to die.The cemetery is not cheap at all, just like the living environment of modern people, there are mansions and ordinary graves for ordinary civilians, and there is a kind of cemetery, just like a tube building, there is only a small place that is enough to put the urn .Couldn't even post a bigger photo on it.But now, in Lin Shuyi's mobile phone, Wu Yun's tomb looks like this, occupying a small space in a row of small grids.

It's cramped, cramped, and looks poor.

At that time, Lin Shuyi recalled that the girl who stopped her car at the gate of Tingjing, Xu Huai had no money, which was expected by her.She didn't think about what the Xu family would look like in the end before doing things. She didn't care at first, but now, she started to care inexplicably.

Lu Jingzhou often told her that when the Fan family was destroyed that year, the Xu family only acted as the fuse, and the real murderers were those who maliciously monopolized the industry and wanted to force the Fan family to submit.But she didn't listen. She felt that the Fan family was her relatives more than the Xu family.At that time, I only thought about revenge, wishing to kill everyone who had a little relationship with them back then.But now, something seemed to have changed quietly, forcing her to re-examine herself.

According to Lu Jingzhou, Lin Shuyi felt a little regretful.

Perhaps, she did too much?

Especially when she saw Xu Huai's tears today, the girl thought she would lose sight of her when she turned her head, but she still saw it.So quiet, Xu Huai cried quietly like a unicorn.She wasn't one of those girls out there who just pretended to cry for specific people to see, but just because she felt sad and uncomfortable, she couldn't help shedding tears quietly so that no one would see her.

There was no sound, but at that moment, Lin Shuyi felt her heart astringent, as if Xu Huai's tears didn't stay on her face, but flowed into her heart.

Lin Shuyi regretted it.

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For several days, Xu Huai didn't meet Lin Shuyi. The latter seemed to be busy all of a sudden, leaving early and returning late, and even didn't eat at home for a long time.

Xu Zhouyun's situation gradually improved, and Xu Huai also found a house outside without telling Lin Shuyi.

Qingfu City is the capital city of the province, and it is not cheap to rent a house outside now.Xu Huai held the cash left by Wu Yun in his hand, after repaying Miao Yun, and Xu Zhouyun's medical expenses, there was not much left.What Xu Huai liked was a low-rise apartment in a slightly remote location, not far from the university town.

She was worried that Xu Zhouyun would be inconvenient, so she deliberately chose the first floor.The only good news is that the rent on the first floor is much cheaper.Xu Huai paid for a quarter and spent a few days cleaning and furnishing.

When doing these things, she was careful not to let Lin Shuyi find out.

Subconsciously, Xu Huai still didn't believe that Lin Shuyi would let Xu Zhouyun go.Although he doesn't know the ins and outs of what happened back then, what Xu Huai remembers is the anger every time Lin Shuyi mentioned the name "Fan Xinyu".This kind of anger and hatred is for their family.

Xu Huai wanted to place Xu Zhouyun in a place that Lin Shuyi didn't know, and she was worried about Lin Shuyi.

After the renting was settled, Xu Huai went to the hospital to accompany Xu Zhouyun.Xu Zhouyun is recovering well. In the ward, Xu Huai is peeling pears for the people on the bed. This time is just the season when the little pears come out, and the water is rich and sweet. Suddenly, Xu Huai heard Xu Zhouyun's voice, "Little Huai , I want to visit your mother in the afternoon."

As soon as these words came out, Xu Huai's pricking hand stopped, and the blade almost scratched her thumb, but fortunately, she stopped in a hurry.But when he continued, Xu Huai was obviously absent-minded, and even his movements were several beats slower.

"Today?" she asked nonsense.

Xu Zhouyun nodded, "Look, your mother has been away for so long, and I haven't had a chance to see her. She hasn't come to see me in my dreams for so long, maybe she is really angry?" Xu Zhou Yun's voice was lonely.

Then, since you feel so sad, why did you still look for a woman outside?Xu Huai really wanted to ask this question, but she held back in the end. She handed the peeled pears to Xu Zhouyun, "That's fine." No matter what angle you look at, Xu Huai has no reason to refuse. His request.

Xu Zhouyun divided the pear into two pieces and wanted to hand them to her.

Xu Huaiteng stood up from her seat suddenly, she suddenly felt very irritable, "No, pears can't be divided." After finishing speaking, she turned and walked out of the ward.

