Ask for peace of mind

Xu Wei'an's arm healed after two weeks. He couldn't move his arm, and his thumb and index finger couldn't move.During the healing period, he tentatively told Sun Yulan about the symptoms of his arm. Sun Yulan hesitated for a moment, and said with an unnatural expression: "Weian, you know that there is no money at home, and you don't know when your grandmother's illness will end. Son, your brother and sister have to go to school again, and the family really can't afford it. The arm may be the reason, you usually rub it yourself when you have nothing to do. Besides, you don't have to go to school in the future, and it doesn't matter if your right arm is weak." Look at Xu Wei'an After hearing her words, her complexion was not very good, she gritted her teeth and added, "If you really can't support yourself in the future, I will let your brother support you."

Although Xu Wei'an had no hope, he still felt very uncomfortable when he heard these words, he said: "Mom, I don't need Deping to support me, I want to go out to work and earn money to see a doctor for my grandma, so that our family can reduce the burden. "

Sun Yulan's face was also very embarrassed at that time, she just said "I think about it" and avoided Xu Wei'an.

With the relaxation of policies, more and more rural people can have enough food by contracting land through family joint production.But the grain output is not high, and the price is cheap.Throughout the year, except those who pay taxes, every household has enough food and clothing, and there is no money left in their hands. If they want to support their children to go to school, they must have a side job. Farming alone is not enough.

Several families in Xuzhuang went out to work.It is said that the work is very hard, but the pay is very good.These families buy a lot of things in large and small bags every year when they go home for the New Year. The children in the family also wear brightly colored, fashionable, and warm cotton-padded trousers and cotton boots to visit relatives and friends, which makes Xu Zhuang angry. People can't be envious.Those who envy them the most are those half-grown children in shabby clothes.

Half-grown children can hardly read books, so they help with farm work at home.These people already know beauty, but a life of poverty cannot meet their needs.Seeing that some people have obtained the living materials they want through part-time jobs, most of these children are eager to move.

But at this time, the older people are still traditional and conservative, they will not easily leave their homes to make a living, and they will not let their children go to unknown places.Besides, now every family can have enough food and clothing, but they just have no money left.Making a living outside seems quite bright, but there must be ups and downs that are unknown to everyone, and it is far less comfortable than farming at home.

Xu Wei'an was tempted when he saw that these people obtained a good living material through methods other than farming.With his current conditions, he can't study, can't become a good hand in farm work, and has no money. In the countryside, he can only rely on the Xu family's charity to live.He didn't want to live this kind of life under the fence anymore, he had to go out and rely on himself!

He knows that the Xu family will not easily agree to let him go out to work, but he also knows that he is not doing well in any job now, and the Xu family will not tolerate him for a long time, and will definitely let him go out in the end. As for the conditions What is it, there must be something to talk about.

During the winter vacation, Xu Wei'an did not go to his grandmother's house as usual, but stayed at home to recuperate.The old lady Xu stopped scolding him when she saw him, and ignored him instead.Xu Wei'an didn't care either, and he had nothing to care about now.

Xu Qing came to see him, pulling his sleeves and chattering about the busyness and exhaustion of high school, but her eyes were bright, and she didn't see any fatigue or pressure at all.Xu Wei'an knows that although high school is tiring, it is worthwhile to have a dream, no matter how tiring it is. Xu Qing is a living example.

Although he can't go to school anymore, he doesn't regard it as a scar. Xu Qing loves to talk, and he loves to listen, and the girl just babbles on and on.Xu Wei'an found that Xu Qing in high school had changed. Although he was still a little bit splashy at times, he had a more girly air overall.

During the summer vacation, Xu Qing couldn't believe Xu Wei'an's score, but seeing Xu Wei'an accepting it calmly, her heart was filled with admiration and regret.When she came back from the winter vacation, she saw that Xu Wei'an's right arm was almost useless. She was sad, but all she wanted was to be with him, to experience the high school life that he didn't have the chance to experience, and to make up for his regrets.

"Hey, let me tell you a strange thing." Xu Qing talked about the topic of high school for many days, and almost finished talking.Zhengchou had nothing to say, and suddenly remembered something, and immediately brought it up to Xu Wei'an.

"What?" Xu Wei'an asked her with raised eyebrows while rubbing his arms.The few fingers on his right arm can't be used, which makes him feel weak. When he is free, he likes to rub it, hoping it will help.

"Do you still remember Gao Lu?" Seeing Xu Wei'an nodding, Xu Qing continued, "Did you know? That kid got into No. [-] Middle School with a high score."

Xu Wei'an was also surprised, "How could he pass the exam?"

Xu Qing curled her lips and said disdainfully: "Yeah, I don't believe he can pass the exam, but a classmate who has a good relationship with him is also in No. 548 Middle School. He said that Gaolu got a high score of [-] in the exam. It’s the third one. Tell me, it’s usually difficult for him to pass, how did he get such a high score?”

Xu Wei'an was dumbfounded and subconsciously shook his head.It takes a lot of yin and virtue from the ancestors to be able to explode in character during the exam.

Xu Qing looked up and looked around, and said mysteriously: "Actually, we guess that he may have won other people's points."

Xu Wei'an couldn't believe it, "How is it possible, who would give him the score, and it's still such a high score."

