Han Xing Yuan Gu

During a long-term mission, Ji Zhiqing wanted to beg Nie Yan not to go, but he was not a soft person, he would only fight coldly with Nie Yan, looking very angry that he did not listen to advice.

What was Nie Yan's reaction at that time?The other party was so young, so energetic, and his face was full of youthful spirit: "Someone has to go, if I don't go, someone else will go. He will also be a son raised by a certain family for more than 20 years, and he will also It will be someone's favorite...boyfriend." Said and looked at Ji Zhiqing with a smile in his eyes, Ji Zhiqing was called ashamed by him before the worries in Ji Zhiqing's heart dissipated, so he could only purse his lips and not talk to him.

Nie Yan got a little closer to him, and motioned him to look up at the sky: "Look, the stars are so bright today. But in fact, the stars are always there, even during the day. If the surroundings are bright, you can't see them." There it is. They only light up when it gets dark. We people, too, are like stars. If all is well, we don't need to be there. But in those places surrounded by darkness , will really need us."

Ji Zhiqing's eyes were red. He didn't like this metaphor. Only dead people can become stars. He said coldly, "I don't like stars. I only want the person in front of me. If... If you really It’s over, I won’t remember you, I’ll go find someone else the next day.”

Nie Yan laughed loudly, took off his coat and put it on him, and hugged him: "Then you must do what you say."

Ji Zhiqing couldn't bear to recall any more, so he fell asleep again.In the afternoon, those people who had been scolded by the village chief returned to his room one after another.With their children, carrying the family's local products.One said: "Mr. Ji, I will leave my baby to you, I am at ease." He motioned for the child to put a basket of eggs by the door.Come over again: "Mr. Ji, we have no education and don't understand, but those have nothing to do with teaching. We can rest assured that you teach." He left a bunch of dried sausages... Tu Yuming and Grandma Rabbit also came, and Tu Yuming brought him I took a handful of the only remaining small flowers in late autumn.

Adults and children filled the cramped room, and those who couldn't fit would look at him through the window, as if he was some kind of rare treasure.When meeting Ji Zhiqing's eyes, some will lower their heads slightly, like a child who has done something wrong, waiting neatly for him to speak.

Ji Zhiqing was silent for a long time, and then smiled at them: "Take the child back, and I will resume class after I recover." A little girl wiped her tears, but her parents abducted her arm, and she stopped voice, looking at Ji Zhiqing with red eyes.Ji Zhiqing didn't have the strength to speak, so she said "it's okay" with her mouth.

After they left, Ji Zhiqing lay down and looked at the ceiling. A lot of the wall plaster had peeled off, leaving only mottled shapes.He pressed the incision left by the previous operation, and suddenly thought maybe he should go back to the city and spend the rest of his time taking good care of Ji Hanxing.But he turned his head and saw the presents piled up on the bedside table and window sill, and saw the bunch of dewy flowers.

Even if the season in the mountains is later than outside, it must be harvested by climbing to a very high mountain in this season.

why?Why give him such kindness?In fact, he was kicked out by his family. The scene where he got involved with a man and was entangled in lust, Comrade Ji was so angry that he almost killed him. He couldn't lift his head under the strange eyes of his neighbors.He left the city as a mark of shame.

Then he arrived in Ningchuan, his existence suddenly became important.He thought of Nie Yan's words, and realized that he was needed here.He seems to have become Ningchuan's star unconsciously...

When he was able to stand up a little bit, he resumed the class, and the children below were all sitting upright and obediently listening to him.He looked out at the bright daylight through the window...Nie Yan, if I also become a star, will I be closer to you?

Late autumn

Ji Zhiqing's illness has not healed quickly, and he knows in his heart that this illness will not be cured, but just endured.I can bear all the little pains I can bear, and I still teach the full class during the day, and come back at night to change my homework and prepare lessons.After such a long time, the pain finally became unbearable, and I had to go back to the hospital in the city.

Before leaving, it happened that Ji Hanxing called back, saying that he was going back to the village with Li Gu this week, and asked him if there was anything he wanted to eat.Ji Hanxing knew that he would not open his mouth if he asked Ji Zhiqing like this. He just wanted to express to Ji Zhiqing a little clingy attitude that a child would have.Seeing that Ji Zhiqing couldn't hide it, she told him that she was going to the hospital in the city this weekend so that he didn't have to go back.

