Ask for peace of mind

The career is booming, and the jobs are getting more and more.It was past 11 o'clock when I came out of the study.Wen Di didn't turn on the light in the living room, and gently opened the door of Xu Wei'an's bedroom. There were two loud voices in the bedroom, and the two little guys had already fallen asleep.Wen Nan slept in a bold and unrestrained posture, occupying most of the bed, Xu Wei'an obediently huddled in a corner, snoring unconsciously.Wen Di smiled silently, knowing that Wen Nan didn't sleep well.He reached out and pulled out the quilt that was rolled up under Wen Nan, and covered Xu Wei'an.The temperature in autumn is suitable, but the temperature difference between day and night is large. If you sleep without a quilt, you will definitely catch a cold the next day.

Gently closing the door, Wen Di stretched his stiff back and went to sleep.

On the second day, Xu Wei'an and Wang Nianjia still focused on Wen Nan's 4ⅹ100m race.Wen Nan's class is very strong, and won the championship without any suspense.Xu Wei'an and Wang Nianjia's class did not make much progress in track competitions, but they did well in field competitions.However, the field race was not as exciting as the track race, and both of them went to watch their own class's race after walking around Wen Nan.

Soon came the third day, the [-]-meter competition was scheduled for the afternoon, and the atmosphere was unprecedentedly lively.There are more than a dozen classes in the whole grade, and each class has a quota for the [-]-meter competition.More than a dozen young men jumped up and down on the starting line, stretching their legs and feet, doing warm-up activities.

Xu Wei'an had a number plate pinned to his back, was wearing the same sports shorts and short sleeves as Wen Nan's, and was wearing white running shoes, nervously preparing for exercise.

"An'an, Nanzi, come on!" Wang Nianjia, who had abandoned her arrogant attributes outside the track, yelled slogans loudly, not high-profile.

Xu Wei'an tensed his face, originally he didn't want to make a high-profile appearance in front of everyone, but seeing his little friend blushing and thick-necked, not afraid of embarrassment at all, he raised his hand to greet him.That boy Wen Nan was active, jumped up and yelled back, "It hasn't started yet, I'll call back later, buddy, I'll win you a championship!"

Wen Nan is also a popular figure in the school. No.1 was admitted to our school. She is tall and handsome, has a good personality and likes sports. Although her identity has always been low-key, she is obviously from a good family background, so basically as long as she is not "" The students who keep their ears off the window and only read the books of sages" basically know him.Seeing that he was so high-profile, everyone couldn't help booing.Wen Nan didn't take it seriously, and stood next to Xu Wei'an with a smile, patting his shoulders and legs.

Xu Wei'an was so nervous that he was not in the mood to pay attention to the noise of the crowd. He kept stretching his muscles seriously, and when he looked up again, he found that Wang Nianjia's little friend was no longer in the same place.

"Don't be nervous, just run with me later." Seeing that the referee teacher had already walked over, Wen Nan told Xu Wei'an in a low voice.

Xu Wei'an knew that his level was definitely not as good as Wen Nan's, so he nodded.

"come on!"

"come on!"

Xu Wei'an smiled and fisted Wen Nan.

There were too many people competing, and the starting line was full, and everyone stood next to each other. Next to Xu Wei'an was Wen Nan.As soon as the starting gun fired, Wen Nan ran out first, and Xu Wei'an followed.

In the [-]-meter race, the competition is endurance. At the beginning, everyone's speed was not very fast, and the distance could not be opened. Xu Wei'an followed Wen Nan and ran among the crowd.He had been exercising for a while before, and he was still a little stiff when he started running. After he got used to running, he relaxed and felt no discomfort.

The spectator area of ​​the playground was full, and the sound of cheering came and went. During the first ten laps, Xu Wei'an passed the area where his class was located, and he could still hear the sound of enthusiastic cheering. At the beginning of the No. 11 lap, Wen Nan started to speed up slightly , Xu Wei'an adjusted his breathing, followed him closely, and never heard the sound from outside the venue.The rough panting sounds in his ears belonged to him, and his feverish head pushed out all the people and things around him, leaving only the sound of his strong heartbeat and panting, his legs and feet began to swell and become weak, but Wen Nan seemed to be far away from him. As he got further and further away, he knew that it was Wen Nan who was speeding up, and when he needed to persevere, he wiped the sweat off his face, and he accelerated his pace to run after Wen Nan.

His chest hurt more and more, his eyes became blurred, his legs became heavier and heavier, and Wen Nan got farther and farther away from him.Xu Wei'an's throat was hot and sore, panting loudly, and struggling to follow the person in front.

Round and round, he felt that he was dying, his eyes were blurred, his lungs were hurting, he was almost out of breath, his legs were so heavy that he could hardly walk, his mind was in chaos, and there was a voice that called It means that as long as he stops, he will be relieved and will not be so uncomfortable.But there was another voice, telling him that he had to persevere, that he could endure so much suffering, it was just a run, if he still couldn't run, how could he be worthy of Wen Di's daily accompanying running, how could he rely on himself? Own.Giving up halfway is not what he should do. He has to become his own reliance in everything he does.