Xu Qing whispered: "His father is the mayor of the town, and there are many people begging for him. Besides, if there is no disaster in the family, if his father pays some money and gives some power, he might be eager to give up the share. Those who handicap the grades are not bad, and they can still get good grades in the exam after another year of review, not bad for this year."

Xu Wei'an's heart skipped a beat, as if he suddenly understood something.

548 points...242 points...Grandma was injured...Sun Lin borrowed money...Xu Limin built a house...Holding his head, Xu Wei'an panicked, afraid that if he continued to think about it, he would not be able to help but scream.

"Xu Wei'an, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that he was just fine, Xu Qing suddenly turned pale and hugged his head, frightened, and hurried to grab Xu Wei'an's arm.

Xu Wei'an closed his eyes, suppressed the panic in his heart, and forced a smile, "It's okay, Xu Qing, you can go home first, it's getting late, I have to feed the chickens. "

Xu Qing saw that his whole body was slumped, and he looked deeply shocked. He was really worried, but he was afraid that he would be annoying, so he said: "You look not very good, take a rest after finishing your work. Then I will I'm going back first, and I'll see you again when I'm free."

Xu Wei'an hummed and waved his hand.Xu Qing had no choice but to leave.

After Xu Qing left, Xu Weian locked the door of his hut and limply lay on the bed.He buried his head in the pillow, tears flowed from his eyes, and cried hysterically, "How can you do this to me, how can you do this?"

In the middle of the winter vacation, Sun Yucai came to pick up Xu Wei'an.

Xu Wei'an could actually walk to grandma's house by himself, but Sun Yulan was afraid that the old lady would blame herself for Xu Wei'an's injury and didn't go to school, so she never let Xu Wei'an go.Sun Yucai came to pick her up, but Sun Yulan had to let her go.

Although Sun Yucai was surprised that Xu Wei'an turned out like this, he never cared about Xu Wei'an's affairs, and he didn't look good towards Xu Wei'an.

Xu Wei'an was afraid of him at first, but now that he saw him again, he felt that was the case.Sun Yucai ignored him, he no longer racked his brains to think about topics as before, and directly ignored Sun Yucai.He packed his luggage and followed Sun Yucai to Sunzhuang.

The old lady is in good spirits and can walk around slowly.Seeing that the old lady started to improve, Xu Wei'an felt a lot better, after all, she was the only one who cared about her.

The old lady was very distressed when she saw him. She touched his arm and tears flowed out. "Why is the arm like this?"

Xu Wei'an lay in the old man's arms and briefly explained the matter, of course he did not mention the fact that the family did not pay for the treatment.Sun Yulan was the old lady's biological daughter, so he couldn't let the old lady have conflicts with her daughter over this matter.Moreover, even if he said it, the old lady had no choice but to be angry in vain.The old lady is getting old, Xu Wei'an only hopes that she can enjoy her old age peacefully and live a long life, and stop worrying about hard work.After all, the old lady is the only sustenance of his family affection.He can make money, and when he makes money, he will go to a big hospital to see his injuries. Now he can only rely on himself.

Seeing that the old lady was more sad than him, Xu Wei'an had no choice but to comfort the old lady, "It's okay, grandma, it doesn't hurt anymore."

The old lady refused, "Your arm is not working well, so how do you write? Your mother doesn't know how to take care of the child. She doesn't know how to take good care of you. The same goes for Dexiang and Deping. They are both spoiled."

Xu Wei'an forced back the tears that welled up in an instant, and said with a smile: "Grandma, I don't study anymore."

The old lady frowned, "You like reading so much, and you still have to go to college, why don't you read it. Did your mother not let you read it?"

Xu Wei'an couldn't make the old lady angry, so he had to say: "I don't want to study anymore, grandma, I want to go out to work, you are not in good health, I want to make money for your retirement."

The old lady wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said with a smile: "An An is really filial, but grandma, I just hope you are well, and you can do whatever you want."

Xu Wei'an sniffed quietly, swallowed the tears that came up again, and said, "Grandma, although reading is good, you can be successful without reading. I don't want you to be sick again in the future and be unable to do anything."

The old lady didn't know what to say, so she patted him on the back and said, "You don't have to worry about grandma, your uncles are filial, and won't leave me, an old woman. Just take care of yourself, besides, didn't you agree Do you want to go to university after Wendi?"

Xu Wei'an felt that he couldn't bear it any longer. He hugged the old lady tightly, lowered his head and swallowed the tears that surged up at that moment, and said, "In the future, when I make money, I will go to Brother Wendi and tell him that I am not happy. He didn’t blame me for going to college.” Then he lowered his voice and said coquettishly, “Grandma, just promise me. I want to work part-time, and I can marry a wife to take care of you when I earn money.”

The old lady couldn't help laughing, she tapped his head with her fingers, and joked: "I think about this at a young age, I really want a wife so much."

Xu Wei'an blushed and shouted, "I want my wife to take good care of you."

The old lady knew that he was thin-skinned, so she didn't tease him again.She thought: An'an's arm looks like this, she will definitely not be able to do farm work in the future, and it is not easy to marry a wife if she does not do farm work in the countryside.If I can earn some money by working part-time, it will be easier for me to start a business in the town and ask for a house and wife.What's more, the hospital in the town is not as good as the big hospital outside. If you have money, let the child go to see it, maybe the arm will be better.Although she didn't want Xu Wei'an to endure hardship outside, she also didn't want him to have nowhere to go.