Li Gu also called home, but the village head didn't answer, but Tu Yuming heard it while eating at the canteen: "Call? Is it Brother Li Gu? I'll come." Li Gu has a life mentor and a teacher in his heart. The double meaning of reliable big brother, too many things have happened recently, Xiao Tuya urgently needs to talk, he took the microphone and poured out everything that happened recently.

Li Gu on the other end of the phone was stunned for a long time while holding the receiver. The shocking news made his eyes stare.

He didn't think there was anything wrong with Ji Zhiqing's liking for men, but he was confused when facing new things.Just like when Xu Jiwen asked him what it meant to "rely on a horse to wait" for the first time, he could only keep his big ignorant eyes open and his head empty.There were too many important points in Tu Yuming's words, and he couldn't catch them for a while. It took Li Gu a long time to slowly restart himself, and belatedly thought, it turns out that men can like men too.

Therefore, the two children did not return to Ningchuan during the weekend, so Li Gu picked up Ji Hanxing and went to the hospital.

The moment Li Gu saw Ji Zhiqing, he was also terrified. Ji Zhiqing was already described as thin and fragile, and only the outline could still vaguely see his former appearance.Li Gu even subconsciously wanted to cover Ji Hanxing's eyes.But Ji Hanxing's performance was calmer than he imagined. The child walked over to touch Ji Zhiqing's hand with a needle, and gently blew on him: "Dad, does it hurt?" Ji Zhiqing's face was so thin that he Trying to pull out a smile so that he doesn't look so scary: "It's okay."

Ji Hanxing hugged him sullenly.

After a while, Ji Zhiqing finally gathered up the strength to speak, and asked Ji Hanxing to fetch a pot of hot water.Li Gu took the initiative to invite Ying, Ji Zhiqing shook his head, and said weakly, "You let him go." Li Gu could only stand there stupidly, watching Ji Hanxing walk out, he didn't know how to let go of his hands and feet, and looked at Ji Zhiqing awkwardly.

Ji Zhiqing looked away from the door, and then looked at his hand with bulging veins from hanging water: "After you send Xingxing back to school tomorrow, come and help me with the discharge procedures."

"What, what?" Li Gu was too shocked to speak.

Ji Zhiqing's eyelids were too heavy to open, and his voice was very soft: "It can't be cured, and it's a waste of money to procrastinate." Li Gu couldn't deal with it at all. If it was Boss Li many years later, he would be able to handle this situation with ease. , arrange everyone and everything.But right now, he is still underage, and he was in a daze after hearing Ji Zhiqing's "big decision".How, how can it be?It's all like this, wouldn't it mean giving up life if he died?But how could he refute Ji Zhiqing...

"I have money, continue to treat."

It was Ji Hanxing who spoke, and he walked in with such calm steps, speaking in a voice that was still a bit immature, which did not match his age.Li Gu felt as if he had been caught plotting something bad, so he looked at Ji Zhiqing's face with a guilty conscience, but the other party was also silent.Ji Hanxing stared at Ji Zhiqing: "Isn't there still a lot of money left by my father? Then fix it."

The child's voice was very calm, but Li Gu could hear the forcibly suppressed emotions in his words, he felt that he was going to cry or get angry in the next second.Li Gu carefully stretched out his hand to pull him: "Xing Xing."

Ji Hanxing ignored him, and walked to Ji Zhiqing's side step by step. He was not tall enough, but he was condescending to Ji Zhiqing who was lying down.Ji Zhiqing saw that his eyes were red, and he wanted to comfort him, but Ji Hanxing said before him: "As you said, the money is mine, and my father bought it with his life. I can decide how to use it." .” He was already very restrained, but his age made it impossible for him to hide the grievance in his words better.

Ji Zhiqing shook his head lightly at him, not knowing whether he wanted to say it wasn't worth it or not to be sad.Ji Hanxing bit his lower lip and loosened his teeth, tears streaming down his face: "You can decide that you don't want to live like this, and I can also be more selfish and ask for a few more days to have a father?"

Li Gu felt that his heart was about to be crushed, but right now he couldn't speak, and looked at the two of them in a breathless manner. In the end, Ji Zhiqing compromised and reached out to touch Ji Hanxing's face: "Don't cry, listen to you!" .”

Ji Zhiqing was transferred to a better ward, but unfortunately his cancer was at an advanced stage and there was no cure, but his life was hanging by medication.

