lace cobweb

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When the art festival came, the relationship between Jiang Luo and Lin Luxing had returned to normal.

The year is coming to an end.On the morning of December 24th, the weather was fine, and the snow was melting. Before Jiang Luo went to school, he found that the wall calendar in the living room was almost finished.She turned around and took a serious look at the calendar after a long absence.The living room was empty and cold, there was no one else but her, and the silver rings holding the papers of the calendar together were empty, empty.She suddenly felt an indescribable emptiness.This calendar was picked up by Jiang Luo in a lovely stationery store at the end of last year, and she hung it up herself. It was a hand-painted calendar with gentle colors. Jiang Luo still remembered how happily she took it home at the beginning of this year. There was a faint fragrance on her calendar, so every time she tore off a page, she always felt a little distressed.

She went to school and was going to tell Lin Luxing about this trivial matter. Recently, no matter what happened, she couldn't help but tell Lin Luxing. She wished that Lin Luxing could understand everything about her past 18 years.Lin Luxing didn't hate this, but she didn't have any special reaction. Jiang Luo quickly saw that she didn't care about her own life, but she continued on. In front of Lin Luxing, she couldn't restrain herself.

After the little alienation incident last time, the two of them soon went to various places in the school together, and they were still as close and friendly as before, maybe even more intimate and friendly than before.From that day on, Lin Luxing suddenly showed a gentle passion for Jiang Luo, she used intimate behaviors to keep her, and depended on her like a small animal.On the one hand, Jiang Luo was delighted, but on the other hand, he was secretly terrified.Perhaps Lin Luxing sensed something and did this on purpose. She was luring Jiang Luo, playing tricks on Jiang Luo, and setting sweet bait for her. She meticulously watered the dark vines in Jiang Luo's heart, waiting for those sharp thorns to break through one day. out.

When Jiang Luo fell headlong into the trap, Lin Luxing would look at her with innocent and flustered eyes, nothing could torture a poor man who had a crush on his same-sex friends more than this kind of eyes.Once Jiang Luo confides that dangerous emotion to her, they will no longer be friends. Lin Luxing will not hate her, on the contrary, she will be even more gentle than now. She will gently take away Jiang Luo's dignity, and then become Jiang Luo She is the master of falling, driving her and destroying her unceremoniously, just like she has done to so many people who dare to confess.

Jiang Luo is well aware of Lin Luxing's principle of dominating others. Last month, she was still struggling, thinking that she could survive Lin Luxing's magic power. Now she has even given up such a thought. She has been deeply involved in it, constantly sank to the bottom of the swamp.The reason why she honestly stayed by Lin Luxing's side and regarded her as her only and incomparable friend was just because avoiding Lin Luxing made her feel more painful than staying with Lin Luxing.Besides, Lin Luxing would never let her go, her interest in Jiang Luo was far from exhausted.Lin Luxing may not care about other things, but she has spared no effort to find Jiang Luo. Since she went to Jiang Luo's class to find her, she can naturally go to her house. She knows that Jiang Luo will not be angry, but will Flattered, she has always interfered in Jiang Luo's life confidently.

Jiang Luo walked into the campus and saw that the stage for the art festival had been set up on the playground. The art festival was about to start this afternoon. The school regarded this as a traditional event and held it every year. Various competitions continued until [-] pm.The stage is in the middle of the playground, and many empty chairs are placed beside it, which is the position of the judges.The playground was foggy in the early morning, with hoarfrost condensed between the green and yellow grass leaves, and the colorful balloons and ribbons adorning the stage loomed in the light gray morning mist, as if covered with a soft veil and lost their original color.

This is a common sight in autumn and winter. The campus in the morning is hazy everywhere. Jiang Luo knew that some couples would hide in the foggy corners and secretly kiss before the morning reading bell rang.She occasionally fantasizes about Lin Luxing standing in the misty and cold morning mist, standing under the luxuriant camphor tree, with her eyes closed, offering her soft light-colored lips.This must have happened when class was about to start, the silver hands of the watch moved mercilessly, her eyelashes trembled as if anxiously urging, she might open her eyes the next moment, maybe not, she simply indulged In the middle of a kiss, nothing can separate her from the other party unless the terrifying bell rings.

Jiang Luo never imagined that the other party submerged in the morning mist would be herself, so her fantasies were usually accompanied by sour pain, which gradually took root and spread in her chest, sucking her blood bit by bit, but as time passed, , she can also feel pleasure from it, and even be intoxicated by it. This is the art of masochism.

