[Korean Entertainment] Go left, go right

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It's like having a long dream.

......

When Nan Xing woke up, he struggled to open his heavy eyelids, and the first thing he saw was his mother's eyes full of shock and joy, and the faint water vapor gradually filled the eye sockets.

"Doctor!!! Our Nan Xing is awake, she is awake!!!" Before she had time to say anything, she ran out of the ward in a hurry, her voice still unable to hide her excitement.

Nan Xing watched the back of her leaving, just lying quietly on the hospital bed.

The long period of deep sleep made her muscles atrophy and stiff, making her unable to move at all.

It seems that the soul is imprisoned in this body, and the feeling that this body is not controlled by itself is very bad.

During the time of lying quietly and waiting like this, her thoughts drifted a little.

She remembered that she pushed Cheng Zihang away before, but she was hit by that car, and then she fell into a deep sleep, and she didn't know how long this deep sleep lasted.

During this period of time, she seemed to have experienced something, but there was no image in her mind. She tried hard to recall, but was forced to give up trying by waves of pain in her brain.

Why, after waking up, the feeling of seeing the light again made her feel no joy?

Deep confusion filled my heart.

She couldn't recall anything anymore.

one year later

mayoic

A pale girl in a hospital gown sat quietly on a bench by the lawn, looking at the lake in the distance with an indifferent expression, wondering what she was thinking about.

"Alice, come out to bask in the sun? The weather is fine today." A gentle voice sounded not far from her, "Mind if I sit down?"

Nan Xing turned her head to look at Gee, her attending physician.

Gee is a gentle man and a successful doctor. As for her, he is a doctor-patient relationship, but sometimes it is more like a friend. She can always feel relaxed and comfortable in front of him.

"Of course." She smiled for the first time today.

He smiled and sat down beside her.

"Over the past year, your recovery has been very good. Recently, your parents have been preparing for discharge from the hospital. Soon, you will be able to go back and live a normal life again. But what do I think of you? Don't you look happy?" He looked at her with a hint of inquiry.

"ah... this is really worth being happy..." She slightly raised the corners of her lips, and suddenly, her voice changed, "Gee, do you believe that there are souls in this world?"

Hearing this, he didn't show a look of surprise as she expected, but just gave her a deep look.

After a long silence, he said again, "From my medical professional point of view, I don't seem to believe in the theory of the human soul, but... from a personal point of view, I do believe in its existence, I believe , People are spiritual beings, and after death, the soul may enter another world. These thoughts are often a kind of beautiful sustenance, which makes us believe that death is not the end, but another beginning.”

"Hey, I didn't believe it before," she said lightly, with a trace of confusion in her eyes, "But during that period of deep sleep, I felt as if I had experienced something, like a long dream , After waking up from the dream, I couldn’t recall anything, and that missing memory made me feel that my life seemed incomplete because of it.”

"Alice, why are you bothered by this?" He patted her on the shoulder, "A lot of things can't be solved by cutting corners, why not let nature take its course? What belongs to you will be yours after all, not yours, Forcing is also doing futile work, you are a smart girl, I think you will understand."

"..." She lowered her head in silence.

"I still have work, let's take a step first, and you should go back to your room early. Although you are recovering well, you can't stay outside for too long." He stood up and said with a gentle smile.

"Gee, goodbye." She raised her head, looked at him, and returned a bright smile, "I will think about it."

"Ah."

Nanjing Lukou Airport in a week

Nan Xing was wrapped up tightly, and under the protection of his parents, he passed the airport security check.

While waiting for them to pick up their luggage, Nan Xing stood quietly on the spot, attracting surprised looks from time to time.

The weather in Nanjing in April can be regarded as warm. Those who are impatient have already put on short-sleeved clothes, or just a single shirt, but it is rare to wear it like this like the twelfth lunar month.

"Nan Xing, it's alright, let's go home." Mother and father took the luggage, father dragged the suitcase, mother carefully supported Nan Xing, and walked out of the airport.

"I haven't been back for a long time, and I suddenly feel a little strange," Nan Xing breathed the familiar yet unfamiliar air of this city, which is different from the fresh air in the United States. It also seems to be shrouded in a layer of haze all year round, and the clear blue sky is extremely rare.

