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Lin Shuyi left. She stood there like a paraffin statue, watching the woman's graceful back gradually disappearing from her sight.

Xu Huai looked away. In such a hot summer, she felt a little cold on her face.

Raising his hand, the fingertips on the face were a little wet.She found that she didn't even know when she was forced to tears by the dazzling sunlight.Raising her arm, she acted a bit rudely, and vigorously wiped the wetness from the corners of her eyes with her wrist at the cuff.

"Why are you crying?" The hoarse voice spread in the air, not loud, only she could hear it.

At a time like this, why would she want to cry?Xu Huai kept telling herself not to cry.But just now she had endured so hard in front of Lin Shuyi, if she still can't cry now when she is alone, it would be really aggrieved!

Finally, the girl in long-sleeved trousers, which was out of place in summer, arched her thin back, hugged her legs with her arms, and squatted under the locust tree by the roadside, whimpering.

Tears poured down.

Her back looks like she was abandoned by the whole world, lonely.

There were many passers-by on the side of the road, but no one noticed her in the corner.

Weeping wantonly and almost without a sound, except that she could be seen trembling slightly on her shoulders, there was nothing else.Feeling sad and sad all over his body, Xu Huai locked himself into another world.

She is like a fallen leaf in autumn, but it falls from the branches in summer and is homeless.The green life still glowing, but it seems that it will turn into a lifeless dead leaf in an instant.

After crying and venting the grievance and sadness in his heart, Xu Huai still stood up from the ground and walked towards the school.She has no way to retreat, and without the Xu family who can shield her from the wind and rain, all she can do now is rely on herself.

Because this time in order to participate in the "National Golden Shoes Dance Competition", Xu Huai has not returned to school for a long time.I have been preparing for the Chinese New Year since the end of January, and there is still a year in the middle. One can imagine the scale of this national dance competition.After so many "fights", seeing that victory was just around the corner, she was stopped by the unforeseen misfortune and could not take another step forward.

Xu Huai silently suppressed the regret and pain in her heart. She is now going to ask a professional teacher about the final review. It is already June, and there is still a week to go, and the school's final exam is coming.

For Xu Huai, his junior year of study is coming to an end.

Although I am learning dance, there are also cultural exams.

Xu Huai's grades have always been pretty good, and his professional skills are solid. He never misses even the usual cultural classes.Perhaps the higher the grade, the more the teacher likes her obedient and easy-to-discipline students. In the three years of school, Xu Huai has been getting along very well with the teachers of professional courses.

However, walking into the office now, the atmosphere seems to be a little different from usual.

In a large office, there were many teachers who taught classical dance. When Xu Huai walked in, all the teachers' eyes fell on her at the same time.Some looked at her blatantly, and some glanced at her vaguely from the corner of the eye. There were so many meanings in the eyes, and Xu Huai didn't even have time to distinguish what kind of emotions were hidden there one by one.She has only one feeling, uncomfortable.

Being watched with disrespect like this, she could only bear it silently as she couldn't avoid the sight.

Fu Miaoyun's desk was at the back, Xu Huai walked over and found no one on the seat.She saw that there were still open textbooks on the table that hadn't been put back to their original places. She thought that maybe the latter had just gone out for a while and should be back soon.

Xu Huai just stood there, waiting quietly.

But her quietness, at this moment, became very difficult to maintain.

"Isn't this the student in Teacher Fu's class? Why do you still have the face to come to school! How can you be ashamed to make such a big mistake?" A teacher in the office was talking in a "whispered voice", the voice was not deliberately concealed, Every word came to Xu Huai's ears clearly.

"Who knows! Tsk tsk, Teacher Fu is unlucky enough this time. You said that this dance competition is not the first time our school teacher leads a team, but it is really the first time to meet such a fluttering student. Alas, obviously It's not Teacher Fu's problem, this time, the school won't just sit idly by." Another teacher answered.

Xu Huai stood there, she was a little dazed, this was the first time she heard that Teacher Fu would be punished by the school, and she didn't know that the school still had this rule before, including when she was talking on the phone with Fu Miaoyun.

Now hearing what other teachers in the school said, Xu Huai's heart skipped a beat, and he suddenly felt very guilty.She seemed to be causing trouble for others again, one after another.

"What are you talking about together!" Just when Xu Huai wanted to ask what was going on and how the school would punish the teacher, Fu Miaoyun's voice came from the office door.