Jiang Luo's class is very lively and full of festive atmosphere. On the blackboard at the back of the classroom, "Merry Christmas" is written in Chinese and English with red and green chalk, colorful paper flowers are hung on the incandescent lamps, and gold and silver stickers are pasted on the walls. Two-color plastic silk flower balls, shining cheap and dazzling light.When Jiang Luo arrived in the classroom, there were still 10 minutes before the start of class. The students who arrived early seemed to be very happy, chatting about their plans for the holiday.Just as Jiang Luo sat down in his seat and put down his schoolbag, Du Nasha came before he had time to take out his textbooks.

Du Nasha walked to her desk, her eyes flickering, holding a beautiful red small paper box with both hands, the outward side was inlaid with transparent plastic, the top of the paper box was tied into a bow with white ribbon, and the bow was hanging on both sides There are two golden bells, and through the plastic, you can see that there is a big, red, brightly colored apple in the box.

Du Nasha hesitated, put the box gently on Jiang Luo's table, and said, "Merry Christmas, Jiang Luo."

"Thank you..." Jiang Luo was quite surprised, and was embarrassed to reach for it for a moment.

I don’t know when it started, it became popular in schools to compare the number of apples received on Christmas Eve, taking this as a criterion for judging whether they are popular or not, and giving apples has become an act full of affection.Therefore, Jiang Luo felt guilty for accepting Du Nasha's apple.For nearly a month, she and Du Nasha have not become more familiar than before.Lin Luxing summoned her away from Du Nasha's side, even though she enthusiastically provided Du Nasha with a collection of poems at the beginning, after reconciling with Lin Luxing, Jiang Luo didn't even think about caring about how Du Nasha's reading was prepared , and did not ask her what poem she chose.She actually skipped class twice to accompany Lin Luxing to choose the costumes for the art festival.On the other hand, this is also due to Du Nasha being too perverse. Jiang Luo always felt that she had a daunting aura, so he didn't dare to talk to her easily, and when he had to communicate with her, he didn't dare to look her in the eye. , Du Nasha's eyes were complicated and heavy, deep in her brown pupils, there were emotions like dark glass shards inlaid, at certain moments, Jiang Luo felt that she almost hated him.She was not like that at all to other people. Du Nasha had many friends in the class and often acted with them.Jiang Luo couldn't see through her.

"Where are you going for Christmas?" Du Nasha was not in a hurry to leave after delivering the apples.She tilted her upper body slightly, crossed the desk, and approached Jiang Luo.A strand of curly hair slipped behind her ear, and the edge of the desk sank into her thigh under the red dress. "Tomorrow happens to be Sunday, and everyone is going to go out and play," she said.

"But there will be snow tomorrow..." Jiang Luo put the apples into the drawer, prevaricating: "It's too cold... There are so many people, why not stay at home?"

"I think so too." Du Nasha didn't mean to be disappointed at all, she just nodded and replied.She turned to leave, but as if she remembered something, she turned sideways and said seriously: "Jiang Luo, my show is at two o'clock this afternoon, remember to come."

"Of course I will!" Jiang Luo hurriedly agreed, and she deliberately acted a little aggrieved, blaming Du Nasha for thinking she would forget.

It wasn't until Du Nasha walked back to her seat that Jiang Luo noticed that Du Nasha was very well dressed today, and she had already put on the clothes she had on stage.Du Nasha wore a black dress with white ruffles, a white scarf, a red woolen skirt, and a red rose brooch on her chest, the stamens of which were made of pearls.Her hair was braided in low double braids as usual, but today it was curled into Roman curls with a curling iron, which was very beautiful. Du Nasha's curly hair was natural and shiny, almost like a foreigner.

I don't know if Lin Lu Xing has also made preparations. Jiang Luo opened the textbook and couldn't even read a word. She was looking forward to the carnival of the art festival in the afternoon and the long-lost holiday tomorrow. She wanted to scream like a child. Jump, let the teacher finish class quickly.Lin Luxing's program is scheduled late today, Jiang Luo is going to help, Lin Luxing is in charge of playing a role in a drama, she will never wear that stage costume to class, but maybe she will put on makeup first, Get a hairstyle, and maybe run out of the studio during recess to secretly touch up the lipstick that was licked off.

