lace cobweb
Chapter 1 1 (1)
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Jiang Luo has been thinking about Lin Luxing.
On the way home from get out of class at noon today, she thought the most, more than every day before.Although this morning she thought that she was about to get rid of those boring delusions, she was about to get rid of the dream-like shadow that Lin Luxing left on her heart.But after class at noon, she suddenly received a message from Lin Luxing, which was unexpected. While she was ecstatic, Jiang Luo fell into deep confusion.A deeper and darker delusion suddenly grew from the white phone screen and from the person's words, like black vines, firmly controlling her.
When Jiang Luo and her classmates were walking home, every half a minute passed, she couldn't help but take out her phone to see if there was any follow-up message from Lin Luxing, even though her phone's notification tone was turned up to the maximum, and she Her mental tension will never let her miss any message.Because of this, she neglected her classmate and felt very embarrassed. After all, she took the initiative to invite this classmate to her home.
Jiang Luo's family lived in the university, and the college students had just finished class at this time, with advanced textbooks in their hands, in twos and threes, like a group of adults, walking past Jiang Luo talking and laughing.Jiang Luo and his classmates walked forward among the college students. From time to time, the hem of clothes and hair tips, and the fragrance of mature women's cosmetics brushed in front of him. The bright sunlight shone on the side of the teaching building where dead creepers criss-crossed, and the metal plaque shone brightly. , The school radio broadcasts irrelevant news, everything seems to be just right, and it is as pleasant as delusion.
The classmate with Jiang Luo was named Du Nasha, no matter how you looked at it, she was the complete opposite of Lin Luxing, and she didn't seem to be the same as Jiang Luo.Du Nasha said a few days ago that she was going to participate in the recitation competition at the school art festival next month, but she didn't think about what poems to recite. Jiang Luo enthusiastically told her that she had a lot of books at home, more than bookstores, and she was willing to lend them to her. She, Du Nasha can go to her home first, and her home is also close, in the university that their high school belongs to.After listening, Du Nasha nodded gratefully, so the day to go to Jiang Luo's house was set for today.
At noon today, just after the last class rang the bell, Jiang Luo walked up to Du Nasha's seat, waiting for her to pack up and the two of them went home together.Du Nasha lowered her head and sorted out the corrected papers in the morning, arranged them in categories, put them in the file folder, and fixed them with metal hinges.Amidst the rustling sound of turning the pages of the book, Jiang Luo's cell phone rang suddenly in his purse, and Du Nasha stopped immediately, raised her head, and stared at Jiang Luo.
Du Nasha often pays too much attention to Jiang Luo, because of this, Jiang Luo is in awe of her.This kind of excessive curiosity and unusual acuity makes people frightened. Du Nasha's eyes are like a discerning judge, looking down on the prisoner from the steps of Hades, gloomy and serious.Jiang Luo thought that he had disturbed her and made her unhappy, so he smiled awkwardly to show that there was nothing wrong.She took out her mobile phone and turned on the screen, and the message that Lin Luxing sent her through the Internet was clearly in front of her eyes.
"Why do you feel like you're avoiding me these days... Is it my illusion?"
Lin Luxing doesn't often chat with Jiang Luo.Although the two have contact information with each other, they rarely communicate by mobile phone.When chatting online, Lin Luxing would always end up talking in a few words.Jiang Luo never thought that Lin Luxing would take the initiative to intervene one day.In the past half a month, Jiang Luo also met Lin Luxing in the corridor and at the door of the toilet. Lin Luxing will always be accompanied by men and women, and her attitude towards Jiang Luo is always the same. If Jiang Luo doesn't say hello to her, Lin Luxing Never take the initiative to talk to her.Jiang Luo even thought that Lin Luxing didn't care about her estrangement at all, and Lin Luxing wouldn't notice any difference in their relationship. After all, she always seemed to be indifferent to anything. Emotionally, it seems particularly indifferent.
Countless facts proved her idea, but she denied them all through a message today.Lin Luxing probably noticed it a long time ago. Jiang Luo was holding the phone in a daze, gulping down saliva, her heart beating violently and chaotically. After reading and rereading Lin Luxing's words, they had become blurred and unfamiliar. She never expected that Lin Luxing would had such a strong effect on her.
——"It's your illusion." However, when she realized it, she immediately replied in such a cold and unreasonable manner.
The strange thing is that Jiang Luo has completely forgotten about Du Nasha in front of her at this moment. Her excitement can be said to be out of control, and her hands are almost shaking, but she tried her best to pretend to be indifferent in the words she typed. look.This is too indifferent, maybe it will make Lin Luxing unwilling to talk to her, Jiang Luo looked at the dialog box with trepidation, and wondered if she had gone too far, she hesitated for a while, then pressed her fingertips again to send out On the colored light screen, she sent a second message: "Why did you say that all of a sudden?"
Sure enough, after a while, the other party replied indifferently: "That's good, it's nothing." After that, there was no further text.
This is a typical Lin Luxing-style dialogue, with an unexpected beginning and an unexpected end.She didn't have a strong interest in anything, and she just went to the point and perfunctory.
Jiang Luo waited and waited until Du Nasha packed her things, stood up, and stared at her quietly, only then did she realize that what she had done was inappropriate.Du Nasha didn't urge her, which made Jiang Luo feel very guilty.She put the phone back, and walked out of the classroom with Du Nasha silently, feeling extremely uncomfortable. There always seemed to be some other meaning in Du Nasha's silent eyes.It was obvious to Dunasha that something was going on this noon.
Before getting acquainted with Du Nasha and the others, Jiang Luo had only been friends with Lin Luxing for two months.Lin Luxing is Jiang Luo's best friend.She was so intoxicated with this exclusive friendship that she forgot anyone she had ever been close to.Lin Luxing may not be the most beautiful in the whole school, but she must be the most outstanding in their third grade. From Jiang Luo's point of view, she has a melancholy temperament. No matter what she does, she is always light and airy. It can be seen that she is not very human.
It was an unexpected and lucky thing for Jiang Luo to become Lin Luxing's close friend.However, there was still a problem between them, which was actually Jiang Luo's unilateral quarrel.Since the day of Singles' Day, she has intentionally neglected Lin Luxing, and it has been half a month.During this period, Jiang Luo's life was very difficult.
Jiang Luo had a sudden epiphany when he was talking about love with Lin Luxing. On Singles' Day, Lin Luxing casually said that he didn't need to celebrate the festival at all.This is just an ordinary fact that everyone knows: Lin Luxing is being admired by many people.For some reason, Jiang Luo couldn't accept it. When she observed Lin Luxing's lowered eyes from the side, Lin Luxing's long brown eyelashes just pierced her heart, flapping slightly in the soft and sensitive flesh, A burst of subtle pain and unbearable itching immediately spread to every nerve in Jiang Luo. It seemed that Jiang Luo's life rested on the opening and closing of these eyes, on the soft, quiet movement of eyelash feathers. In the rhythm of rising and falling.The ups and downs of Jiang Luo's chest could not help becoming softer and quieter, echoing the frequency of Lin Luxing's blinking, falling slowly and cautiously, she was short of breath for a while.
Before she realized it, the strong longing and possessive desire had distorted the friendship and made it develop in a terrible direction. Her emotions were taken away by Lin Luxing, and Lin Luxing dominated her feelings.Lin Luxing told Jiang Luo in a completely nonchalant tone that whenever she passed the stairwell, there would always be eyes peeping at her in the dark, stroking her skirt with longing eyes, Jiang Luo listened tremblingly, carefully observing Lin Luxing's expression.Lin Luxing had sympathy for their unrequited love, but in the end it was only a meaningless topic of conversation, which disappeared with the long free time in the gloomy afternoon.
