In waiting of Viel

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B.do nothing.

At this time, I seemed to be frozen, unable to move at all.

I thought I gave up something, just slipped and fell weakly, and finally knelt down on the ground.

I can't shed tears, maybe I've run out of tears in my heart.

During the period Al left, I moved out and freelanced.

The scientific research institute has not taken any action, and may have given up the artificial human experiment.

My life is horribly regular.

Because of the overdose, my memory slowly began to blur, and I blindly avoided reality.

Finally slowly began to forget about Alfred.

Only the body still vaguely remembered this person.

Such a golden person can bring me warmth. I think my human body has temperature, but how can machines have temperature?

I am so ridiculous.Like a grandstanding clown, just escaping from reality and pleasing himself, how can such a self be worthy of Al's liking?

Until the day he comes back to me.

The dream finally became reality.

As consciousness gradually recovered, I opened my eyes and looked for Al's figure. He was still by my side, and I became at ease again.

What would happen if I stopped Al at that time?

I smiled and finally struggled to sit up.

Looking at Al's sleeping face like this, I feel that he is unexpectedly cute. Is this the so-called beauty in the eye of the beholder?

Al opened his eyes in a daze. Seeing me sitting up, he quickly held me down to keep me from moving.

"It's okay, Al." I was a little embarrassed.

"Your body is malfunctioning, so it's better not to move." Al said deeply, there seemed to be a lot of emotions in it, I couldn't see what it was, but it must be very heavy.

That was the Al I didn't know very well. I knew he must have experienced a lot, so I asked tentatively, "Al, is your mission over?"

Al smiled, "Otherwise why would I be here? Little fool."

I was a little shy and wanted to change the subject, "Is it hard?"

Al shook his head, "It's worth it for me to stop you from being entangled."

But I was inexplicably sad, "Al gave so much for me, but I didn't do anything for Al..."

Al frowned, and said angrily, "You are by my side, that's the best thing you can do." This person didn't know how many nights he had silently recited this person's name, and when he was almost on the verge of death, he persistently wanted to Back to this person, what is so great compared to this person who is by his side now, he just wanted this person to give him a hug back then, he couldn't distinguish between liking and loving himself, but, he I know that I have such emotions for this person.

This person is irreplaceable, Alfred thought.

Maybe it was because the atmosphere was too good, but when the doctor walked in, it was very unpleasant.

He whispered something in Al's ear, and then Al followed him out. The two of them were talking in the corridor, as if they wanted to keep me from knowing. I didn't have any questions. I just looked at the ground and waited quietly. The end of the conversation.

Al rushed to my side with some excitement, and then hugged me. "The research institute has found your original body, do you want to change it back?"

The doctor also added at this time: "Your original physical illness has also been cured, so you don't have any worries."

My brain was blank right now, and it took me a long time to react, and after a pause, I said, "I think—"

A. "In exchange for a human body"

B. "Not in exchange for a human body"

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A. Switch back to a human body

They pushed me in a wheelchair and sent me to my original body. When I found that my body was preserved intact, I immediately wanted to return to my original body.

"I want to change back to a human body." I agreed without thinking much.

I don't want to take all kinds of colorful capsules every day, and I don't want to eat, drink, or sleep every day. I also want to live a normal life. I still can't convince myself that I am used to a mechanical life.

But is that really a good thing?

I don't know, I just want to live as a human being, not as a machine.

I might live to 150 years, or more, but what about Al?Al can't, I want to be with Al.

I don't want to see Albi. I have to leave this world first. Maybe I'm a selfish person, but only then will I think about more practical issues.

Our bodies have a shelf life, and I don't want Al to leave sooner than I do.

I'm just a selfish person.

a few months later.

The surgery was a success and I was living again as a human being, not a semi-human being.

I touched my face after the operation, and I couldn't believe it.It was my body that was familiar to me, and I was so excited that I hugged Alfred and cried loudly.

After several months of rehabilitation, with Al by my side, I finally got used to my body.

Being able to eat three meals and sleep as a human being, something I used to take for granted, is now incredibly valuable.To say you're unhappy would be deceiving.

There are more things to experience with Al, and of course, more things to do.

I thought so in those few months, but the habits left by the previous life are hard to change, no matter it is good or bad, as long as the habit is formed, it is difficult to eradicate.

I'm used to not sleeping at night, forcing myself to close my eyes as if trying to trick my brain, but I still can't fall asleep.

I can't fool my brain, no matter what my body is.

Al slept soundly next to me, and I could hear his light breathing, which was reassuring.

I leaned closer to Al and kissed his forehead.What should be done at this time?As a human rather than a semi-artificial human, I miss my life as a small scientific researcher very much at this time.

After all, this is not the life I want, what is it that I want?I question myself.

The moonlight came in through the window, and I leaned against the window and opened the book.I fell between lucidity and trance, turned the book two pages and closed it again.

After closing his eyes and closing them again, the sleepiness dissipated again.

What should ordinary people do at this time?I started to read while thinking like this.

I began to think about my previous life, my first love, Alfred, why did I fall in love with Alfred?