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The woman met a man, that man's name was Yanxi.

Yan Xi is a very beautiful man, very beautiful.

"How pretty?"

Doctor, do you like flowers?

"I like it."

What kind of flowers do you like?

"I like red roses best."

Then he is like the rose that blooms in the evening, a nightingale holding its thorns to its heart, a unique rose raised by the deepest love.

"Ha ha."

But I still think he is most like a lily, white and elegant.

"Good good."

We met and fell in love very passionately.But, he's weird.

"How to say?"

He is usually very gentle, but sometimes suddenly very irritable, or very cold.I was tortured by his hot and cold attitude, and finally one day, he left me and I couldn't find him no matter what.I lost him, doctor, I am in so much pain.

"Ah."

When it was time for the consultation, the doctor sent the woman out.

"Doctor Xi Mu, the patient just now is so beautiful." The female nurse secretly hid behind the wall, committing a nympho.

The doctor whose name was called by him turned his head.

Seeing his face, the female nurse fell into a more intoxicated mood.

This young doctor is really handsome, he is tall and handsome, and he is also her favorite gentle scum, dressed like a beast.The hair is meticulous, and the clothes are simple and timeless.

"The patient just came here several times in the past few days." The passing doctor chatted with Xi Mu, "Every time I talk to you, I cry like a tearful person. Big beauty, I feel so pitiful seeing it." Yes. What's wrong with her?"

"She's not sick at all." Xi Mu pushed her glasses indifferently, "It's just that she was dumped, she's so sad, and I just want to talk to someone and comfort her."

"Chat with you?" The doctor was shocked, "She thought you were a warm-hearted auntie, but you are a psychiatrist in a private clinic, and you charge by the hour!"

Xi Mu put his hands in his pockets and raised the corners of his mouth, "A rich person can get whatever comfort he wants."

"A philistine!" The doctor colleague scolded him.

Xi Mu spread his hands, "It's almost time for me to get off work, and I asked my former colleagues to have dinner together."

"Did you work in a mental hospital?" He knew that Xi Mu used to be a doctor in a mental hospital, a serious doctor with the right to prescribe.Later, for some reason, he suddenly resigned from a stable regular hospital, was poached by their boss, and became a doctor in their private psychological clinic.

He also admired Dr. Xi Mu. After studying clinical medicine, he continued to study psychology.

"Yes." Xi Mu went back to pack her things and left for get off work.

As soon as he left, the doctor turned his head and saw the little nurse's nympho expression. "Is Dr. Xi Mu handsome?" the doctor asked.

The little nurse nodded frantically. "handsome!"

"But you'd better not want to fall in love with him." The doctor warned him.

"Why?" The little nurse was angry.

"Because I think he always smells a little perverted." The doctor joked.

After work, Xi Mu went to a large comprehensive shopping mall.When they arrived at the appointed restaurant, a person sitting not far away waved at Xi Mu.

Xi Mu walked over, "You arrived too early."

"I'm ashamed, it's just that I'm not busy at work and get off work on time." Li Jiang said this, wanting to show off.

"Hello, please give me a menu." Xi Mu happily waved to the passing waiter, completely ignoring Li Jiang who was talking.

Li Jiang looked at this increasingly arrogant colleague and endured it. "There are not many people in the store now, you can ask for two menus." There is a person sitting opposite him, is he dead?

"Hey, no, this meal is a favor from you, so I can just order." Xi Mu flipped through the menu, shaking his feet.He can kill Li Jiang, and he feels happy.

"Your skin is getting thicker." Li Jiang admired.

Xi Mu raised his eyes, and his eyes were slightly squinted inside the glass lenses, with a smile that was not a smile.

Li Jiang stretched out her hand, "Please, please."

Xi Mu is blunt.

Just as they were ordering, the TV in the store was broadcasting the news.It was still local news that Lan Yinxiao, the current superficial leader of the Lan Group, attended a banquet. He brought his niece, wearing expensive clothes, into the hotel.

"Look, Luo Ze is here too." Li Jiang pointed at the TV.

Xi Mu looked up, and sure enough, he saw Luo Ze.He followed Zhang Qian and entered the banquet with his head down.