For several weeks in a row, the two children had discussed that they would take turns to ask for leave to accompany Ji Zhiqing during school days, and they would come together on weekends.At that time, Ji Hanxing had already faintly revealed his indisputable aura, and neither Ji Zhiqing nor Li Gu could refute this arrangement.

By that day, it was late autumn.The street trees outside the hospital were covered with leaves, and Ji Hanxing's school made the students wear delicate suit jackets.He and Li Gu sat on Ji Zhiqing's bedside until the afternoon, the sun was still shining brightly, dyeing the surrounding scenery into a beautiful golden color.Ji Hanxing held Ji Zhiqing's hand, and Ji Zhiqing suddenly said, "Do you want to know about your father?"

At that moment, Ji Hanxing showed the confusion that a child should have, and he nodded.He didn't ask before because he didn't dare to ask, for fear that Ji Zhiqing would feel embarrassed.Ji Zhiqing's gaze suddenly went far away, and his spirit became weaker and weaker. Even if he sat up like this, he would soon be exhausted. Li Gu added a few more pillows for him to lean on, and Ji Zhiqing let out a long sigh of relief.

His first sentence was: "Your father is a hero." Ji Zhiqing tried his best to talk only about Nie Yan. He recalled himself and himself at that time, but only Nie Yan was the one who told the two children. past.Probably he felt that it was inappropriate to tell his children about his relationship with Nie Yan.However, the memory saved him from the pain, and made his almost bloodless face tinge with happiness.His whole body seemed to be submerged in warm water, and the indescribable sweet and sour taste of memories soaked and stretched his wrinkled heart again.

"So... Even if he didn't grow up with you, you should know that he is worthy of your pride."

Ji Zhiqing closed his eyes.

He will never wake up again.

Where his soul is going, there should be the young and vigorous Nie Yan waiting for him, and there should be Comrade Lao Ji who is hard-spoken and soft-hearted. I wonder if Comrade Lao Ji will understand him a little more when they meet again... ... "Xing Xing, if you are sad, just cry." Li Gu said.

"I don't cry." Ji Hanxing stared at Ji Zhiqing lying on the hospital bed, stubbornly refusing to shed tears.

Li Gu sighed, walked over and turned his little head around, trying to open his arms to hug him.After a while he felt the child's body trembling, and Ji Hanxing finally cried out in his arms.

Return to the original owner (Ji Zhiqing episode [-])

Ji Zhiqing never thought that he would become friends with someone like Nie Yan.He himself was born in a scholarly family, under the control of his parents, his temperament is extremely indifferent and restrained.What he didn't like most was Nie Yan's mind that escaped from externalization. He didn't expect that fate would miraculously make them friends.Later, his feelings for Nie Yan changed, he confessed to him, and was accepted by Nie Yan... everything was so incredible and logical.

After graduating from university, Ji Zhiqing inherited his father's mantle and became a teacher, while Nie Yan became a drug police officer.At first Ji Zhiqing didn't have any idea about this profession, he just thought it was the second choice of this young lover, he didn't like it, but he didn't stop it.Until a certain time when Nie Yan left to perform a mission and returned after being injured several months later, Ji Zhiqing experienced the fear of "lost" for the first time.He tried to persuade Nie Yan to change jobs, but he lost his momentum when he said it. He knew that Nie Yan actually did a good job in this position.Nie Yan talked to him about his ideals, and Ji Zhiqing got a glimpse of a bigger world in his lover's heart, which made him restless and proud.

They never had a closer relationship.That time was when they reunited after months of separation. After settling this little dispute, Nie Yan kissed him deeply, but held back when it was almost the last step. He said: "Wait a minute, wait until I make a decision This way, if you have made a little contribution, you will have the confidence to go to your house and talk to Teacher Ji." Ji Zhiqing turned his head with a red face, and whispered: "Who needs you to talk about it." Nie Yan pretended to be surprised, and his eyes followed him. Fang: "Don't you want to be with me?"

"My father is very rigid." Ji Zhiqing said.He could imagine that if he went to Lao Ji to talk about this matter, maybe both of them would be kicked out of the house.He didn't expect Comrade Lao Ji's understanding in his heart, but Nie Yan insisted, which made his heart feel sweet again.

