[Gintama] Three Thousand Worlds Killed by Crows

"The reason for doing this? I don't want to say some high-sounding words to wrap my true emotions in a gorgeous coat. The biggest reason we did was to save my father, and extermination is just the fastest one. Ways. I have always believed that man can conquer nature. Even if there is 3% of God’s will, it is still a matter of human effort. Since the sky is not just me, then what’s wrong with raising a knife against the sky? I’m not a saint. The heart is more important than everything in this event, the rules."

This passage is many years ago, when the students of the Matsushita private school decided to go to the battlefield, Mr. Ando asked Yoshida Sara, "Why did you go to the battlefield?" 'When this question was asked, Yoshida Sharo answered the answer.Yoshida Sara's appearance and temperament make her feel a little weak, so arrogant, undisguised strength, and faintly revealing desperateness. These emotions seem to be neither in line with Yoshida Sara himself, but It seems to fit perfectly. (The dominant queen's aura, the usual black-bellied queen's aura is recessive, even if it is strong, it does not give people such a strong feeling.)

The blood-soaked ground, piled up hideous corpses, the noisy and roaring fights, the number of companions around is constantly decreasing...Those three figures who once fought side by side, now run in opposite directions.The father wrapped his bloody head in a white cloth, and each other once suppressed the roaring hearts.All of this was repeated in Yoshida Sara's dream, and the constriction and throbbing of the heart still couldn't stop the devastation, and the bloody memories buried deep in his mind.

Kill kill kill them, kill them, it's all their fault kill kill kill kill kill them.Unforgivable absolutely unforgivable, they all deserve to die.kill 'em kill 'em kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill

All that filled my mind was the roar of wild beasts.

"Hmm..." Yoshida Sara sat up and sighed.She has always been very clear that she is a stubborn person who is very easy to let go.Unlike Yinshi, she couldn't let go of herself so freely.She is also different from Katsura Kotaro, she can't do Katsura Kotaro's wish to see Edo Dawn, and she doesn't have such dark resentment in her heart.The roar of the beast never stops.No matter how peaceful Yoshida Sara is on the surface, in her heart is... She can't let go, she hasn't let go, how can the roar of the beast stop?

I used to have the courage to raise my sword to the sky, but now that I can't take a step ahead, stand by Takasugi Shinsuke's side?Yoshida Sara shook his head and sighed, crystal clear tears rolled down his cheeks from the corner of his eyes.In fact, it has nothing to do with courage. The two of them are just willing to stay in the cage of Yoshida Shoyo's words, and the ground is a prison.Yoshida Shoyo's original intention was not like this, how could Yoshida Sara, who had been mentioned by Kawagami Wanqi, not understand?It's just... Yoshida Sharo knew the roar that kept growing in her heart and never stopped.Father didn't want her to be devoured by hatred, and father would never want to see Edo sink.If he stood directly beside Takasugi Shinsuke in order to deal with the emotions and feelings in his heart like this, Yoshida Sara really didn't know what he would do crazily.The hatred has been vented, and the mentality that has not been adjusted is extremely easy to distort and sink.

Yoshida Sara regards Sougo Okita as a friend, although it is because the other party's temper suits his appetite and because of Mitsuha Okita's relationship, the existence of Sougo Okita does balance Yoshida Sara's heart to a large extent emotion.After all, Yoshida Sara has always been sincere to his friends.She knew very well who she hated, but she was still afraid that the blatant killing intent would wipe out her mind, and even disappoint her father's expectations.

Leaning on the railing and looking into the distance, the cool night wind blows past, making Yoshida Sharo seem to wake up a lot, and forcibly suppresses the tumbling emotions in his heart.The bright moon in the night sky is round and full. If Jinsuke sees such a night, he will definitely be very interested.Yoshida Sara lowered his eyes and stared at the sparkling water surface, wondering what he was thinking.

"This kind of moonlight is very suitable for drinking moonlight wine? Sara, are you interested?" Yoshida Sara looked back, and Takasugi Shinsuke leaned on a place not far from here with his arms folded, staring intently at Yoshida Sara , that kind of gaze seemed to only accommodate Yoshida Sara in his eyes.

Yoshida Sara's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and he nodded.After a while, there was a wine jug, two wine glasses and a few small dishes on the deck that were good for drinking.Yoshida Sara and Takasugi Shinsuke sat facing each other on both sides of the coffee table, watching the full moon in the night sky and the stars all over the sky, slowly drinking the wine in their cups with each other's thoughts in their hearts.