Although this country, this city, has all kinds of bad things, but no matter how much I complain in my heart, I still cut the roots of this place where I grew up. This is still the most gracious home.

"It will be fine after a while, after all, this is the place where you grew up." Mom comforted.

"Yeah." She smiled lightly.

A family of three, cuddling each other's backs, gradually drifting away, revealing a warm atmosphere.

The days when she came back were not much different from before. She took a break from school for two years. She came back to prepare for the 2012 college entrance examination. During this time, she will study at home for a while and continue to recuperate her body. Her rehabilitation is going well, but her current physical condition is still weaker than normal people, and she can't move too much, and her limbs are still a little weak.

Therefore, it was such a happy decision to enroll in September 2011.

In the days at home, apart from being in a daze, she just reads and revises, and prepares for the college entrance examination. Sometimes Zihang and Xijie will visit her, which is her only comfort in the boring days.

Zihang would come to help her with her homework, and every time the two of them were together quietly, he would unconsciously watch her become dazed, and she also pretended not to notice.

In fact, she knew the meaning in his eyes.

However, for various reasons, she didn't want to respond yet.

Xijie will come to chat with her on weekends to relieve boredom, and by the way, popularize her male god, Quan Zhilong, the leader of the legendary Korean pop group Bigbang.

Seagate showed her some of his variety shows, mvs, and the songs were very nice, and she liked his writing very much. To be able to write such songs must be a very talented person.

As for his appearance, she should not comment.

It's not her thing anyway.

However, as the college entrance examination approached, the frequency of Zihang and Xijie's visits became smaller and smaller. Nan Xing felt a little lonely. The students in the same class were all going to college, but she had to wait another year. Alas, to arrive When she goes to university, will she be one year older than the classmates around her?

Not a good feeling.

summer vacation after college entrance examination

July 2012, 7 Shanghai Mercedes-Benz Arena

Nanxing, Seagate and Zihang sat in the front row of the infield waiting for the five BBs to appear on stage.

At this time, the LED screen behind the stage was playing a promotional video, and there were excited discussions from fans all around from time to time.

Zihang was a little unaccustomed to such a noisy environment, "Ah, I was so out of my mind that I agreed to accompany you to the concert of someone I didn't know at all."

"Cheng Zihang, stop pretending, you will rest assured that Nan Xing and I, two weak girls with no strength, will come to an unfamiliar city to watch a concert alone? Haha, I know what you mean, but your family Does Nan Xing know? It’s not popular to be so reserved these days!” Seagate glanced back and forth between Nan Xing and Zihang with ambiguous eyes.

"Lin Xijie, save yourself the trouble. If you have time to gossip, why don't you save some energy and wait for them to come up for a while so that you can cheer for your male god." Nan Xing rolled his eyes and said something to her But it is noncommittal.

"Tch, you two just sit there and act slowly, I don't care." Seagate turned his head away and continued to watch the promotional video.

The remaining Nan Xing and Zihang looked at each other with some embarrassment, and then turned their heads, pretending to be watching the promotional video seriously, but in fact they were not thinking about it.

However, Nan Xing watched the flashing gdragon clip in the promotional video. Although he hadn't seen his video before, it was the first time he saw it on a big stage at such a close distance.

But why, this feeling has an inexplicable familiarity?

It seems that she used to be like this, and with this identity, she appeared on this kind of stage, and she felt inexplicably confused.

While she was in a daze, five space capsules had already landed on the stage. Following alive's exciting opening song, five people wearing different styles of costumes appeared on the stage, setting off deafening screams in the entire venue.

The golden ocean was undulating in the dark environment, and Nan Xing was in it. This seemed to be the first time, the first time she watched such a concert from the audience, as exciting as imagined.

It seems that the heartbeat frequency will change with their singing.

Following tonight's singing, GD danced and approached their area, full of domineering demeanor and movements, causing even louder screams, Nan Xing was a little dazed by the screams, just subconsciously stunned Holding the crown lamp in his hand, he looked at the person on the stage who was so close at this time.