Nie Yan smiled and hugged his shoulders: "Don't worry, Mr. Ji will understand us. I am making a contribution to the people. When the time comes, I will make a meritorious service, and the medal will be slapped on your Lao Ji's desk. Isn't it, it's amazing!" "That's all you've got, and that's what you're doing for?" Nie Yan slowly restrained his expression and thought for a while: "That's right, not all of them. You see, our future life will definitely not be as easy as that of a normal couple. I will do more good deeds. Maybe you will have good luck." Ji Zhiqing pretended to be disgusted: "Be superstitious and you will."

Ji Zhiqing wore his coat that day and watched the stars with him all night.Nie Yan got a few days off because of his injury, and Ji Zhiqing also took time off to sleep with him.They also went to the photo studio to take pictures together. The most intimate gesture they dared to make in front of others was to hook their shoulders together, like a good brother. Only they knew the affection written in the corners of their eyes and brows.

After Nie Yan left for more than a year, Ji Zhiqing couldn't sleep every night, afraid that something would happen to him, or that he would come back with a whole body injured, so he dared not close his eyes until he was too sleepy.One day he was dragged into an alley by someone on his way home. Ji Zhiqing was about to call for help when a pair of rough hands covered his mouth, and then he heard Nie Yan's hoarse voice: "It's me."

Ji Zhiqing slowly relaxed.The old street lamp at the entrance of the alley illuminated the person he was thinking of—Nie Yan's beard was unshaven, his whole body became dark and thin, and he was a little more gangster, his hair was cut short, and it felt prickly to the touch.Ji Zhiqing stared at him for a long time, lost his words, Nie Yan pressed him to his heart, and said in a low voice that made people feel depressed: "I miss you very much."

Ji Zhiqing thought that he must have been in tears at the time, otherwise why would the people he saw be so vague: "Can you come back? Don't go again."

Nie Yan reached out and gently wiped away his tears: "Not yet."

Ji Zhiqing showed an uncontrollable mournful expression.Nie Yan's lips trembled, and he finally made up his mind after a while: "Educated youth, I have a child." As if he was afraid that Ji Zhiqing would not understand, he said again: "I'm 'over there' with life. had a child."

When he said this, his expression was extremely complicated, and the countless things he wanted to say were hidden in his eyes that locked Ji Zhiqing tightly.I have a child, will you scold me?I betrayed you.Will you ignore me and forget me from now on?But I... I have a child, will you be happy for me?That is a soft and beautiful little life, I hope to show him to you in the future.

Ji Zhiqing felt his brain go blank for a moment, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses, his voice trembling unreasonably: "What is he like?"

Nie Yan's eyes gradually softened, and he said softly, "It's a boy named Little Xingxing." Nie Yan took out a photo of the child from his arms.Ji Zhiqing took it. The child in the photo has big eyes and fair skin, looking like a little doll with a pinched face.Maybe because he is Nie Yan's child, Ji Zhiqing thinks he is the most beautiful child he has ever seen.

"Is it Nie Xing?"

"No," Nie Yan lowered his eyes, "He doesn't know Dad's real name." Yes...he is an undercover agent, and even his only flesh and blood can't know his real name, at least for now.

"He is very cute, will you tease him?" Ji Zhiqing asked softly.

"Yeah!" Nie Yan nodded vigorously: "Xing Xing is very good, she will smile when she sees her father." They discussed in front of a photo of a child under the dim streetlight, like every ordinary couple.But we all know it's a lie.The voice of the conversation gradually subsided, and the two looked at each other speechlessly. They stared at each other with tears in their eyes, but they couldn't cry anymore.Nie Yan's eyes dimmed for a moment, saying that he was leaving, and he couldn't leave for too long.

"Nie Yan." Ji Zhiqing stopped him, "Do you love the child's mother?"

Nie Yan turned his head and showed a bleak smile under the street lamp. His throat moved and he couldn't speak... The matter has come to this point, no matter how he confesses, he seems to be looking for reasons for himself.He claimed to be worthy of his work, but he failed Ji Zhiqing after all.

That was a few months after Nie Yan got in.At that time, he was young and energetic, and he could not rub the sand in his eyes, and he was not good at making choices. He refused to let any bad thing happen in front of his eyes, and returned accurate information many times.Such business, which is frequently disrupted by the police, aroused the suspicion of drug lords.During a deal in a speakeasy, he lied about going to the bathroom to find his downline.Unexpectedly, the offline has already been targeted, Nie Yan reacted quickly, and quickly got out when he knew the situation was wrong.

