reborn just to love you
Chapter 34 Out of Control
"morning".
"Morning", Long Ao said lightly.
"Long Ao, are you all right?"Li Xiao looked into Chen Xue's dull eyes and asked.
"It's okay, don't worry." Long Ao glanced at Chen Xue and said coldly.
"But......"!
"Okay, how are your injuries?"Long Ao interrupted Li Xiao's words.
"It's almost recovered," Li Xiao replied.
"In this case, let's take the task!"Long Ao said coldly, he had already stepped out of the room, but he didn't see the worried eyes of everyone.
"Long Ao, what did you say to her? How did she become like this?" Li Xiao asked, pointing to the silent, mechanical girl in the battle circle.
"I'll take care of it," Long Ao stared at Chen Xue and said coldly.
"All right"!Li Xiao frowned.
Looking at the girl in the battle circle who exchanged injuries for injuries and risked her life, Long Ao frowned.
"Xue'er", looking at the girl covered in blood, Chen Bing's eyes were full of distress. Now Chen Xue can finally pick up a weapon and fight.
But is the dull-eyed, dull-eyed person in front of him really his former lively and cheerful sister who always had a happy smile?
If this was all the price she had to pay to be strong, then he hoped she never changed.
He hoped that she could live happily forever, and he didn't want to see her like this.
He would rather she live under his wings forever than see her like this now.
"Chen Xue".
The girl just stared at the monster lying in the pool of blood, as if she didn't hear everyone's shouts.
"Xue'er, look at me! I'm an older brother, look at me!"
"Xue'er, please don't be like this, brother, please." Chen Bing pulled the girl and begged.But still can't bring back the girl's mind.
"Do you want to die that much?"A cold voice came into everyone's ears.
"Long Ao", everyone stared at him blankly, wondering why he would say such a sentence
"Why do you ask"?Chen Xue, who hadn't responded all this time, said suddenly.
"Why? Yes! Why? Can you tell me?" Long Ao said lightly, as if dreaming.
"You ask me why"?The girl stared at him, but her dull eyes were full of sarcasm at this moment.
"Why? Haha..."!Long Ao rubbed his forehead and laughed wildly, but the laughter was full of silence and pain. "I'm cruel, right?"Long Ao raised the corners of his mouth and laughed at himself.
Chen Xue didn't say anything, just stared at him coldly.
"People always have a reason to live in this life. You have it, I have it, and they have it too. If you want to live in this world, you must constantly enrich yourself."
"Fighting is the easiest way to break through yourself. Even if you have a talent for cultivation, if you don't experience fighting, you are still just a waste."
"I let you kill those monsters that have no resistance. For you, it's very acceptable, right! But, didn't you also do it?"Long Ao pulled the corner of his mouth.
"I just......"!
"I just wanted to stay, so I did it."Long Ao stared at Chen Xue without any emotion in his eyes.
"I......"!
"I don't want to leave, yes! Everyone has some things that they are not willing to part with and don't want to happen, but we can't always avoid tragedies."
For some people and some things, we have to do some things that we don't want to do at all. You think I'm cruel, and I never deny it, because I am a person with blood on my hands."
"I don't know what happiness is and what kindness is. I asked you to kill some monsters that have no resistance. You didn't want to or didn't want to, but in order to be able to stay, you still did it, so you were condemned by your conscience."
"You blame yourself, feel guilty, and then you hate me, I understand. But, you have done these things, can you escape from self-blame and guilt?"Long Ao said coldly.
"Wow! Huh...you won't understand my mood and my pain at all," Chen Xue cried.
"I don't understand, how could I...don't understand", Long Ao raised his head and looked into the distance, something seemed to flash away in his eyes.
"You understand, what do you understand? If you understand, why are you forcing me? Brother Long Ao, whom I like, has always been a gentle and kind person," Chen Xue cried.
"Gentle? Kind"?Long Ao's eyes are as cold as ice, please don't impose your own beliefs on others."
"Do you know? It is because I understand that I will do this, and it is precisely because I understand that I hope you can adapt to these and the rules of this world as soon as possible."
"Because I understand, I hope you can become stronger as soon as possible, and because I understand, I hope you will not experience what I have experienced."
"I don't want you to cherish it when you lose it like me, and regret it when you lose it. It's because I understand that I don't want you to be like me."
"Because I don't have the ability, I watch the person I love fall in front of me, but I can't do anything about it."
"I can only watch helplessly, just watching the blood stain the ground and everything red. All of this is because I have no strength and the ability to protect everything."
"So at that time I swore, I will become stronger, at all costs, even if I go to hell for this, I will not regret it."
"Even if my hands are stained with blood, even if I kill innocent people indiscriminately, even if I slaughter the young and old for it, I will never allow myself to be soft-hearted, and I will never allow myself to have kind thoughts in my heart."
"As long as I can protect what I want to protect, I will not hesitate to become a devil. Do you understand this?"Long Ao shouted loudly.