When secretly watching Lin Luxing, the fatal feeling that her heart was held in someone else's hands made Jiang Luo's hair stand on end. She had never experienced such a moment of suffocation. She didn't know that it was so dangerous and her life was hanging by a thread.For half a month, she tried her best to avoid all this, just like an animal's instinct before the disaster. Although sometimes she couldn't help but go to Lin Luxing's class to find her, and tried to maintain a normal speaking tone to communicate with her, but Jiang Luo had lunch. I didn't have dinner with Lin Luxing anymore, and I didn't make an appointment with Lin Luxing once on weekends.
Before this, Jiang Luo and Lin Luxing were always inseparable. They were always together during and after class, having lunch at noon, and going home in the afternoon.Lin Luxing was a live-in student, after evening self-study, Jiang Luo would always send Lin Luxing back to the dormitory first, send her to her roommate, and then go home by herself, and even send her to the station on weekends.This was nothing in the past, after all, the dormitory is only a short distance away, and the station is not far away, so it is always good to spend more time with Lin Luxing.But Jiang Luo also felt something was wrong recently, why couldn't Lin Luxing send her home first, and then go back to the dormitory by herself?As soon as she thought of this, she felt that she was wishful thinking. She paid far more for friendship than Lin Luxing, and she lost her balance in her heart.
After alienating Lin Luxing, Jiang Luo gradually started to play with her classmates, and made appointments with them to eat and go to the bookstore. She was looking for a safe person who could replace Lin Luxing among them.Then she remembered that she was lively, popular, and had a group of friends, and the girls quickly liked her and accepted her again.Among them, Du Nasha was the most. Du Nasha was the first to get acquainted with her, and she also showed that she liked Jiang Luo the most.Because of this, Jiang Luo felt a little guilty for contacting Lin Luxing under Du Nasha's gaze.
However, Du Nasha's intense gaze made Jiang Luo feel a little bit of excitement in his heart.What is there to hide?Everyone knew that she had a good relationship with Lin Luxing in the past, and would have a good relationship in the future. If Lin Luxing asked, she would immediately abandon all the friends around her and go back to Lin Luxing. She knew very well that her impulse could not be contained.Du Nasha must also know that Jiang Luo has a special meaning to Lin Luxing.Let the whole class—the whole grade know that this beautiful and attractive Lin Luxing cares about me the most, Jiang Luo thought ecstatically: She needs me, she is looking for me.
She and Du Nasha walked up a quiet boulevard in the university, with the crown of yellow plane trees shadowing the top of their heads.The sun hangs down from the gaps in the leaves, hanging around them like prayer flags in front of the Buddha.Jiang Luo walked on such a road, and often imagined that he was an aristocrat in the Heian era, standing in the middle of the golden dojo.
Before turning to the right and entering the staff dormitory area, Jiang Luo finally received another message reminder.This was the first time she had confirmed that Lin Luxing cared about her. Jiang Luo had always thought that Lin Luxing would not care about anyone. Perhaps because of this, she somewhat underestimated the development of the situation. She never thought that Lin Luxing would take actions other than verbal inquiries. And once Lin Luxing took action, it would be amazing.
"I went to your class to look for you, but I couldn't find you. They said you went home with Du Nasha at noon today."
Under the sunlight, the light of the display screen was quite dim, and Jiang Luo's reflection was clearly reflected, and the line of characters was also dark and small, as if deliberately unwilling to be seen clearly.Jiang Luo stopped abruptly and nearly fell to the ground. Du Nasha, who was behind her, was caught off guard and bumped into her.
"Sorry!" the two said at the same time.Jiang Luo smiled nervously.
"I was too absent-minded, I'm sorry." She said, her voice became a little shrill due to nervousness, and she thought that her own voice must be very annoying.
"What's wrong?" Du Nasha asked softly, looking at the phone in her hand.
"It's nothing." Jiang Luo hurriedly put the phone into her purse. "Let's go."
For a moment, and only for a moment, she thought about leaving Du Nasha behind, ran desperately, ran back, panting and flushed, ran to the classroom to find Lin Luxing, and then the two reunited.But this idea was destined to be impossible to implement from the moment it flashed. She couldn't leave Du Nasha for Lin Luxing for no reason, especially after Lin Luxing showed how much she valued her.Jiang Luo took a deep breath, but gradually calmed down.She forgave Lin Luxing, and the unhappiness and anxiety that Lin Luxing had left for her disappeared without a trace.She had the drive to deceive herself again.Lin Luxing has many suitors, Lin Luxing can fall in love with anyone, anyone is willing to fall in love with her, but Jiang Luo has her friendship, and Jiang Luo is willing to be her forever friend.
Jiang Luo decided to find her after class in the afternoon, and had dinner with Lin Luxing at the milk tea shop.
"Du Nasha is going to participate in the poetry recitation competition next month." She just typed this line in the input box and told Lin Luxing: "But she didn't think about what to recite. I have a lot of books at home, so I asked her to visit my house , I can lend her whatever she wants."
Lin Luxing replied quickly: "The school's art festival next month? I also have a program."
"Really?" Jiang Luo was a little surprised, Lin Luxing had never told her before, maybe it was only two days before the decision, she couldn't help but panic, she didn't know how many things about Lin Luxing she had missed. "Then you can tell me if you need help." She wrote hastily.
"Thank you..." After a while, Lin Luxing sent another message: "I haven't figured it out yet."
Jiang Luo thought for a while, and then replied cheekily: "Then let me help you think about it. I'll help you think about it after class this afternoon. Anyway, I don't know anything, I can only think wildly." She specially added this In a word, I hope to make Lin Luxing smile.
While speaking, Jiang Luo had already walked into the apartment building at home.Jiang Luo's family lives in the first batch of staff dormitories built. The environment is excellent. There is almost no noise except for the singing of birds. Although it is very old, it is not too bad. She has no dissatisfaction with everything, and even likes the old buildings very much. Red wood window mullions and geometric cutouts on the outward-facing walls of the stairwell.It's just that she didn't know what Du Nasha would think of her family, so she couldn't help feeling a little uneasy.Along the way, Jiang Luo was busy exchanging messages with Lin Luxing, and didn't chat much with Du Nasha, which was obviously rude, but fortunately, Du Nasha didn't show any reproach.It's not that Jiang Luo didn't think about talking to Du Nasha so as not to neglect her, but he gave up as soon as he caught Du Nasha's gaze.From the beginning to the end, Du Nasha looked at Jiang Luo with focused and solemn eyes, so she had to let her down, and quickly turned her face away.
Jiang Luo led Du Nasha into the small doorway, walked through the narrow stairs with thin black iron railings on both sides, and climbed up with twists and turns.This staff dormitory is completely in the style of half a century ago. There are two households on the first floor. There is no light on the stairs and it looks shady. Can drop ashes.Jiang Luo likes to be old, so he is full of nostalgia for the style of this tube building, while Du Nasha looks at it silently, showing no surprise, but also feeling kind.Jiang Luo observed her expression and thought wildly, where would a person like Du Nasha live?She knew that Du Nasha lived by the river, far away from here.Du Nasha seems to be only suitable for living in the old foreign-style buildings in the concession. Every Sunday, she moves the chairs to the balcony on the second floor to bask in the sun, read newspapers, drink tea, and also keeps a cat. She wears frilly lace sleeves on her wrists at all times. .Because Du Nasha is always quiet and likes to wear a dress to school, even if she is warned by the teacher, she doesn't care.
