give me a warm glow

This is how I defined the interview: one question and one answer.The host is a young uncle, wearing a smart suit and sitting on the sofa, trying to create a happy atmosphere.I was in a daze, and somehow the topic suddenly turned to me. "Little friend, which of these three handsome guys is your father?"

It's so weird...it's obvious, okay?

On the show, I am "Yi Yanqianxi" with a baby voice and a baby voice. "Yi Xiaohua!"

Yi Yang Qianxi looked at me with a smile.Wei Shushu continued to ask, "I heard some voices just now, what's your name?"

"My name is Yi Yi, I'm five years old this year, everyone calls me Yi Xiaohua." Don't forget to add movement.Seeing that Wei Shushu was about to speak, I knew what he was going to ask next. "Because my parents want me to be like a summer flower all my life, so my name is Yi Yi, Yi Xiaohua." I couldn't believe it when I said it in one breath.

"Ah..." Another laugh mixed with screaming

Leaning quietly in Yi Yang Qianxi's arms, listening to them talk about adulthood and now with Wei Shushu from childhood.Talk about how their dreams are approaching reality step by step, talk about those black comments they know better, talk about gratitude to fans... talk about their lives.

Occasionally, I don't understand the words, but through the gradually quiet atmosphere and the tune of the soundtrack, I also know that this is talking about something difficult.

"What is Xiaohua's dream?" The host broke the embarrassment and changed the atmosphere.

I almost blurted out "Be yourself."

It seemed to be quieter, and even Yi Yang Qianxi looked sideways in surprise.

"Because, when I grow up, I will still be such a little flower. There are parents and me... There are two uncles... who love me. My mother said that a warm one is the most important thing now. So my dream is that I am still me, and still There is a warm now."

So long that I didn't know if I was right, I was just a kid.This is my dream, I think the biggest dream.

The show ended with applause.

Wang Junkai said, "Yi Xiaohua, this is the way to become a goddess."

I am silly.

Wang Yuan said, "In the future, Yi Xiaohua and Uncle Yuan and I will take the road of hosting."

I am silly.

Yi Yang Qianxi kissed my forehead meaningfully. "You are just the way Dad loves you."

It was early in the morning when my mother was sitting in front of the computer and typing on the keyboard.I leaned forward, smiled and asked her what she was doing.

Mom stopped and hugged me into her arms, "I'm writing a story about Mom and Dad."

"You are what mother loves." She leaned against my head and said softly.

Be yourself, even if you are not perfect, even if you are not dazzling, you will always be what another person loves.

Because you truly live up to yourself, that is, a beam of light, a warm light.

【Special episode [-]】

Many years later, I still will not forget that there was such a girl with delicate eyebrows and eyes.The soft voice, the confidence and vitality in the high heels, and the envelope smelling of light perfume, the clean letter paper is decorated with fine petal patterns.Beautiful pen writing, lines of blue words, I read this letter more than once, turning back her youth, my youth.

Here you are, here you are:

Maybe this is a letter that can't be sent, maybe you won't see it, but I still have to write, write my words.

When we were about the same age, we wore our school uniforms and shuttled in our respective cities, frowning at the exercise book, and occasionally goingssip star entertainment circles between classes, there was no difference between us.Everyone is safe, the two have never met, ordinary two people in the vast student army.But some things are just unexpected, I got to know you like this, you are no longer ordinary, and I am no longer just that girl with mediocre grades.

Saw you and you in the magazine for the first time.The three teenagers hugged each other and laughed naturally, writing a whole article.Just a few glances.Wear it with a few words.I have never heard of the child star group TFBOYS.

It's not like how you like it at first sight, or how you feel like an idol.That year was 2013.I'm still gnawing on the book and I don't have a so-called idol in my heart, let alone a girl who is motivated by faith and is just studying.And you are unknowingly known to more people. There are photos of you on the Internet and your songs. I’m surprised, but it’s been more than a year. The three boys giggling in the magazine pictures have changed their hairstyles and accents and gained fans on Weibo. Also become a real debut star... What remains the same is that everyone's eyes are still shining with pure light, seeing you is another feeling, and singing is another feeling.And you, Yi Yang Qianxi.

In this way, you and your combination became popular in cities big and small at a lightning speed, and most of the female students in the class have become your fans.The theme of gossip entertainment between classes has become you and you, the names that can be heard everywhere are accompanied by nympho expressions, and the peripheral products are refurbished.I don't even understand their fanaticism, and I have a little unwillingness in my heart. Now I think it's because I'm jealous of their brave fanaticism.