With pink hair and a delicate face that is not like a real person, he sang while twisting his waist, looking domineering and full of charm. For some reason, Nan Xing felt like laughing when he saw this scene I was impulsive, but tears fell from my eyes in a daze, as if I couldn't control it.

His eyes glanced here unintentionally, and in his pupils, at that moment, the girl with exquisite and beautiful features, but the corners of her eyes faintly glowed with water.

That moment seemed to be frozen forever.

There was a pause in his movements for a few seconds, but the harsh requirements for the stage effect made him react quickly, and quickly followed the music to make the next movement, and his eyes had already turned away. Everything just now seemed to be just an illusion , but he couldn't lie to himself, the daze at that moment was real.

From that girl, he seemed to be able to find an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

He seemed to have lost a piece of memory, trying to recall it, but couldn't remember it.

After the concert was over, the three of them originally made an appointment to go sightseeing on the Bund together, but Seagate said that she had exhausted too much energy from the previous concert, so she sent Nan Xing and Zihang away and rested alone in the hotel.

For some unknown reason, Nan Xing did not expose her clumsy lies, and of course Cheng Zihang would refuse her kindness.

So, the two of them strolled along the streets full of the style of the Republic of China on the Bund, bathing in the cool breeze by the Huangpu River.

"South Star..."

"Ok?"

Cheng Zihang stopped, turned his head to look at Nan Xing, "Actually, you know what I'm thinking, don't you?"

"How would I know if you don't tell me, what are you thinking?" Nan Xing looked at him inexplicably.

"I..." He was about to speak when he suddenly remembered something, so he pulled Nan Xing and walked towards the side of the road. Standing by the wall, he turned around, stretched out his hand, and held Nan Xing's shoulder, He lowered his head and looked at her steadily.

"What are you doing?" Nan Xing was taken aback by him.

"Because, I don't want to be interrupted in the middle of what I said like last time," he looked deeply into her eyes, "and I don't want to taste that loss again."

"Nan Xing, I like you, I started to like you very early, so early that even I can't trace the exact time." He said word by word.

"Cheng Zihang, I..." What she didn't say, was sealed by him with a kiss in the next second.

It was just a light kiss, and at the moment of touching each other, she could even feel his trembling, and soon he raised his head, looking at her with dark eyes that were shining.

The look in those eyes almost burned her.

"I don't want to hear your answer now." After he finished speaking, he turned his head in a panic, took her hand, turned around and continued to walk along the line.

Nan Xing was forced to keep up with his pace, and was half a step behind. She looked down at the hands they were holding. His firm and powerful hands tightly wrapped her fair and delicate hands. This feeling, it seemed, was not bad. …

She didn't say anything more, she just quickened her pace and stood side by side with him.

Under the street lamp, the shadows of the two overlapped behind them...

At the same time, in the club not far away, YG staff booked the venue, ready to relax after a busy day.

Quan Zhilong was sitting on the sofa, holding a glass of mixed wine in his hand, but his eyes were empty.

Sitting next to him, Sun patted his shoulder, "Zhilong, what's wrong with you? After tonight's concert, you seem to have been a little distracted."

He came back to his senses and forced a smile, "It's okay, maybe I'm busy with touring recently, day and night are upside down, and I'm a little tired."

"Then it's time to relax tonight, don't you always like this kind of atmosphere the most?" Sun narrowed his eyes slightly and smiled.

"Well, let's finish this drink." Quan Zhilong raised the wine glass in his hand and signaled to the sun.

The crisp sound of glass clinking sounded, which was quickly drowned out by the strong rhythmic music played in the club.

Quan Zhilong drank the wine in the glass, then put the glass casually on the coffee table in front of him, got up and walked to the dance floor.

His body was moving with the rhythm of the music, and a woman with scantily dressed clothes and delicate makeup approached beside him. He smiled casually, embraced her, and danced close to his body.

While the body is indulging in pleasure, the heart is barren.

Feeling empty, as if something has been lost and will never be found again.

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People belonging to the two worlds shouldn't have intersected, and forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes may be a reasonable ending.