For the rest of his life

In order to make up for the escape of the seven fish, Lu Qiong drove her to the market to buy fish. The fish said that he died a miserable death, and he was a bit unwilling to lie in the tank. The label on it looked very embarrassed, and it was frozen and placed Over there, the price is compared with the live fish next to it, and the inequality is loudly shouted, and the class is opposed, so it cannot be sold.

Look at the woman who walked over just now, without even looking at herself, she arrived at the live fish tank, the fish over there are really rampant, pattering the tail of the fish and waiting for her to be fished back and eaten, hum you guys You will have to si, and you will have to si.

The dead fish glanced unwillingly at the live fish over there, and also looked at the woman who was watching the live fish silently. She was wearing a thick cashmere coat and shrugged her shoulders, her eyes drooped directly on the live fish tank. There was a woman standing silently beside her, as if she was very puzzled, she tilted her head and nudged the shoulder of the woman wrapped in a cashmere coat like a ball.

"What are you staring at it for?"

In Lu Qiong's eyes, Xu Chenmu's eyes seemed to be swallowing these fish alive here, but it was just a small mistake made recklessly just now, and now they are competing, probably because she wants to eat it herself, she always understands Xu Chenmu's, but sometimes I don't understand what Xu Chenmu wants to write.

But Xu Chenmu will always understand himself, and he has nothing to hide in front of her like a ****.

Walking in the rivers and lakes, Xu Chenmu's behavior is unpredictable and profound, always unable to see through, can only touch the edge, but knows that it will not be harmful to him, it is always beneficial, but it is difficult to accept such a sense of gap, flustered and lack of sense of security. When exchanging tokens, Xu Chenmu seemed to be opportunistically hiding part of the content.

Inexplicably thinking of these extremely sad things again, she got a headache, and she agreed to just stand at the moment and see the colorful scenery in front of her eyes will expand, and not to see through the fog to see what kind of melancholy the past is, but she still couldn't help it. Live to look at the past where only you reside, recalling the bad experiences in the past alone, feeling sad, the person in front of you is right, and the mistakes have been eliminated.

She has to forgive her.Because of them.

"Stare at it to the sky." Xu Chen didn't raise his head at all, staring intently at the fish that looked like he had slapped his wrist just now, with despicable revenge and hidden childish emotions, he raised his eyes to see the price, Live fish is much more expensive than dead fish. It is not good to make Lu Qiong spend more money because of his own mistakes. I am a useless person now. I have no output but expenditure, so I need to save some money to avoid being considered a prodigal daughter-in-law by Lu Qiong .

Ah, it's a daughter-in-law... She suddenly realized that her subconscious mind had assigned her a role as a daughter-in-law. If she got married, she would be marrying Lu Qiong, so she must be the soft person who was pinched and flattened by Lu Qiong. The guy who was not allowed to resist, turned his head and didn't think much about it: "You want to love me, love me."

"..." What are you thinking about... suddenly came this sentence.Lu Qiong silently stood aside and did not answer.

"Lu Qiong, you have to love me..."

"..." Lu Qiong didn't answer.

"Hey, hey, don't buy it, give it up, I'm in a hurry to make something delicious for my grandson..." An aunt squeezed over, pointed at the fish that Xu Chenmu had been staring at for a long time, and asked the salesperson to pack it up and weigh it , the salesperson subconsciously looked at Xu Chenmu while packing. Xu Chenmu seemed to be very proud when he raised his head up. Lu Qiong silently pointed to another one, indicating that it should be packed directly, and then he didn’t look at Xu Chen who wasted time. Mu, go shopping elsewhere.

"...You put it down." After the aunt left, the salesperson was about to catch the fish, but Xu Chenmu stopped her, and continued to stare at the fish in the pond with dignified eyes.

……Neuropathy.

So no one paid any attention to her. Xu Chenmu stood there and became a monument. It would be much cheaper to wait for the moment when the fish died and became a dead fish. Just because of this little price difference, Lu Qiong stood upright. Not far away, I threw broccoli and wax gourd into the shopping cart. I looked up at Xu Chenmu, who was still waiting for the fish to go to the sky. I couldn’t understand Xu Chenmu who was inexplicably paranoid. Today’s Xu Chenmu is different from yesterday. Full of paranoia about many meaningless things.

Such as square dance, such as parrots, such as fish.

Xu Chenmu was not like this in the past. It seems that there are some other things added after amnesia. Maybe the package that wrapped her body was torn, revealing the true nature inside. Maybe it's the extra dirt, or She didn't understand, looking at Xu Chenmu's back, she suddenly remembered the day when the Kongming lantern was set off, Xu Chenmu's face was hidden by the shadow of the lamp, the outline was so soft, but a little distant, at that time they had already started a cold war, but We are used to being together on festivals, so we stay together.

First, best wishes.

The second is to pay tribute to the deceased soul.

The third is to expel the bad luck of the year.

