waiting for the flowers to bloom

The Spring Festival is coming soon, it should be a festival of reunion and joy, but Tong Wei and Weng Ling are always restless these days, Song Fanfan asked them what's wrong, they didn't say anything, just said it was nothing, tell him not to Worry.Song Fanfan couldn't ask too many questions, so he had to give up.

This year passed very peacefully, nothing happened, but just when Tong Wei and Weng Ling breathed a sigh of relief, troubles arose.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the last day of the Chinese New Year, Tong Wei and Weng Ling had taken leave a week ago, and Tong Puhao was in the graduating class and had already started school.Song Fanfan was the only one left in the family. This year, the Chinese New Year was early, and there were still a few days before leaving school.In the afternoon, Zhao Chengyuan came again.

Song Fanfan couldn't understand Zhao Chengyuan's visit. He thought he had made it clear last time.

"Why are you again? My..."

"Is there no one in your house now! Don't let me go in and sit around?"

"If you have any questions, we can go out and talk."

"But it's really cold outside." After speaking, he pushed Song Fanfan away and walked in, and then sat on the sofa like the owner, "The door can be closed."

"What the hell are you trying to do? I told you everything last time!"

"Song Fanfan, don't treat me like a three-year-old kid. I grew up with my brother and Sui Dong, and I know him better than you. He is indeed very good to my brother, but he is not only good to my brother. When he grew up, he was very kind to the people around him, if you don’t know him, of course you don’t.”

"Really? Then I really don't know him." Song Fanfan laughed at himself, "So? What else do you want to say? I broke up with him a long time ago. You don't need to have any worries."

"Really? I can be with Sui Dong every day, and I know his situation best." He glanced at Song Fanfan as he spoke, "I don't know if some people are really separated, or they are just playing hard to get, to tantalize people. ?”

Song Fanfan felt that the person in front of him really watched too much TV series, "Zhao Chengyuan, this is not a TV series. I don't need to be so cheap because of Sui Dong, you..."

"Dong dong dong" there was a knock on the door, interrupting Song Fanfan's words.

Song Fanfan's heart tightened, who came back?Zhao Chengyuan's mouth was open, so they couldn't see it, so he quickly pulled Zhao Chengyuan up.

"What are you doing?"

"Be quiet, you can come to me, don't let others see you. Go to my house and wait for a while, don't make a sound."

Zhao Chengyuan was pushed into the house reluctantly, Song Fanfan closed the door from the outside, checked again that there were no traces, and then responded, "Here we come—"

When he opened the door, Song Fanfan was surprised that it was his cousin, to be exact Tong Puhao's cousin—Tong Puhui.He hadn't seen him for five or six years, and he went abroad after the first semester of high school.

"Tong Puhui!"

"elder brother."

"When did you come back? Come in quickly." Song Fanfan greeted him to sit down, and went to the kitchen to pour water for him.

"I came back years ago. I have something to do. I just came here today."

"You haven't eaten yet, right? My parents didn't come back at noon, so I made some fried rice for you?"

"Don't worry bro, I've eaten."

"Why are you so thin? Didn't you eat well abroad? How about I call my dad, he shouldn't be very busy during the New Year's Eve." Song Fanfan said, holding his mobile phone and preparing to make a call.

"Don't call!" Tong Puhui was a little anxious when he saw it, and immediately slapped the phone on the ground.

Song Fanfan looked at Tong Puhui in surprise, not knowing what happened to him.

"you……"

"Brother, I'm here to find you today."

"what happened?"

"Brother, for the sake of calling you 'Brother', can you lend me some money, and I promise to pay you back as soon as I have money."

"How much do you want?"

"5."

"What do you want so much money for?"

"Brother, I beg you. Please lend me first."

"It's not that I don't want to borrow, you have to tell me first what are you doing with so much money?"

"I... I do business."

"Don't lie to me, will your parents not give you a business worth 5 yuan?"

"My Brother, don't ask, it's for your own good."

"Would you like to tell me, or should I call your uncle back now?"

"Don't call me uncle, I..." Tong Puhui sighed, "Don't call me uncle."

"What the hell is going on?"

"I owe someone money. I took 5 from my family, and it's almost there."

"Why do you owe people so much money? Don't the second mother know?"

"I didn't dare to tell them that it cost them a lot to go abroad, and finally had the opportunity to come back. I don't want to worry them."

"Are you sure it's just about money?"

"I promise!"

Song Fanfan looked at him and didn't ask any more questions, thinking that he must have caused some trouble while playing outside, since he can solve it, there is no need to alarm the adults.Thinking of this, he asked casually: "Are you also a senior this year? Oh... You used to learn languages ​​first, it took a year, right? Then you should be a junior this year?"

"En." Tong Puhui responded perfunctorily.

"You said that you have been there for such a long time, and you haven't come back once in the past few years, and you didn't say to send us a message. I can't even contact you."

"Well...the school in Singapore..."

"Singapore? Aren't you in America?"