The small but ear-piercing discussion stopped abruptly, Xu Huai turned her head, she suddenly felt guilty, and didn't know how to deal with Miao Yun.

"Ah, huh? It's okay, it's okay, Teacher Fu, you're back!" A teacher laughed and laughed, covering up the episode of accusing Sang Huai just now.

Fu Miaoyun was just asking casually at first, and was not really curious about what the teachers were talking about in the office. She was also a little irritable now, so she really had no time to think about other people's affairs.But when she saw the girl standing there before she reached her desk, Fu Miaoyun raised her eyebrows, feeling surprised by Xu Huai's visit at the moment, but more than that, she felt at ease.

"Xu Huai, are you here?" She faced her most proud student with a smile as before, strode over, and patted Xu Huai on the shoulder, "Sit down, what are you doing standing up, I'm not that A teacher who likes to physically punish students." She joked to Xu Huai as usual.

When Xu Huai sat down, she could feel many people's gazes on her body. This feeling of being on her back made her look a little uncomfortable.

"Oh, I remember that there is a new cold drink shop opened in the school. Shall we go out for a drink?" Fu Miaoyun just sat down, noticed her fingers stirring because of anxiety, and blurted out before Xu Huai opened his mouth.

"teacher……"

Xu Huai felt that the tears seemed to be spinning in her eyes again. She didn't want to cry, and she didn't want to use tears to win other people's sympathy. She didn't want to rely on anyone to solve the things she could rely on herself.But the feeling of being considered and valued in front of her eyes made her heart sore and her nose sore.

"What's the matter with the ink, let's go. I've been wanting to try it for the past two days, but I don't have time. It just so happens that there are no classes at this time. Let's go and have a look?" Although it was a suggestion, she had already stood up first, and by the way He also dragged Xu Huai up from his seat.

The teacher and the students walked out of the teaching building, Xu Huai followed behind Fu Miaoyun, he had many questions in his heart, but when he said it, there was only one sentence.

"Teacher, I'm sorry to trouble you." She wanted to ask a lot, and guilt seemed to take root in her heart, wrapping around doubts.Xu Huai thought, even if she knew, what could she change?She is heavily in debt, and now trying not to cause trouble to others is already the greatest kindness to the other party.At this moment, she suddenly realized that she was like a plague god, who seemed to bring disaster to others wherever she went.

Fu Miaoyun turned her head to look at the girl who was deliberately one step behind her, and a sigh slipped out of her mouth.

"Sorry for what?" She looked at her student and asked.

Xu Huai didn't dare to look her in the eyes, "Did the teacher be punished at school because of my affairs?" She felt that she was really a villain.

Fu Miaoyun quickly guessed how she knew, she smiled at Xu Huai, "Well, it was just an accident, besides, the school's punishment is not very severe, so you don't have to worry about it. The important thing now is You yourself, that..." She thought for a while, as if pondering over her words, and asked cautiously, "How is your family situation now?"

Xu Huai smiled wryly, "Everything I can arrange has been properly arranged, teacher, thank you for lending me the money that day... But, there may be a long period of time when I can't, I can't pay it off in time, I'm sorry..."

She herself felt very shameless when she said this, and felt like a rascal.

"Oh, it's not urgent, it's not important, you just take care of the family affairs first, don't take others' words too seriously, people will always make some mean mistakes about things they don't understand. Xu Huai, You don't have to get too entangled in rumors, if you really feel unbearable, tell the truth and tell everyone, no one will say anything." As Xu Huai's teacher for so many years, Fu Miaoyun is very clear about what Xu Huai is thinking now something.

This girl is too stubborn, but her soft figure does not soften her bones. In her bones, she is more stubborn and stubborn than anyone else.Xu Huai is now unwilling to tell the reasons for her absence from the finals, a large part of which is that she does not want to receive sympathy and pity from the people around her.

She can't bear the pitiful eyes of others looking at her, and she doesn't want to be a person who wins sympathy.Fu Miaoyun clearly recognized this point, which is also the reason why she didn't say anything when the school questioned her reasons these days, but just took the responsibility on herself.

It was Xu Huai's right to make public the changes at home, and no one should help her make this decision.

"Teacher..." Xu Huai really didn't know what to say at this moment. She was sincerely grateful to Miao Yun. She was grateful that she had left herself with the last bit of dignity after the accident in her home, so that she would not have nothing on the last piece of land.

Even if there is only worthless pride left, it is enough to support her to live well.

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