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The cold wind whizzed past the ears, scratching the cheeks sorely.Bai Wuye was driven forward by the unreasonable fear in his heart, and kept running, until the scenery around him became completely unfamiliar, and the crowds dropped sharply, before he stopped panting and dragging his feet.

The tight neckline of the coat wrapped around his body made him feel suffocated when he was panting rapidly. He tore off the collar impatiently, and stood with one hand on his hips under the bare tree branch.

There was a heavy snowfall last night. This morning, perhaps the sanitation workers did not clean up the area cleanly. There were pinches of snow everywhere on the ground, which slowly melted under the bright sunshine.The coldness of Huaxue spread from the soles of his feet, and Bai Wuye felt his feet were numb from the cold after standing for a long time. He couldn't help but lift his feet, and the thoughts in his blank brain gradually came back.

Exhaling a breath of white air, he lowered his head and walked slowly to the bench by the street and sat down. He put his arm on the armrest, and leaned most of his body on it, rubbing the space between his brows wearily.

After calming down, Bai Wuye finally realized how stupid his actions were just now.In fact, it's not that he can't face his parents, nor does he hate them, it's just that he simply doesn't want to interact with them anymore.Every time he thinks of them, he will think of the dark and hazy sky that year, and the gray and black life like old photos.Although he had already let go of it, he didn't want to think about that bad memory too much. Doing so was not so much looking back at the past as self-torture.

Spreading his hands calmly, three thin lines on his palms were clearly imprinted in their proper positions, long and deep.His eyes glanced at the moderately long lifeline, and he suddenly remembered that he had cut along this line with a knife while sitting in his room after seeing off his parents.Although he didn't use much force and there was no scar left, but looking at the scratched area, he could still vaguely see that there seemed to be blood oozing there, like a scar that had scabbed on his heart for many years, but was opened because of a quick glance not long ago.

It hurts.

Bai Wuye suddenly laughed, raised his hand to cover his face, and buried his head in the bend of his arm along the arc of his arm. He felt that he might have overestimated his ability to bear and accept, but in fact... he still cared, and he was very concerned about it. care.

At noon in the sun, on the street with few pedestrians, he huddled up on the bench, lonely and lonely.

After an unknown amount of time, when Bai Wuye was curled up on the chair until his bones ached, the cell phone in his pocket suddenly rang, which was originally soft, but now it sounded harsh.

He stretched his limbs as if waking up from a dream, slowly took out his mobile phone and looked at the screen habitually, it was really a habit, because he didn't see the words flashing on the screen at all and pressed answer Key, his voice was as hoarse as someone who hadn't spoken a word for decades.

"Hey……"

"Where are you now?" Qi Ying's clear and penetrating voice came out of the microphone, with a decisive and clean taste, like a basin of cold water in winter, pouring it all over his head and face.

Bai Wuye shuddered, his sluggish brain finally started to function again, and only then did he realize that Qi Ying was still waiting at home.He stood up quickly and cleared his throat forcefully: "I'm in the market, and I'm delayed because of something. Well, I...I'll go back now, sorry you wait a little longer..."

"Wait, tell me where you are now, I'll go find you!" Qi Ying didn't want to listen to his whitewashing and pretending nothing happened, so he interrupted, "Don't say you're okay, am I an idiot? It's okay, you can buy something Buy three hours?"

"I..." Bai Wuye was tongue-tied and fell silent.After looking around at the surrounding scenery, it took a long time before he said: "...I don't know where I am, I have never been to this place."

Qi Ying was speechless for a while, more convinced of the idea that something happened to him and the vague uneasiness in his heart. He changed his hand to hold the mobile phone, and he hailed a taxi, opened the door and sat in it, saying, "Stay where you are. , turn location sharing on, I'll use GPS to find it. Listen, whatever happens, don't do anything stupid."

Bai Wuye grinned silently: "Don't worry, I still have a lot of things in this world that I can't let go of, and I won't do stupid things."

"It's best to be like this." Qi Ying exited the call interface and turned on the phone's navigation and people-finding function. While giving directions to the driver, he didn't let Bai Wuye hang up the phone, chatting with him.

Listening to the repeated and rambling words from the microphone, and the manic sound of guiding the way, Bai Wuye suddenly felt his heart, which had been throbbing with dull pain, relax a lot, and the corners of his collapsed mouth raised a shallow arc again.He leaned on the back of the chair, looked up at the clear blue sky, and took a deep breath of the moist and cool air.