Jiang Luo's home was on the fourth floor, and he arrived soon. There was no one at home at noon.After changing her shoes, she led Du Nasha into the study quietly.The study is Jiang Luo's favorite place, and she often spends the whole afternoon here.The room is sunny, and a large golden chandelier hangs from the ceiling. On the left hand side, there is an antique cabinet half the size of the wall. Long knives, fans of lace and silk in imitation of ivory bone, and other pretty things like that.Next to it is a desk covered with a goose-yellow cutout floral tablecloth, and a small wine cabinet, which is full of various wine bottles with beautifully designed foreign language labels, containing wines of various colors.On the innermost wall of the room, there are two large windows that almost fall to the floor, with white gauze curtains hanging down, and a door leading directly to the balcony.On the other two walls, there are four tall and large bookcases. The glass windows are full of books. Standing there looks a little gloomy and has a bit of classical charm, as if it is something in a large library. a secret room.
"Look for the book you want." Jiang Luo said, sat down on the beige gray sofa in the center of the room, couldn't help but sneak out of the phone to check again, this time there was no news of Lin Luxing.She raised her head: "There is a chair next to it. If you can't reach it, you can take the chair, or let me help you."
Du Nasha was only 1.5 meters tall, which Jiang Luo saw written on her medical examination form with her own eyes. If she wanted to get the books on the upper shelf of the bookcase, she had to use a chair. Jiang Luo thought of this when going up the stairs.Du Nasha nodded, but she was unwilling to bring a chair right away. She stood in front of the four large bookcases, looking back and forth, with a pensive expression on her face, as if she couldn't believe that there were so many books in front of her—— Indeed, ordinary people will never have such a large number of books, unless in a library or bookstore, it is difficult to see such a scene.
"Do you have Dostoevsky's books here?" Dunasha didn't even look at the places she couldn't reach, but opened the bookcase, carefully searched for a while on the lower floor, then suddenly stopped and turned her head Come and watch Jiang Luo.
"What?" Jiang Luo asked while staring at the phone's chat interface.
She couldn't help but revisit the conversation with Lin Luxing just now. Lin Luxing's last sentence "I haven't figured it out yet" was short and narrow, and it fell into the dialog box. Jiang Luo could even imagine Lin Luxing saying this The secretive tone and slightly frowning eyebrows when speaking.What program is suitable for Lin Luxing?Jiang Luo tried hard to think, but the image of Lin Luxing wearing a performance dress and standing in front of those who admired her appeared in his mind.The black dress is suitable for Lin Luxing, she thought, as for the show?That doesn't matter at all, no one will care.
Jiang Luo put down her phone, and Du Nasha looked at her expressionlessly, her small body leaning against the glass bookcase door that was opened to the side, and her petite figure was reflected in the middle of the glass partitioned by wooden strips.Du Nasha is wearing a light brown striped long windbreaker decorated with red copper buttons, a rose sweater, and a white high-waisted fishbone dress. Her shoulder-length hair is divided into two strands, and she wears two headbands with ribbon bows under her ears bundle up.Her dress is full of literary and artistic temperament, which is very suitable for a room full of books. In the reflection of a book, she looks dark, dignified and solemn.
"Dostoevsky, a Russian writer." Dunasa pursed her lips, pointing to a series of novels that were neatly arranged somewhere on the bookshelf and slightly dusty, speaking in a delicate but solemn voice The voice said: "Here...he has a complete set of books."
"Yes, there are many!" Jiang Luo was puzzled for a while, and finally remembered: "It was bought by my own father, it is a very old version, and some of them are no longer available, you can take them if you want. "
"Your father likes Dostoevsky?" Dunasha turned her head again, and pulled out another orange-red poetry collection, her tone seemed a little surprised: "There are even his less famous novels."
"Well, I don't know." Jiang Luo curled her lips: "I haven't met my own father. But since that's the case, then he must like Dostoevsky very much, maybe even more than me." She said to herself Thought it was a playful joke.
There was a snap, and there was the sound of the pages of the book closing. "...I'm sorry." Du Nasha suddenly lowered her voice and lowered her head. "I don't know what's going on in your house. I shouldn't have asked."
"What's the matter, I'm joking!" Jiang Luo's poor mouth received unexpected sympathy, she was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, and said in a more nonchalant tone: "I don't know my biological father at all! I haven't seen him, and I don't want to see him, so I don't care—since my father doesn't like me at all, of course it's better not to have my father. Poor, I know a lot of people are like that," she said, pouted as she stared at the ceiling.
"So...then you haven't read it?" Dunasha touched the spine of the book with gold letters, turned her head, and asked a little hastily, "Have you read Dostoevsky?"
"Probably... probably read it..." Lin Luxing did not expect that it would arouse her such interest, like a student who was suddenly questioned by the teacher, a little at a loss.She tried her best to think back, and said: "But it's not "Crime and Punishment". I haven't read "Crime and Punishment". It’s the one where the heroine finally got married and regretted it…”
Du Nasha showed a clear expression, her two small lips were pursed, it was that book, I have also read it, and I like it very much-she almost blurted out.But at this time Jiang Luo's cell phone rang again, and Lin Luxing replied to her.
Jiang Luo grabbed the phone and didn't continue this topic. The content of the thought-provoking novel, together with the Russian writer and Du Nasha who asked the question, disappeared from her mind.Almost impatiently, she slid open the lock screen, but what she saw was a voice.Lin Luxing had never sent her a voice before, and Jiang Luo immediately noticed an indescribable strangeness.She instinctively felt that she shouldn't listen to this news in front of Du Nasha, but she couldn't help but click on it.
She did it very stupidly, the volume of the mobile phone is quite loud, the default amplification mode, it is too late to cover up, Lin Luxing's slightly hoarse and deep voice, as lonely as her sigh, is clearly heard in the study room where there are only two people reverberated.
"I recognize Du Nasha." Lin Lu said calmly: "She participated in the school's recitation competition before and won the ranking. I remember, she also contributed articles to the school magazine. I just thought that you cultural students should I’m quite nervous. Now I’m in the third year of high school and I’m going to take the final exam. It’s very time-consuming to prepare for it. But it’s not difficult for her. She is very good at it and likes poetry very much. Our Chinese teacher praised her in our class. Maybe she can become a poet in the future." When she said this, she even smiled slightly.
Lin Luxing is an art student, and he is an art student in Wuxinyiyi College, so he is not too busy. Even in the third year of high school, he can participate in activities as he likes.Jiang Luo and Du Nasha were different. They could only get scores by taking paper exams. Even though they had no yearning for a university, they were still used by Lin Luxing.
To say that a female senior high school student who is not very enthusiastic about studying can become a poet in the future can be regarded as a kind of irony, or at least teasing. In this era of degenerated literature and art, unless the family is very rich, poets always have a somewhat derogatory feeling.Jiang Luo never thought that Lin Luxing would say such a thing, and based on her understanding of Lin Luxing, it was even hostile.Lin Luxing's inexplicable hostility made her feel unbelievable.Whether it's her tone, her discussion, including the fact that she talked about Du Nasha, it seems so unusual.Lin Luxing shouldn't have paid attention to Du Nasha.
Jiang Luo raised his gaze, and Du Nasha had already turned her face completely. In an instant, Jiang Luo felt that it would not be surprising even if she got angry.Sure enough, Du Nasha stared blankly at Jiang Luo's phone, her face seemed a little pale.
"Are you chatting with Lin Luxing?" She asked in a low voice. "You and Lin Luxing have a very good relationship."