"Jinsuke, do you know?" Yoshida Sara shook the wine glass in his hand, and winked slyly at Takasugi Shinsuke, "Gintoki once told me that if a man invites you to drink late at night, he must have evil intentions. It's for... (Please imagine the content of the following ellipsis, please imagine the scene where Sakata Gintoki said those words with a mean smile.) Jinsuke, are you right or wrong in saying these words?"

Takasugi Shinsuke stared at Yoshida Sara's cheeks that were stained a little pink due to the wine, his eyes sank, and the words he spit out had a bit of gnashing of teeth: "All the messy things I told you about the natural volume Forget it, it's best to delete that ignorant guy from your mind." Looking at Takasugi Shinsuke's expression, Yoshida Sara has no doubt that Takasugi Shinsuke will definitely look for opportunities to trouble Sakata Gintoki Back to the game.

Yoshida Sara smiled brightly, making that delicate face even more beautiful like a peach and plum, and even a little charming because of the flushed face, Shinsuke Takasugi lost his mind for a moment.Even though the face of Yoshida Sara was depicted over and over again in his heart during the years of separation, he is still the only person in this world who can make Shinsuke Takasugi lose his mind.Yoshida Sara smiled softly, as if she was quite pleased by Takasugi Shinsuke's expression, she got up and sat down beside Takasugi Shinsuke with a wine glass, holding the other's hand, with watery tenderness in her eyes: "Jinsuke, please wait for me a little longer, and I will stand by your side." Yoshida Sara's voice is soft and sweet, but it will not make people ignore the forcefulness of the words. Those words are serious, it is Yoshida Sara Luo's promise.

Takasugi Shinsuke's pupils contracted, and for the first time he spoke to Yoshida Sara in a somewhat stern tone: "Sara, don't be stupid. You and I both know that today's day is the peace and peace you prayed for. Tranquility is the wish you once described to me. So what if you are by my side?" There was a faint sense of silence in those words, but it was easy to see that those were just Takasugi Shinsuke who didn't want Yoshida The gesture that Sara deliberately made when she was pulled into danger.

Yoshida Sara's brows and eyes were gentle, and he took Takasugi Shinsuke's hand and pressed it to his cheek.She looked at Takasugi Shinsuke with a smile, and said very slowly: "So, what about you? Shinsuke, do you want me to leave?" Takasugi Shinsuke opened his mouth, in the clear and gentle voice of Yoshida Sara Under his gaze, he couldn't say anything against his will, and finally he just sighed, caressed Yoshida Sara's face, and softened his tone: "You..." The words were full of helplessness and smiles.

After all, he still couldn't say deceitful words to her. 'Even if I'm full of lies, I'm only true to you. ' Shinsuke Takasugi did not forget his promise to Sara Yoshida.There is still one person in this world who can let you expose your true self unsuspectingly, peel off layers of disguise, but still willingly.But you are still glad that there is still someone who can make you feel that the world is not completely hopeless.Then this person must be the person you cherish the most.

The corners of Yoshida Sara's mouth curled up, and he gently leaned his head on Takasugi Shinsuke's shoulder, and his words showed a rare sense of fragility and helplessness: "Jinsuke, even though they all think you have changed, I still know You still haven't changed. It's just that I'm actually very scared. The cruelty of the world makes us grow up quickly in our own ways, but I don't have the courage to be desperate. I'm afraid that I have not adjusted my mentality and stood like that By your side, not only will I lose my mind, but it may even destroy you. No matter what, I will be fine only when you are good. Peace and tranquility used to be the day I wanted to live the most, but if I am not by your side, no matter how peaceful it is An Ning can't calm my heart."

"I have thought a lot during these years of separation, but there is nothing more than one conclusion. I am reluctant to let go of your hand. I have painted many portraits, but I can't get rid of the emotions that have accumulated in my heart." Yoshida Sara Looking up at Shinsuke Takasugi, his eyes were clear and clear.Shinsuke Takasugi lowered his eyes, with genuine pity and tenderness in his eyes, he couldn't help but reached out and caressed Sara Yoshida's cheek, Sara Yoshida turned his head and gently pressed his cheek against Shinsuke Takasugi's palm, "I understand you Scruples, I think I can still find the courage I had back then to go all out, even if it's a moth to the flame, if the target is you..."

"I want to get rid of the scruples in my heart, and my father entrusted you all to me. At least I want them to be happy when I look at Yin, and then I can stay by your side without any worries. It won't be too long, Jinsuke, give me some more time."