Then because of a word you said, I like you unabashedly in my heart.What you said to black fans.I clearly remember that you had a calm smile on your face, your eyes widened stubbornly, and your voice was soft and firm when facing the camera.

This is probably my favorite boy.Yi Yang Qianxi.

During that time, I liked to walk on the way home and listen to the song "Cruel Moonlight" with headphones plugged in, "If you don't have a dream, why go far away." Walking through the mottled tree shadows, you have already embarked on the road of dreams, standing on the stage dazzlingly, smiling It caused the audience to scream again and again.Pantothenic acid in my heart, pantothenic acid for me is still ordinary, pantothenic acid for your glamorous sweat, tears and white eyes.

I think I really like a boy. In that very young period of youth, everything seems normal.But it's a pity that this boy is a distant boy who is a star.Crazy fans are always crazy, and those who hate you will always hate you.But I was thinking foolishly that maybe I could really stand by your side.No outstanding appearance, no outstanding artistic expertise, the only way I can get close to you is to study and get admitted to B University.

I think the gap between us is only geographical and unfamiliar.We are still about the same age, I am gnawing at the book in a place where you can't see, stubbornly thinking that I will do it, and even more foolishly thinking why the person you are waiting for is not me?

Saying that faith is nothing more than sacred, I just put a ray of light in my heart quietly like this, and take it out to give myself a reason to laugh when it is difficult.

If you're not a star, you're just a boy I like...but if you're not a star, I wouldn't know you, let alone be admitted to B University.

The beauty of imagination will also be shattered, because she is really standing beside you.

You'll never know there's someone like me trying to stand by your side by your light.And how can you not know how many thousand paper cranes love you fanatically or silently.You said that dear paper cranes are the most beautiful and you love them.

Of course, just like we are all sugar, the sweetest one in your heart is her.

I looked at your back from a distance on the campus of University B and felt that it was closer, but also farther away than before.

I was thinking that the original intention of my coming to B University was to make myself stand in front of you with the best posture, and the person who even walks beside you extravagantly may be me.

But that girl with a warm smile is held tightly by you.The heart is not sore, jealous and unwilling.Instead, touching the corner of his mouth also has a curvature.Because that girl's smile made your pear dimple bloom instantly, and my smile couldn't help overflowing.

You made it public.There was quite a commotion.That girl's name is Xia Fu, and your past has been dug out and compiled into countless versions of the story.No one is arguing about anything, Xiafu, it turns out that you have quietly walked towards each other since the days of struggling day and night in high school.

I think liking and love are really two opposite substances.

For many years, I still stayed at the superficial level of liking, but you have already gone through spring, summer, autumn and winter.There is no vigor or even unknown, but it just stays in each other's hearts.

I started to re-examine myself.

Lu Sihao said: "If you like an idol, it's mostly because he taught you things you didn't understand before, and the attributes he shines are something you also seem to have. You want to be warm, so you like warm people."

You didn't have puppy love, you did it, and I didn't have puppy love at that time because I wanted to chase after you and find your dream from the initial simplicity.

Although we have never met, it has become better.I have never looked up to you, because I believe I can do it; I have never been obsessed with fanaticism, because I am using a really feasible way to get a little closer.

Now we are no longer young, we restrain our frenzy and restlessness and go our separate ways.

Idols also have their own happiness.

We no longer fooled ourselves into thinking that we would cry until our hearts were broken.

Because growing up teaches a lot.

When I was young, I precociously thought about who you would hold by the hand and approached the palace, but I regretted that I was only a fan after all.Actually, I would say not necessarily.Idols are not just used to promote to the altar, not the Appearance Association can support forever.It's not that if you tell the sky that you want to marry him, it will really come true.

Everything has to be fought for by oneself.

Like Xia Fu, you only see her ordinary.If you don't work hard to be excellent, how can you stand beside Guangguang.

Like me, if you try hard, he will always see that I have no regrets.

The concert is another opportunity to return to youth. I will take this letter with my original heart, and now I will go to your ten-year appointment.

If you love, please love deeply.

The light of youth will always bring light to others.Our love is also the best confession to support the journey.

You can see it, she can see it.

Hey, now yell.

"I like you, Yi Yang Qianxi.