He followed Wen Nan's back in a trance and ran with nothing else in his eyes until a person yelled and rushed towards him, and he was hugged by someone, and then his legs weakened and he fell to the ground.

He was paralyzed on the ground, a group of people running around and asking anxious faces appeared vaguely in his pupils, his ears were buzzing, and he couldn't hear anything, only the anxious and panicked face of one person was deeply imprinted on him. in the pupil.He saw something shouting loudly in the other direction, the crowd spread out a little, and the cool wind blew in from the gap in the crowd, he held the arm of that person blankly, his consciousness slowly came back, and his hearing also recovered .

Humming around, he turned his head to look around with difficulty, "I... what's wrong?" Opening his mouth, he realized that his throat was in pain like a needle prick, and the words he spoke were hoarse and unpleasant.

"It's the finish line, you are still running, everyone is calling you, but you can't hear..." The people around were noisy, but he still heard the answer, coughed lightly, nodded, followed the man beside him With great strength, she leaned against him and stood up.

He was relieved to hear that he had finished the race instead of passing out mid-race, and he managed to hold on.I don't know the result of the competition, I don't know if there is a ranking. It looks like everyone is gathered here. It seems that the competition is over. Thinking about it, he is a little depressed.

"Walk forward and take a breath." The man helped him to go forward, then turned back and said, "He's fine, let's disperse, the race is not over yet, everyone don't occupy the track."

Hey, hey!Xu Wei'an's eyes widened, he couldn't believe it, it seemed that he was not the last one.Whoa whoa whoa!So happy, not the last one, his mood is finally relaxed!

Walking out of the crowd's encirclement, he glanced at the runway, and was instantly stunned, oh my god!what did he seeThere are at least a dozen people running on the playground...

"I, me, number, number?" He stammered nervously, looking at Wen Di anxiously.

"...No.2." The corner of the man's mouth twitched, and he helped him to walk slowly in the inner path. There were basically no people here.

"?!!" Xu Wei'an was stunned for a moment, and then came ecstasy, his legs were no longer weak, and his feet were no longer shaking. in his arms.

man:"……"

Wen Nan and Wang Nianjia, who just walked around, said, "..."

Wen Nan shrank her neck and asked Wang Nianjia in a low voice: "...Do you think we will be killed?"

Wang Nianjia looked at him sympathetically: "...I'm fine, but you don't have to."

Wen Nan: "..."

In the 3-meter competition, Wen Nan was first, Xu Wei'an was second, and a sports student from the third class of high school was third.During the race, Xu Wei'an followed Wen Nan closely. Wen Nan accelerated, and he also accelerated. In the end, he was confused. No.2.After the game, he realized that something was wrong. Why didn't Brother Wen Di come to watch the game? Didn't he say it before?

In response to his question, Wen Nan curled her lips, "Is it because of you? Since I was a child, my brothers would take turns to watch the 5000-meter and [-]-meter races. This year, it should be the fifth brother, but you also participated, and the seventh brother will come." Well, I won’t let you know beforehand, lest you get nervous.”

Xu Wei'an rubbed his hot face, his heart was sour and sweet, and an unspeakable sense of joy swept over him.But for some reason, he didn't dare to let Wen Nan see it, so he patted his cheek and turned away from the topic.

In the world, there is really no one who treats him better than Wendi, he thought.

He really wanted Wendi to belong to him alone, to be with Wendi for the rest of his life, and never to be separated again. He would treat Wendi well, but is this possible?He can only want Wendi, but Wendi can't just want him, the basic conditions of both of them make him unworthy to stand with Wendi.

He quietly buried the sourness in his heart, thinking about making himself better first, and then thinking about other things.

Wen Di didn't know anything about his transformation, but his attitude towards Xu Wei'an's hazy feelings was to let nature take its course.He is in his 30s and 30s. Although he looks good and has a lot of money, he focused on his studies when he was young, and his career after his studies. He has never been in a relationship and has no feelings for men and women around him.He doesn't want to spend his whole life with someone he doesn't love, and he doesn't want to waste his time on someone he doesn't love. He once thought about living alone for the rest of his life, if he hasn't found a lover before the age of [-].

He didn't pay attention to Xu Wei'an's feelings at the beginning, but later he didn't know what to do. He didn't hate Xu Wei'an. In his eyes, Xu Wei'an would always be the little guy who needed his protection. In his eyes, he was the future, and he was not willing to let him Suffering, wandering alone in the world like rootless duckweed, that is the boy he watched grow up, how could he be willing to let him be sad and helpless?

He thought, he is really the kind of protective man that the second brother said, so he couldn't let Xu Wei'an go.In any case, Xu Wei'an is still young, immature in thinking, and more dependent on adult men emotionally. When he becomes an adult, he will be almost thirty. If Xu Wei'an still has that kind of affection for him at that time, he will not It would make him sad, and he couldn't bear it.So, everything goes with the flow.

Although the two have different ideas, they coincide with each other in their attitudes towards the relationship between them.

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