Takasugi Shinsuke stared at Yoshida Sara in front of him without saying a word, with complicated emotions in his dark green eyes, he actually did not expect Yoshida Sara to express these emotions outright, after all, Yoshida Sara has always been that kind Endure the pain alone, just for the woman who doesn't make people worry.But these words really touched Takasugi Shinsuke's heartstrings.Even though Shinsuke Takasugi could vaguely guess some of her thoughts before Yoshida Sara said it, but after all, it was different from hearing the shock and turbulence in his heart with his own ears. After all, he still underestimated the influence Yoshida Sara had on him.

Having not heard Takasugi Shinsuke's response for a long time, Yoshida Sara raised his eyes, and whispered with a little doubt: "Shinsuke?" Takasugi Shinsuke seemed to have woken up halfway, and turned his mouth towards Yoshida Sara, Slowly bow down.The slightly cool lips, the kiss mixed with the smell of wine, filled with pity and care.Yoshida Saru was stunned for a while, then reached out to hug Takasugi Shinsuke, this was a kiss that touched her heart.

Yoshida Sara had no time to measure the span of time until Takasugi Shinsuke's deep and joyful voice sounded in his ears, heralding the end of the kiss: "Then Sara, don't get lost."

Yoshida Sara opened his eyes, his dark eyes were slightly red, but he still stubbornly looked at Takasugi Shinsuke's dark green eyes, with a smile on his mouth: "Jinsuke, are you going to let me get lost?"

Takasugi Shinsuke smiled slightly, such a pure smile made the coldness and silence between his brows and eyes disappear quietly, just like an ordinary young man who was delighted by the words of the woman he liked, if such a scene was seen by the shogunate It must be the jaw that fell to the ground.He looked at the woman in front of him, opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but saw Yoshida Sara falling towards him with his eyes closed, he opened his eyes wide and hurriedly hugged Yoshida Sara, making sure that she was just After falling asleep, Shinsuke Takasugi breathed a sigh of relief.

"Sara, I really can't stand your scaring me like this." The low voice, gentle words, like whispers between sympathizers, with gentle joy and a little bit of helplessness.Takasugi Shinsuke kissed Yoshida Sara's eyebrows, recalling Yoshida Sara's words just now, and after a little thought, he understood what was going on.He shook his head helplessly, and gently hugged Yoshida Sara: "Sara, you are much more honest than before when you're drunk." There were wine bottles scattered all over the floor beside the tea table behind him. (You read that right, Yoshida Sara is drunk. Yoshida Sara's alcohol capacity is not bad, but after all, he is not as good as Takasugi Shinsuke, and the two of them drank a lot of wine.)

Takasugi Shinsuke had never seen Yoshida Sara drunk before, so naturally he didn't know what Yoshida Sara looked like when he was drunk.The eyes are so clear that no one can tell that he is drunk, but he is much more frank than before.Shinsuke Takasugi infers that the symptoms of Yoshida Sara's drunkenness are probably doing things that he would never do in normal times, but desires to do in his heart.This time the moon wine is not bad.

Putting the woman in his arms on the bed, and carefully covered her with a quilt, Shinsuke Takasugi's eyes lingered on Yoshida Sara's beautiful face for a moment, and turned to leave but did not want to be pulled by Yoshida Sara's sleeves.

"Jinsuke, don't go." Takasugi Shinsuke heard the words and turned to look at Yoshida Sara, but saw that the other party's eyes were closed and frowning, thinking that those words were the babble in her dream, or that they were the words of the four years. Looking at his back, Yoshida Sara wanted to say the most but never wanted to trouble him with the gentle unspoken words.

Shinsuke Takasugi held Yoshida Sara's hand, lay down beside her, embraced the woman beside her in his arms, and replied softly: "Sara, I won't go, I'm here. Sleep peacefully." Hearing this, the woman's frowning brows were gently relieved, and she fell asleep peacefully in Takasugi Shinsuke's arms.Takasugi Shinsuke stared at Yoshida Sara's face for a long time, starlight seemed to twinkle in his dark green eyes, and he slowly closed his eyes... The author has something to say: How about this attribute of Sara, isn't it cute? After getting drunk, I will do things that I usually want to do but never do. I can’t tell if I owe it to Sara at this time, I will be chased and beaten by Sara. I really like Sara the most.

Ah, why are there so few comments?Readers who look so bleak and are almost familiar, are there no new readers?