tampered with the past

If you ask me, when did I start liking Hermione?

I'll tell you, I don't know.

This is true.

As soon as I found out, I already liked her.If I had to talk about a time, it might be the kiss at the end of the fourth grade, or maybe earlier, the hug in the first grade.

Unfortunately, I am not smart enough after all, I am so stupid that I can even deceive my own heart.

My strange heartbeat when facing Cho Zhang once made me mistakenly think that I have no special feelings for Hermione.Until Rita Skeeter put me and Hermione together in the report-

"Harry finally found his first love at Hogwarts. According to his close friend Colin Creevey, Harry was inseparable from a girl named Hermione Granger, and Miss Granger was stunningly beautiful , of a Muggle family, she was, like Harry, one of the top students at the school."

I can still recite this passage word for word.

Although Colin Creevey is really not my close friend, I have to say that his insight is far sharper than my close friend Ron.

It was then that I realized that if I had to use one word to describe what Hermione meant to me, it would not be close friend or confidant, but first love.

Do not explain, do not refute.

I let others see me and Hermione as a couple, and I had a kind of bliss in my heart.I was looking forward to it, looking forward to Hermione showing me a shy smile, but I forgot that just because I like Hermione doesn't mean that Hermione necessarily likes me.

"Leave it alone!" Hermione's high head hit me hard.

It turns out that everything is just my own sentimentality.

My sadness didn't last long.

The first project was a distraction, and then there was the Yule Ball.

I didn't invite Hermione, since she doesn't like me, I don't want my one-sided relationship to bother her.

What's more...

I had a vague sense that Hermione liked Ron - she was mad at him.

When I was still studying in a Muggle primary school, I often heard my classmates talking about "fighting is love, scolding is love", and now, Hermione's attitude towards Ron is undoubtedly in line with "swearing is love" argument.

Hermione loves Ron, loves my best friend.

Now that I've made sure of this, I naturally don't intend to make fun of myself, not to mention Qiu Zhang is a very nice girl, I especially like her brown eyes, which are always shining with warm and intelligent light, very much like Hermione.

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