In her imagination, Jiang Luo spent the whole morning absent-mindedly. As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, she rushed out of the classroom and came to the door of the studio.She came so fast, the art students hadn't finished class yet, and it was quiet in front of the art building.However, she is not the only one waiting here, someone came earlier than her.Under the gloomy camphor tree, stood a small figure looking up at the upstairs. It was the Du Nasha she was familiar with.

She seemed to have a special relationship with Du Nasha today, Jiang Luo almost thought that she was here for him, so surprised, he decided to go over to say hello.

"Are you here...waiting for someone?"

"Yes, I'm going to do chores for tonight's drama, and I'm also in the drama club." Du Nasha glanced at her calmly: "Are you here to find Lin Luxing?"

"Mmmmmm." Jiang Luo smiled, looked at the ground, feeling very embarrassed by such a scene.She didn't know that the two were originally a society.

"You really like Lin Luxing, don't you?" Du Nasha said suddenly.

Jiang Luo raised his head suddenly in fright, only then did he realize that Du Nasha might not have that kind of intention, because she was guilty and thought too much.Even so, Du Nasha's question was presumptuous, and Jiang Luo took it as a reproach to himself. "Of course you can only be friends if you like it." She took a breath of the cold winter wind and put on a concealed smile: "I like Du Nasha too."

This is naturally a beautiful scene among the girls. Their love is too cheap, and Du Nasha didn't respond to it.

"I also hope..." Du Nasha raised her eyelids to look at her, and said in a sweet, cold voice, "I also hope you can like me..." She bit the word "like" very hard.

As soon as Du Nasha finished speaking, the art students finally finished school and came down from upstairs.They were noisy, talking about the teacher's grading and homework today, all squeezed into a sink covered with white tiles under the camphor tree, scrambling to turn on the faucet.The art students carried buckets and paint boxes to be washed in their hands, and their hands were full of messy colors.Today is a watercolor class, and some people haven't taken off their aprons.When they huddled together to wash the painting tools, the scattered sunlight shone brightly in the white sink, in the bucket full of water, and on the paint box.Lin Luxing came down last, leisurely, without make-up or make-up, but she still looked good.She was also carrying a bucket in her hand. She should have seen Jiang Luo at first sight, but she didn't go up to greet her. Instead, she poured out the dirty water in the bucket, and then walked to the sink. Someone made way for her. a position.

"Where are we going to eat later?" Jiang Luo stepped forward and asked.

"I don't know." Lin Luxing said, "I don't want to eat anything."

"But you can still eat it?"

"Yeah, I can't do without eating." Lin Luxing answered melancholy in a daze, her eyes suddenly glanced strangely to one side. "Eat whatever you want and you'll be fine. I want to eat... an apple."

"Apple?" Jiang Luo was confused, the first thing she thought of was the boys who gave apples to female classmates, probably Lin Luxing received a lot, she said this on purpose, to tell Jiang Luo how popular she was.

"It's hard to buy apples today, they're sold out everywhere." Jiang Luo tried his best to maintain a normal tone, and said with a smile: "But you, Lin Lu, you can have as many apples as you want, right? I'm afraid you can't eat them all by yourself. Finished, I can help you eat, you're welcome."

Lin Lu didn't speak, rolled up her sleeves, put her paint-stained hands under the cold water, and rubbed her gray and orange skin vigorously.None of the art students seemed to be afraid of the cold water in winter. Jiang Luo especially admired them, and felt a little sad for Lin Luxing. Her delicate and slender hands turned crimson from rubbing, and a few bruises appeared on the back of her hands. Winter is not over yet, if this kind of days is not over, Jiang Luo thought, the hands she often holds will be swollen with cold.

"I don't know why you have such messy thoughts. They gave me an apple, but I didn't want it, I don't want it." Lin Luxing washed his hands, stretched his arms forward, and shook off the water droplets on his hands.Drops of water glistened on her fingertips in the midday sun. "I want to eat your apple, Jiang Luo." She said softly.

Jiang Luo was stunned for a moment, her face was slightly hot in disappointment, she turned her face away with a sneer, hoping not to be seen.Taking advantage of this opportunity, President Lin Lu breathed a sigh of relief, wrapped her hands with his freshly washed, ice-like hands, put his fingers into her sleeves, and used her as a hand-warming water bag, greedily and without guilt. Looting the temperature.