The current life treats him well, he has never been so sure as at this moment, he does not want any extra people to disturb his hard-won peaceful life.He can regard the previous experience as the pain that is necessary before happiness comes, and let it go away with the wind, and he will not blame anyone.But if anyone wants to disturb his current peaceful life, he will not tolerate it, let alone accommodate, he has already accommodated enough.

The long curled eyelashes were gently closed, covering the black eyes that were as clear as glass, and Bai Wuye felt the soft cool wind blowing across his cheeks, and his chaotic and disordered mood finally calmed down.

But at this time, the second major event he encountered arrived.

A slender figure slowly covered it from the other side, blocking the sunlight that shone on Bai Wuye's body.Bai Wuye frowned suspiciously, thinking that someone was about to sit over, so she moved aside.Who would have thought that when he moved, that person would follow suit, and that shadow was always covering him, which was rather annoying.

Bai Wuye opened his eyes displeased, and was about to see which brat came to find fault, but unexpectedly, the face of the person whom Qin Zhanbai met in front of the elevator in the apartment where Qin Zhanbai lived last time came into view.

Black hair, white clothes, black pupils, fair skin, and the extremely pure tone combined a peaceful and gentle temperament on him.The exquisite facial features are covered in a golden halo, indistinct, and appear more elegant and elegant.He looked deeply at Bai Wuye, his eyes were filled with emotions as deep as the calm sea under the night, this kind of emotion Bai Wuye had seen in Qin Zhanbai's eyes before, and he was very familiar with it.

He just didn't understand why this man looked at him like this.

"Are you..." Bai Wuye stood up in a daze and asked in bewilderment.The inexplicable tingling sensation from the first meeting surged up again, and the bitter taste was like the tumbling spring water in the spring, constantly churning in his chest, almost spreading to his mouth, making him very uncomfortable.

The man showed his face and smiled, but the beautiful smile on the corners of his lips was mixed with loneliness and sadness for some reason.

"I am He Yuqing, don't you remember me?" He looked into Bai Wuye's eyes apologetically but firmly, with a soft and peaceful tone, but to Bai Wuye, it was like a thousand arrows piercing his heart.

He Yuqing.

He, Yu, Qing.

He... Yu... Qing!

Bai Wuye's newly clear vision was suddenly covered with a thick layer of gray and black dust, his brain buzzed, and countless images and sounds flooded in like a flood, flashing in his mind and before his eyes, There were also many noisy voices beside his ears who didn't know what to say, and he couldn't hear clearly, but he felt a sharp pain in his heart, and his whole body trembled unconsciously.

This name was once a nightmare that he dared not speak to others.

The teeth gritted these three words so hard that blood was about to ooze between the gaps between the teeth.The scene around Bai Wuye was quickly distorted into a gray silent film, as if he had traveled through a time-space tunnel and returned to the year he didn't even dare to recall. Everyone was pointing at him, rejecting him openly and secretly.Even the teacher who admired him very much at first looked at him with the taste of watching a virus as if he was afraid to avoid it.

It was a deeper pain than his parents abandoning him.

After He Yuqing said that sentence, he kept paying attention to Bai Wuye's reaction.Seeing that he had such a big reaction, he was so big that he was so big, and he sat down on the bench in pain and shrunk up, so he was so frightened that he hurried to check on his condition.However, as soon as his hand was on his arm, he swung it away violently, and roared "Go away" in a hoarse voice!

"Don't touch me!" Bai Wuye gave He Yuqing a vicious look with his fierce but red eyes, and said through gritted teeth, "Aren't you the proud son of heaven? Aren't you a genius boy? Back then, I avoided me like a snake and scorpion, what are you doing now? ? Do you still want to humiliate me?"

He Yuqing was at a loss, wanted to get close but didn't dare to provoke him, who was already in agitation, and stood there awkwardly: "I'm sorry, I was too weak at the beginning, and I caused you so much harm. I apologize to you, I am really sorry. Feel sorry!"

As he spoke, he bowed to Bai Wuye very sincerely.

Bai Wuye smiled coldly, too many messy thoughts crowded into a ball in his mind, drowning his rationality: "Apologize? Where were you when I was isolated by the whole class including the teacher? Where were you when the insults were sick? What is the use of apologizing? Can it make up for the pain I suffered all year? My schoolbag was thrown into the trash can, and every time I was alone on duty, you Where? I just fell in love with someone and didn't hinder or hurt anyone. What's wrong with me? Why do you treat me like this? "

Every word and sentence, every word weeping blood, is an accusation soaked in Bai Wuye's tears mixed with blood.Having never experienced that kind of pain, no one can forgive him lightly. The harm has already been done, and even he himself has no right to forgive himself. He Yuqing's so-called apology may sound more like a mockery to him.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He Yuqing said repeatedly in fear and sadness, with tears in his eyes, he looked more like a victim than Bai Wuye.

