In waiting of Viel

(Collect all four endings to open the true ending)

end*5 his existence

Viel.

Viel.

There is such a person named Viel, sometimes he is as naive as a child, but sometimes he will show a strange expression that does not look like him.

The person named Viel maintains a polite attitude with others, but he can maintain a distance from others.

How do I know?

Ah, viel. Viel. Viel.

His figure is lingering in my mind.That's the person who means more to me than anything.

It's someone you can't forget.

But. . .Why can't I remember that such a person exists?

Viel. Viel.

I whispered his name, prayed that he would appear, and came to me.

I repeat the boring life that is almost paralyzed, waiting with all my enthusiasm for a person who may not appear in my life.

I don't want to, and I don't want to deny myself.

3 month 14 number.

Is this a big day?Why do I care so much.

I flipped through the calendar, today is March 3th.

The pear tree outside the window is blooming.Because of the rain, the white petals were knocked to the ground.

I just stared blankly at the petals that were stained with rain.It seems that after a while, I will remember something.

what is it then?The flashing image in my mind is that I kiss another person. The smell on his body is very familiar, which makes me feel at ease.

It's viel.His body is always cold and needs his own warmth to be less cold.

People can't help but want to hug him, want more and more of him, I want all of him.

In the picture, the hands of the two people are shining, is it a pair of rings?Ah, it seems that I will go to get a marriage certificate soon.

Then we will have the perfect honeymoon.

The perfect sweetness almost took my breath away.

That is a beautiful thing that I never had.

I believe that such a person will appear, viel will appear in my world, if he does not appear, then I will go to him personally.

I'm going to find Viel.

To continue our honeymoon until both of us are exhausted.

Oh, show up quickly, viel.I smiled wryly, when will you have enough of this kind of hide-and-seek?

"Alfred, I love you."

It seemed that I heard his voice, but that picture also slowly faded out of my mind.

"I... love you too." I said bitterly, "viel..."

Ah, ah, how long are you going to make me suffer.

— on the way to get off work.

A crossroads you pass all the time.

The boring 60 seconds of waiting for a red light to turn green.

I was bored thinking about the jewelry store I passed by, and there seemed to be engagement rings in it.

It would be nice, if he was wearing it with me.

The signal light turns from red to green.

I stay where I am.Pedestrians are crowded.

until the green turns red again.The heart started beating wildly for no reason.

Uneasy, uneasy, break through the inner uneasiness.

I seem to see someone who looks like viel on the opposite side. After looking carefully, I realize that it is my own illusion.

Is it a demon?

"!" The sudden dizziness almost overwhelmed me, and I almost fell down.

Severe pain in the head.

Viel was kneeling on the ground in his mind, his vision became bright red and blurred at some point.

"It's a pity... I can't personally... put it on for you..."

what to wearWhat did I say?

Trembling, I handed the hard, gleaming ring to Viel.

It's a ring. It would be great if I put it on for him myself.

Consciousness falls into chaos.The picture became blurry again.

It took a long time to recover, the suffocating feeling of tearing.

What was torn apart was his own heart.

——March 3 will never belong to me.

A painful memory for that person.

I fell asleep when I got home.

Before I close my eyes, I seem to see him smiling at me gently.

are you by my side Viel.

Stay with me, okay?

Don't leave me alone.

-

Woke up again at 6 am.

Normally I wouldn't get up so early.

Turning on the phone, I reflexively looked at the date.

August 3th at 13 am.

Is it my eyesight, or the phone is malfunctioning.

Could it be that I still stayed in yesterday?

I turned on the computer I hadn’t used for a long time in the study, and searched for Beijing time.

August 3th at 13 am.

I fell silent.

Eating a simple breakfast alone at home.I subconsciously thought someone could make me breakfast, but that person wasn't with me.

I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled.

Can't laugh.

The guy said my blond hair looks good and he thinks it's warm.

Well, that's because I just want to warm you up.

Viel.

Viel.

Viel.Please show up quickly.

I almost thought I was going to cry.

The only reason I've been strong until now is to be strong for someone.

You're the only reason I'm here until now.

Where are you?Let me know what you're doing, let me know how you feel, let me know everything about you, let me accept everything about you.

In a trance.

I saw viel looking at me, as if he was looking at someone else who wasn't me.

I would be angry because I thought his heart was not with me.

Can't feel his love.

His eyes were not on me, but on other people in me.

There is no shadow of me in his eyes.

That is missing other people's gaze.

Me, not happy, I confronted him.

He doesn't answer.

He looks down.silent.

I quarreled with him.

He even insisted on keeping him by his side.

Bind him, restrain him.

Don't let him leave me.

even. . .Forced him, against his will, just to prove that I wasn't someone else's stand-in.

That's intimacy that doesn't bring me any joy.

The resistance of that person is also getting smaller and smaller.

The picture freezes in his empty eyes.Doll-like look.He can only have me in his eyes.

Such twisted possessiveness made me paranoid.

In fact, I just want to hear him say I love you, so that I won't be angry.

The mood becomes depressed.

If it is just repeating tomorrow, then today I want to go to a place.

Just ask for leave from work, there is only one thing I want to do most now.

The picture that keeps appearing in my mind so far, if it is a different ending between myself and Viel.

There is one more thing, the most important thing, the ending that I can change.

