fantasy land

Xie Tiao tried his best to recall that he was almost shattered by lust just now, and when he woke up from the dream, thinking about what he had done, he was suddenly afraid that he would break out in a cold sweat.

He wanted to explain, to justify, to cover up the absurd evidence.Xiao thought that Qi Hengzhi was his fault, and he shouldn't.

Xie Tiao knelt on the ground trying to find Qi Hengzhi, and turned around in a hurry, biting his lower lip tightly to suppress his voice, he was afraid that if he let go, he would lose his composure.

But there is no such thing as Qi Hengzhi here, the whole house is empty, only he is alone, together with the well-dressed Qi Hengzhi who flogged him, humiliated him, and even bit him in fantasy are gone.

Qi Hengzhi disappeared.

He is gone, is he angry?

Because of myself...

own blasphemy.

own greed.

Xie Tiao trembled all over, he was immersed in his own terrifying fantasy, Qi Hengzhi abandoned him.

His teeth chattered up and down, making a knocking sound.

Qi Hengzhi...

Soon, without hesitation, he grabbed the buttons of his clothes.Xie Tiao always wore this dress to sleep, and the buttons were all loose. He used a lot of strength, and couldn't control the strength in a hurry, and the whole front of the front was ripped open with a loud clatter.

As if in a fantasy garden, he exposed his entire body naked, knelt on the ground, and completely surrendered.

Nakedness is the first step of punishment. It is the first step for Fantasia to train MB. It is the first step of Xie Tiao's self-punishment at this moment. One step, it turned out to be such a beginning.

The extreme fear made him lose his mind, and there was still no balance. Xie Tiao was waiting, waiting for the forgiveness and response of that impossible existence. The longer he waited, every second that passed, Xie Tiao's face became paler. After kneeling for a while, his lips were completely white.

If it was someone else at another time, maybe Xie Tiao wouldn't be so out of control at this moment,

But at such a time, it was really a mistake, and Xie Tiao should have suffered this crime.

At this moment he understands too well.

It wasn't because of lust, not because of that absurd fantasy to masturbate, he did something wrong because he missed, missed Qi Hengzhi, his people and company.

But is a person like him allowed to miss Qi Hengzhi?

If he was found out, he would panic. If Qi Hengzhi found out, if Qi Hengzhi knew about his wishful thinking, would he, would he, would he forgive him?

Xie Tiao was already in a mess, he got a response, and after waiting for a long time, finally, a drop of tear fell on the ground, resting on the wooden floor, with a thud, it got wet.

Qi Hengzhi... Qi Hengzhi gave up on him?

Another tear, so heavy, so light, fell into the dust again.

definitely is!It must be that the punishment he gave himself was not enough, so, so Qi Hengzhi couldn't forgive him yet!

For some reason, this idea rang in his mind, it must be!

Like a shot into the heart, he suddenly cheered up, wiped the wet eye sockets, he stumbled to stand up, standing in a hurry and almost fell, but fortunately he held onto the sofa in a hurry to stabilize his figure.But he didn't care, his eyes were staring at the empty room, he was looking, he was looking for a tool for punishment.

There was no whip, no size, no sharp weapon. Finally, Xie Tiao found a pen.

"Qi Hengzhi...Qi Hengzhi..." Xie Tiao couldn't help muttering.Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me, okay?Forgive my longing, forgive my shamelessness, forgive my humble and useless feelings.

He still knelt in the same seat just now, facing the sofa, opened the pen cover, and the sharp head of the pen shone slightly dazzlingly under the floor lamp.

He raised his right hand high and was about to stab his left upper arm.

The moment it was drawn, Xie Tiao turned his hand hard, and the ink drew a long trace on his hand.

He suddenly remembered that his whole body was bought by Qi Hengzhi.Qi Hengzhi minded his own body, just like letting himself be naked for verification at that time.If, without his permission, he left ugly marks on his body, and if it was discovered, wouldn't Qi Hengzhi even forgive him?

