give me a warm glow

He pulled me back with all his strength, and I stared blankly at him rubbing my hair. Yi Yang Qianxi's chin and arms formed the most comfortable embrace.

Not allowing me to speak, he said softly, with the sound like a sip of sake, "Xiafu, it is said that liking someone means being happy together, and loving someone means wanting to be together even if we are unhappy. If it is said that we were still on the road of the former , then we have been in the second category for four years.”

I nodded.

Four years have passed like this. There are countless scenery along the way, and we have also lost ourselves.He is a celebrity and many girls hug him. Before it was made public, we had a lot of quarrels when I was a sensitive girl and he was a well-mannered teenager.I have never experienced any major events, and I always feel that the boy will slip away from me, and the words of the boy will stop at the original point.

In fact, time will understand each other, and each other decides to make peace. When the right person is together, the bud of love will bloom and prosper.

"You are the most moving scenery in my world." Yi Yang Qianxi smiled lightly, I was startled, is this a love story.

"We have grown up." His chin rested on my head, and the shallow mustaches made my forehead ache slightly. "People will grow up. I used to fly forward for my dreams until I got tired one day. Thinking of temporarily accepting wings, wanting to get married..."

I felt his hands trembling slightly, and when I raised my head, I met his gentle eyes, like a sudden stream of light in the dark, jumping into his eyes, which made people dizzy slightly.There was a short silence, the silence in the air was suppressed in my breath, the wind and sunlight passed through the hall, and the shutters rattled against the aluminum alloy windows.

Not far away, a large bunch of roses bloomed enchantingly and quietly, but I was a little confused for a moment.

"The arc of life can only form a circle with you." Yi Yang Qianxi slowly took my hand, "I know that 1 beautiful futures are not worth a warm present. I already want to This warm present is good, but he needs two people to realize it."

The irregular heartbeat was very clear.

"Xiafu, marry me. Let's make it happen, shall we?" Yi Yang Qianxi looked directly at me and said word by word, his eyes were shining with starlight, and the light leaped into his pupils, he was slightly dizzy, and he began to feel a burning sensation The temperature spreads around.

The sun was overflowing like a puddle of golden yellow liquid, Yi Yang Qianxi slightly closed his eyes, glancing at the light.Just like him when he was 17 years old, wearing a white shirt with slightly longer bangs just on the eyelashes, with soft eyes, and a warm embrace for only one person.

My throat seemed to be blocked by something, so I had to raise the back of my hand to caress the spot of light under his eyes covered by eyelashes.

"--it is good."

Yi Yang Qianxi, loving you is a very long time.

He stretched out his hand to cover my face, brushed away the fine strands of hair, the palm was moist and warm, and the corners of his mouth stretched out, shining like the sun.

I tried my best not to let the tears flash in my eyes, and smiled, "Why did you propose while I had a cold? It wasn't just to get confused and agree."

He shook his head and leaned down to kiss my hair, the most beautiful place in my heart.

The bedroom was knocked away by the noise, and the eyes of the four people who squeezed out with cheers shone brightly.

The whole person curled up softly in Yi Yang Qianxi's arms.Looking at the four people in front of him, Wang Junkai and Wang Yuan crossed their shoulders and looked at Yi Yang Qianxi tacitly. Qin Jia smiled and looked at me and Wei Yuan's camera.

"Look at the camera."

Sure enough, everything was the best arrangement.

"What do you want to say?" Wei Yuan pointed the camera at us solemnly.

Yi Yang Qianxi straightened her face, and faced the camera calmly, "I, Yi Yang Qianxi."

There was a cry over there.

For some reason, perhaps the air was hot and dry, and her face was slightly red.

"I, Saff."

I don't know what to say next.I just remember that they were laughing all the time, but they didn't make a sound.And Wei Yuan looked solemn, holding up the camera and taking pictures seriously.

"Xiafu," Yi Yang Qianxi called slowly, making me feel dazed.

I don't remember what he said again, the clean face, gentle voice, and An Ran's demeanor were in a trance, like an uncertain dream.The silver-white ring cover was slowly placed on the ring finger, and a trace of coldness hit him.

It shone brightly and became clear in sight.I raised my head slightly, my consciousness clear.

He smiled and bowed his head, "I'm very sober, and I clearly remember every word we said just now."

"Hmm." I nodded.The moment he closed his eyes, a soft kiss fell and stayed on his lips, and the eyelashes no longer fluttered wildly like the first kiss, and drooped down softly.