"I thought you would send me off." Lin Luxing said lightly, "Aren't you ready?"

In all fairness, it's not that Jiang Luo never thought about giving Lin Luxing apples. Last night when she saw an apple seller on the way home, she had such a thought in her mind, but she immediately denied herself.Jiang Luo hardly dared to do anything to show kindness to Lin Luxing. She couldn't give gifts as generously as Du Nasha. Her heart was full of terrible distracting thoughts, full of jealousy, longing, fear, self-doubt and ego. Negative, she was already suspicious to the point where she was afraid that even an apple would reveal her inner thoughts.This strong, complicated and distorted emotion was about to overcome her rationality. She exhausted her last strength to suppress it, not daring to relax for a moment. The more Jiang Luo was on the verge of collapse, the more he refused to give in to Lin Luxing.

Faced with Lin Luxing's questioning, she had a flash of inspiration and remembered the apple in the drawer that Du Nasha gave her. She could tell a lie and win Lin Luxing's favor, but it was too stupid to do so. She was sorry for Du Nasha's kindness, just this thought was enough to make Jiang Luo ashamed.

Just when she was at a loss, Du Nasha's weak voice came from the side.Du Nasha said softly: "Lin Luxing, today I have to recite at two o'clock, can I go to your place to help prepare at three o'clock?"

It was only then that Jiang Luo realized that Du Nasha hadn't left, and the person she was looking for was also Lin Luxing.Lin Luxing held Jiang Luo's hand, looked at her listlessly, and nodded slightly.

"Be sure to perform well, Du Nasha." Lin Luxing said, "I remember you have a recitation this afternoon, and I will go cheer you on then."

"Thank you..." Du Nasha replied awkwardly.It seemed that she still had questions to ask, and Jiang Luo also felt that there must be a lot of things to discuss between her and Lin Luxing, after all, the preparations for the drama were very complicated.

However, immediately after that, a thrilling accident happened that was completely beyond Jiang Luo's expectations.In the future, whenever Jiang Luo recalled this scene, he would feel lingering fear.Lin Luxing let go of her hand suddenly, and walked towards Du Nasha.Jiang Luo saw her approaching Du Nasha step by step, and finally stood straight in front of her, bent down, and brought her face close to Du Nasha's, so close that they were close to touching each other.Du Nasha was stunned by the sudden gaze, she stared blankly at Lin Luxing, trying to find out the reason for doing so from her face, Lin Luxing looked expressionlessly at the panicked face.She is more than ten centimeters taller than Du Nasha, and her figure is plump and strong. Compared with her, Du Nasha looks like a child who hasn't grown up.When Lin Luxing approached Du Nasha, the latter's frightening and gloomy aura was suddenly swept away. Du Nasha put her folded hands on her heart, her face was pale, and she didn't know what to do.She widened her eyes, trying to save some face by looking at Lin Luxing, but she had no confidence at all, as if she was a junior high school student who deliberately dressed up to be mature and pretended to be compared with college students.

"You are so cute, I always think you are very cute." For a moment, Lin Luxing said very gently, stretched out two hands, grabbed Du Nasha's soft face, and pulled it hard two or three times. Cute little kid makes moves. "Why don't you smile much?" Lin Luxing said regretfully, "You are very cute now, I always think you are like a little sister."

Du Nasha suddenly covered her face, judging from the disgust and astonishment on her face, she obviously felt insulted, she bit her lower lip with her teeth.Lin Luxing ignored her, feeling inadequate, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "It's okay, don't be nervous, you can perform well."

Du Nasha regarded this kindness as a pursuit of victory, and opened Lin Luxing's hand.Lin Luxing's hand stopped in the air, and Du Nasha frowned tightly. The atmosphere between the two became tense. Just as Jiang Luo stepped forward, trying to smooth things over, Du Nasha stomped her foot, undisguisedly , looked at Lin Luxing bitterly, turned around and left quickly.

"Come upstairs with me." Lin Luxing returned to Jiang Luo, and said nonchalantly, "I still have things in the studio that need to be cleaned up."

"What's wrong with you? Why did you provoke her?" Jiang Luo couldn't help but feel aggrieved for Du Nasha: "Don't you know her character? She doesn't like people making fun of her very much, and you don't know her that well. "

"...Is that so?" Lin Luxing listened thoughtfully, and said in a weak voice, "You know her very well, and you know her personality. I don't know her well, so I don't know. I think she looks quite cute. , I dressed up cutely again today, so I couldn't hold back."