"Ah, I'm so envious, he had dinner with the Lan family." Li Jiang was extremely envious, "It's a pity that I didn't have the chance to win the top position."

"Having nothing is not necessarily a bad thing, sometimes losing is also a blessing." Xi Mu said meaningfully.

"That's right, I'm not that sorry yet, you should be even more sorry." Li Jiang really felt that Xi Mu was close to the door back then.Going to Under the Juniper Psychiatric Sanatorium was not a big deal, but in that hospital there was the possibility of climbing higher.Li Jiang knew some little gossip at the beginning, so she took the initiative to sign up to go to that hospital. "I didn't make any contribution there, but you can heal their treasures."

Li Jiang was still talking, Xi Mu ignored him and raised his hand, "Hi, order!"

"Listen to people!" Li Jiang was angry.

Xi Mu is taking an order with the waiter.

"Well, speaking of which, weren't you in a public hospital in the city a few years ago? Why did you suddenly run out?" Li Jiang remembered something.

After Xi Mu finished ordering, he finally managed to give him some attention. "I offended the director."

"Are you always aiming at the director to offend!" Li Jiang was convinced.

"There is another important reason." Xi Mu's expression was a little dignified.

"What?" Li Jiang thought she could know some secrets, so she quickly moved her head over.

Xi Mu lamented, "The money given by our current dean is really too much!"

Li Jiang wanted to beat him up.

The two stopped hurting each other and started eating.

"So you're working two jobs now, one in private practice and one as a counseling psychiatrist at your sister's police station?"

"Yes." Xi Mu poured a glass of wine for Li Jiang.

Li Jiang took the wine glass, took a big sip, and then stared at the ceiling in a daze. "When did we meet?"

"Six years ago." Xi Mu replied flatly, "What's wrong?"

"Six years." From the enthusiasm at the beginning to the confusion now, it turns out that six years have passed.

"Yes, I'm already 27 years old." Xi Mu smiled.

"To the 27-year-old in life." Li Jiang raised his wine glass to him with a smile.

Xi Mu lightly clinked his wine glass with him.

Meeting Li Jiang again was actually only two years ago.Perhaps because of the strong memories of the past, Xi Mu took the initiative to associate with Li Jiang. The two worked close to each other, and after going back and forth, they became good friends.It was at that time that Xi Mu realized that the reason why Li Jiang wanted to succeed so much was because of family difficulties, and he wanted to succeed too much.

Xi Mu looked up, the Lan family's banquet was still being broadcast on TV, and the camera would sometimes cover Luo Ze.

But not every success has to be pursued.

After eating and drinking enough, Li Jiang went home by bus.

Xi Mu didn't drive out today because he knew that he would go out for a drink with him tonight.He strolled to the subway station, and happened to see a flower shop, inside the glass window, slowed down all kinds of flowers, including fiery red roses.

Xi Mu thought about it and went in to buy a bouquet of roses.

"Do you want to give it to your girlfriend? Do you need packaging?" The store manager asked him with a smile.

"No, I'll leave it at home." Xi Mu opened the wallet.

The store manager took a few glances at him, and then smiled gratifiedly, "I'm so lucky today, all the handsome guys who enter the store."

Xi Mu smiled, the smile was very polite and distant.

"That handsome guy gave it to his girlfriend, and he asked me to wrap it gorgeously." The store manager smiled, and then pointed to the golden and blue wrapping paper beside him.

Xi Mu glanced at the pattern and color of the wrapping paper, and had to admit that the other handsome guy the store manager met today should have good taste.

The air is a little humid, and the clouds in the sky are getting lower.

There is a feeling that it will rain.

Holding the roses in her hands, Xi Mu returned to the apartment where she lived alone.Putting the roses into the vase, Xi Mu found a pair of scissors, specially cut off all the thorns of a rose, and put it in the vase on the balcony.

When the wind blows, the roses rolled around in the vase, changing the direction to release their beauty.

Xi Mu looked at the section of roses, and didn't know what or who she remembered.

After a moment of daze, he sighed and went to take a shower.After coming out, Xi Mu took the medicine to help sleep, and Xi Mu lay on the bed.

I checked the weather forecast before going to bed, and it sure will rain tomorrow.

