For the rest of his life

Xu Chenmu frowned, and finally sat up straight: "Sorry, I couldn't remember it, it seems that my name drove away in a car, and I couldn't catch up even if I ran behind."

Feeling slightly sad, he looked at Lu Qiong with guilt, not knowing why he felt guilty, but felt that this was an extremely guilty thing, that he lost his entrustment and expectations.

Lu Qiong loosened her hand: "It's okay, there is no need to apologize." The corner of her mouth slightly raised, "A good sign."

"That's right, that's a good sign. I'm not sure when I'll suddenly have a flash of inspiration and remember?" Xu Chenmu hurriedly continued, taking the photo frame from Lu Qiong's hand, "Then what's my name? You What is it called again? Where is this place..." The tone dragged on and pulled out a meaningful ending, as if testing Lu Qiong, his eyes flicked down and fixed on her, and then he observed her neckline slightly. With her collarbone exposed, she caught a glimpse of a small circle on her right shoulder, and only vaguely glimpsed it, which was covered by her clothes again.It's probably a tattoo, but it's too simple. I was confused for a while, and looked at it steadily.

Sensing her gaze, Lu Qiong tightened her neckline.

"Is it a tattoo?" Xu Chen pointed blankly.

"Ah."

"Why did you draw a circle?" Xu Chenmu's tone was a bit sad, she vaguely remembered that this circle was a sad memory, something she didn't want to be remembered, but seeing the bleak expression of the woman in front of her, she quickly said solemnly, " Look at people on the street are full of green dragons on the left and white tigers on the right. Once again, you can draw a centipede and a scorpion, which is very imposing, and some people feel hot when they get tattoos, and they go to the street shirtless every day. You just draw a small biscuit and you are afraid of people. I see, really, I don't care to look at you, hey, where is this?" He raised the photo frame again, hastily and flustered, and almost hit the bridge of his nose.

Lu Qiong chuckled: "You just drew a biscuit."

"Ah, really? Why don't I know what kind of biscuit it is?" Xu Chenmu guessed that this woman would be in a better mood, so he started to laugh, pulling his clothes, and pretending to be understanding. , Pulled open his neckline and looked at it, pretending to be stupid, while pulling his clothes, while looking at Lu Qiong.

"Your taste." Lu Qiong seldom made a joke, "Xu Chenmu, the Xu who promised, Chen who represents the treasure, the morning and evening Mu. Xu Chenmu's taste."

After saying a few words, my heart sank, as if remembering Xu Chenmu's promise, she couldn't remember it. For example, she clearly remembered the promise of remembering her own name, but she didn't remember it at all. She couldn't count on anything, couldn't blame her, couldn't feel relieved after thinking about it, so she could only hypnotize herself and said that Xu Chenmu gradually remembered many things.

——As for the things after that, I will leave it to the future to solve. Today is not the time to think about sorrow, she has a lot of leisure, and it should be a vacation to relax herself completely.

"Are you going to eat me?" Xu Chenmu laughed suddenly, and pulled off his collar. After thinking about it carefully, he felt immodest, as if he was a duck being served on the table, giving it too impertinently. It's not very good for people to eat and wipe clean.

So she pretended nothing happened, tightened her neckline and sat upright, ignoring her previous sentence, and looked at Lu Qiong seriously, who shook her head slightly: "You don't know me."

"Aren't you that one?"

"Who?"

"..." Xu Chenmu glanced sideways, "My girlfriend."

Full of a rascal's air, with a smile on his face, Xu Chenmu realized that he really couldn't remember the name of this person, and he was afraid of touching the wound where the other person didn't know where. Then he laughed, with an almost flattering expression, but there was no flattering meaning, just not wanting the other party to be angry or sad.

"Slick tongue." Lu Qiong commented on her softly, her face flushed as if an apple was about to explode, she lowered her head and held the photo high above her head, her arms stretched straight out like a primary school student handing in homework She didn't dare to look at Lu Qiong's face anymore, her face was hot as if she had set her collar on fire, and she kept blowing her bangs that didn't exist.

"Yilong, this is Yilong Resort. In the mountains in the north, people often go there in summer." Lu Qiong said, slowly put her fingers on it, took the photo frame over, crossed one leg on the other, and straightened her waist , then lowered his head and stroked the photos, fell into remembrance of the past, as if he had turned into a thick fog and lay silent on the sofa, while Xu Chenmu was thinking quietly.

It seems that in the small space of the photo frame, she can expand her thoughts very far. In this distant thoughts, there are faint outlines of herself and the outline of the woman in front of her. There is an unnamed puzzle like the circle on her shoulders, Xu Chenmu can't remember anything, and there are still some impressions of everything, ambiguity, the feeling of emptiness that can be grasped but cannot be grasped, rubbing himself head.

"We stay here." Someone seemed to be saying so.

And I agreed to this sentence with a tender feeling like silk, and put it in the depths of my mind that I must remember even if I lose my memory, and now I echo it, coming from afar.

"The winter of the year before last, we went to Yilong Resort, the reason was that you were doing an interview there, and it happened that it was snowing heavily there, and you sent me a photo, and I suddenly wanted to see it, so I came here and waited for you After the character interview, we stayed in the resort for a week." Lu Qiong's voice rose briskly, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised. This period of time was obviously pleasant, so Xu Chenmu grinned , She turned out to have done such a thing that made her happy.

