There is no cure

When Zixiu came back, it was almost time for dinner. Bian Que sat in Zixiu's room all afternoon. He waited for Zixiu while reading the book. After reading two pages, he became upset and wanted to go out. He got up. , sat down, at a loss, until the door of the room was pushed open with a creak.

"Zixiu!" Bian Que stopped him, but didn't know what to say next, "You, are you okay?" It sounded stupid, it shouldn't be said, Bian Que thought. "Well, it's okay." Zixiu replied, without any emotion in his words, which reminded Bian Que of Qin Di's time, and suddenly panicked.Zixiu looked up at Bian Que, shook his head slightly and said, "It's nothing, something happened recently, and I'm a little tired." "Then you have a good rest these two days, don't think too much, er, although I know these words are quite useless of……"

Just as he was talking, there was a knock on the door. Bian Que went to open the door and saw a little boy waiting outside the door. He bowed and said, "Sir, Master sent me to let me know that the New Year's Eve dinner is ready. It's in the middle of the hall." It's also well arranged, and I don't know if my husband would like to go this year." Bian Que turned to look at Zixiu, and Zixiu hummed, which means he agreed.So Bian Que replied to the little boy: "We're going there now, please run for a while." "It's just my job."

"Are you going now?" "Wait a while, there's no one there now." Zixiu only felt a headache when he thought about the dinner party, and he could delay it for a while. "If you're too tired, you'd better not go." "No, just get together for a meal, nothing to do." Seeing this scene, Bian Que didn't say anything else.

Bian Que was also stunned for a moment when he arrived in the hall, usually depressed, but during the Chinese New Year, the group of people almost exploded. Although everyone tried their best to keep the volume down, but there were too many people, Bian Que only felt that his head was buzzing.Zixiu had already gone to the Master's side at this moment, a group of people were chatting, he simply returned the greetings of the Master, and explained the matter of Mo Di, and left after drinking tea.

Here Bian Que has been dragged by the old man doctor to drink, and he was a little anxious not to see Zixiu when he turned around, and was anxious to find someone after he hastily dealt with this group of people. "The sage?" The little boy was taken aback when he heard Zixiu's name, before realizing who he was referring to, "The sage just went to the master's side, and now he has left." "Gone?" Bian Que was puzzled, this time It took only a while, and the food was not ready, so he left. "Why did he leave so early?" The little boy laughed when he heard this question: "The sage never likes to make noise. In this kind of occasion, he will not see the sage for two out of three years. We will see you this year." It's rare to see a sage." "Ah, well, I see, thank you." Bian Que thanked the boy, and for a moment didn't know whether to go back or stay, and was caught by the old doctor again. "Oh, let him go, don't worry about him, come and have a drink with us on New Year's Eve."

liquor.Bian Que took the wine glass and took a sip, remembering what Zixiu said in the afternoon.If it is true what he said, I will dare to say it after drinking, and dare to tell him personally.Thinking of this, Bian Que raised his head and drank it dry in one gulp, choked to the point of tears.

"Oh, I didn't expect Dr. Qin to drink a lot." The old doctor smiled and narrowed his eyes, "But it's better to drink this wine slowly. It has a mellow taste in the mouth, and it feels soft when swallowed. The warmth that diffuses from the abdomen to the body and limbs after the stomach. Dr. Qin is so bored, what is the difference from those who just want to get drunk and waste everything. Wine tastes better the more you drink it, so there is no point in using it to drown your sorrows."

After hearing this, Bian Que could only smile and apologize, but he was thinking in his heart that he was almost drinking to drown his sorrows.

Zixiu, Zixiu, he repeated the name over and over again in his heart.

It was already late at night when the dinner party was over, and he followed the old doctor and his party on the way back. He was only halfway there when there was a startling bang, and when he looked up to find the sound, he saw the first bunch of fireworks whizzing straight up the road. The night sky, followed by another bang, exploded and fell in all directions.Then came the second beam, and the third beam, until the entire starry sky was dimmed by the flames of the fireworks.

"Haha, I didn't expect to catch up with the fireworks right now, why don't we find a place to sit and watch?" "Come on, a group of old guys in their [-]s and [-]s are still watching what this is, let's go back to sleep early... Wait, wait, Doctor Qin, where are you going?"

Bian Que left the group of people and ran towards Zixiu's yard.This scenery is really beautiful, I really want him to see it, I want to see it with him, I want to see him, I want to see him now, and then, what?Bian Que was dizzy and just ran all the way.

"Zixiu, Zixiu," Bian Que rushed in without knocking on the door, "There were fireworks just now, you, did you see it?" Zixiu was reading a book while warming tea at this time, when he heard the sound of the door rushing in. He felt a headache at the sound of entering. What’s so good about fireworks? As for being like a child? Even so, he replied patiently: “I saw it.” Hearing this, Bian Que’s mind was no longer dizzy. , but into a ball, unable to turn, he said incoherently:

"The fireworks here are so beautiful. I, I have never seen them since I was a child. Master, he has never passed the New Year. He only knows that he is busy. Later, I heard that they will also set off fireworks during the New Year in the Qin Palace. Unfortunately, I couldn't watch it either." To... This is the first time I saw it, it was so beautiful. Then, I thought of you, and I wanted to watch it with you, but when I rushed over, it was all gone. Zixiu, I have been thinking of you all the time , I will panic if I don’t see you for a while, and I don’t know where you are. You are right before, I like you, if there are fireworks, I want to watch them with you.”

When Zixiu heard this, he didn't react. He just asked the boy beside him to send Bian Que away: "Doctor Qin is drunk, send him to rest." The boys were driving Bian Que to the outside. Zixiu added another sentence: "Forget about keeping up with the New Year's Eve this year, you should go to bed early after sending Dr. Qin back." After saying that, Zixiu got up and packed the things on the table.

Seeing that he was about to be taken away, Bian Que became anxious, Zixiu Zixiu kept yelling. "Zixiu, I really like you!" He broke away from the little boy and shouted to the people in the room, but he was too far away, he couldn't see Zixiu's expression, his mind was buzzing, and he couldn't hear Zixiu either. What did you say.He shouted as if he had exhausted all his strength, and he let Xiaotong lead him away, and the son moved further and further away until he was no longer in sight.

Zixiu looked down at the half-packed objects on the table, and froze in place.The reality and the dream are really different. Although he foresees everything calmly in the dream, when he actually experienced this scene, he was in a panic.Bang, he could hear the sound of his heart beating, and every beat reminded him of that sentence just now.Bang bang, I can't put anything else in my mind except these words.He said it over and over again.

Zixiu, I really like you.