Concise and profound

Liu Yishen never thought that he would return to Jing'an Garden and walked into this former bedroom again.In his incomplete memory, this place is full of embarrassment and shame, and once he thinks of Yan Jian, he can't help trembling slightly.

However, at this moment, in this bedroom, he was looking at the fluorescent sticks in red, blue and green, the cake box from Shenyi Dessert Shop, and the guitar that Yan Jian gave him for the first time, and Liu Yishen's eyes grew brighter. The more wetter, the sourness in his heart continued to hit, self-blame and regret were like sharp knives, slashing his heart fiercely, making it difficult for him to breathe.

The lost memory fragments kept impacting his brain, Liu Yishen's head was a little dizzy, but the tears kept falling, and Liu Yishen finally understood why he didn't have the heart to abort the child before?Why would you rather give up your own life than give birth to a child in a car accident?

And why did he write a song called "

Liu Yishen never wished that he was an Omega, and would rather be an ordinary Beta. His wish since he was a child was also simple. He wanted a guitar, a warm family, and a person who was willing to stay with him for a lifetime and treat him wholeheartedly. people.

Liu Yishen thought that these were all extravagant wishes, but it turned out that such a man had appeared in his life long ago, and silently fulfilled his wish.

Too stupid!

Both he and Yan Jian are too stupid!

Back in high school, the green and ignorant Liu Yishen did have a crush on Zheng Zhouchuan.He also foolishly thought that this would be a heartbeat that lasted a lifetime, and this was the sweetness of love.

But that level of goodwill, the liking when he was young can't stand the test and polishing of time at all, Liu Yishen paid more and more attention to Yan Jian, this man who broke into his vision and intervened in his life time and time again.

If you have a crush on a person, your heart may be thumping, but if there is another person, when you look at his smile, you will follow the corners of your mouth, but as long as he says a heartless word or a look of contempt, you A knife was cut out of his heart, and even a whole heart was dug out.

This kind of pain is the unforgettable love.

It was past four o'clock in the afternoon, and Cao Cheng was still guarding outside the door, waiting for Liu Yishen.He and Liu Yishen arrived here at about 02:30 in the afternoon, and now Liu Yishen has been in for almost two hours. Cao Cheng has a vague premonition that he should have recovered some memories in it, which must have stimulated him quite a bit.

Cao Cheng thought so, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Liu Yishen who just came out.He was carrying a guitar, lowered his head, bit his lower lip and remained silent.

Seeing that Liu Yishen seemed to have gone through a painful process, Cao Cheng stepped forward and asked concerned: "Mr. Liu, you... are you okay?"

Liu Yishen shook his head lightly, and then loosened his jaw, but there was already a row of fine teeth marks on his lips, he asked: "Mr. Cao, when is he going to leave? I want to see him, can you help me?"

Liu Yishen's tone became more and more urgent, and the "he" in his mouth naturally referred to Yan Jian.

"Mr. Liu, are you sure? Do you really want to see Mr. Yan?"

"Well, I have to see Yan Jian."

Therefore, Cao Cheng seized the time and drove Liu Yishen to Yan Jian's villa without talking nonsense.Unexpectedly, the two of them rushed to nothing.

Yan Jian originally planned to leave tomorrow, but changed his plan temporarily. He re-booked the flight ticket a day earlier than expected, so he left in a hurry this afternoon.

The uncle gatekeeper of the community told Liu Yishen and Cao Cheng that it was a coincidence that they came here. Just forty minutes ago, Yan Jian drove to the airport alone.

Cao Cheng hurriedly called, but Jian Jian's cell phone was turned off at this time, and they couldn't get through at all, so the two had to drive to catch up, hoping to catch up.

The airport is far from the city center, and it takes about four or ten minutes to drive. As the sun sets, the sky gets darker. When Cao Cheng drove halfway, the sky was dark and gloomy. It was still sunny at noon, but now it changed.

Cool raindrops floated in the sky. This was the first light rain in the early spring of this year. It was pattering and moistening the earth.Liu Yishen couldn't help recalling that it rained on the day she separated from Yan Jian more than a year ago, but the rain was much stronger than now.

At that time Zheng Zhouchuan was sick with a cold and was not feeling well. Liu Yishen went to visit with a bouquet.Unexpectedly, on the way back home, Xu Chenyao's car stopped in front of him, and Yan Jian got out of the car afterward.

