grow up with him

"..."

Clutching the handlebars of the bicycle with both hands, Xia Le looked at Mo Dong and asked, "Why?"

The voice was as soft as if he was afraid of waking up from a dream—everything he had had so far was a dream.

Under the gentle dark blue sky, his favorite boy was about to melt into the clip art of the city, watching him quietly.

"Lele." Mo Dong showed a bright smile, "I like you very much." His eyes were bent into crescent moons, but there was a smooth line at the corner of his eyes, "Because I like you very much, I beg you not to like me. "

"This world—"

"It doesn't seem so good."

The young man who was not very good at hiding his emotions stubbornly opened his eyes to look at Xia Le, revealing tears in his eyes.

"Lele, don't like me anymore."

His smile became brighter and brighter, but his eyes could no longer contain those tears, and the bright smile flowed wantonly.

Thus, the boy finally realized how embarrassed he was.

He turned his head, leaving only his back, his body tensed and trembling.

"Tap." It was the sound of the bicycle kickstand falling to the ground.

soon.

He was wrapped in a warm embrace.

"I like you." Xia Le who was holding him just said so.

"I like you."

He repeated it over and over again, as if he wanted to engrave it into people's hearts.

"I like you."

The person being hugged paused for a moment, and finally couldn't help but leaned on the handle of the bicycle. He bent over, crying forbearably and presumptuously, like a wolf with a wounded head who wanted to cry but didn't dare to make a sound and could only whimper ferociously.

Mo Dong didn't quite understand.

His life has never been simple and beautiful.

But now, it seemed that something had been smashed, and the fragments were everywhere, and his feet were bleeding.

Xia Le hugged him tightly from the back, bringing him the warm body temperature.

"Don't be afraid." Xia Le hugged her tightly, even if her bones hurt.The two hearts have never been so close, "Putong—Putong", the two heartbeats are so close, and they faintly sing together.

"Don't be afraid, I will be by your side."

Xia Le's voice was soft and firm.

"I will be by your side."

After returning home today, Li Fenfen found Mo Dong with red eyes.

"What's wrong?" Facing Mo Dong, who hadn't seen him crying for a long time, Li Fen was a little worried, and rushed out from behind the counter, pulling Mo Dong to look left and right.

"Mom." Mo Dong, who had calmed down at first, saw that Li Fenfen was worried about him nervously, and his voice took on a hint of crying again.

"Dongdong, what's the matter? What's going on?" Li Fenfen felt pain in his heart, and his own children felt pain. He usually smiled and disliked him when he had nothing to do, but whenever he had something to worry about.

"Mom." Mo Dong called Mom again, he looked at Li Fenfen with unconscious hope in his eyes, "I'm gay."

Family is the closest people to him.

He doesn't care about other people's opinions, but he cares about his family's opinions.

Today I just met Mo Dong, who is dangerous in the world, and I am very much looking forward to his mother being on his side.

It's like... When I was a child, I would make snacks for him every time, sew him up every time I climbed a tree and scratch my clothes, and hold him in my arms every time I got sick.

This time, Mo Dong also hoped that Li Finn would be on his side.

Li Finn felt a "thump" in his heart.She knew that she was gay, and Mo Dong's uncle Mo Haichuan was gay.However, just because she can accept that Mo Dong's uncle is gay doesn't mean she wants her son to be gay.

If nothing else, just talk about what to do when you are old?

Not to mention, others will point and point, some jobs will reject you, and there are few gay people, so it is difficult to find a partner.

Just thinking about it gave Li Finn a headache.

Li Fen opened her mouth and wanted to say, "What kind of sex, what kind of relationship, children who haven't grown up to understand anything, talk nonsense", but she saw Mo Dongxi's eyes.

His own cub, with red eyes, looked at him hopefully.

What Li Finn said unconsciously became: "It's normal, what's wrong?"

Mo Dong looked at his mother, his nose sore, and he wanted to cry even more.He hugged Li Finn.

"Mom." The voice was muffled.

Li Fen, who was being hugged, still hadn't recovered from Mo Dong's saying "I'm gay".

Why is Zai Zai gay?

But she still patted Zai Zai on the back and coaxed, "Then why are you still crying, my lord? Don't you just like boys? You can like whoever you want."

"Ah."

"Go take a shower, come down to eat later, and sleep after eating, everything will be fine." Li Fen continued to coax.

"Ah."

Mo Dong let go of Li Fenfen, smiled with red eyes, and walked upstairs with his schoolbag on his back.