Everyone stared blankly at the young man with red eyes. They had never seen Long Ao like this, and no one had ever seen this young man so out of control.
"I used to have a name called "Ye Ying", which means that it does not exist." Long Ao closed his eyes and said calmly.
Closing her eyes, she seemed to see the tragic death of her family members again, but she could only watch helplessly, neither able to call nor able to save her.
"Night Shadow"!
"This is the name I gave myself, a name that shouldn't exist, a person who shouldn't exist."
"It was also from that time that I picked up the knife, learned to be ruthless, learned to be cruel, and learned how to turn myself into a person without feelings. Without feelings, there will be no pain. It is also at that time that I learned ……kill".
As Long Ao said, he raised his head and stared at the crowd, and the hearts of the people who looked at them without a trace of emotion shivered.
Then immediately erupted from Long Ao's body, the bloody murderous aura that was no less than that of a heavenly murder made everyone collapse on the ground in astonishment.
But Long Ao didn't seem to see what he said, "I have killed many people, I thought my whole life would be spent in bloody killings".
"I thought I wouldn't have love, wouldn't be trapped by love, and wouldn't understand what love is."
"However, God made a big joke with me, let me experience the taste of love, but let me taste the pain of losing my lover."
"So I can't trust anyone, and I can't trust anyone."
"Because I don't know when they will stab me in the back. I thought I could no longer trust anyone, but now I actually have friends and someone I want to protect."
"I used to want to reach the top just for revenge, but now, I want to reach the top just for the dream in my heart."
Whether it was before or now, I will not allow anyone or anything to become my roadblock. For this goal, I will block gods and kill gods, and demons will block and kill demons." The last few words Long Ao slowly paused Spit it out.
After glancing at everyone, Long Ao turned away.A faint voice came from a distance. "I have blood on my hands just to...survive".
"I know Brother Long Ao is right. I am too selfish and cowardly. I don't have the courage to accept the consequences of becoming stronger." After some time, Chen Xue said.
"Xue'er, it's good if you can figure it out," Chen Bing said in relief.
"Brother, I'm sorry, I made you worry."Chen Xue blamed herself.
"Fool, what are you talking about! You are my sister", Chen Bing patted her on the head.
"Okay, it's getting late, let's go back first," Li Xiao said.
"Yes! However, I can feel that I have become stronger!" Jun Han said.
"yes"!Everyone agrees, fighting is indeed the fastest way to become stronger quickly!
"Morning", Long Ao said lightly.
"Long Ao, are you all right?"Li Xiao looked into Chen Xue's dull eyes and asked.
"It's okay, don't worry." Long Ao glanced at Chen Xue and said coldly.
"But......"!
"Okay, how are your injuries?"Long Ao interrupted Li Xiao's words.
"It's almost recovered," Li Xiao replied.
"In this case, let's take the task!"Long Ao said coldly, he had already stepped out of the room, but he didn't see the worried eyes of everyone.
"Long Ao, what did you say to her? How did she become like this?" Li Xiao asked, pointing to the silent, mechanical girl in the battle circle.
"I'll take care of it," Long Ao stared at Chen Xue and said coldly.
"All right"!Li Xiao frowned.
Looking at the girl in the battle circle who exchanged injuries for injuries and risked her life, Long Ao frowned.
"Xue'er", looking at the girl covered in blood, Chen Bing's eyes were full of distress. Now Chen Xue can finally pick up a weapon and fight.
But is the dull-eyed, dull-eyed person in front of him really his former lively and cheerful sister who always had a happy smile?
If this was all the price she had to pay to be strong, then he hoped she never changed.
He hoped that she could live happily forever, and he didn't want to see her like this.
He would rather she live under his wings forever than see her like this now.
"Chen Xue".
The girl just stared at the monster lying in the pool of blood, as if she didn't hear everyone's shouts.
"Xue'er, look at me! I'm an older brother, look at me!"
"Xue'er, please don't be like this, brother, please." Chen Bing pulled the girl and begged.But still can't bring back the girl's mind.
"Do you want to die that much?"A cold voice came into everyone's ears.
"Long Ao", everyone stared at him blankly, wondering why he would say such a sentence
"Why do you ask"?Chen Xue, who hadn't responded all this time, said suddenly.
"Why? Yes! Why? Can you tell me?" Long Ao said lightly, as if dreaming.
"You ask me why"?The girl stared at him, but her dull eyes were full of sarcasm at this moment.
"Why? Haha..."!Long Ao rubbed his forehead and laughed wildly, but the laughter was full of silence and pain. "I'm cruel, right?"Long Ao raised the corners of his mouth and laughed at himself.
Chen Xue didn't say anything, just stared at him coldly.
"People always have a reason to live in this life. You have it, I have it, and they have it too. If you want to live in this world, you must constantly enrich yourself."