"Jiang Luo." They walked up the stairs leading to the studio one after the other, Lin Luxing stopped, and called out to her in fear: "If I... I really upset Du Nasha, please help me I'm sorry, I'm embarrassed to say it myself, you told her that you went for me."

"...You go by yourself." Jiang Luo felt that her scared tone was cute again, so he couldn't help snorting, and his tone softened: "Dunasa is still a handyman in the props department, you have to...at least get along with her friendly? If it makes her unhappy, how can the drama be performed."

Lin Luxing was silent for a while, Jiang Luo thought she would not speak anymore.After they both walked up the stairs, Lin Luxing held her skirt with both hands, twirled briskly in front of Jiang Luo, and said lightly, "I was playing a character who was framed."

Lin Luxing put the makeup bag in the studio, and this is what she needs to pack.Hanging next to the drawing board is the makeup bag, which contains the cosmetics she brought from home that she is not allowed to use on a normal day.Only then did Jiang Luo understand what she meant, Lin Luxing planned to put on makeup in the studio.Although the studio was cramped, Jiang Luo came here several times, but he also fell in love with this place, it was a messy but very lively place.The indoor air conditioner was turned on warmly, paint stains were all over the floor, easels were piled up randomly, and copies of famous art works and high-scoring homework were hung on the wall.A few fruits used as a reference for the watercolor still life are placed on the front chair, on a dusty white porcelain plate, which can be seen to have been rotted for too long.The backs of the apples were deeply sunken and yellowed and black, the sides of the bananas were covered with spots like corpses, bumpy and disgustingly brown, and there was a puddle of rotten juice at the bottom of the porcelain plate.Many small insects are flying around the rotten fruit. If you get close, you can smell an unpleasant smell.In order to cover up the rot, many red, yellow, and bright paints were painted on the side facing the students. The bright colors are too fake, but the rotten place is even more filthy and terrifying.

"I brought out the cosmetics specially. I don't want to go to the dormitory to put on makeup. My roommates are all there." Lin Luxing said to Jiang Luo.

She pushed away the drawing board, cleared an open space, and then took out a black mirror, let Jiang Luo sit opposite, held it for her, and she slowly put on makeup facing the mirror.Jiang Luo hid her face behind the mirror, and Lin Luxing concentrated on wiping her face. From her point of view, it seemed that Lin Luxing was concentrating on looking at herself and applying makeup to herself.

It took Lin Luxing more than 40 minutes to put on makeup, and Jiang Luo was dazzled by the rigorous procedures, and her hand holding the mirror was also sore.When Lin Luxing's makeup was completed, some students had already returned to the studio after dinner, and everyone wanted to take a look at Lin Luxing and praise her for her beauty.Lin Luxing was in high spirits today. She is not a talkative person, but she chatted with her classmates for quite a while.She seemed to be the leader of the crowd, sitting on a chair with a full set of make-up, her feet in brown pointed leather boots stood up with her toes together, spinning slightly on the ground.Even if she said nonsense things that were not relevant to the topic, answered the questions inappropriately, and didn't follow the next sentence, everyone accepted it.

When the time came to 01:30, Lin Luxing didn't seem to remember the promise to listen to Du Nasha's recitation at two o'clock in the afternoon.During the period, a girl brought a cup of pudding milk tea to the studio. The packaging was very novel, and she had never seen it before. She probably didn’t buy it from a milk tea shop near the school.Lin Luxing leaned over with interest, and the girl asked her if she wanted to taste it, and after getting a nod, she happily took the straw and handed it to her.Lin Luxing took the cup, tore off a layer of plastic paper on the surface, and took a sip from the rim of the cup.

Jiang Luo watched from the side, suddenly his heart moved, he lowered his head, staring blankly at the mirror on his lap, her reflection was a little blushing.