Light rain in spring, windy in the morning.

While brushing his teeth, Xi Mu went to the balcony to check the situation, and found that the roses he put on the balcony last night had been blown away by the wind.

It is said that it rained last night.

Xi Mu closed the balcony door and went to the toilet.

He didn't look down as he walked by, some water stains stretched from the balcony to his room.The water has almost dried up, leaving only some marks.

The clues reminded the owner of the room that something unusual had happened.

But the owner of the room just rushed out.

Later, the rain became heavier, and some guests who made an appointment to come today changed their time one after another.

Xi Mu agreed with their decision. After all, in this weather, he just wanted to sit by the window and stare blankly.

However, there is still a guest.

And the customer didn't find the way to their hospital, he just said what intersection he had come to, and asked Xi Mu if he could go out to pick her up.

In fact, she was across the road around the corner from the hospital.

Seeing that she was free now, Xi Mu didn't refuse, and went out with a brown umbrella to pick her up.

He came to the opposite side of the road that the guest said, he raised the canopy of the umbrella, and was startled by the sight in front of him.

The rain in spring falls from the sky like silver threads, pattering, connecting the sky and the earth.The water droplets were chilly, bouncing on the floor.

In front of Xi Mu was a zebra crossing connecting the opposite road, and many people were passing by.All living beings are in a hurry and keep walking.

Among them, there is a woman who is the most conspicuous.

She was beautiful, with long black hair and brown eyes like glass beads.She is standing on the opposite side of the road, motionless, without an umbrella in her hand, holding a bouquet of flowers

White lilies blooming to the end, gold and blue paper wrapped bouquets.

Xi Mu walked over and held up an umbrella to protect her from the rain, "Excuse me, are you Miss Zhou who made an appointment for today's consultation?" Xi Mu asked.

She looked up at Xi Mu, then nodded slowly.

Xi Mu said, "Then let's go in quickly."

After arriving at the hospital, Xi Mu took out a towel to wipe her body and hair, and poured her a cup of hot water.

"This...flower..." Because of the rain, the wrapping paper was all wet, and Miss Zhou didn't know what to do for a while.

"Wait." Xi Mu ran out, and then took back a large bottle of Coke and other plastic bottles, "Put them in first."

Miss Zhou inserted the flowers and put them on the table.

"I feel very sad." Miss Zhou looked at Xi Mu, tears streaming down her face.

Xi Mu finally got serious, "What's wrong?"

"I have a lover who loves him deeply..." Miss Zhou covered her face and began to cry immediately after saying this.

Xi Mu sat up straight and waited patiently for her to finish crying.

"His name is Yanxi." She broke down.

Yan tin.

Why does Xi Mu feel that this name seems familiar.

"I really love him, but he broke up with me today. He suddenly became nothing like him. He was very gentle before, but when he told me to break up with me on the phone, his voice became very cold. It's like another person." Miss Zhou covered her face, "I love him so much, I can't leave him."

Xi Mu gradually felt something was wrong.

After the consultation, Ms. Zhou felt much better.But people are still floating, she left, and even forgot to take the bouquet of lilies.

Poor Hua, hanging her head down in frustration, is on Xi Mu's table.

Xi Mu's heart began to beat wildly for no reason.

He had a hunch.

A storm is coming.

The wind is blowing and the rain is blowing, and the rage is coming.

But he wasn't afraid at all, and even felt a little bit of excitement.

Some people have to chase something to live.

In the next five days, a group of women came to Xi Mu's consultation room, and they said the same things with little difference.

They have a boyfriend named Yanxi.

In the beginning, Yan Xi took the initiative to approach them, and he was also very gentle to them.Gentle, funny, and handsome, they fall for his charm.Just when they thought this love was eternal, Yan Xi suddenly changed and left them.

The women who lost Yanxi broke down and cried bitterly.

"Interesting." Seeing off one woman after another, Xi Mu put the coat pockets in their backs and smiled slightly.

The little nurse sighed, "That's a super scumbag! He also engages in pua."

Xi Mu was sitting on a chair in the office, with his feet up, the ballpoint pen twirling in his hand, thinking about something seriously.