Yan Jian questioned Liu Yishen a lot, but in the end she just smiled sarcastically: "Liu Yishen, I wish I hadn't met you back then, and I shouldn't be the one who saved you."

That sentence that made Liu Yishen completely chilling was engraved in his mind, and when he recalled it in countless midnight dreams, Liu Yishen couldn't help trembling and felt pain in his heart.

Thinking about it now, how uncomfortable it would be for Yan Jian to say something that was extremely against his will.

Their private nurturing relationship was inherently shameful, and at that point, it was even more fragmented.

At that time, Liu Yishen thought that Yan Jian regretted it and wanted to give up on him. Of course, he himself did not want to be cheap, so he became more determined to leave, and wanted to separate from Yan Jian and become strangers from now on.

So Liu Yishen watched Yan Jian get into Xu Chenyao's car, and watched the two of them go further and further away, gradually disappearing from sight.

When Liu Yishen arrived at the airport, he got off the car and ran all the way, sweating profusely and panting, but he was still a step behind.

The light rain did not cause much impact, and the flight was not delayed. Everything was as usual, so the plane that Yan Jian was on had already taken off.

Watching Yan Jian leave again, and failing to catch the man again, Liu Yishen's heart sank suddenly.

Cao Cheng hurriedly comforted Liu Yishen, saying that he would call when Yan Jian got off the plane.Anyway, he will definitely find a way to let him meet Yan Jian, even if he can't face to face, video chat is fine.

Liu Yishen nodded mechanically, as if he couldn't hear it, he walked into the rain as if out of his wits.

He was trying to sober himself up and calm down, and punish himself at the same time.Let the raindrops fall on the cheeks, slide along the eyelashes, and flow into the eyes drop by drop, just like flowing into Liu Yishen's heart, the sadness that is as cold as rain gradually invades the heart.

Liu Yishen squatted down powerlessly. He hated himself a little. If he hadn't recognized the wrong person and called Yan Jian's name when he was in heat for the first time; Will the result be very different now?

Suddenly, the raindrops stopped falling, because an umbrella appeared above Liu Yishen's head to block it.He thought it was Cao Cheng at first, but the pair of leather shoes in front of him was completely different.

The all-too-familiar Alpha pheromone smell hit, and the unique smell lingered on Liu Yishen. Liu Yishen trembled, and immediately widened her eyes, looking from bottom to top, and finally saw the man she was longing for.

Liu Yishen didn't expect that the elementary school boy who looked arrogant and arrogant at first glance would also blush and shy, show a small expression of embarrassment, and laugh happily, but then his smile disappeared, and he was no longer pure, and became A high-ranking person with a cold and taciturn face.

Liu Yishen and Yan Jian have met since junior high school, until now, before they know it, they have known each other for more than ten years.Going around and going around in a big circle, the person who was finally by Liu Yishen's side was still Jianyan.

Yan Jian slowly pulled up Liu Yishen who was squatting, his tone was full of helplessness: "I seem to have broken my promise again, Liu Yishen, I don't want to leave, I can't bear you."

Before she could finish speaking, Liu Yishen hugged Yan Jian tightly against his chest, and tightly wrapped her hands around Yan Jian's waist.

"Yes... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Liu Yishen kept crying, apologizing non-stop, and her arms were getting tighter and tighter.

Yan Jian was caught off guard and almost missed the umbrella in his hand. He was stunned and said, "Why do you have to apologize?"

Liu Yishen loosened his arms slightly at this time, and looked at Yan Jian, his eyes were wet and red, but his eyes were soft and pure: "I... like you, and I like you too, Yan Jian."

The softest part of her heart was suddenly touched, and a gleam of eagerness appeared in Yan Jian's eyes, and she was so excited that her whole body was unsteady: "You...what are you talking about! Say it again, okay?"

"Yan Jian, I like you, love you... Mmm!"

Before Liu Yishen could finish his words, Yan Jian's lips pressed against him, frantically sucking and licking, licking Liu Yishen's lingering tongue, caressing his entire mouth over and over again, responding with this long-lost kiss Liu Yishen.

After so many years, a boy in his teens has grown into a man in his thirties, it is impossible for Yan Jian to remain unchanged, but his affection for Liu Yishen remains the same.

Ears and temples touched, lips and teeth intertwined, the two exchanged each other's breath and heartbeat, and kissed for a long time in the rain...

"Liu Yishen, come home with me, okay?"

"it is good."