Viel disappeared, but I didn't.

So, I'm going to find him.

The person who is thinking about it, even if there is no result, he still has to try.

"Just call... Alfred."

"Alfred is the name of a certain king in England, and it is also the name of a hero. Of course, you are also my hero."

This name was given to me by him.My present is all to be with him, if he is gone, then what is the need for me to exist?

"!"

"!"heartbeat.Not my heartbeat.

Gradually coincide, and return to calm.

But I don't feel any discomfort, I just want to go to that place urgently.

The monument was erected after the country pacified the war.

It was also the place where prisoners of war were executed.

What comes to mind are memories that don't belong to me.

That's the memory of Alfred who appeared in the other endings, and they were eager to tell me how to meet viel.

"As long as we meet, there will be a happy ending."

This is the sound of falling petals in spring.

"As long as we meet, we will definitely accept everything about that person."

This is the sound of the cold moonlight at night.

"As long as we meet, we will surely fulfill our unfulfilled wishes."

This is the trembling sound of the crossroads in the evening.

-

As long as you meet him.

It's not too late.

monument.

Big square.So big that I could barely see the tiny glowing spot.

There's a tiny feather in there.

The picture finally emerged in my mind.

Viel and I want to escape, want to escape to a place where there are no people, only the two of us.

No pain and no scars.

There are no wars and casualties.Even if no one knows us.

Such small, almost humble wishes were trampled upon.

My punishment, he wanted to protect me and chose his own sacrifice.

But I don't know, I can die for him.

Even if we meet death together in the end, we don't want to be left alone.

When I came to this execution ground, he had already been pushed onto the high platform.

I saw his mutilated body from a distance, and he didn't make any resistance.

It cuts deeper in my heart than even the slightest resistance.

I wanted to run over and stop the shooting.

After running two steps, he fell to the ground, and the wound on his body opened.But the heart hurts more and hurts more.

Want to be torn to pieces.

Gunshots.

He closed his eyes and accepted everything.

But I didn't accept it.

Not accepting being left alone accepting everything in silence.

Countries, research, armies, conspiracies, and his clones.

I'm slowly going crazy.To the point of hysteria.

States were overthrown and research was destroyed.I was bloodied and numb inside.

"As long as we meet, I will definitely not let you get hurt."

It was the sound of ruthless loneliness.

——Finally, we can meet.

The white feathers are shining brightly.

Slowly enveloping me, it seemed to take me far, far away.

I pushed open door after door.

Walking slowly in the dark, I finally reached a pure white room.

I saw him in the corner, his body almost collapsing, barely able to move.

Tears slid down his cheeks, dripping on the man's broken body.

"I like you Viel."

"I love you, Viel."

He opened his eyes, a little bit sleepy.

"Alfred?" he asked tentatively.

"I'm here." I hugged him.

"It's great, we can finally meet each other." Viel laughed.

"I said I wouldn't keep you waiting too long." I comforted him.

Viel cried, "I'm so scared, so scared." He couldn't help sobbing, "What if I don't see you."

"Fool, am I not here?" I gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"So, I'm very happy." Viel closed his eyes, "I've been waiting for a long time, and it's almost broken."

"But I found it at last."

"Well, we'll meet soon."

"Well, not for long."

The white color slowly diffused, and everything in sight was pure white.

As if to melt away, I hugged the viel and slowly disappeared with the white.

-

The glare of the sun made me resist a strong sense of dizziness.

I was still standing in the square, looking around to find that person.

seem. . .Not here.

There was an inexplicable sense of loss in my heart, and I had clearly agreed to meet right away.

"Al! I'm here!" I saw someone waving to me from afar.

Childish and childish, so cute viel.

Finally met me.

"Alfred!" he waved. "I found you!"

I strode towards him and finally sprinted to hug him.

"I finally caught you." I smiled and rubbed Viel's head.

"It hurts!" Viel protested symbolically, "I can't believe it."

"What?" I just want to kiss him now.

"My body is no longer a machine!" He was so excited that he almost jumped up, and I desperately resisted the urge to kiss him here.

"It's almost like the end of Pinocchio, and my body has finally become a complete person." He leaned in my arms, very docile.

"I've seen many endings for us, but as long as we can be together, it's the best ending for me now." He looked up at me, his eyes full of warmth.

"Well, you are by my side too." I kissed his forehead.

As for the rest of the ending, nothing matters.

"You know?" His eyes sparkled, "The thing I want to do most now is to propose to you."

"Fool, I didn't propose first that time." I laughed, and this time I also wanted to preemptively strike.

"No, the initiative of marriage is in my hands." He looked serious, so cute that I couldn't help but kiss his face again.

"I think we have more important things to do." I said seriously to Viel.

"Huh?" Viel tilted his head, expressing his confusion.

"That's it—" I picked up Viel, "This is it!"

"Put me down!" Viel wanted to get out of my princess's embrace, struggling fiercely, "It's embarrassing." He covered his blushing face.

"No, you already belong to me." I said roguely.

"So, let's do it when we get home." Kiss.

"Hmm—" Viel's ears turned red, "What do you mean by doing?"

"Of course it's doing what we love to do." I strode forward, wanting to go home quickly, "You made me wait for so long, how could I let you go?"

Viel's face turned red.

So cute I can't help myself.

His presence fills my life bit by bit.