"Yes." Jiang Luo hurriedly typed a line of reply on the screen, at the same time, smiled at Du Nasha, and deliberately replied in a cheerful tone: "So you know her too, I don't know it at all, you two are hiding it from me." I!"
"Because... because I'm not very close, and I've only met a few times." Du Nasha hastily defended, seeming a little flustered.She didn't even read the book anymore, walked away from the bookcase, walked to Jiang Luo and stopped. "In addition to meeting her in the dormitory building, I also met her once in the back street of the school last week. I was very surprised that you were not with her."
As she spoke, she sat down beside Lin Luxing, and sat on the sofa with her side by side, the two of them were very close.Du Nasha only weighs about 70 kilograms. She is short and thin, and she moves very little. When she sat down, the leather sofa only sank slightly.Jiang Luo was so startled by this small movement that his whole body almost tensed up.In the past, although Du Nasha liked her very much, she never got close to her. Jiang Luo thought that Du Nasha didn't like being close to people.Du Nasha's sudden intimacy is very weird, comparable to Lin Luxing's weirdness. Her intimacy is like a cat's intimacy, which makes people flattered and uneasy, as if it will disappear at any time.Jiang Luo was very afraid that he would inadvertently hold down the hem of Du Nasha's skirt, making the other party make a fool of herself when she got up, and then everything would be over.
"Is that tall college student her new boyfriend?" Du Nasha obviously didn't think there was anything wrong with her actions, she turned her head sideways and asked in her usual gossip tone.Her face was full of curiosity: "I saw him twice, once at the door of the girls' dormitory. They were also together when I went to the bookstore to buy books last week. Someone told me that was her boyfriend, but I hadn't heard of it before."
"I don't know...!" This surprised Jiang Luo even more, and he replied quickly.
Before that, she had more or less heard rumors about Lin Lu's debauchery and frivolity, and she had dated many men outside of school.Jiang Luo never defended Lin Luxing, because even Jiang Luo himself thought it was possible.Lin Luxing is very beautiful, and her attitude towards others that can't be distinguished from indifference or shyness is also very attractive. Jiang Luo can be said to hate Lin Luxing in this respect. Maybe she is jealous of her popularity, not to mention Lin Luxing's attitude towards being treated by the opposite sex. She never denied the matter of welcome, and seemed to be proud of it, Jiang Luo hated her even more.
"Last week... who told you?" Jiang Luo subconsciously approached Du Nasha, pressing both hands on the sofa in front of him.She murmured: "I really don't know about her boyfriend... But it's not surprising." Jiang Luo stopped and shrugged his shoulders to cover up: "Lin Luxing is indeed that kind of person——I had a good time with her, So it's clear that I don't want to favor her. She told me herself... that she has no shortage of suitors, alas, she is very confident." Jiang Luo suddenly couldn't restrain himself, and laughed loudly: "Probably Maybe she fell in love after she said that! She didn't tell me."
She felt that she was getting more and more confused, so she stopped a little annoyed.Indeed, Du Nasha's information about her boyfriend made her confused, and her confusion made her angry.Fortunately, Du Nasha was considerate. She watched her performance with compassion and tenderness. She didn't tap the back of Jiang Luo's hand with the book of poems rolled up in her hand until Jiang Luo finished speaking. Jiang Luo immediately withdrew his hand and looked at Du Nasha with a face full of despair.She didn't know that the expression on her face was very helpless at this time, and anyone who saw this expression would feel that she was very pitiful.
"By the way, let's not talk about this. I just picked out the poems I want to read." Du Nasha looked at her and said slowly: "This is the book. Sappho. Can you lend it to me?"
Just before she left the bookcase, she took the orange-covered poetry collection from it. This collection of poems was placed on the lower shelf of Dostoevsky's novels, and Jiang Luo never noticed it.It was a very old-looking "Sappho's Lyric Poetry", which Du Nasha seemed to like very much. She had been holding it in her hand since she found this poetry collection.
Jiang Luo never thought that he would have such a book at home.This book is at least ten years old, the paper is yellow and fragile, the surface is covered with dust, and it exudes the musty smell of old books.However, Du Nasha couldn't put it down like a treasure, and Jiang Luo couldn't help worrying that the gray stains on the book would stain her white silk dress.When she saw the title of this collection of poems clearly, she seemed to be hit by the divine will.Although Jiang Luo didn't have a deep understanding, he had heard the story of the tenth muse singing beside the harp and her young and beautiful female students.At this juncture, Du Nasha suddenly took out the book, and Jiang Luo felt ominous.
In her eyes, the orange book cover looks like the pattern of a poisonous snake, like a warning sign, revealing some hidden evils, and the bright colors and moving verses deliberately lure her and inspire her, making her involuntarily give birth Allowed delusions.
"Ah! It's this person! I know it." Jiang Luo looked at Du Nasha, then at the cover of the book, and couldn't help blurting out: "I heard... I heard that she is a lesbian."
"No." Du Nasha interrupted her and said firmly. "She married a man too."
In an instant, Du Nasha's tenderness disappeared, and she returned to the previous Du Nasha.Jiang Luo looked at her firmly and confrontationally, those two exquisite light red lips with lip balm opened and closed cruelly, especially when the word "marriage" was mentioned, Du Nasha's voice was so cold that it almost made people feel uncomfortable. feel horrible.Her eyes seemed to be half-open, and there was a resolute denial in the gaze revealed under the eyelids.
Marriage, this is the second time Jiang Luo has heard this word at noon today.It had never been so unpleasant to her.Jiang Luo originally wanted to say, what is the conflict between lesbianism and marriage?But seeing Du Nasha's appearance, she still held back.Marriage, she just repeated it silently in her heart, this word is distant and unfamiliar to female high school students, and it is also very scary, Jiang Luo couldn't help shivering.
Fortunately, Du Nasha stopped talking about marriage soon. She found the poem she wanted to read, and her mood improved immediately. Jiang Luo was relieved.But Lin Luxing didn't send any more messages, and Jiang Luo's heart was in utter chaos.
Half an hour before class, the two of them returned to the classroom, and before they walked in, they felt that the atmosphere was not quite right.Many people ran out of the classroom, stood outside and talked a lot, and occasionally looked in the middle from outside the classroom, and their expressions were more or less ironic.
Jiang Luo instinctively felt that this was not a good thing, but it might be interesting.She walked over with the mentality of joining in the fun, while the classmates laughed and gestured to her with their eyes. At this moment, she didn't realize that she was the protagonist of the farce.
Through the window facing the corridor, she saw a person sitting there, sitting in Jiang Luo's position.Now it was lunch break, everyone gathered together to talk in twos and threes, while the man stayed there alone, with his head raised, short black hair hanging down to his jaw, revealing his snow-white neck, he looked very proud and lonely.Jiang Luo glanced at her, as if she had fallen into a deep dream, it really didn't seem like a real thing, she was full of unreal joy, she quickly ran into the classroom.
That was Lin Luxing.Lin Luxing came to their class and sat in her seat.No wonder it caused such waves among the students.
"I've been waiting for you." Before Jiang Luo could speak, Lin Luxing said in a low voice, "I thought you would come sooner."
"I'm sorry. Do you have... what's the matter?" Jiang Luo stopped in front of her and forced a smile at her.
"It's okay. It's just that I thought you would return early, so I didn't go to eat and waited here." Lin Luxing replied.Those eyes glanced at her, then turned to look behind her. "Hello, Dunasha." She murmured friendly, even timidly, to Dunasha who came over: "I'm going back to class now, and I have to draw in the afternoon. Your recitation at the art festival , I will definitely listen."