The deceased soul, Lu Qiong wanted to say something to her, but Xu Chenmu didn't turn on the second light, and it seemed that he didn't care about that person. She looked cold and cold, but she remembered Xu Chenmu He clearly cared about that person, that person seemed to be the creator of Xu Chenmu's character, and made her look like this.

The first lamp dangled, and when it was put on, it grew dimmer in the sky.

"Are you still playing?" she asked softly.

"No, it doesn't make much sense." Xu Chenmu said this, and turned his head, "Walking in the rivers and lakes, you have to put it down. Put down the butcher's knife!" He was smiling, but it seemed that he was more alienated than usual , is sad and melancholy, with a hazy dim light.

Suddenly, there appeared such a face that seemed light and estranged. She rubbed her temples, feeling that she was about to be infected by Xu Chenmu. Xu Chenmu was thinking a lot, and she was even carried into the memory Rivers thinks about the past so that he can look back with her on what went wrong in the past.

What exactly went wrong?They don't have any problems, obviously they don't have any problems...

Throwing the carrots into the shopping cart, Xu Chenmu was still concentrating on fighting for the life and death of the fish. The plot was not ups and downs at all, but it was very beautiful. The guy scratched his head and scratched his head without stopping for a moment. She smoothed out her own shaggy hair, adjusted her clothes, and waited for the fish to be taken to the dog. This naive idea made Lu Qiong want to laugh, but it was for a few dollars. Waiting is worthless in terms of time and cost, but Xu Chenmu's serious attitude made her feel that this is life. For these few dollars, the attitude of being preoccupied seems to fall from the clouds into the smoke and dust in an instant. Become alive, lively, and vigorous.

Turning his head away, he went to buy other dishes, and thought about whether he should open the refrigerator here, clean it and live in it again, wait for Xu Chenmu to think of something more, and then move back after remembering his name. Staying away from the world and returning to the crowd to face all kinds of life, this is what Xu Chenmu wanted in the past, and what he longed for. As long as Xu Chenmu remembers his name, they will start again.

She still took this unsuccessful oath to heart, cherishing it as if she was storing treasures, knowing that it was something that was elusive and needed to be met by fate, how many times in the past and present would it be a coincidence. In that way, how deep is the fate to let the memory jump on me.

Remembering the name is something that can only be done by luck, she can't force it, even though there is a balance in the corner of her heart to weigh the weight of her name, she doesn't know what is on the other end, it is chaos and formlessness With an attitude of nothingness, I let myself wait for that day with unrealistic and huge dreams.

"Ah—" There was a burst of cheers from over there, and what I heard was Xu Chenmu's extremely penetrating voice, which I experienced in the old movie theater this morning.Ignore it, after a while, she hopped over with a fish in her hand, the tail of her hair hopped and hopped, with particles whitish from the light dancing at the tip of her hair, she pounced on herself.

Xu Chenmu tugged on her sleeve: "Look at it going up to the sky! It's going to the west!"

The people next to her looked at her with strange eyes, she blushed in embarrassment, but she still had the cheek to face everyone looking at the crazy look, raised her head and chest up, hoping to get Lu Qiong's praise, but she saved two yuan and fifty cents , as compensation for knocking down the bucket of fish. I don’t know why I am so persistent. I waited with all my strength as if I were doing an interview. Anyway, there is nothing to be determined, so I have to believe that I can spend my life with fish and It's over.

Later, she read an anecdote that said that there was a fish with a long life. It is said that it lived for 40 years. It is not dead yet, and I don’t know if it is true. Yu wasted his life just for two yuan and fifty cents, and then he thought about it, Lu Qiong's attitude was extremely gentle that day, and he tolerated the prolongation of time and his messy behavior.

Clearly remembering, Lu Qiong stood there and nodded: "Okay."

There was a gentle smile in her eyes, a teasing smile but with the tenderness she discovered for the first time. She felt embarrassed by being so tolerant. One hand was loosely placed on the shopping cart, and the other hand reached out and patted Her shoulder: "I forgive you, we will go fishing next time."

Xu Chenmu then happily followed her, as if she had received some great reward, she just wanted to make up for the fact that she knocked over the barrel, such a simple thought, only after she came up with it did she feel like, God, what have you done, so childish , but Lu Qiong praised her. She felt that she was useful and could make Lu Qiong very happy, so she became happy and followed behind with a smile.

It's like being mentally retarded.Lu Qiong said so later.

You always say I'm retarded.Xu Chenmu said.

I am not wrong.Lu Qiong insisted on his own ideas, you were like a lunatic that day, and followed me all the way with a smile that won 5000 million lottery tickets, if I hadn't turned around and talked to you, someone might have called you as a perverted stalker .

That day Lu Qiong turned around, thought about it, took a small piece of jujube cake from the pastry counter and stuffed it into her mouth: "Next time, don't wait so long, we don't need two yuan and fifty cents. "

"Why do you know it's two yuan and fifty cents—" Xu Chen choked for a moment, his eyes widening.

"I'm watching you." Lu Qiong ignored her, her expression calm as usual.