After going up a few steps, he stopped, turned his head, and said to Li Finn: "Mom, you are so kind."

"Hurry up and take a shower. I'm going to cook. Hurry up." Li Finn waved his hand and urged.

That night, after Li Finn returned to his room and closed the door, he immediately called Mo Shanhe.The moment the phone was connected, she burst into tears: "Mo Shanhe, Dongdong is gay..."

After Mo Shanhe coaxed her well and promised to come back early, Li Fenfen finally went to bed.

But she suffered from insomnia, tossed and turned in bed, and didn't fall asleep all night.

The next morning.

After breakfast, Mo Dong was going to school. Li Fenfen stuffed him with some snacks and said, "Eat more snacks and less wandering thoughts." Mo Dong responded.Li Fenfen also instructed: "Whether you like men or women, you are not allowed to fall in love early!"

"Okay! Mom, I'll go first." Mo Dong agreed, took the snacks, jumped on the bicycle, and rode away like the wind.

Li Fenfen looked at his back, and the suppressed worry finally appeared in the corner of his eyes.

It's just that after one night, there was no trace of crying on Mo Dong's face at all.His bike was pedaling fast, as easy as the smile on his face.

Lele said that she liked him and would stay with him.

Li Finnishly accepted again.

Mo Dong has nothing to worry about.

Even this world seems to be different from what he thought before.

But it doesn't matter, let's get to know each other again!

When I arrived at class one (1), it was still early and there were not many people in the class.

As soon as Mo Dong came in, several girls secretly looked at him.

"What's wrong?" Mo Dong asked openly.

A few girls looked at me and I looked at you, but no one dared to speak.Seeing that Mo Dong was about to leave without waiting for a question, a girl couldn't help but boldly asked: "Mo Dong...are you really gay?"

"Yeah." Mo Dong smiled and stroked his hair, "Does it sound cool?"

Especially maverick.

"Oh, oh..." The girl didn't expect to get such an answer, and then asked with bright eyes, "Mo Dong, do you have someone you like?" In the Internet age, some girls have already secretly immersed themselves in the danmei culture. .

"Secret." Mo Dong smiled brightly.

The girls were extremely disappointed and kept asking, but they still couldn't get a definite answer.But their eyes kept looking at the empty seat next to Mo Dong.

Mo Dong lay down on the table in a good mood, turned on his phone, clicked on QQ, and then paused.

In the QQ list, Xia Le's column shows a new signature: I like a boy, very much.

It's no different than declaring that I'm gay.

Xia Le is very sensible, he knows what the consequences will be if Xia Guangtian finds out.

Xia Guangtian, who looked down on homosexuality to the point that even if he had to hold a homosexual to sign a contract, he would scold others behind his back, he knew how angrily he would make him "rehabilitate" or even give up on him outright.

However, he still sent such a message.

It should be forbearable, this is what he is good at.

It is sensible to take the overall situation into consideration.

You should pretend to be yourself, and cut ties with Mo Dong when necessary. This is a kind of protection for each other.

However, he promised.

When this signature was issued, the sky outside the window was dark, without any starlight, only the sky was polluted red by light.Xia Le sat by the window, looking down at the phone in his hand.

There was no light in the room, and it was pitch black.The light from the phone screen illuminated his face, calm and gentle.

I will be by your side.

This is what Xia Le promised Mo Dong.

What Mo Dong said, who was crying with his arms in his arms, was not just words.

Therefore, even if he is irrational at all, even if he looks willful and naive, he will walk to Mo Dong's side.

[I will be by your side. ]

On QQ, the new signature was successfully released, showing a sense of presence next to the avatar.

The light of the mobile phone in the dark room, from a distance, becomes a faint star.

And in the early morning of the second day, Mo Dong sat in his seat and saw him coming.

"I'm here." At some point, Xia Le had already arrived in class, stood beside her, bent slightly, and said softly.

Mo Dong raised his head, with surprise still in his eyes, he looked at Xia Le who was standing beside him.

The morning light was soft and bright, falling on Xia Le, lighting up the smile in his eyes.

Someone in the class just saw QQ, exclaimed, and then quickly shut up.

Mo Dong had no time to deal with the noise in the class, nor did he have the heart to deal with it, it all became meaningless background noise.

He only had Xia Le in his eyes.

The author has something to say: Anwei: (swipes QQ and puts down the phone) Who am I?Where am I?Why do I always have to eat dog food?