It turns out that there are many details on the day of the proposal.Each of them carefully prepared, in exchange for our tomorrow.When time filters out the dust in those years, I only remember those who love me.

Memories will always gently erase those scenes that were thought to be unforgettable, the roses will wither, and the diamond ring may be changed again and again.But in the softest place in memory, some people will always be treasured.At some point many years later, remembering that the smartest thing we have ever done is to cherish a relationship as a treasure.

Because of that cherishment, a deep imprint was branded in each other's hearts.

Only when two red thin books are placed in front of me do I know that marriage is just a paper process.Marriage is an emotion that is responsible for a lifetime.

Everything seems to be going in order.Parents meeting...wedding talks...occasional entertainment news bombardment

My father didn't express much surprise when he got the news that we were going to get married for the first time.He was still leaning on the hospital bed, with a serene smile on his thin face.

Time seems to be silent, but it never stops.

The more he smiles happily, the tighter my heart is.

Every time he calls me, my heart tightens.

Every time he coughs and wheezes, it reminds me.

It's almost autumn, and the wind is blowing.Will you take care of me once in a while?

C30: Important things

The afternoon at the end of August was full of bright sunshine, and the dark clouds in the distance gradually spread. I knew that there was going to be a heavy rain.Yi Yang Qianxi has a full schedule in August, but before departure, he smiled very relaxedly, "We have more important things to do in September."

His wide and warm palm rested on my face for a moment, a moment of tenderness.I nodded, put my hands into his palms, and interlaced my fingers deeply.Watching him dragging the dark black suitcase, the four wheels made a slow and muffled sound across the floor.

In the dark sky, I will miss him more and more, and suddenly find that I have emotional ups and downs about the weather, and suddenly find that I am getting more and more him.His figure has disappeared into reality, and I tried my best to capture the illusory phantom. It was such a person who appeared in my most innocent season, and I was very glad that although my love was growing day by day, we had been carefully carrying it in our arms and quietly passed through adolescence.

I didn't get lost with him.

Maybe not just the right person and the right time.

Now I often wonder whether my dependence on him is like a chronic illness that has not healed for a long time, and whether it will grow beyond cure.

Under the soft light, I had nothing to do. I spread out a book on the table, read it line by line, and then closed it.Close your eyes and your mind is filled with those words.

"I hope my love is like this: to be close to each other, to raise eyebrows, to be as plain as water. I found him in the years to rely on him, and gave him my whole life, to be his wife and the mother of his children, to cook for him, to do laundry, to sew a tear button, and we grow old together in time."

In this noisy city, everyone is stepping on the gear of time, and has no time to care about the plain water.When I come home busy every day, my ears may be full of petty quarrels between my parents.Little do they know that they also had you and me when they were in love.

I once imagined what kind of marriage I would have, thinking about not wanting to quarrel with adults.

At the age when it was time to get married, I was a little bit at a loss, and I was a little stunned when I saw those words.Where there is so much vigor and vitality, no matter which way you accompany each other, I hope it will be plain.After being eroded by firewood, rice, oil and salt together, look at the grandparents supporting each other on the corner of the street, they will argue over something, when the black hair turns into white hair, when the setting sun converges its light, they hold hands trembling with no regrets and no regrets. Go in the direction of home.

Although they were two ordinary people who were overwhelmed by the crowd, no one missed the scenery along the way.Leaning on the sofa and gossiping, is it not love.

The pattering sound outside gradually became louder and clearer, beating against the glass.The originally dark sky became transparent after being washed over and over again.

Yi Yang Qianxi sent a text message saying that everything is fine.

Take a dark blue umbrella, step out of the house, and the unstoppable coolness spreads over the face. The vehicles on the road are constantly flowing, and they run tirelessly, as if they will never stop.The road to the hospital is all too familiar, the raindrops slapping the sycamore leaves on both sides of the street, falling scattered through the gaps, and falling on the nose is slightly cool.

The harsh sound of an ambulance broke the tranquility of the rainy day. On the road to the hospital, the four wheels rolled over the potholes accumulated by the rain, splashing muddy muddy water.In a critical moment, a runaway wild horse.

The rain that had just subsided suddenly picked up again, and the small raindrops dripping from the umbrella wet my skirt, and a piece of water stained it.

The urgent sound of the ambulance gradually faded away, and the tense atmosphere lingered in front of my eyes.I couldn't help but quicken my pace so much that I didn't realize that I was running on the sidewalk, the umbrella was barely able to cover me, the wind was howling in my ears, and the raindrops were crashing at my feet.

I just want to see my father as soon as possible.

C31: I am not afraid of death

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