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Xuanyuanhan remembered that the second brother likes fireworks.

When I was young, every New Year's Eve, fireworks would be displayed in the palace for a whole night. They were colorful, grand and gorgeous, rendering the dark sky into a dreamy brilliance, so beautiful and so far away.

And every time after the home banquet is over, the second brother will retreat from his servants, walk up the city wall alone, look up at the fireworks blooming in the night sky in a trance, his deep and quiet eyes reflect the scorching and brilliant fire, and the enthusiasm becomes more and more intense. His hair made him look alone, lonely and deserted.

But he often stands overnight, insisting on seeing the bustling end and the dawn break.

At that time, Xuanyuan Han was still young and didn't understand his thoughts.Although I also like fireworks, I don't spend a whole night watching them. At most, I discuss with my friends for a while, and I will soon be attracted by other more interesting things.

But being so lively and playful, I also watched the fireworks quietly with Brother Erhuang once.

Only once, but never to be forgotten.

Regarding the New Year's Eve of that year, Xuanyuanhan's memory is already very vague, but the scene with the second brother is very clear.He remembered comparing the fireworks with the headdress worn by the Second Emperor's brother.I remember the warmth of the second brother's palm when I held his hand.I also remember the flickering lights and shadows in the second brother's eyes when the last touch of fireworks melted into the twilight morning light.

At that moment, even though the young Xuanyuanhan didn't understand what loneliness was, he vaguely understood the seriousness of the second emperor's brother.

Later, the night before the second brother rescued him, they went to the suburbs to set off fireworks together.

At that time, the imperial city was already broken, and the world was about to fall, and the types of fireworks were no longer as diverse as before, only the most common patterns and colors.However, the second brother still watched seriously and engrossedly.

Xuanyuan Han still didn't understand, so he asked him why he likes fireworks so much?

He thought for a while, and replied with a smile: "Because of loneliness. Fireworks are lonely, and I am also lonely, so I want to accompany them and let them accompany me."

At that time, Xuanyuanhan had a confidante and a confidant by his side. Although he had experienced many storms, he was still complete, so he didn't understand the mood of the second emperor brother.

Loneliness, to him in the past, was just a vocabulary used to exaggerate the atmosphere in the storybook, a grand and refined artistic conception in poetry, and one of the many things he didn't understand.

strange, far away.

And now, he understands.

Tonight is another New Year's Eve.The lights in the newly built palace were boiling, and everyone was beaming, busy preparing to welcome the arrival of the new year.Speaking auspicious words in his mouth, holding auspicious objects in his hands, his joy is beyond words.

Escaping from the banquet where the toasts were mixed, Xuanyuanhan smiled and refused the toasts of others, rubbed shoulders with familiar or unfamiliar people all the way, and finally walked out of the hall.

The cool wind was blowing in front of him, his clothes were curled up, and his black hair was flying, as if he was about to ride the wind away in the next moment, elegant and dusty.It's just that I'm used to the smiling eyebrows and the corners of the eyes, I don't know when they climbed the lines of the years, and the slenderness reveals an unforgettable memory.

He walked up to the city wall, just as crystal snowflakes fell in the dark world.The cold wind filled his sleeves, and there was a whistling of the wind between the rolls, it was extremely deserted.

At this moment, he felt very clearly the state of mind of the second brother.

In the huge world, the bustling world, there is no one to share it with.

It was... so lonely.

"Bang!—crack!"

The sound of crisp fireworks. Explosion. Explosion sounded above the head, so bright and moving, even if you just listen to it with your ears, a gorgeous and prosperous scene is spontaneously outlined in your heart.

Xuanyuanhan looked up, and saw one after another gorgeous lights blooming in this silent snowy night, the burnt sparks and the numerous snowflakes mingled into flying catkins all over the sky, the sky was quiet and quiet.The movement and stillness set off each other, making it more and more gorgeous, beautiful and beautiful, extraordinary.

"Brother Erhuang, tonight is New Year's Eve. Every year you stand here to enjoy the fireworks. This year you can't watch it, so I have to do it for you." Gently stroking the broken jade wall hanging on his chest, Xuanyuan Han said lightly. Smiling, her tone was gentle and playful, "It's really beautiful to watch the fireworks here, but it's too lonely to watch alone."

"Have you always come here like this before?"

A hazy light flickered on the fragments of the jade wall, turning into an illusory and thin figure and falling beside Xuanyuanhan.The white clothes are like snow, the blue hair is like a waterfall, the eyebrows are elegant, and the demeanor is good.

He looked at Xuanyuan Han and smiled slightly, then stood side by side with him, admiring the long-lost scenery in front of him.

Xuanyuanhan didn't notice anything strange about Yubi, nor did he see the phantom beside him.He was just rambling on what happened recently, from the establishment of the imperial city to the establishment of a new order.The tone was light and fluttering, as if about to be scattered in the wind, a little helpless and aggrieved.

"Second brother, you know, I hate such cumbersome things the most. When you and the emperor brothers were here, you were responsible for these things, but now they are all on my shoulders. "

He held his forehead, and there was a bit of childish complaint on his face, which was covered up by indifference in the next moment.

"Second brother, in the blink of an eye, so many years have passed." Xuanyuanhan raised his hand and caught a falling snowflake. There seemed to be stars shining in his black pupils, which slowly melted into sparkling water and slipped from the corner of his eyes. The right and wrong grievances, looking back now, even afterimages are no longer available. And I..."

"I really..."

"I miss you so much..."

The broken past is like a broken dream.He is a dreamer, persistently holding on to those little memories, as if as long as he does not forget, those who have left will still be there.

But now, the new imperial city has replaced the old palace, and the new palace people have replaced the old faces.He no longer has any reason to chase those turbulent pasts, he can only watch the memories in his hands go like quicksand with the wind.

He is already alone, and now, even the past has been lost.

The magnificent grandeur above his head is his unspeakable sadness.

That illusory figure stared at Xuanyuan Han quietly, the deep pupils of the eyes shone with gentle waves, layer upon layer, as if across thousands of rivers and mountains, a long time, difficult and undeniable fell on his face.

Bowing his head and smiling slightly, he hugged Xuanyuanhan's shoulders from the side in a vague way, without any real touch, but the silent comfort wrapped him in through the flowing wind.

Not all have left.

Even if you never know it, and you will never know it in the future, but at this moment, there is still a person who is entangled by your obsession and is by your side.

This year's fireworks are as beautiful as those of that year.