"But those little sisters are too exaggerated. They came to find a psychiatrist just because of the broken relationship."

Xi Mu's brows furrowed deeper and deeper.

The little nurse looked at Xi Mu, "Doctor, what's wrong with you?"

Xi Mu didn't speak.

"You don't think they really suffer from mental illness because of a broken relationship, do you?" The little nurse couldn't believe it.

"Didn't you notice?" Xi Mu asked her.

"What did you find? I don't know what you said." The room is soundproof, and the doctor will not reveal the conversation he had with the patient, because some young ladies are sometimes too sad, and they pull her to cry, so she is much more Less guesswork.

"It's not them who are sick." Xi Mu threw the ballpoint pen on the table, "It's the person named Yanxi."

The little nurse was taken aback.

"Split personality." Xi Mu is too familiar with this disease.

"Oh, then what are you going to do?" Anxi asked.

Yes, it is Anxi.

After what happened that year, Xi Mu investigated everywhere and repeatedly looked for opportunities to go to the mental sanatorium under the juniper tree.

On the day when all his methods were exhausted, Wei Zhiyu sent a message to guide him to the hospital.

When Xi Mu finally arrived, he found out that the mental sanatorium under the juniper tree had moved.Just when he was about to leave in disappointment, An Xi got out from a certain small room.

She said that Wei Zhiyu told her to hide, and that he would come to pick her up when the time came.

Wei Zhiyu didn't come to pick her up, but sent Xi Mu to take her away.

Xi Mu asked Anxi what she wanted to do in the future, and if she wanted to go home, he could send her back.

Anxi shook her head, she finally understood that she had no home to return to.

Xi Mu helped her relocate her household registration, and then sponsored her to attend high school and college.

"I don't know." Xi Mu stretched his waist, "How is your bipolar disorder?"

"Since taking the medicine on time and keeping a happy mood, there is almost nothing wrong." Anxi took out an envelope with money in it, "Please accept the money."

Xi Mu turned his head.

"You are enough! Didn't it mean that I will be able to work in the future, and I will definitely return all the money I have paid for these years? As a result, every time I send money to you, you call back." Anxi was angry.

Xi Mu sighed, "I despise your little money."

Anxi wanted to kill him.

"Okay, if you insist." Xi Mu didn't want to hit her, but just shook the envelope she gave her, "But next time you save more money, give it to me again. I don’t even know how to handle it.”

"Your personality is getting worse every year. You were not like this before." Anxi complained.

Xi Mu sighed, "This cruel society has changed me too much."

"What are you talking about!" Who is the one who is treated cruelly by society!

Xi Mu casually threw the envelope bag containing the money into his own bag.

Anxi suddenly didn't want to pay back the money to this person. "There is one more thing I want to report to you." She said softly.

Over the years, Xi Mu has raised Anxi, giving her the feeling of a daughter.He reflected on his attitude today, and looked at her with kind eyes, "What else is there?"

Anxi said: "I collected information about Wei Zhiyu on the Internet, and then someone sent me a photo." Anxi turned on the phone and showed Xi Mu the photo saved in it.

With cold eyes, Xi Mu glanced at her cell phone.

The photo is a selfie of a couple with a man passing by behind them.His face was not clearly photographed, but he did look a bit like Wei Zhiyu.

"This place is on the side of the commercial street." Xi Mu recognized a sign on the photo, and this place is in their city.

Anxi's heart was beating wildly. Holding her mobile phone, she felt that she still had a glimmer of hope, that she could meet Wei Zhiyu again.

Xi Mu looked at her and lowered his eyes.

They are two people haunted by their past.

Shakespeare said that all that is past is prologue.

That being the case, when will Zhengzhang play?

Back in the office in the afternoon, Xi Mu found that the lilies on the table had died.

That Miss Zhou never came again.

Xi Mu held the flowers, ready to take them out and throw them away.

As soon as he got to the trash can, someone called his name.

"Doctor Xi Mu? I want to talk to you about my current boyfriend, Yan Xi." A woman took off her sunglasses and looked at Xi Mu.

As soon as Xi Mu loosened his hand, the withered lily fell into the rotting garbage dump.

Beauty falling into filth is the ultimate holiness.