The person on the other side didn't have time to see his face, they just ran after his back.His heart was beating so fast that it almost jumped out of his throat. Nie Yan had to push open the door of a box and roll in to hide.There are not many rooms left at the end of this corridor, and soon, soon they will find this place.He felt that he was going to die at that moment, but he was not reconciled.

That woman came in at this time, looking at him calmly, with a bit of sarcasm and a bit of unspeakable compassion: "Uncle policeman, do you need my help?" Nie Yan was shocked, he knew her, The younger sister of one of the little bosses, named Qian Ru, is also one of the mistresses of drug lord Ma Shiyi.

"What do you mean?"

The woman was very calm, and she spread her hands towards him, saying that she didn't bring any weapons: "I know your identity, you don't need to guard against me. That's not my brother, I was brought by my mother. It's a pity that she died of drug addiction, I can only beg for food with him." She lit a cigarette coquettishly and brought it to her mouth, but her eyes still stared at Nie Yan and did not move away: "Comrade police, if you succeed, you will be able to take me away in the future." Take it out?"

Nie Yan's whole body was on alert. He was thinking how likely he was to be able to silence this person here without anyone noticing.

Qian Ru smiled: "Don't think about it, those people outside will come after you soon, you can't explain why it happened that you haven't been seen for so long, why they just found the trace of the insider. Unless...you fucked me here .”

Nie Yan's face froze.

Qian Ruli took off her clothes in front of him. She didn't have the shyness of a young woman on her face, her eyes were cold and fierce.Qian Ru said: "Seriously, you want me, I want to get pregnant, so I don't have to transport drugs." Nie Yan realized what she meant, his expression was embarrassed, he didn't dare to look, Qian Ru was cold The hard expression showed a trace of sadness: "It hurts too much, I can't get used to it. Every time I help them transport drugs, I feel the pain below is about to burst, but I eat their food, so I have to do this. Ma If the truth is not bad enough, pregnant women don’t have to do this. Come on, I’ll help you, and you can help me too.”

Nie Yan did this almost tremblingly.When those people chased after them, they looked around for a while, Qian Ru coquettishly told them to get out, and they booed and left.Nie Yan's absence was explained, and his downline committed suicide after being caught, and Nie Yan didn't even have time to mourn for him.

Qian Ru was pregnant, and publicly disclosed her relationship with Nie Yan.Because of this connection, her brother completely let go of his guard against him, Nie Yan became their "insider" unbelievably, and the drug lord witnessed their wedding.The side benefit of this incident is that Nie Yan moved out of the house where the four of them slept together, and he and Qian Ru had a separate residence, which brought convenience for passing news.

Seeing Qian Ru's belly getting bigger day by day, Nie Yan often felt unreal.He was in a daze, until that day when he heard Ji Hanxing's cry, he was shocked suddenly, and at that moment he felt that something had collapsed.He should have known earlier that this was not a cosplay, that he was not an actor who could escape unscathed after the curtain ended, and that he had already bet his life on this path.

Now his lover - Ji Zhiqing, asked him if he loved that woman, he didn't know what to say, in fact, no matter what, he already had a responsibility to her.He hadn't thought about what would happen if he came back successfully. After all, Qian Ru gave birth to a child for him...

Ji Zhiqing felt that he had seduced Nie Yan, and he spurned himself, but he couldn't bear the possibility that Nie Yan didn't have him in his heart.He took the initiative to kiss Nie Yan and took him home, and they were out of control.Under great despair, they took a step that they had never taken, and their young bodies were entangled together, as if they hoped that through such contact, they could release their endless helplessness and impossible love.

Then Lao Ji came back.

He didn't see clearly who the other person was, he only knew that his son had done something that he could never forgive. "Dad, Dad, please, don't say, don't shout!" He randomly stuffed Nie Yan's clothes to him, telling him to leave quickly.Nie Yan cannot be found, otherwise his situation will be very dangerous.In his haste, he didn't even have time to see Nie Yan's shocked, guilty and sad face clearly, he only knew that he had to leave...before things got serious.

It was a chaotic day.

Lao Ji's angry shout attracted many neighbors. They saw a man fleeing from his yard like a wind. People could only see the distress of his back, but no one could clearly see the despair on his face.Ji Zhiqing refused to reveal who the other person was, and he refused to admit his mistake. He was beaten out by Lao Ji's broom.Then he was suspended by the school for a long time, Ji Zhiqing lost his mind, he found a small house in the corner of the city to live in, sometimes secretly came back to have a look at night, hoping to have another chance, when passing by that alley, and then I heard someone say that sentence: "It's me."