Du Nasha lowered her head and didn't say hello or speak.For some reason, Jiang Luojue
Jiang Luo has been thinking about Lin Luxing.
On the way home from get out of class at noon today, she thought the most, more than every day before.Although this morning she thought that she was about to get rid of those boring delusions, she was about to get rid of the dream-like shadow that Lin Luxing left on her heart.But after class at noon, she suddenly received a message from Lin Luxing, which was unexpected. While she was ecstatic, Jiang Luo fell into deep confusion.A deeper and darker delusion suddenly grew from the white phone screen and from the person's words, like black vines, firmly controlling her.
When Jiang Luo and her classmates were walking home, every half a minute passed, she couldn't help but take out her phone to see if there was any follow-up message from Lin Luxing, even though her phone's notification tone was turned up to the maximum, and she Her mental tension will never let her miss any message.Because of this, she neglected her classmate and felt very embarrassed. After all, she took the initiative to invite this classmate to her home.
Jiang Luo's family lived in the university, and the college students had just finished class at this time, with advanced textbooks in their hands, in twos and threes, like a group of adults, walking past Jiang Luo talking and laughing.Jiang Luo and his classmates walked forward among the college students. From time to time, the hem of clothes and hair tips, and the fragrance of mature women's cosmetics brushed in front of him. The bright sunlight shone on the side of the teaching building where dead creepers criss-crossed, and the metal plaque shone brightly. , The school radio broadcasts irrelevant news, everything seems to be just right, and it is as pleasant as delusion.
The classmate with Jiang Luo was named Du Nasha, no matter how you looked at it, she was the complete opposite of Lin Luxing, and she didn't seem to be the same as Jiang Luo.Du Nasha said a few days ago that she was going to participate in the recitation competition at the school art festival next month, but she didn't think about what poems to recite. Jiang Luo enthusiastically told her that she had a lot of books at home, more than bookstores, and she was willing to lend them to her. She, Du Nasha can go to her home first, and her home is also close, in the university that their high school belongs to.After listening, Du Nasha nodded gratefully, so the day to go to Jiang Luo's house was set for today.
At noon today, just after the last class rang the bell, Jiang Luo walked up to Du Nasha's seat, waiting for her to pack up and the two of them went home together.Du Nasha lowered her head and sorted out the corrected papers in the morning, arranged them in categories, put them in the file folder, and fixed them with metal hinges.Amidst the rustling sound of turning the pages of the book, Jiang Luo's cell phone rang suddenly in his purse, and Du Nasha stopped immediately, raised her head, and stared at Jiang Luo.
Du Nasha often pays too much attention to Jiang Luo, because of this, Jiang Luo is in awe of her.This kind of excessive curiosity and unusual acuity makes people frightened. Du Nasha's eyes are like a discerning judge, looking down on the prisoner from the steps of Hades, gloomy and serious.Jiang Luo thought that he had disturbed her and made her unhappy, so he smiled awkwardly to show that there was nothing wrong.She took out her mobile phone and turned on the screen, and the message that Lin Luxing sent her through the Internet was clearly in front of her eyes.
"Why do you feel like you're avoiding me these days... Is it my illusion?"
Lin Luxing doesn't often chat with Jiang Luo.Although the two have contact information with each other, they rarely communicate by mobile phone.When chatting online, Lin Luxing would always end up talking in a few words.Jiang Luo never thought that Lin Luxing would take the initiative to intervene one day.In the past half a month, Jiang Luo also met Lin Luxing in the corridor and at the door of the toilet. Lin Luxing will always be accompanied by men and women, and her attitude towards Jiang Luo is always the same. If Jiang Luo doesn't say hello to her, Lin Luxing Never take the initiative to talk to her.Jiang Luo even thought that Lin Luxing didn't care about her estrangement at all, and Lin Luxing wouldn't notice any difference in their relationship. After all, she always seemed to be indifferent to anything. Emotionally, it seems particularly indifferent.
Countless facts proved her idea, but she denied them all through a message today.Lin Luxing probably noticed it a long time ago. Jiang Luo was holding the phone in a daze, gulping down saliva, her heart beating violently and chaotically. After reading and rereading Lin Luxing's words, they had become blurred and unfamiliar. She never expected that Lin Luxing would had such a strong effect on her.
——"It's your illusion." However, when she realized it, she immediately replied in such a cold and unreasonable manner.
The strange thing is that Jiang Luo has completely forgotten about Du Nasha in front of her at this moment. Her excitement can be said to be out of control, and her hands are almost shaking, but she tried her best to pretend to be indifferent in the words she typed. look.This is too indifferent, maybe it will make Lin Luxing unwilling to talk to her, Jiang Luo looked at the dialog box with trepidation, and wondered if she had gone too far, she hesitated for a while, then pressed her fingertips again to send out On the colored light screen, she sent a second message: "Why did you say that all of a sudden?"
Sure enough, after a while, the other party replied indifferently: "That's good, it's nothing." After that, there was no further text.
This is a typical Lin Luxing-style dialogue, with an unexpected beginning and an unexpected end.She didn't have a strong interest in anything, and she just went to the point and perfunctory.
Jiang Luo waited and waited until Du Nasha packed her things, stood up, and stared at her quietly, only then did she realize that what she had done was inappropriate.Du Nasha didn't urge her, which made Jiang Luo feel very guilty.She put the phone back, and walked out of the classroom with Du Nasha silently, feeling extremely uncomfortable. There always seemed to be some other meaning in Du Nasha's silent eyes.It was obvious to Dunasha that something was going on this noon.
Before getting acquainted with Du Nasha and the others, Jiang Luo had only been friends with Lin Luxing for two months.Lin Luxing is Jiang Luo's best friend.She was so intoxicated with this exclusive friendship that she forgot anyone she had ever been close to.Lin Luxing may not be the most beautiful in the whole school, but she must be the most outstanding in their third grade. From Jiang Luo's point of view, she has a melancholy temperament. No matter what she does, she is always light and airy. It can be seen that she is not very human.
It was an unexpected and lucky thing for Jiang Luo to become Lin Luxing's close friend.However, there was still a problem between them, which was actually Jiang Luo's unilateral quarrel.Since the day of Singles' Day, she has intentionally neglected Lin Luxing, and it has been half a month.During this period, Jiang Luo's life was very difficult.
Jiang Luo had a sudden epiphany when he was talking about love with Lin Luxing. On Singles' Day, Lin Luxing casually said that he didn't need to celebrate the festival at all.This is just an ordinary fact that everyone knows: Lin Luxing is being admired by many people.For some reason, Jiang Luo couldn't accept it. When she observed Lin Luxing's lowered eyes from the side, Lin Luxing's long brown eyelashes just pierced her heart, flapping slightly in the soft and sensitive flesh, A burst of subtle pain and unbearable itching immediately spread to every nerve in Jiang Luo. It seemed that Jiang Luo's life rested on the opening and closing of these eyes, on the soft, quiet movement of eyelash feathers. In the rhythm of rising and falling.The ups and downs of Jiang Luo's chest could not help becoming softer and quieter, echoing the frequency of Lin Luxing's blinking, falling slowly and cautiously, she was short of breath for a while.
Before she realized it, the strong longing and possessive desire had distorted the friendship and made it develop in a terrible direction. Her emotions were taken away by Lin Luxing, and Lin Luxing dominated her feelings.Lin Luxing told Jiang Luo in a completely nonchalant tone that whenever she passed the stairwell, there would always be eyes peeping at her in the dark, stroking her skirt with longing eyes, Jiang Luo listened tremblingly, carefully observing Lin Luxing's expression.Lin Luxing had sympathy for their unrequited love, but in the end it was only a meaningless topic of conversation, which disappeared with the long free time in the gloomy afternoon.
