waiting for the flowers to bloom

Song Fanfan had just entered the door and put down his bag when someone knocked on the door, Sui Dong?Did something fall here?Looking out from the cat's eyes, unexpectedly, it was Zhao Chengyuan!After thinking about it, it's better to pretend that she is not at home, she should leave in a while.

However, it is estimated that Zhao Chengyuan came to him when he saw that he had entered the door, knocking on the door with an attitude of immortality.He heard the voice of the aunt next door, it was so unreasonable.

"Hey, Fanfan, why haven't you opened the door for so long? This girl even asked if something happened to you, which shocked me."

"Sorry, I just fell asleep and didn't hear."

"Auntie, thank you." Zhao Chengyuan smiled politely.

"Thank you, our Fanfan is a good guy, you will enjoy yourself if you follow him. Auntie is waiting to drink your wedding wine."

What are these? ! !

"Auntie, it's not what you think..." Song Fanfan understood that Auntie was completely wrong.

"Okay, okay, I won't bother you anymore, you can talk slowly." The aunt nodded understandingly, and then went back to her home.

After the aunt closed the door, Song Fanfan asked, "What are you doing here again?"

"Let's talk to you."

"What do I have to talk about with you?"

"I think it's better for the two of us to go in and talk, otherwise I can't explain it if others see it, I can only say that you stole my boyfriend!"

Song Fanfan was really fed up with Zhao Chengyuan's unreasonable troubles, but there were such gossips in the community, if someone heard some news out of context, it would quickly spread throughout the community. "come in."

Zhao Chengyuan proudly stepped on his high heels and entered the room, "I remember I told you to stay away from Sui Dong."

"I also said that Sui Dong likes your brother. You can use this genetic advantage to fight for it."

Hearing Song Fanfan's answer, Zhao Chengyuan was not angry, but smiled helplessly.

Song Fanfan didn't understand the meaning of her smile, but heard her say bitterly: "I thought so too, but Sui Dong doesn't like me. It's not that I haven't tried, but it failed. When I came before, you said You guys are over, I guess... because of my brother?"

This is a question. Song Fanfan doesn't know what kind of medicine is sold in Zhao Chengyuan's gourd, but there is no need to use lies to maintain his image, "Yes, I met Sui Dong when I was a freshman, and when your brother passed away when I was a senior. separate."

Zhao Chengyuan stood in front of the window and looked outside, and was silent for a moment after hearing Song Fanfan's words, "Actually, the relationship between my brother and I is very awkward. He is not only my only relative, but also the person I am very jealous of. I am not as good as him. , and he is not as good-looking as him, although Grandpa Meng subsidized the two of us to go to school, but I feel that I am completely a gift."

"When I was young, adults always praised how good my brother was, how handsome he was, and how cute he was, and they only said to me that this kid was really obedient. At that time, Sui Dong and the others only wanted to take my brother to play, unless I had to make trouble with them to add me. When I grew up, I realized that I liked Sui Dong, and I confessed to him many times, but he rejected them all."

"After my brother's accident that year, Sui Dong suddenly had a falling out with his family and went to the army. I didn't know anything about it. Later, when I asked the adults, they couldn't explain clearly either."

"Actually, before you told me, I already had a guess in my heart, but I couldn't believe it. Otherwise, after Sui Dong came back from the army, I wouldn't have gone to the hospital once, but I was just afraid... what would be difficult for me? acceptable thing."

Zhao Chengyuan turned around and looked at Song Fanfan: "Sorry, I hit you before."

Although I don't have a good impression of Zhao Chengyuan, I still feel sad for her when I hear her say these words, "That matter... I didn't take it to heart. You don't need to apologize, it's over."

"Others think that I have a lot of friends, but I dare not tell anyone about many things." Zhao Chengyuan leaned on the window sill, paused, and then continued, "Actually, I did a very stupid thing before, and it was very stupid. Regretted, I wanted to apologize to Sui Dong, but he didn’t see me at all. Later, I really didn’t expect him to go to England to find you, obviously you have been separated for so long.”

"Actually, I didn't think so."

"So... are you together again now?"

"No." Song Fanfan shook his head and sat on the sofa, "I know what he thinks, but... I can't convince myself, and I dare not try with him again."

"That's right. My brother probably has taken root in Sui Dong's heart. But I still know Sui Dong well. Since he is not willing to follow you, you must be very important to him."

"Who knows?"

Zhao Chengyuan smiled softly, she was a pretty girl without her fangs and claws, "I went to see Tong Puhui the day before yesterday."

"How is he? I haven't had time to go yet."

"He's fine, so don't worry, he even apologized to me. But to be honest, I kind of regret looking at him."

"It was originally his fault. If it wasn't for him..."

"I know." Zhao Chengyuan interrupted Song Fanfan, "Actually... I don't know what I'm doing here. The other day I heard that Sui Dong was back, and I wanted to ask him out to have a good talk, but he never picked me up. The phone call. I found out that Aunt Meng came to see you after I called Auntie Meng. You were not here for the past two days. I went back when I couldn’t see you, who knew you got off Sui Dong’s car just after I came here. Did your foot hurt, I think you’re a little unsteady when walking.”