Later, Kang Shuren, Nie Yan's captain, found him and told him the news of Nie Yan's sacrifice.Ji Zhiqing refused to believe it, he thought it was a scam, maybe this person was here to cheat him of money, he reacted fiercely: "Why did you contact me, I never knew you."

Kang Shuren said that because of the files Nie Yan left in the bureau, besides his parents, you are the contact person.

Ji Zhiqing stared at him incredulously, and shook his head subconsciously: "I don't believe it, I don't believe a word. You are here to lie to me, Nie Yan is alive and well, he said he will come back alive!" Kang Shuren took the photo Handed it to him, it was taken when they went to the photo studio together, the two people shoulder to shoulder, pretending to be brothers... a pair of lovers.

"why why……"

Kang Shuren said: "I confiscated it from him."

Ji Zhiqing suddenly raised his eyes and stared at him, Kang Shuren said in a slow tone, "Before he went on a mission, the only thing related to himself that he wanted to take away was this photo. But you know, in our line of work, there is nothing It’s a fluke. If it’s found out, I’ll die. So I confiscated it and said I’ll give it to him when he comes back.”

But now that Nie Yan won't be coming back, he has no choice but to return the photos...to their original owners.

Scenery (Ji Zhiqing's episode part [-])

According to Kang Shuren, the operation that Nie Yan participated in finally went a little wrong. They failed to wipe out Ma Shiyi's people, and several small bosses who were loyal to the drug lord escaped.The participants were afraid of reprisals, and their sacrifices were made quietly.Nie Yan's parents returned to their hometown to live, and Qian Ru was with them, taking the child with them.Kang Shuren said: "She provided a lot of information, which was the result of weighing and gave her a chance to probation."

Ji Zhiqing went to Nie Yan's hometown once, and he stood in front of Nie Yan's parents with a gift, and introduced himself, "I am his friend."

The family didn't dare to show Nie Yan's photo, so Ji Zhiqing lit a stick of incense on the incense table in the house where there was no photo left.

At that time, Qian Ru was coaxing the child to play. The woman was very beautiful, and she had a maternal radiance when she held the child.Ji Zhiqing had mixed feelings about this child, he didn't dare to go up and take a closer look, he put the longevity lock he bought in his hand and ran away.He remembered that when he was looking at photos with Nie Yan under the lamp, he had unspeakable extravagant hopes.

Ji Zhiqing has been repenting about what happened after that.He thought maybe it was his fault, he shouldn't have seduced a father with a child, this must be God's revenge on him, and it should be on Nie Yan.If he is given a chance to do it all over again, and Nie Yan can come back alive, he must hide his shameful thoughts well, even in the future, he can only watch from afar. As long as Nie Yan's family is happy, he will feel very happy. satisfy.

Coming out of Nie Yan's hometown, Ji Zhiqing was disheartened. With that photo, he found a corner village on the map, and he wanted to seek death.Just as he was about to jump off the abyss, a deep voice sounded: "Young student, give me a hand." The old village chief went to pick up fruits in the mountain, but he accidentally got stuck in the cracks in the rocks.

Ji Zhiqing didn't mind doing a good deed before he died, so he stretched out his hand and pulled him up, and found that this person was very talkative, in layman's terms he was long-winded.The other party has no culture, but he speaks with a lot of air, and he always looks very motivated.He said that he is the village head of Ningchuan. Taking advantage of the good weather today, he came out to see the harvest. He handed over a fruit: "This year is not bad. Let them pick it together and dry it. You can sell a lot in the market." Where's the money?"

Ji Zhiqing took it silently. He felt a little sympathetic to the other party. It is a big project to pick each fruit one by one.He didn't speak, and the old villager talked to him again, asking why he was here.It is hard for Ji Zhiqing to say that he came to jump off a cliff to seek his death, so he lied to him and said that he came to the countryside to gather folk songs for the school.But the old village head suddenly became excited when he saw the real god: "So you can read? Hey, that's right, you can see that you are a scholar."

"Yes, I went to college."

The eyes of the old village head were almost ignited, and he said in a spirited voice, "I dreamed that something good happened in Ningchuan yesterday, but I didn't expect it to be true."