When secretly watching Lin Luxing, the fatal feeling that her heart was held in someone else's hands made Jiang Luo's hair stand on end. She had never experienced such a moment of suffocation. She didn't know that it was so dangerous and her life was hanging by a thread.For half a month, she tried her best to avoid all this, just like an animal's instinct before the disaster. Although sometimes she couldn't help but go to Lin Luxing's class to find her, and tried to maintain a normal speaking tone to communicate with her, but Jiang Luo had lunch. I didn't have dinner with Lin Luxing anymore, and I didn't make an appointment with Lin Luxing once on weekends.
Before this, Jiang Luo and Lin Luxing were always inseparable. They were always together during and after class, having lunch at noon, and going home in the afternoon.Lin Luxing was a live-in student, after evening self-study, Jiang Luo would always send Lin Luxing back to the dormitory first, send her to her roommate, and then go home by herself, and even send her to the station on weekends.This was nothing in the past, after all, the dormitory is only a short distance away, and the station is not far away, so it is always good to spend more time with Lin Luxing.But Jiang Luo also felt something was wrong recently, why couldn't Lin Luxing send her home first, and then go back to the dormitory by herself?As soon as she thought of this, she felt that she was wishful thinking. She paid far more for friendship than Lin Luxing, and she lost her balance in her heart.
After alienating Lin Luxing, Jiang Luo gradually started to play with her classmates, and made appointments with them to eat and go to the bookstore. She was looking for a safe person who could replace Lin Luxing among them.Then she remembered that she was lively, popular, and had a group of friends, and the girls quickly liked her and accepted her again.Among them, Du Nasha was the most. Du Nasha was the first to get acquainted with her, and she also showed that she liked Jiang Luo the most.Because of this, Jiang Luo felt a little guilty for contacting Lin Luxing under Du Nasha's gaze.
However, Du Nasha's intense gaze made Jiang Luo feel a little bit of excitement in his heart.What is there to hide?Everyone knew that she had a good relationship with Lin Luxing in the past, and would have a good relationship in the future. If Lin Luxing asked, she would immediately abandon all the friends around her and go back to Lin Luxing. She knew very well that her impulse could not be contained.Du Nasha must also know that Jiang Luo has a special meaning to Lin Luxing.Let the whole class—the whole grade know that this beautiful and attractive Lin Luxing cares about me the most, Jiang Luo thought ecstatically: She needs me, she is looking for me.
She and Du Nasha walked up a quiet boulevard in the university, with the crown of yellow plane trees shadowing the top of their heads.The sun hangs down from the gaps in the leaves, hanging around them like prayer flags in front of the Buddha.Jiang Luo walked on such a road, and often imagined that he was an aristocrat in the Heian era, standing in the middle of the golden dojo.
Before turning to the right and entering the staff dormitory area, Jiang Luo finally received another message reminder.This was the first time she had confirmed that Lin Luxing cared about her. Jiang Luo had always thought that Lin Luxing would not care about anyone. Perhaps because of this, she somewhat underestimated the development of the situation. She never thought that Lin Luxing would take actions other than verbal inquiries. And once Lin Luxing took action, it would be amazing.
"I went to your class to look for you, but I couldn't find you. They said you went home with Du Nasha at noon today."
Under the sunlight, the light of the display screen was quite dim, and Jiang Luo's reflection was clearly reflected, and the line of characters was also dark and small, as if deliberately unwilling to be seen clearly.Jiang Luo stopped abruptly and nearly fell to the ground. Du Nasha, who was behind her, was caught off guard and bumped into her.
"Sorry!" the two said at the same time.Jiang Luo smiled nervously.
"I was too absent-minded, I'm sorry." She said, her voice became a little shrill due to nervousness, and she thought that her own voice must be very annoying.
"What's wrong?" Du Nasha asked softly, looking at the phone in her hand.
"It's nothing." Jiang Luo hurriedly put the phone into her purse. "Let's go."
For a moment, and only for a moment, she thought about leaving Du Nasha behind, ran desperately, ran back, panting and flushed, ran to the classroom to find Lin Luxing, and then the two reunited.But this idea was destined to be impossible to implement from the moment it flashed. She couldn't leave Du Nasha for Lin Luxing for no reason, especially after Lin Luxing showed how much she valued her.Jiang Luo took a deep breath, but gradually calmed down.She forgave Lin Luxing, and the unhappiness and anxiety that Lin Luxing had left for her disappeared without a trace.She had the drive to deceive herself again.Lin Luxing has many suitors, Lin Luxing can fall in love with anyone, anyone is willing to fall in love with her, but Jiang Luo has her friendship, and Jiang Luo is willing to be her forever friend.
Jiang Luo decided to find her after class in the afternoon, and had dinner with Lin Luxing at the milk tea shop.
"Du Nasha is going to participate in the poetry recitation competition next month." She just typed this line in the input box and told Lin Luxing: "But she didn't think about what to recite. I have a lot of books at home, so I asked her to visit my house , I can lend her whatever she wants."
Lin Luxing replied quickly: "The school's art festival next month? I also have a program."
"Really?" Jiang Luo was a little surprised, Lin Luxing had never told her before, maybe it was only two days before the decision, she couldn't help but panic, she didn't know how many things about Lin Luxing she had missed. "Then you can tell me if you need help." She wrote hastily.
"Thank you..." After a while, Lin Luxing sent another message: "I haven't figured it out yet."
Jiang Luo thought for a while, and then replied cheekily: "Then let me help you think about it. I'll help you think about it after class this afternoon. Anyway, I don't know anything, I can only think wildly." She specially added this In a word, I hope to make Lin Luxing smile.
While speaking, Jiang Luo had already walked into the apartment building at home.Jiang Luo's family lives in the first batch of staff dormitories built. The environment is excellent. There is almost no noise except for the singing of birds. Although it is very old, it is not too bad. She has no dissatisfaction with everything, and even likes the old buildings very much. Red wood window mullions and geometric cutouts on the outward-facing walls of the stairwell.It's just that she didn't know what Du Nasha would think of her family, so she couldn't help feeling a little uneasy.Along the way, Jiang Luo was busy exchanging messages with Lin Luxing, and didn't chat much with Du Nasha, which was obviously rude, but fortunately, Du Nasha didn't show any reproach.It's not that Jiang Luo didn't think about talking to Du Nasha so as not to neglect her, but he gave up as soon as he caught Du Nasha's gaze.From the beginning to the end, Du Nasha looked at Jiang Luo with focused and solemn eyes, so she had to let her down, and quickly turned her face away.
Jiang Luo led Du Nasha into the small doorway, walked through the narrow stairs with thin black iron railings on both sides, and climbed up with twists and turns.This staff dormitory is completely in the style of half a century ago. There are two households on the first floor. There is no light on the stairs and it looks shady. Can drop ashes.Jiang Luo likes to be old, so he is full of nostalgia for the style of this tube building, while Du Nasha looks at it silently, showing no surprise, but also feeling kind.Jiang Luo observed her expression and thought wildly, where would a person like Du Nasha live?She knew that Du Nasha lived by the river, far away from here.Du Nasha seems to be only suitable for living in the old foreign-style buildings in the concession. Every Sunday, she moves the chairs to the balcony on the second floor to bask in the sun, read newspapers, drink tea, and also keeps a cat. She wears frilly lace sleeves on her wrists at all times. .Because Du Nasha is always quiet and likes to wear a dress to school, even if she is warned by the teacher, she doesn't care.