Xu Huai leaned against the wall of the corridor, and she didn't know why she was so angry at that moment, so that when she spoke to Xu Zhouyun, her tone seemed so irritable and impolite.She hugged her head and heard a slight sigh coming from the ward.

Xu Huai was even more sad, she felt that she was out of control.

She had clearly decided to get along well with her only family member in the world, and she had decided to abandon those mistakes in the past, but when she heard Xu Zhouyun mention Wu Yun, she still couldn't help but get angry.

She hates Xu Zhouyun for cheating, and Lin Shuyi for being too ruthless, but these are not enough to compare with her hating herself, because what she hates more is that she can't completely hate those who hurt her family, because she is always escaping from reality for being so weak Feel ashamed and resentful of yourself.

Quietly ran to the bathroom and cried for a while, Xu Huai returned to the ward after tidying up.

When she went in, she saw a small pear on the bedside table that was many times better than the one she had peeled just now, but the color of the skin had turned a little yellow due to oxidation.

Xu Zhouyun half-lyed on the hospital bed, seeing her figure at the door, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, "Xiao Huai!" He called Xu Huai's name, and saw Xu Huai's eyes fall on the pear beside him, Xu Huai Zhou Yun smiled uneasily again, seemingly embarrassed, "I didn't know you'd be out for so long, so, so..."

Listening to the voice of Xu Zhouyun who was so anxious to explain, Xu Huai felt that his eyes seemed to be sore again, and the tears that had finally stopped seemed to be about to fall out again at this time.

I want to cry, especially that kind.

In the past, when Xu Zhouyun started from scratch, his family was not rich. At that time, in the [-]s, the domestic economy was not very good. Many state-owned and private enterprises went bankrupt, and a large number of people lost their jobs. When many new things are introduced into the country.

Fruits shipped from all over the world were still rare at that time, and the price was not low.

Every time Xu Zhouyun saw it, he would buy some back. Obviously, the family didn’t have much money at that time, but just because there was such a delicious little girl in the family, even if he didn’t have much money, he would still buy it. For example, avocados at that time were not as good as they are now. Add yogurt to make supplementary food for children, just bite and eat.

Although Xu Huai liked the small fruit that she had never seen before, it was tasteless and greasy. She took two bites and threw it back on the plate.Another time, when Xu Zhouyun brought the peeled durian, the little girl wrinkled her little nose in disgust, she didn't like it at all, squeezed it limp, and threw it back on the plate.She was so young, she didn't know that it would cost a meal of meat to buy these, but she remembered that Xu Zhouyun would throw the unwanted fruit back on her plate every time and eat it.

And now, it's like this again.

Xu Zhouyun looked at the oxidized pear and smiled, "Let me peel another one for you, this one doesn't look good, I'll eat it..."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to hide the pear.But halfway, Xu Huai stopped him.

"It's okay, aren't they all the same?" She took the pear from Xu Zhouyun's hand very naturally, and took a bite.It was sweet and crisp, but also very sour, and her eye sockets became shallow again due to the sourness.

Xu Huai quietly turned her back, rubbed the corners of her eyes, and turned around as if nothing had happened, chatting about the route to go out later.

Xu Huai talked to the doctor and took Xu Zhouyun out.

Just a two hour outing, nothing serious.

Maybe because it is a working day, there is not much traffic jam at two or three in the afternoon.

Soon, the destination has arrived.

Xu Huai from the cemetery came three times including this time. She took Xu Zhouyun to the row of places where the ashes were not so well located. Xu Zhouyun's eyes were filled with guilt.

"Is it here?" He asked softly, maybe Wu Yun's final destination is here, which he never thought about.

Although this row does not occupy many places, there are still a lot of ashes that can be accommodated. There are thousands of small grids, densely packed, and it is really difficult to find someone.

Xu Huai nodded, a little lonely, "I didn't have any money at the time, so I bought this place for my mother..."

Xu Zhouyun sighed, who would have thought that the family would end up in this situation?

When Xu Huai led Xu Zhouyun to the place where Wu Yun was originally placed, Xu Huai raised his head, but was stunned.

Xu Zhouyun followed her and looked up.

But there was nothing on it, it was empty, and the urn inside was missing.Xu Huai thought she had found the wrong place, but she saw a cheap black ceramic incense burner in front of the grid, which she bought not long ago, so it was right here.What about her mother?

Wu Yun, are you missing?

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