"Fighting is the easiest way to break through yourself. Even if you have a talent for cultivation, if you don't experience fighting, you are still just a waste."
"I let you kill those monsters that have no resistance. For you, it's very acceptable, right! But, didn't you also do it?"Long Ao pulled the corner of his mouth.
"I just......"!
"I just wanted to stay, so I did it."Long Ao stared at Chen Xue without any emotion in his eyes.
"I......"!
"I don't want to leave, yes! Everyone has some things that they are not willing to part with and don't want to happen, but we can't always avoid tragedies."
For some people and some things, we have to do some things that we don't want to do at all. You think I'm cruel, and I never deny it, because I am a person with blood on my hands."
"I don't know what happiness is and what kindness is. I asked you to kill some monsters that have no resistance. You didn't want to or didn't want to, but in order to be able to stay, you still did it, so you were condemned by your conscience."
"You blame yourself, feel guilty, and then you hate me, I understand. But, you have done these things, can you escape from self-blame and guilt?"Long Ao said coldly.
"Wow! Huh...you won't understand my mood and my pain at all," Chen Xue cried.
"I don't understand, how could I...don't understand", Long Ao raised his head and looked into the distance, something seemed to flash away in his eyes.
"You understand, what do you understand? If you understand, why are you forcing me? Brother Long Ao, whom I like, has always been a gentle and kind person," Chen Xue cried.
"Gentle? Kind"?Long Ao's eyes are as cold as ice, please don't impose your own beliefs on others."
"Do you know? It is because I understand that I will do this, and it is precisely because I understand that I hope you can adapt to these and the rules of this world as soon as possible."
"Because I understand, I hope you can become stronger as soon as possible, and because I understand, I hope you will not experience what I have experienced."
"I don't want you to cherish it when you lose it like me, and regret it when you lose it. It's because I understand that I don't want you to be like me."
"Because I don't have the ability, I watch the person I love fall in front of me, but I can't do anything about it."
"I can only watch helplessly, just watching the blood stain the ground and everything red. All of this is because I have no strength and the ability to protect everything."
"So at that time I swore, I will become stronger, at all costs, even if I go to hell for this, I will not regret it."
"Even if my hands are stained with blood, even if I kill innocent people indiscriminately, even if I slaughter the young and old for it, I will never allow myself to be soft-hearted, and I will never allow myself to have kind thoughts in my heart."
"As long as I can protect what I want to protect, I will not hesitate to become a devil. Do you understand this?"Long Ao shouted loudly.
Everyone stared blankly at the young man with red eyes. They had never seen Long Ao like this, and no one had ever seen this young man so out of control.
"I used to have a name called "Ye Ying", which means that it does not exist." Long Ao closed his eyes and said calmly.
Closing her eyes, she seemed to see the tragic death of her family members again, but she could only watch helplessly, neither able to call nor able to save her.
"Night Shadow"!
"This is the name I gave myself, a name that shouldn't exist, a person who shouldn't exist."
"It was also from that time that I picked up the knife, learned to be ruthless, learned to be cruel, and learned how to turn myself into a person without feelings. Without feelings, there will be no pain. It is also at that time that I learned ……kill".
As Long Ao said, he raised his head and stared at the crowd, and the hearts of the people who looked at them without a trace of emotion shivered.
Then immediately erupted from Long Ao's body, the bloody murderous aura that was no less than that of a heavenly murder made everyone collapse on the ground in astonishment.
But Long Ao didn't seem to see what he said, "I have killed many people, I thought my whole life would be spent in bloody killings".
"I thought I wouldn't have love, wouldn't be trapped by love, and wouldn't understand what love is."
"However, God made a big joke with me, let me experience the taste of love, but let me taste the pain of losing my lover."
"So I can't trust anyone, and I can't trust anyone."
"Because I don't know when they will stab me in the back. I thought I could no longer trust anyone, but now I actually have friends and someone I want to protect."
"I used to want to reach the top just for revenge, but now, I want to reach the top just for the dream in my heart."
Whether it was before or now, I will not allow anyone or anything to become my roadblock. For this goal, I will block gods and kill gods, and demons will block and kill demons." The last few words Long Ao slowly paused Spit it out.
After glancing at everyone, Long Ao turned away.A faint voice came from a distance. "I have blood on my hands just to...survive".
"I know Brother Long Ao is right. I am too selfish and cowardly. I don't have the courage to accept the consequences of becoming stronger." After some time, Chen Xue said.
"Xue'er, it's good if you can figure it out," Chen Bing said in relief.
"Brother, I'm sorry, I made you worry."Chen Xue blamed herself.
"Fool, what are you talking about! You are my sister", Chen Bing patted her on the head.
"Okay, it's getting late, let's go back first," Li Xiao said.
"Yes! However, I can feel that I have become stronger!" Jun Han said.
"yes"!Everyone agrees, fighting is indeed the fastest way to become stronger quickly!
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