Fortunately, they did not miss Du Nasha's recitation after all.When Jiang Luo pulled Lin Luxing to the playground, Du Nasha just stepped onto the crimson stage, stood in front of the microphone, pressed her hands on her skirt, and bowed deeply to the audience.Du Nasha also put on makeup and wore two rhinestone butterfly hair clips. Lin Luxing was right about one thing: she looked very small and cute, and it was probably because of this that she always used solemn outfits and gloomy expressions. Create momentum.Du Nasha on the stage is very imposing. Her voice is very loud and full of passion, which is very different from the past. As long as you listen carefully, you can feel the surging emotions.She recited the poems with a bit of an ancient style of singing loudly. When she was deep, she was like sea water washing over giant rocks over and over again. She groaned and wailed, and turned into floating foam and water vapor in an instant, falling into nothingness in her sobs, looping back and forth, never stopping; It is also like a fierce gust of wind, blowing in the blue sky, blowing from one end of the world to the other, making a terrible sound, plundering everything in the world, tearing them up, and taking them to the distant, endless sky.

Du Nasha is very devoted to recitation, holding the poem book in one hand, and stretching out the other hand slightly forward, as if groping and chasing the emotion that is indescribable in all words in the world... Yu the original author Sa As far as Fu is concerned, it is not just the feelings for one person.

Jiang Luo didn't fully approve of her recitation. Most of Sappho's poems were fresh, beautiful, and pleasant, and they were suitable for narration in a gentle tone. In order to enhance the auditory effect and create an infectious atmosphere, Du Nasha It feels far-fetched to show off your talent in this area by deliberately creating many cadences.After listening to her recitation, Jiang Luo felt that epic poems such as "Ilion Ji" were suitable for her to read.

"It's a good read." Lin Luxing commented: "But why Sappho was chosen, I always feel a little strange."

They slipped out from the middle of the auditorium and went to look for Du Nasha in the plastic shed set up behind the stage. Lin Luxing said that he would personally apologize to Du Nasha, and talk to her about the chores that the props team needed her help by the way.Jiang Luo walked through the crowd holding her hand, her heart was beating fast, she asked inarticulately, "What's so strange?"

Lin Luxing didn't answer, she looked around the crowd and asked, "What do you think is strange?"

This issue was not explored.They quickly found Du Nasha, Lin Luxing apologized as soon as she met her, saying that sometimes she behaved strangely and didn't know the seriousness, please forgive her, she said it very sincerely, and she didn't have the usual cold and tired look at all.Du Nasha had calmed down a long time ago. Her recitation was extremely successful and she was in a good mood. She forgave the other party without any complaints. She also made an appointment with Lin Luxing to meet at the drama club at three o'clock. Will go to watch their last rehearsal and help them carry props.Jiang Luo originally wanted to go with Lin Luxing to pick up her costume, but Lin Luxing refused. She told Jiang Luo that she wanted to act with the members of the drama club. Jiang Luo had never met them before, so it was inconvenient and embarrassing to follow. .Jiang Luo originally wanted to raise an objection, she felt that she could get along with any stranger, Lin Luxing didn't wait for her to speak, he pressed her lips with his cold fingertips, and said, "Just wait for me obediently." gone."

Du Nasha on the side hurriedly answered, "Stay here with me until three o'clock, and then go there together."

So it was decided on Jiang Luo's whereabouts.Jiang Luo couldn't bear to refuse, so she could only sit on a low-quality plastic round chair and spend half an hour with Du Nasha in the noisy backstage shed without air conditioning, enduring the people coming and going behind her.She finds it far more awkward than going out on the street with a bunch of strangers.What's more, the one sitting next to her was Du Nasha, Du Nasha's eyes swept over her frequently, even if Jiang Luo wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, he didn't dare to speak.If you take out your mobile phone to play at this time, it will be very impolite and repeat the mistake of last time.

"I didn't expect that everyone knows Sappho, you too, and Lin Luxing too..." Unexpectedly, Du Nasha spoke to her first.

"Me too... I also think it's very strange, very fate..." Jiang Luo hesitated and said, "I thought Lin Luxing wouldn't be interested..."

Du Nasha stared at her side face silently for a moment, then said suddenly: "Are you thinking about Lin Lu?"

Her eyes were scrutinizing, as if a cold husband who had all kinds of evidence, woke up one morning in the fifth year of his wife's cheating, stared at her face, and suddenly uttered such a sentence.Jiang Luo felt a little uncomfortable about this. She had already noticed that there was a subtle and tangled animosity between Lin Luxing and Du Nasha. It usually erupted around a small matter, like a spark, and quickly disappeared.Especially when Jiang Luo knew that the two had known each other for a long time and were still in the same club, she was even more convinced.The relationship between Lin Luxing and Du Nasha is not like the relationship between ordinary members. Jiang Luo suspects that they have some kind of competition in the drama club. It is very appropriate to use competition to describe their relationship. They seem to be a pair of tacit understanding. Opponents are constantly entangled in such and such trivial matters, and every move hides a crisis of competition.

