Ant Paradise

When Shi Li went home, he knocked on Shi Le's door, but no one opened it or locked it. He opened it a little, and Shi Le sat under the lamp with a pen in a daze.Shi Li called him, and he turned his head as if waking up from a dream, "What's the matter?" Shi Li took out the box of chocolates, "Jale gave it to you, saying that you might faint from anemia." He didn't say anything to them. After talking about the matter between the two, Shile picked up the chocolate and shook it, smiled with his eyes bent, and suddenly remembered, "I'm not anemic."

Shi Li's eyes turned from the box to Shi Le's face, "Probably because you think you are thin, you think you are anemic. After all, thin people are prone to anemia." After Shi Li finished speaking, he was about to push the door to go out. Shi Le stood up and said, "Brother Beware of anemia, too." He had good intentions, Shi Li couldn't say anything when he looked at his younger brother's dumbfounded face, but he closed the door with a little force.

One or two said he was anemic, and his complexion was so bad.

Naturally, Shi Le didn't notice that his brother was a bit of a heart eater, and happily took the chocolate and looked left and right, and when he poured out one, he thought it was like a panacea, and he might become a fairy immediately after eating it.He patted the chocolate into his mouth, and the sweetness spread between his lips and teeth.

This is not a fairy pill, but it still has magical powers. In real life, it is enough to make people happy.He was not willing to eat it anymore, so he put it in the pocket of his schoolbag, and when he carried it on his back every day, he heard the rustling sound of chocolate beads colliding together, and he also felt happy.

Enough is enough, he doesn't want much, and is content with such happiness.

In today's class, when we talked about Lu Xun's social drama, Shile's Chinese teacher was their homeroom teacher, and took up the afternoon class meeting to show them the movie of "The True Story of Ah Q". Not many people were sleeping staggeringly.

Shi Le has nothing to do. He watches a movie while correcting math problems. His math is getting worse and worse, and he has a red cross in his book. Fortunately, he is quiet and the teacher doesn't care too much. There are many people in their class who behave worse than him. Yes, it's just that every time I see Shile, I always lament that this kid's efforts are wasted.

Shile couldn't correct it, so he looked up and watched the movie.The projector was being placed on Ah Q. Everything was not going well, the city welcomed the revolutionaries, and he also said he was a revolutionist. At night, in his dreams, he was wearing armor, jumping up and down and crushing Mr. Zhao's family under him. Make them prostrate on the ground and call him emperor.

Everything is so grotesque, and Shi Le thinks he often does the same. Whenever something happens, or Mrs. Tang attacks him, or is scolded by the teacher, he will let go of his thoughts, but he doesn't want to stand on a high ground, to whom He was still willing to be that little red ant. This fantasy was too childish, but it was very effective.

But in the humbleness and escapism in his bones, he is no different from Ah Q.

Thinking of this, he was in a daze on the way home, and when he passed the trash can in the community, he remembered the thing about putting ants here in the past.He stared blankly for a long time, then took out the box of chocolates from his schoolbag, poured one into his mouth, the cocoa was originally bitter, but it was sweet after putting sugar in it.

If you want sweetness, you keep adding sugar. Life is not easy to get to the bottom of it.Shi Le thinks so, does not seek change, walks passively, ignores all external changes, hides under the eaves of this corner, and hides inside when there are occasional wind and rain.

He walked to the door and swallowed another piece of chocolate. He didn't think about what would happen to him when he finished eating it. He just thought it was sweet, as long as it was sweet. He knew how to deceive himself and others.