"You say, 'Lu Qiong, it would be so romantic if the snow falls so hard that we bury us.' And you say, 'You like it here, and we'll come here in winter when I'm on vacation.' And you Remember?" Lu Qiong suddenly began to think about the past, forgetting how Xu Chenmu let her go when he went out to interview, why he didn't show mercy to her when he quarreled with Tang Yi, and why he didn't come back at night. How did she bully her, only the tenderness at the end of the corridor of time remained, everything was filtered, and only beautiful things remained.

"We went there again last summer, and the lilacs were blooming very well. The garden was full of lilacs, and a few branches came in from the window." Lu Qiong put the photo frame back on the table, and turned her head, " You kissed that flower cluster like a moron—"

Xu Chenmu blushed, knowing a few pieces of information silently in her heart, the most important thing was that Lu Qiong told her her own name silently, Lu Qiong, a pen flashed through her mind suddenly Write these two characters beautifully, and the ink drips out on the invisible canvas to describe her name. She must remember this name, and secretly swears in her heart, if she can’t remember, she will be thrown away, and she will still do it here. What.

If she can't remember, Lu Qiong will beat her to death.

She was thinking secretly like this, and she didn't know how many times she had said the same promise. The story of the wolf is so unbelievable, she herself is a child herding sheep, and she will be empty of trust at that time.

It was also Lu Qiong who had a big heart. Thinking of this, she felt more and more that Lu Qiong was a good person, and she was not a thing. How could she just forget it? Joan buried her face in her hands, emotionally incomprehensible.

Could it be that you were crying?She suddenly panicked, knelt down in front of her, and poked her head to grab Lu Qiong's hand: "Hey, why are you crying? You cry when you don't agree with me. I didn't mean to say that you are a biscuit and you still cry." If you don’t want to talk, just don’t talk, the mouth is on your body, you can say whatever you want!”

"Who is crying?" Lu Qiong turned her face away and looked at her lightly, "I'm just sleepy."

"what……"

"It's nothing, we don't live here for the time being, do you want to go back there?" Lu Qiong rubbed her cheeks, "Besides, my tattoo is a biscuit, and I will beat you."

"...I'm really curious, why don't you get a dragon tattoo..." Xu Chenmu still owed something, Lu Qiong looked at her lightly, so she covered her mouth, as if to say no after covering her mouth It's normal if something is very embarrassing.

"Why don't you wonder why I have this tattoo..." Lu Qiong squinted at her.

"Yeah, I'm curious." She confessed honestly, covered her mouth again, thought for a while, and let go of her hand, "But if you don't want to say it, don't say it."

Then she hurriedly covered her mouth, only her sly eyes and smooth forehead were exposed on the whole face, she looked at Lu Qiong with a smile, Lu Qiong was finally amused by her, and rubbed her head: "Let's go."

"Okay." Xu Chenmu let go of his hand, and put himself on Lu Qiong's body naturally, as if he was born with a sense of intimacy. When strangers meet, they always don't like smell, and they make intimate gestures. There is always a sense of trepidation and excitement, but when she approaches Lu Qiong, she has a familiar aura, but because she has not seen her for a long time, there is a touch of emotion in it.

Her fingers groped for Lu Qiong's hand, and she held it in her hand. Her breathing became rapid and she was so nervous that she couldn't describe it. She raised her eyes to look at Lu Qiong. Lu Qiong seemed to be used to it, and her face was calm, as if nothing had happened. It happened, but there were also some things that happened. The surface was far from the ebb and flow of the waves. I stayed here for half an hour, and in just half an hour, many things were changed.

Lu Qiong refused to admit that she was as happy as first love at that moment, like that time when she was sunk by Xu Chenmu's words while standing on the stairs of the fourth teaching building, and then vowed to never talk to her again. Kiss carefully.

do you like me?I know you won't admit it, but if you don't admit it, you will regret it in the future. If you regret it, don't come to me, because I won't forgive you for not admitting the possibility of liking me. missed.So you admit it, it’s the same to admit early and late, when you look at me, the light in your eyes is different, because I’m looking at you, you look at me a hundred times, I’ve actually looked at you once Thousands of times, every time I think, ah, will Lu Qiong look at me, and then waited many times, ah, you will look at me instead of others.Ah, I'm freezing to death today, Lu Qiong, are you cold?Forget it, you don’t feel cold in such thick clothes, are you going to find your instructor again? Aren’t you an intern? We have a lot of classes? Will it snow heavily today? Are you coming to have a snowball fight with me? I haven’t played in a long time.

She could even repeat this passage, recalling with endless joy that Xu Chenmu stood in front of her and stood a step higher, his cheeks flushed by the wind like a monkey's butt, and he confessed. He was still in a hurry to memorize memorization like a jingle, and he was afraid that she would say something of refusal and quickly changed the topic with a bright smile, and the heat from his mouth kept rising.

Today, at the moment Xu Chenmu carefully raised her finger, she remembered that idiot with red cheeks and unsure childlike eyes. The interview was also stupid, I didn't think about whether it would be dangerous, I went wherever I wanted, and I didn't think about whether I would come back, the confession was also stupid, I didn't even wrap a scarf, I just saw her and came in a hurry, all over my body Goofy up and down, capitalized fool.

But she still held this guy's hand, as if she listened to Xu Chenmu's nervous confession in silence, untied her scarf and put it on her, she would always respond, Stupid people are blessed, Xu Chenmu lost a muscle of fear and a rib of pessimism. This is a good thing, but it is not a good thing. Push open the door and go out again, turn around and take another look. The place where I lived has accumulated dust. Come over and clean it when you have time.