As for their dispute over their friendship with Jiang Luo, Jiang Luo thought it was just an accessory of the more intense competition.She could see that Du Nasha liked her very much, and it was a very stubborn and unsearchable affection, which was exactly the same as the conflict between her and Lin Luxing. Goodwill to maintain inner peace.

"Why do you keep saying such nonsensical things?" She forced a smile and waved to Du Nasha.

"There are many good-looking boys in the drama club, are you worried?" Du Nasha asked.

Originally, Jiang Luo wasn't worried about this issue at all, and didn't even think about it at all, but Du Nasha said this, as if reminding her.When she thought of Lin Luxing abandoning herself, she went to the street with the boys to pick up clothes, showed them her beautiful dress, and accepted their compliments. She really couldn't say she was in a happy mood. She tasted her own heart, just like a fresh green plum Sour.

"I saw it when I was at your house last time." Du Nasha whispered, "You are very afraid...others will take Lin Luxing away from you."

"Are you a little... too centered on Lin Lu's behavior?" Seeing that Jiang Luo didn't answer, she asked tentatively: "So I see you, sometimes you are always unhappy because of little things, I hope you can be more happy. "

Saying this is almost equivalent to provoking her relationship with Lin Luxing.Jiang Luo smiled bitterly, and shook his head vigorously, trying to get rid of his wild thoughts as soon as possible.She couldn't blame Du Nasha, everything Du Nasha said was right, and before Du Nasha said it, she had insight into her inner thoughts.Jiang Luo is not good at deceiving herself and others. All her longing has been to monopolize Lin Luxing. She guards Lin Luxing like an ugly dragon guarding jewels. She will never tolerate anyone who is closer to Lin Luxing than she is, and is more favored by Lin Luxing than her.Although she knew that there must be such people, maybe not many.But if she was asked to give up her obsession with Lin Luxing because of this, she would not even be able to die. Sometimes, she would rather embrace great pain and die beside Lin Luxing, doing nothing, just dying like this in vain, in vain Death is the noblest death.Persevering and strong emotions boiled in her heart, and her youthful enthusiasm kept overcoming her rationality, and she was soon tortured to the point where she couldn't think normally.

"Dunasa." Jiang Luo looked at the other party pleadingly, moved her lips, and asked the only question she cared about.In the past month, she has fallen into crazy suspicions and doubts. She is like a frightened bird. She doesn't care about anything Du Nasha said. All she wants to get an answer to is this question.

"Dunasa, do you know a lot about her? There are many things she doesn't want me to find out, but others may know. Can you tell me, does she have a boyfriend?"

When she asked this, it was tantamount to being completely honest.What she had tried so hard to hide a few hours ago was revealed by her with a self-defeating attitude, and Jiang Luo didn't expect it to develop to this point.On the one hand, it seems that there is no problem in being honest with Du Nasha, which just shows that in her heart, she has different feelings for Lin Luxing and Du Nasha. Strangely, she was very restless all day long, probably from the moment she saw the empty calendar, her mind became abnormal.She remembered that when she hung up the calendar last year, the house was empty, and Jiang Luo's house would always be empty.The only one who can accompany her is Lin Luxing, she only needs Lin Luxing's company, those casual acquaintances can't comfort her emotions.If Lin Luxing was really taken away by someone else—Jiang Luo knew she would, she was heartless—then Jiang Luo would become a child with nothing. This was the life she lived before meeting Lin Luxing. She had never experienced Such intimacy, each other is the only taste.Jiang Luo is used to pleasing others, desperately playing the role of a clown, she is afraid of being left behind by Lin Luxing.She was afraid of everything that was empty, she was afraid of being alone facing so many rooms, and she didn't know what was in each room.

"I'm sorry." Du Nasha tilted her head and looked at her for a while, then put her narrow palm on her shoulder: "I don't know either."

"Dunasa." Jiang Luo grasped Dunasha's slender wrist, held both of her hands, and said tremblingly, "Will Lin Luxing understand me? If she knows what I think , will you hate me, and then ignore me? If I take the initiative to tell her my thoughts and fail, then I really have nothing. And it may be spread everywhere. Let Everyone hates me." Du Nasha's protruding bones hurt her palm, Jiang Luo despaired