Is it possible for him to be discarded directly, just like Qi Hengzhi at that time?

What to do, Xie Tiao did everything he could, and cried out in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

To do something wrong and not get punished must be the most severe punishment.

That is abandonment.Like the garbage that never existed, it was packed up and thrown into the trash can, just like Qi Hengzhi once treated him, forgetting him, giving him up, and leaving him alone in hell.

Xie Tiao collapsed.

He finally stopped suppressing himself, and suddenly burst into a howl. He cried and shook his head, tears rained down, regretting his weak will.Regret for his desire, regret for his cumbersome feelings, he is afraid, he is afraid, so afraid that the old stomach disease is also aroused faint pain.

In the tears, he saw his hand, which was clenched into a fist and propped on the ground.

It was silence, except for the sound of her tears hitting the ground, the night was silent and nobody was there.

Xie Tiao straightened up suddenly.He knelt up straight, propped himself up, and put on a pious posture, which is the posture of a believer facing his faith and offering sacrifices completely. His crying also stopped, and the tears were still on his face, but there was a kind of dust falling on his face. fixed expression.

Then he raised his hand and thumped his stomach heavily.

That fist was very ruthless, hitting his stomach that had already undergone surgery, and the pain caused him to curl up into a ball and hug himself hard.

The last trace of blood disappeared from his face, a layer of cold sweat broke out, and the whole vein burst on his temple, pulsating.It's gone in an instant.

The pain was so painful that it was like experiencing life and death, Xie Tiao shrank on the ground, and it took a long time to recover.

There was a smile on his face as he hit the floor, a smile distorted by pain.

It hurts, he thought.

Is this okay?Could such a punishment be redeemed?

Qi Hengzhi, is this okay?

Still no response.Xie Tiao is still waiting, of course, how could there be a response.

not enough?Putting his hands on the ground, trembling slightly, Xie Tiao propped himself up and tried his best to let himself kneel back to the previous position.

I can, I can, I can punish myself again.If you're willing to forgive me, I... I can.

He laughed sadly, laughed and cried.

Love is sinful.

The sin is loving you.

The wind blew up a corner of the curtain, and there was a shadowy figure. No one knew that there was a person in this small room who was torturing himself like this.

I don't know how many times I beat myself, Xie Tiao didn't have the strength to stand up again, the sweat and tears he dripped together melted into a small puddle on the floor.

He could only curl up and crawl to the wardrobe in the corner with all his strength.

Qi Hengzhi slept in this room a few times, and left some clothes behind. Inside was a big bathrobe made of suede. Qi Hengzhi liked that one and often wore it.Xie Tiao was paralyzed on the ground like a puddle of mud at this moment, and still holding on, he climbed to the side of the cabinet and opened it.

As soon as he opened it, the smell of Qi Hengzhi in the cabinet fell on Xie Tiao's face.

Qi Hengzhi.Xie Tiao showed nostalgia on his face, and he climbed into the closet with the remaining strength.

He was surrounded by Qi Hengzhi's breath, and every breath was filled with the scent of his usual perfume, which was clear, fragrant, familiar, and reassuring to Xie Tiao.

"Qi Hengzhi..." Xie Tiao picked up the nightgown, yes, it was Qi Hengzhi.He could only move slightly, holding it with one hand, fiddled with it left and right for a long time, and tightly draped the dress on himself.

That was the smell of Qi Hengzhi, wrapping him tightly, so warm and so good.

"Qi Hengzhi" hugged him, Qi Hengzhi forgave him, and his punishment was accepted.

Xie Tiao smiled, satisfied, he was really tired, "Thank you, thank you Qi Hengzhi."

Thank you for your tolerance.

As if Qi Hengzhi was really holding him, Xie Tiao fell into a dreamland.

On the wall lamp, a little red light flickers slowly like the twinkling of a star.