……

Oops!Tong Puhui remembered what his parents told him, but he forgot all about it.

Seeing his expression change, Song Fanfan guessed that his family must have something to hide from himself and Haohao.

"What the hell is going on?"

"It's nothing, I... went to high school in the United States first, and then came to Singapore." Tong Puhui didn't dare to look at Song Fanfan, and pretended to be calm, picked up the water glass on the table, and took a sip of water.

Song Fanfan is such a sensitive person, he can very keenly capture any change in other people's emotions.Tong Puhui's obvious unnatural behavior and answer made him even more confused. "Don't lie to me, what happened? Or should I call your uncle to come back?"

Tong Puhui showed a very painful expression, and sighed: "Brother, I beg you, can you stop asking?"

"Is there anything you can't talk about? If it's really just about money, it's not impossible to solve it. Don't you all know that you only hide it from me and Haohao?"

Song Fanfan asked him, but Tong Puhui lowered his head and didn't respond at all.Song Fanfan wasn't in a hurry, he just looked at him, waiting for him to speak.

"I told you, you must not tell Uncle that you know. Uncle and the others have never told you, they must not want you to know about my bad things." Tong Puhui was silent for a long time before slowly raising his head , said so.

"Don't say that about yourself."

"...Do you still remember that when we were both in the first year of high school, there was a boy in our class who liked to smoke and didn't have a good relationship with me?"

"Remember, he was often notified by the school, what happened to him?"

"During the winter vacation of the first year of high school, I fell in love with her girlfriend. Later... we had a fight, and he asked someone to surround me and inject me with dupin. I haven't quit since then."

"You..." Song Fanfan couldn't believe what he heard.

"Later, my dad found out about it. He wanted to send me to a drug rehabilitation center, but my mother didn't agree. She felt that once I got into that place, if word got out in the future, my life would be over. They locked me up In the house, don’t let me go out, let me quit at home.”

Tong Puhui recalled the past with blank eyes, "But I didn't understand at all at that time, and you also know that once you get on that thing, it's hard to quit."

He paused, and continued: "Once I couldn't take it anymore, so I ran out secretly and found a place that...someone gave me a baifen before. It was the first time I went to buy it, what? I don’t understand, and there was an undercover policeman that time, it seemed that he had been undercover for a while, and he was about to close the net at that time. When I heard the alarm there, my mind went blank, and I didn’t know what to do. Do it. I was so scared when I saw them coming with guns, I ran forward, they told me to stop, but I just couldn’t stand, my legs wouldn’t listen to me, I was so afraid that they would hit me with a single bullet gone."

Tong Puhui's eyes suddenly became terrified, and his body trembled uncontrollably.Song Fanfan quickly put his arms around his shoulders to reassure him.

"A person came up and threw me down. I was very scared, so I struggled in a mess. Later, I didn't know where I found a brick and slapped that person on the head. Seeing that the person didn't let go, I became anxious. My mind went blank, and I didn't know how many times I hit him... The man fainted, so I ran away."

"My parents told my uncle when they knew about it. They told me not to be afraid, just stay at home and check the situation. We didn't expect to make things worse. The whole city was looking for a suspect who assaulted the police. I have several I didn’t dare to go out for a month, and my parents went to work with trepidation, because they were afraid that someone would find out about me.”

"When the rumors were particularly tight, my uncle and aunt said no, let me turn myself in. I was not yet 16 at the time, considered a minor, and I was injected. It shouldn't be too serious. But my parents were afraid that I would After sending it in, it was completely destroyed... I stayed at home for several months and didn't go out. When the inspection was not so strict, they sent me to Singapore, and there was a person watching me all the time. I Just got off drugs last year."

Song Fanfan was already stunned. He never thought that when he was living carefree, such things happened around him.

Of course, he knew who arrested and assaulted the police that year, but he never thought that it would be his cousin who did it.He always thought that his life was as ordinary and stable as everyone else's. He never thought that his family had already experienced such dire straits six years ago.

Tong Puhui took a break and continued: "Last year when my parents heard that I had quit, they asked the person in charge to observe me for another year, and then they said that no one had talked about it in the past few years, so they let me come back. But just after I came back a few years ago, someone came to me and said something... He knew what I did wrong, and threatened me to give him 10 yuan for hush money."

"You gave it to him this time, what about next time? And if he knew about you, why didn't he call the police during the investigation? Was it just to threaten you to give him 10 yuan?" Song Fanfan was a little excited, he hadn't fully Digest this fact. "How could this happen? Sentencing will destroy you, so what about now? What will you do in the future?"

"It's too late to say these things now." Tong Puhui covered his face in pain.

"I...I can't let him tell the news. Then my parents and uncle have been worrying about me for so many years. As long as I tell him to shut up, I can do anything." Tong Puhui spoke thoroughly. Show a trace of cruelty.

Song Fanfan suddenly felt that he did not recognize the person in front of him.In his memory, Tong Puhui was such a flamboyant, handsome boy who was always the most popular in school...but the person in front of him now only made him feel sad and worried.