"Well, my left foot hurts a bit, so I went to Yuanshi with Sui Dong to have a look."

"Did Sui Dong get hurt?"

"That's right, but... there is a reason for the incident, and it's not all his responsibility."

Zhao Chengyuan nodded after listening, "Do you mind if I take a rest here? I must leave before dinner."

"It's nothing, I thought you were going to make me disappear from Sui Dong's side again."

"Haha... I might really have said that a year ago. What do you think is good about Sui Dong? He is a fool, has a bad temper, and is not gentle with girls at all."

Song Fanfan smiled slightly, "I don't know either."

"Did he go to England this time to start over with you?" Zhao Chengyuan walked over from the window and sat on the sofa opposite.

"That's what he said."

"Didn't you agree?"

Song Fanfan glanced at Zhao Chengyuan, "How could he agree? He thinks about it as soon as he thinks about it. Who knows how long his promise will last."

"But hasn't he been there for half a year? You haven't developed any more?"

Ben and Zhao Chengyuan had nothing to say, but the 180° change in the attitude of the other party made Song Fanfan suddenly want to talk, and kept all the things and emotions in his heart, which would deteriorate over time.

"I can't trust him anymore. If I can, I hope to find someone again. To put it bluntly, I only talked with Sui Dong once. We are both exes, and there is nothing to entangle with."

"You don't have feelings for him anymore?"

"I used to think so, but now... I don't know anymore. But if he left suddenly, I probably wouldn't care. I wouldn't be as sad as before. In fact... it's best to be friends with him."

"You are indeed quite decisive." Zhao Chengyuan nodded in affirmation.

"Are you decisive? I always feel that I am too hesitant in doing things."

"To be honest, if Sui Dong really suddenly sent a text message now, saying that he was too tired after chasing you for half a year, and he was going to let go, wouldn't you really, really feel sad?"

"Your problem is really..." Song Fanfan was a little dumbfounded, he really had to think about this kind of problem.

"It must be the truest thought in your heart."

"What's the point of me lying to you, but you have to let me think about it." Song Fanfan took a deep breath, "Well... Actually, when Sui Dong first went to England, I really annoyed him. I don't know how he did it later, Rented in the same house as me, and I had a hard time accepting that."

"Originally, there were many things between us that we couldn't explain at all. It was meaningless to apologize, so I decided to cut off all the previous things. I treated him as an ordinary roommate over there, and he Most of the time is in London, and there are not many opportunities to meet each other. I know what Sui Dong is thinking, even if I said at the beginning that we are roommates at most, he will not take it to heart."

"However, he did help me a lot, and I am very grateful to him. I would be lying if I said I didn't feel a little bit, but I don't know what the situation is now. If he said to give up now, I would still be a little... ...How should I put it, after all, we have lived in harmony for so long, and there is always some affection. But sadness should not be counted, it was a few months ago, and this is exactly the result I want."

"How did you do it? Let go so chicly?"

"Stylish? You haven't seen me in a mess." Song Fanfan raised his eyebrows and smiled in surprise, "After your brother passed away, Sui Dong didn't want to see me at all, and I even went to their company to find him. I don't know how embarrassed I was that day. It was also the day I decided...that's it."

"I thought you wouldn't..."

Zhao Chengyuan probably thought the latter words were unpleasant, so he didn't say them out, but Song Fanfan didn't care. "Is it entanglement? You can't even imagine what Sui Dong meant to me at that time, but it is really very important. Even if I am not willing to let go easily, I still have to fight for it."

Zhao Chengyuan nodded to show that he understood.

……

"Thank you very much today, and I finally let go willingly."

"You just figured it out yourself."

Zhao Chengyuan shook his head slightly, and stood up from the sofa, "Okay, I've been out for a few days too, it's time to go back, or grandma will be in a hurry again."

"Are you leaving? I'll take you out."

"No, you'd better take care of your wounds, or I will be blamed if Sui Dong finds out."

"Do not make jokes."

"I'm not joking. I wouldn't be surprised even...you didn't escape Sui Dong's clutches in the end. This...I believe in Sui Dong. I made you my friend today!" Zhao Chengyuan put his hand on Song Fanfan's shoulder clapped on.

"Let's go, bye." Zhao Chengyuan closed the door outside with a "bang boring".

Song Fanfan smiled helplessly, she was really a straightforward girl.After thinking about it, he decided to send Sui Dong a text message saying that he had met Zhao Chengyuan, and told his mother and grandma not to worry, and finally reminded him to call Zhao Chengyuan.

Seeing the call from Sui Dong, Song Fanfan guessed that he was probably asking about Zhao Chengyuan. "Hey, did you call Zhao Chengyuan? She just came back from me."

……

"What can she do to me? This girl is actually quite nice, and we chatted for a while."

...the other party is silent

"Call her quickly and ask where she is. Isn't your mother very worried?"

……

"What's the point of me lying to you? We have become friends somehow."

……

"Let's talk about it next time, hang up."