Regardless of Bai Wuye's resistance, he firmly grabbed his wrist and said in a hurried tone: "I will make it up, I will definitely make up for the harm I caused you, please give me a chance to make up for it?"

"It's been so many years, what compensation are we talking about?" Bai Wuye closed her tear-stained eyes and pursed her lips to suppress her sadness, "If you don't show up, I'll just pretend that that year didn't exist, and that those injuries didn't exist. You The only compensation you can give me is to stay as far away from me as possible, understand? Let go."

"No!" He Yuqing grabbed his struggling hand, "I came to you this time because I have made all the preparations. There is no chance reunion in this world. You only meet because you want to see me. Maybe you don't want to see me, but I I must do something for you..."

"And then? This way you can feel at ease?" Bai Wuye asked back with a sneer, seeing that he was left speechless by the question, but he didn't feel happy, on the contrary, he was even more depressed.

Not wanting to entangle with him or say anything more, Bai Wuye struggled hard to push him away, but He Yuqing looked thin, but her strength was unusually strong, she insisted on restraining him in place, forcing him to listen to her own words.

Still the same as before, never caring what other people think, I was absolutely blind to like him back then.

Bai Wuye thought angrily, and couldn't help secretly calling Qi Ying's name anxiously in her heart, hoping that he would come quickly and help her solve this big trouble.

Said Cao Cao, Cao Cao arrived, just as Qi Ying's name came to his mind, he saw He Yuqing who was holding him tightly was dragged away from behind by someone clasping his shoulders, and then the one who met his cheek was Sturdy A punch directly knocked him back a few steps.

Bai Wuye looked up in surprise, and saw Qi Ying's backlit figure.He had a stern expression, his clenched fists were showing blue veins, and he looked down at He Yuqing coldly.For a moment, Bai Wuye really felt that he was his hero, um, not the one wearing underwear.

Qi Ying coldly cast a cold glance at He Yuqing who was clutching his cheeks and was gasping for breath in pain, then took Bai Wuye's hand and dragged him away without saying a word.It has to be said that this move is similar to the plot of some idol dramas, so that Bai Wuye couldn't react immediately when he was pulled away.

He staggered and followed Qi Ying's footsteps for a while, until he left He Yuqing's figure far behind, Bai Wuye didn't stop, and pulled back Qi Ying who still wanted to continue walking.

As soon as the two stood still, Qi Ying grabbed Bai Wuye's shoulder with a solemn expression, and said solemnly: "Have you been targeted by gay men with malicious intentions? Is it dangerous? Do you want to call the police?"

Bai Wuye was moved and helpless by his good intentions of not mixing water. He patted him on the shoulder with his backhand and replied, "It's okay, today was just an accident."

"Accident? Is it a surprise that he treats you like that? If I don't come here in time, God knows what else he can do." Qi Ying frowned in disapproval, "No! You can stay at my house these few days, I have practiced A few years of taekwondo can protect you. After all, in this world, boys are not absolutely safe."

Bai Wuye was dumbfounded, he didn't expect him to think so far, he felt warm in his heart, and he couldn't laugh or cry: "No, don't be so nervous, today is really an accident, I will pay attention to avoid him in the future. "

Qi Ying was still worried, she put her arms around his shoulders and didn't know what to think, and didn't speak for a long time.Seeing this, Bai Wuye just wanted to persuade him a few more words, but he stopped him with a serious slap.

"Okay, since you said that, then I won't force you. But I'll follow you these few days. Anyway, I want to learn how to cook from you, so there will be no delay." Qi Ying said in a serious manner, "just So happy and decided not to accept the rebuttal" expression, after speaking, he hooked Bai Wuye's shoulder and dragged him in another direction, and began to babble non-stop on the way.

"I said, why are you so lucky? It's probably the fault of this face. I used to recruit young girls, but now I recruit old men. I am also convinced. What will you do when you work like this? You can't be mistaken for you." Do you rely on your appearance? If you majored in art or film and television, you might be able to develop in the entertainment industry, but..."

Bai Wuye smiled wryly and was read by him so much that he didn't dare to reply, and had no chance to reply.After two years of acquaintance, it was the first time that he discovered that Qi Ying's serious appearance actually hides the heart of an old lady, and his ears almost grew calluses from talking about it.

Still, it's nice to have someone who cares about you by your side.

……

At this time, Qin Zhanbai was still on his way back to City W.