To be honest, Song Fanfan didn't know what to do. He thought he was a law-abiding citizen, but at this moment, he could understand Tong Wei's mood at that time. Vitality is the same as that of young people.

He regretted a little, regretted listening to Tong Puhui tell this story.

"Brother? Are you afraid of me?" Tong Puhui was a little worried about Song Fanfan, because Song Fanfan had been in a daze since just now.

"No." Song Fanfan came back to his senses, "Don't get too excited, you have to tell your parents about this matter, you can't make up your own mind. Money is a trivial matter, if something happens to you, it will be difficult gone."

"but……"

"Tong Puhui! They have done so much to let you sit here safely today, don't let them worry."

Song Fanfan turned to get his mobile phone, and suddenly remembered that there was another person in his room, and was so startled that he broke out in a cold sweat.He hurriedly opened the door, only to see Zhao Chengyuan staring at him blankly: "So it's you..." Then he threw his bag at Tong Puhui.

"What did you say? What did you hear?" Song Fanfan felt his hands trembling. He almost wanted to bang his head against the wall, but he... forgot that Zhao Chengyuan was still in the room.

"You still have the guts to ask me! Song Fanfan, your family is going to die!" Zhao Chengyuan threw down these words and rushed out, leaving only the terrified Song Fanfan and the terrified Tong Puhui.

"elder brother?"

"You go back first and discuss it with your parents. You don't have to worry about it here." Song Fanfan looked very bad, as if he had lost too much blood, and his face was pale.

"Brother, that girl?"

"It's okay... you can go back first."

After sending Tong Puhui away, Song Fanfan suddenly lost his energy and slowly sat on the ground leaning against the wall.His mind was in chaos, for a while it was the words Tong Puhui said, for a while it was Zhao Chengyuan's last look at him, and that sentence, what does it mean?

Will she call the police?Why did she say that?She's too emotional, and she should...

God!Zhao Chengfang!

Tong Puhui was 15 years old when he was freshman in high school, and it has been 6 years now.The doctor said that Zhao Chengfang had been in bed for... 6 years!

So... is it him!

Song Fanfan shivered violently, feeling his heart beating more and more violently, about to pop out of his throat...

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, the answer that was ready to come out in his heart made him panic.

If it is really Zhao Chengfang...

The family's thoughts for so many years have been wasted...

It's all because of me... It's all because of me... Why do I have to ask him...

The culprit...

how come……

Is this... a dream?

He felt his hands and feet were cold, his whole body was numb, and the blood in his brain seemed to be slowly congealing... What should I do?

What should I do?

Song Fanfan only had these four words left in his mind.He felt that his brain was slowly becoming heavy, as if he couldn't remember anything, and it seemed that all the memories of the past had suddenly surfaced, filling his head full...

If Zhao Chengfang really became like that because of Tong Puhui, then what is he?Nemesis?

His mind was full of Zhao Chengfang lying on the hospital bed. He remembered the time when he helped Sui Dong take care of him. How many times he was secretly jealous that Zhao Chengfang could occupy such an important position in Sui Dong's heart. No matter how many times he comforted himself, Zhao Chengfang was a patient, and he was the one who was with Sui Dong at this moment.

He remembered that when Zhao Chengfang received a call from Sui Dong on the night of Zhao Chengfang's death, he seemed to be full of resentment and helplessness, as if he thought for a moment that it would be better if there was no such person as Zhao Chengfang.

The evil thoughts in his heart are like a big dry claw, tightly clamping himself.On the surface, he can still barely maintain the calm, but only he knows that the fierce battle in his heart will not last...

He seems to be sadly playing a sympathetic victim, but suddenly, someone tore off his disguise, what an unbearable fact lies beneath the mask... Song Fanfan, Song Fanfan, you are such a big joke!

guilty?Resentment?

I always think that the world is so big that people will spend their whole life to comprehend it; I never thought that the world is so small that if you turn around, you will fall into the abyss.

At this moment, Zhao Chengyuan may have already told Sui Dong the news.Is it all over?

I don't know when Sui Dong will come to the door, what will he do?Song Fanfan suddenly thought of Sui Dong, and his heart was pulled hard.

I must be an idiot, I clearly wanted to do my best, but in the end I became a shit-stirring stick...

In the chaotic brain is a sandstorm that cannot be stopped for a long time, disrupting all memories, and in panic, he remembered a long time ago, in a small room, his mother hugged herself and looked at the sunshine outside, and said softly : It would be fine without you.

She's right, she's always superfluous.

The author has something to say: A little angel left a message asking when Sui Dong will be abused... For this, the author can only say that they still have a long way to go. Break it apart, crush it, and carve it in bit by bit. .

I sincerely thank you all for stopping here and looking at it, which made me feel fortunate that I didn't give up this article at the beginning. .

Do you really think it's cruel?The author didn't intend to abuse...

Let's go on a little longer... A small mention, it's not scumbag, it's not cheap, it's a test of feelings, a contest, a running-in, a blending.