He couldn't help but dragged Ji Zhiqing back and wanted to invite him to lunch. There was a skinny monkey-like little black baby in that airy house.The old village head handed him an old book, and grabbed the child with one hand, his old face showed a shy expression: "Ji, Teacher Ji, can you tell him about this poem? Recognize a few words, you can't teach this doll."

Ji Zhiqing took it and squatted down in front of the little monkey. The kid is very courageous, and he is not afraid of strangers. His eyes are bright and he looks energetic.Ji Zhiqing asked, what's your name.He uttered two words in a thick dialect: "Li Gu." Ji Zhiqing asked again: "Can you write names?" Li Gu was ignorant and fearless, and said openly: "No."

Ji Zhiqing just stayed in Ningchuan.He contacted the original school and transferred his work files over, which was a great joy for everyone. He didn't have to be that embarrassing person in the city, and Ningchuan also had a teacher.He just wanted to do something by chance before committing suicide, but he slowly found a little meaning of existence here.

The next year, when it was Nie Yan's memorial day, he went to Nie Yan's hometown, intending to offer another incense stick to him.He doesn't plan to die for the time being, a stick of incense every year is the closest relationship he and Nie Yan can have in this world.

Unexpectedly, seeing the big fire, the revenge seekers came, and the day of Nie Yan's memorial day was counted.Ji Zhiqing was keenly aware that something was wrong, he didn't go over, but watched from a distance, the fire was staggering, the old house was engulfed by the flames, including bones and slag.And no one in the neighborhood dared to rescue them.

Ji Zhiqing didn't pay attention to the field ridge under his feet, as if it was God's will, he saw the child next to him, with the longevity lock he gave him still hanging around his neck.He woke up as soon as he held the baby, Ji Zhiqing hurriedly covered his mouth: "Xing Xing, don't make a sound." He made a decisive decision and hurried out of the village with the baby in his arms without looking back.

The house had been burned, and he couldn't bring it back, but this child was Nie Yan's only blood, so no matter what, he wanted to protect him.Kang Shuren later told him that Qian Ru and Nie Yan's parents died in the fire together.After further investigation and interrogation, the neighbor’s child said that Ji Hanxing was stolen by him to go out to play, but he did not expect that Nie’s house was burnt down after a while. Those arsonists described it as horrible, and he dared not take the child back. , Only dare to abandon it in the field.

"His family was hunted down because of our dereliction of duty. If I was around, I would definitely pursue those people and investigate. As for his child, I will find a way to find him a good family." Kang Shuren said.

Ji Zhiqing held the little dough in his arms and looked at it for a long time: "Give him to me."

He was a single man, and he had such a relationship with Nie Yan, so Kang Shuren didn't rush to agree.He found someone to visit and investigate Ji Zhiqing for two weeks, and finally stepped forward to help him through the adoption procedures.

Ji Zhiqing also returned to the small courtyard where he grew up for the first time after that time.

"You mean, his surname is Ji?" Old Ji's heart was softened by Ji Hanxing's smile, and there was only this doll left in his eyes: "I have a grandson, I have a grandson." He gradually understood the past, All the guilt that was too late to say turned into a doting for Ji Hanxing.Ji Zhiqing watched him skillfully dress and wash the child, and asked him, "Can you bring the stars well?"

Old Ji Hu put on a face: "I brought you up, Xing Xing is so obedient, what's wrong with you." So Ji Zhiqing returned to Ningchuan after Ji Hanxing grew up a little.The child can take care of himself, and the burden on Lao Ji is not so heavy.And he was teaching in the countryside, atoning for his sins, guiding others, and only returning to the city once during the holidays to see Lao Ji and Ji Hanxing.After several years, Ji Hanxing was brought back to Ningchuan by Ji Zhiqing until the old Ji died that year...

Ji Zhiqing's funeral was presided over by the village head.Kang Shuren also came that day. He was tall and strong, and because he had held a high position for a long time, he had a decisive temperament.Li Gu had a little impression of this Uncle Kang. Ji Zhiqing wanted to entrust the child to him when he was seriously ill, so Li Gu subconsciously blocked Ji Hanxing, for fear that he would be snatched away.Kang Shuren didn't expose the child's thoughts, he called the village chief and Ji Hanxing, and after discussing with them, he decided to bury Ji Zhiqing in Ningchuan.Those escaped drug dealers have not yet been caught, and the place where Nie Yan's own bones are buried is not yet safe, so it is inconvenient to bury Ji Zhiqing with him.During the whole process, Ji Hanxing remained calm, but Li Gu was even more worried, holding his hand tightly and refusing to let go.