Jiang Luo's home was on the fourth floor, and he arrived soon. There was no one at home at noon.After changing her shoes, she led Du Nasha into the study quietly.The study is Jiang Luo's favorite place, and she often spends the whole afternoon here.The room is sunny, and a large golden chandelier hangs from the ceiling. On the left hand side, there is an antique cabinet half the size of the wall. Long knives, fans of lace and silk in imitation of ivory bone, and other pretty things like that.Next to it is a desk covered with a goose-yellow cutout floral tablecloth, and a small wine cabinet, which is full of various wine bottles with beautifully designed foreign language labels, containing wines of various colors.On the innermost wall of the room, there are two large windows that almost fall to the floor, with white gauze curtains hanging down, and a door leading directly to the balcony.On the other two walls, there are four tall and large bookcases. The glass windows are full of books. Standing there looks a little gloomy and has a bit of classical charm, as if it is something in a large library. a secret room.
"Look for the book you want." Jiang Luo said, sat down on the beige gray sofa in the center of the room, couldn't help but sneak out of the phone to check again, this time there was no news of Lin Luxing.She raised her head: "There is a chair next to it. If you can't reach it, you can take the chair, or let me help you."
Du Nasha was only 1.5 meters tall, which Jiang Luo saw written on her medical examination form with her own eyes. If she wanted to get the books on the upper shelf of the bookcase, she had to use a chair. Jiang Luo thought of this when going up the stairs.Du Nasha nodded, but she was unwilling to bring a chair right away. She stood in front of the four large bookcases, looking back and forth, with a pensive expression on her face, as if she couldn't believe that there were so many books in front of her—— Indeed, ordinary people will never have such a large number of books, unless in a library or bookstore, it is difficult to see such a scene.
"Do you have Dostoevsky's books here?" Dunasha didn't even look at the places she couldn't reach, but opened the bookcase, carefully searched for a while on the lower floor, then suddenly stopped and turned her head Come and watch Jiang Luo.
"What?" Jiang Luo asked while staring at the phone's chat interface.
She couldn't help but revisit the conversation with Lin Luxing just now. Lin Luxing's last sentence "I haven't figured it out yet" was short and narrow, and it fell into the dialog box. Jiang Luo could even imagine Lin Luxing saying this The secretive tone and slightly frowning eyebrows when speaking.What program is suitable for Lin Luxing?Jiang Luo tried hard to think, but the image of Lin Luxing wearing a performance dress and standing in front of those who admired her appeared in his mind.The black dress is suitable for Lin Luxing, she thought, as for the show?That doesn't matter at all, no one will care.
Jiang Luo put down her phone, and Du Nasha looked at her expressionlessly, her small body leaning against the glass bookcase door that was opened to the side, and her petite figure was reflected in the middle of the glass partitioned by wooden strips.Du Nasha is wearing a light brown striped long windbreaker decorated with red copper buttons, a rose sweater, and a white high-waisted fishbone dress. Her shoulder-length hair is divided into two strands, and she wears two headbands with ribbon bows under her ears bundle up.Her dress is full of literary and artistic temperament, which is very suitable for a room full of books. In the reflection of a book, she looks dark, dignified and solemn.
"Dostoevsky, a Russian writer." Dunasa pursed her lips, pointing to a series of novels that were neatly arranged somewhere on the bookshelf and slightly dusty, speaking in a delicate but solemn voice The voice said: "Here...he has a complete set of books."
"Yes, there are many!" Jiang Luo was puzzled for a while, and finally remembered: "It was bought by my own father, it is a very old version, and some of them are no longer available, you can take them if you want. "
"Your father likes Dostoevsky?" Dunasha turned her head again, and pulled out another orange-red poetry collection, her tone seemed a little surprised: "There are even his less famous novels."
"Well, I don't know." Jiang Luo curled her lips: "I haven't met my own father. But since that's the case, then he must like Dostoevsky very much, maybe even more than me." She said to herself Thought it was a playful joke.
There was a snap, and there was the sound of the pages of the book closing. "...I'm sorry." Du Nasha suddenly lowered her voice and lowered her head. "I don't know what's going on in your house. I shouldn't have asked."
"What's the matter, I'm joking!" Jiang Luo's poor mouth received unexpected sympathy, she was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, and said in a more nonchalant tone: "I don't know my biological father at all! I haven't seen him, and I don't want to see him, so I don't care—since my father doesn't like me at all, of course it's better not to have my father. Poor, I know a lot of people are like that," she said, pouted as she stared at the ceiling.
"So...then you haven't read it?" Dunasha touched the spine of the book with gold letters, turned her head, and asked a little hastily, "Have you read Dostoevsky?"
"Probably... probably read it..." Lin Luxing did not expect that it would arouse her such interest, like a student who was suddenly questioned by the teacher, a little at a loss.She tried her best to think back, and said: "But it's not "Crime and Punishment". I haven't read "Crime and Punishment". It’s the one where the heroine finally got married and regretted it…”
Du Nasha showed a clear expression, her two small lips were pursed, it was that book, I have also read it, and I like it very much-she almost blurted out.But at this time Jiang Luo's cell phone rang again, and Lin Luxing replied to her.
Jiang Luo grabbed the phone and didn't continue this topic. The content of the thought-provoking novel, together with the Russian writer and Du Nasha who asked the question, disappeared from her mind.Almost impatiently, she slid open the lock screen, but what she saw was a voice.Lin Luxing had never sent her a voice before, and Jiang Luo immediately noticed an indescribable strangeness.She instinctively felt that she shouldn't listen to this news in front of Du Nasha, but she couldn't help but click on it.
She did it very stupidly, the volume of the mobile phone is quite loud, the default amplification mode, it is too late to cover up, Lin Luxing's slightly hoarse and deep voice, as lonely as her sigh, is clearly heard in the study room where there are only two people reverberated.
"I recognize Du Nasha." Lin Lu said calmly: "She participated in the school's recitation competition before and won the ranking. I remember, she also contributed articles to the school magazine. I just thought that you cultural students should I’m quite nervous. Now I’m in the third year of high school and I’m going to take the final exam. It’s very time-consuming to prepare for it. But it’s not difficult for her. She is very good at it and likes poetry very much. Our Chinese teacher praised her in our class. Maybe she can become a poet in the future." When she said this, she even smiled slightly.
Lin Luxing is an art student, and he is an art student in Wuxinyiyi College, so he is not too busy. Even in the third year of high school, he can participate in activities as he likes.Jiang Luo and Du Nasha were different. They could only get scores by taking paper exams. Even though they had no yearning for a university, they were still used by Lin Luxing.
To say that a female senior high school student who is not very enthusiastic about studying can become a poet in the future can be regarded as a kind of irony, or at least teasing. In this era of degenerated literature and art, unless the family is very rich, poets always have a somewhat derogatory feeling.Jiang Luo never thought that Lin Luxing would say such a thing, and based on her understanding of Lin Luxing, it was even hostile.Lin Luxing's inexplicable hostility made her feel unbelievable.Whether it's her tone, her discussion, including the fact that she talked about Du Nasha, it seems so unusual.Lin Luxing shouldn't have paid attention to Du Nasha.
Jiang Luo raised his gaze, and Du Nasha had already turned her face completely. In an instant, Jiang Luo felt that it would not be surprising even if she got angry.Sure enough, Du Nasha stared blankly at Jiang Luo's phone, her face seemed a little pale.
"Are you chatting with Lin Luxing?" She asked in a low voice. "You and Lin Luxing have a very good relationship."