Funeral ceremonies in a small place like Ningchuan don't have too many rules and regulations. On that day, everyone in the village will wear sackcloth and filial piety, and they will start beating gongs and drums to send him on the road before dawn.The mountains and rivers are far away, and people from Ningchuan carried coffins around the mountain road here, and paper money was scattered all over the ground.Grandma Rabbit said that even when the former rich man passed away, he never experienced such a scene.

He was kicked out of the house by his relatives, spurned by his neighbors, and lost his beloved one. Fate made him stop at this place and bestowed a little kindness on him.He has a lot of suffering in his heart, and this little kindness can also light him up, allowing him to light a lamp for Ning Chuan at the end of his life.His body was quickly buried in the loess, and no living relatives and friends cared about him, but many people remembered his existence, including the quiet mountains and rivers in Ningchuan at this time.

Lee Tony Gu

Ji Hanxing was wearing a round neck sweater and sitting in the small courtyard of Ji's house. He was wearing an old apron, which was tied around his neck, so that the clothes inside were completely covered.Li Gu stood beside him, holding a pair of scissors, with a serious expression on his face: "Do you want the front to be shorter or longer? I think thicker ones are warmer, but if they are thinner, you can wash them at school." Ji Hanxing He sat obediently and didn't move, letting him look at his head while nagging.

Li Gu pondered for a long time but couldn't make a move. Ji Hanxing was pretty, and making fuss about his head made Li Gu feel a heavy responsibility.The inexperienced Lee Tony Gu was deadlocked.

In the end, Ji Hanxing made a decision for him: "Let's just cut the one that looks more aggressive."

Li Gu became even more nervous: "Is someone at school bullying you?"

Hearing that Ji Hanxing said that he was not there, he was relieved, and then thought about whether the child was particularly eager for strength because of his life experience, and rubbed his ears pityingly: "Be obedient, if there is anything, I will help you. When you murder others, you let brother out." After Li Gu finished speaking, he suddenly shut up, realizing that he didn't regard himself as a human being.Ji Hanxing softened his brows and eyes, looked at him with a smile and said, "Then just cut it short."

Anyone who's ever struggled with a hairdresser knows that the phrase "just cut it short" usually doesn't end well.Li Gu Bai was blind and hesitated for a long time, then cut down with the scissors - cut it off.

Li Gu's face was pale, and he looked at the back of Ji Hanxing's head with a horrible expression, and said in a low voice, "Well, Xing Xing... I'll take you to the barber shop."

Ji Hanxing jumped off the stool, went back to the room, took a mirror to take a look, and shook his little head: "I think it's pretty good, it's too short." To the sad place" expression: "Let's go fix it."

Ji Hanxing came up to him and asked abruptly, "Am I handsome?"

Li Gu answered without hesitation: "Handsome."

Ji Hanxing laughed: "That's fine, handsome people are always handsome."

"But it looks like a dog gnawed it out..." After Li Gu shut up again, Ji Hanxing smiled with his brows and eyes crooked.

Today is the weekend.Going back to the small courtyard after school every Friday for two days has become their daily routine.

When Kang Shuren asked Ji Hanxing if he would go with him, he was actually ready to adopt him.This is not a good choice, because he himself is living a life of licking blood, secretly staring at many people who want to take revenge on him, so he has no children so far.

But this is the best solution he can think of: Ji Hanxing has already remembered, and he is not at an age that is easy to be adopted, and the adoptive family will worry about such an unfamiliarity.The child was also beautiful, and Kang Shuren had seen many things, so he was even more worried about handing him over to someone he didn't know well.

At that time, the village chief looked at Ji Hanxing and then at Kang Shuren, and he dared not say anything. He lived a life of inferiority, and he was in awe of a high official like Kang Shuren, so he didn't have the courage to speak in front of him.On the contrary, Li Gu stepped forward step by step, showing a calf-like energy: "I! I'll come, can I raise him?"

Kang Shuren turned his head slowly, his eyes skipped over him, and he smiled lightly: "You raise it? What do you take to raise it?"

This sentence stuck in Li Gu's sore spot. He was a little guilty, but he was even more afraid of being underestimated. He wished his eyes could grow a little bigger, so that the firm gaze could be magnified several times, blinding the person in front of him.But after a short period of unhappiness, he slowly lowered his head, realizing that this youthful spirit was