"Yes." Jiang Luo hurriedly typed a line of reply on the screen, at the same time, smiled at Du Nasha, and deliberately replied in a cheerful tone: "So you know her too, I don't know it at all, you two are hiding it from me." I!"
"Because... because I'm not very close, and I've only met a few times." Du Nasha hastily defended, seeming a little flustered.She didn't even read the book anymore, walked away from the bookcase, walked to Jiang Luo and stopped. "In addition to meeting her in the dormitory building, I also met her once in the back street of the school last week. I was very surprised that you were not with her."
As she spoke, she sat down beside Lin Luxing, and sat on the sofa with her side by side, the two of them were very close.Du Nasha only weighs about 70 kilograms. She is short and thin, and she moves very little. When she sat down, the leather sofa only sank slightly.Jiang Luo was so startled by this small movement that his whole body almost tensed up.In the past, although Du Nasha liked her very much, she never got close to her. Jiang Luo thought that Du Nasha didn't like being close to people.Du Nasha's sudden intimacy is very weird, comparable to Lin Luxing's weirdness. Her intimacy is like a cat's intimacy, which makes people flattered and uneasy, as if it will disappear at any time.Jiang Luo was very afraid that he would inadvertently hold down the hem of Du Nasha's skirt, making the other party make a fool of herself when she got up, and then everything would be over.
"Is that tall college student her new boyfriend?" Du Nasha obviously didn't think there was anything wrong with her actions, she turned her head sideways and asked in her usual gossip tone.Her face was full of curiosity: "I saw him twice, once at the door of the girls' dormitory. They were also together when I went to the bookstore to buy books last week. Someone told me that was her boyfriend, but I hadn't heard of it before."
"I don't know...!" This surprised Jiang Luo even more, and he replied quickly.
Before that, she had more or less heard rumors about Lin Lu's debauchery and frivolity, and she had dated many men outside of school.Jiang Luo never defended Lin Luxing, because even Jiang Luo himself thought it was possible.Lin Luxing is very beautiful, and her attitude towards others that can't be distinguished from indifference or shyness is also very attractive. Jiang Luo can be said to hate Lin Luxing in this respect. Maybe she is jealous of her popularity, not to mention Lin Luxing's attitude towards being treated by the opposite sex. She never denied the matter of welcome, and seemed to be proud of it, Jiang Luo hated her even more.
"Last week... who told you?" Jiang Luo subconsciously approached Du Nasha, pressing both hands on the sofa in front of him.She murmured: "I really don't know about her boyfriend... But it's not surprising." Jiang Luo stopped and shrugged his shoulders to cover up: "Lin Luxing is indeed that kind of person——I had a good time with her, So it's clear that I don't want to favor her. She told me herself... that she has no shortage of suitors, alas, she is very confident." Jiang Luo suddenly couldn't restrain himself, and laughed loudly: "Probably Maybe she fell in love after she said that! She didn't tell me."
She felt that she was getting more and more confused, so she stopped a little annoyed.Indeed, Du Nasha's information about her boyfriend made her confused, and her confusion made her angry.Fortunately, Du Nasha was considerate. She watched her performance with compassion and tenderness. She didn't tap the back of Jiang Luo's hand with the book of poems rolled up in her hand until Jiang Luo finished speaking. Jiang Luo immediately withdrew his hand and looked at Du Nasha with a face full of despair.She didn't know that the expression on her face was very helpless at this time, and anyone who saw this expression would feel that she was very pitiful.
"By the way, let's not talk about this. I just picked out the poems I want to read." Du Nasha looked at her and said slowly: "This is the book. Sappho. Can you lend it to me?"
Just before she left the bookcase, she took the orange-covered poetry collection from it. This collection of poems was placed on the lower shelf of Dostoevsky's novels, and Jiang Luo never noticed it.It was a very old-looking "Sappho's Lyric Poetry", which Du Nasha seemed to like very much. She had been holding it in her hand since she found this poetry collection.
Jiang Luo never thought that he would have such a book at home.This book is at least ten years old, the paper is yellow and fragile, the surface is covered with dust, and it exudes the musty smell of old books.However, Du Nasha couldn't put it down like a treasure, and Jiang Luo couldn't help worrying that the gray stains on the book would stain her white silk dress.When she saw the title of this collection of poems clearly, she seemed to be hit by the divine will.Although Jiang Luo didn't have a deep understanding, he had heard the story of the tenth muse singing beside the harp and her young and beautiful female students.At this juncture, Du Nasha suddenly took out the book, and Jiang Luo felt ominous.
In her eyes, the orange book cover looks like the pattern of a poisonous snake, like a warning sign, revealing some hidden evils, and the bright colors and moving verses deliberately lure her and inspire her, making her involuntarily give birth Allowed delusions.
"Ah! It's this person! I know it." Jiang Luo looked at Du Nasha, then at the cover of the book, and couldn't help blurting out: "I heard... I heard that she is a lesbian."
"No." Du Nasha interrupted her and said firmly. "She married a man too."
In an instant, Du Nasha's tenderness disappeared, and she returned to the previous Du Nasha.Jiang Luo looked at her firmly and confrontationally, those two exquisite light red lips with lip balm opened and closed cruelly, especially when the word "marriage" was mentioned, Du Nasha's voice was so cold that it almost made people feel uncomfortable. feel horrible.Her eyes seemed to be half-open, and there was a resolute denial in the gaze revealed under the eyelids.
Marriage, this is the second time Jiang Luo has heard this word at noon today.It had never been so unpleasant to her.Jiang Luo originally wanted to say, what is the conflict between lesbianism and marriage?But seeing Du Nasha's appearance, she still held back.Marriage, she just repeated it silently in her heart, this word is distant and unfamiliar to female high school students, and it is also very scary, Jiang Luo couldn't help shivering.
Fortunately, Du Nasha stopped talking about marriage soon. She found the poem she wanted to read, and her mood improved immediately. Jiang Luo was relieved.But Lin Luxing didn't send any more messages, and Jiang Luo's heart was in utter chaos.
Half an hour before class, the two of them returned to the classroom, and before they walked in, they felt that the atmosphere was not quite right.Many people ran out of the classroom, stood outside and talked a lot, and occasionally looked in the middle from outside the classroom, and their expressions were more or less ironic.
Jiang Luo instinctively felt that this was not a good thing, but it might be interesting.She walked over with the mentality of joining in the fun, while the classmates laughed and gestured to her with their eyes. At this moment, she didn't realize that she was the protagonist of the farce.
Through the window facing the corridor, she saw a person sitting there, sitting in Jiang Luo's position.Now it was lunch break, everyone gathered together to talk in twos and threes, while the man stayed there alone, with his head raised, short black hair hanging down to his jaw, revealing his snow-white neck, he looked very proud and lonely.Jiang Luo glanced at her, as if she had fallen into a deep dream, it really didn't seem like a real thing, she was full of unreal joy, she quickly ran into the classroom.
That was Lin Luxing.Lin Luxing came to their class and sat in her seat.No wonder it caused such waves among the students.
"I've been waiting for you." Before Jiang Luo could speak, Lin Luxing said in a low voice, "I thought you would come sooner."
"I'm sorry. Do you have... what's the matter?" Jiang Luo stopped in front of her and forced a smile at her.
"It's okay. It's just that I thought you would return early, so I didn't go to eat and waited here." Lin Luxing replied.Those eyes glanced at her, then turned to look behind her. "Hello, Dunasha." She murmured friendly, even timidly, to Dunasha who came over: "I'm going back to class now, and I have to draw in the afternoon. Your recitation at the art festival , I will definitely listen."
Du Nasha lowered her head and didn't say hello or speak.For some reason, Jiang Luojue
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