Reemployment Guide for Laid-off Players

"But not everything that has consequences is because you did something wrong, Lele."

Xia Yao turned around and faced Jiang Le. He didn't go any further. He looked over Jiang Le's sinking shoulders and looked at the blue sea. He patiently persuaded, "Can we sit down and have a good chat?"

Jiang Le suddenly lowered his head and took a step back, Xia Yao suddenly stopped breathing.

"...I should leave my brother, even if I don't jump from here today, I should leave him." Watching Jiang Le just return to the rock and sit down again, Xia Yao's breath was tight. Relaxed, took a deep breath.

He walked over and sat down opposite Jiang Le, still "correcting" in a soft voice: "No, you can't leave."

Seeing that Jiang Le didn't speak, he went on to say: "Your brother just wants you to live, what did he do wrong?"

"...Of course my brother is not wrong, the one who is wrong is me, brother Xia Yao."

"Do you know how Jiang An told me what happened back then? He said you were just afraid, so what's wrong?" Xia Yao recalled the tenderness in Jiang An's eyes when he talked about these things that day, and the corners of his mouth curled up, " He also told me that you have to accept being loved and not being loved-if he hates you, Lele, I mean if your brother hates you, will you feel better? "

Jiang Le was stunned for a moment, the flower in his hand fell to the ground, Xia Yao took advantage of the moment when he was in a daze, bowed his waist and moved a few steps over, first picked up the flower that fell on the ground and held it in his hand, and then approached carefully sat beside him.

"I met my grandparents for the first time when I was seven years old. I brought them the handicrafts I made in school and the biscuits I learned to make from my cooking aunt. My dad told me that I had to behave a little better and they would would like me. But the truth is no matter how good I am, they can't possibly like me."

Xia Yao raised his head and looked at Jiang Le, seeing the surprised look in his eyes, adjusted his tone and talked about the story from a long time ago.

"Grandma screamed and kicked me out of the house, and my dad told me that he lied to me, and then told me the fact that my mother died to give birth to me. The strange thing is that since I knew this fact, Visiting my grandparents has become the most relaxing thing for me-I seem to have finally found a way to redeem my sins.

"From then on, I feel that my dad shouldn't love me, and I don't deserve to be cared for. As you said, I should stay away from this beautiful world."

Jiang Le stared blankly at Xia Yao, his lips moved, he shook his head and apologized first: "I'm sorry Brother Xia Yao, I don't know..."

"Your brother is right. You are a bit like me. You apologize at every turn." Xia Yao rubbed the top of his head and said, "Your brother said he always wanted to ask you. You were afraid when you stood on the edge of the cliff that year. Don't be afraid, looking at the waves below are so big, are you afraid?"

"I don't know," Jiang Le shook his head, poked his head out to look at the blue sea below, and then quickly retreated, "But I'm even more afraid that I will continue to treat it when I go back. It hurts too much, Brother Xia Yao, I need to eat A lot of medicine, injections every day, always want to vomit and can't sleep well, I don't know when I will die..."

As he spoke, he suddenly raised his hands, buried his head between his arms, and his voice began to tremble.

"I don't want to be like those people, so I ran from the hospital, I didn't expect them to find me, I swear I really don't want to hurt them, I just want to disappear immediately! So I jumped down-"

"What about now?" Seeing that his emotions were getting more and more broken, Xia Yao stepped forward and half knelt on the ground, hugging him in his arms and calming him down: "Now your life has started again, if you really feel guilty about your parents , then work harder to live."

Jiang Le shook his head in his arms, and said weakly: "I have no chance, no more chance, I am really working hard to get better..."

Xia Yao turned his head and winked at Li Zhenhe, who immediately approached them lightly.

"Why do you say there's no chance?" Xia Yao continued to speak, steadied Jiang Le, and quietly stepped aside, "Isn't everything better now?"

Jiang Le raised his head from his arms, his tears were blurred and he couldn't see clearly what was in front of him. Before he could speak, Li Zhenhe grabbed his wrist at the right moment and pulled him forward.

He threw himself on Li Zhenhe's body, and reflexively stretched out his hand to his chest, struggling to get up.

Li Zhenhe hugged him tightly and rolled him inside twice.

"Lele! Lele, don't move!" He gasped heavily, not daring to relax at all, clasped Jiang Le's back neck with one hand, pressed his waist tightly with the other, and said, "You're fine, the test results are out , you are fine, there is no relapse..."

Jiang Le grabbed the clothes at his waist with both hands, the back of his hand pressed against the ground and was scratched by the stones, he was still exerting force as if he didn't feel any pain at all, he gritted his teeth and said, "But I obviously..." He seemed to be Suddenly reacting, he quickly asked Xia Yao: "My brother -- does my brother already know?"

Xia Yao walked up to him, took his wrist with one hand, and said: "He knew it all the time, and he also told me, 'Some people will blame you for hating you because of the exchange of life, and there will also be people who blame you because you survived. I feel lucky, I want to treat you twice as well, together with everything I didn’t have time to give to another person, I will do everything I can to just hope you can be happy’.

"He also said that he hasn't seen you so happy like this time for a long time, and he hopes you can continue like this."

Jiang Le finally burst into tears, lying on Li Zhenhe's body and sobbing softly, still apologizing incoherently.

"They wouldn't have died, it's all my fault, it's all my fault... My brother never scolded me, I thought he really didn't know anything, I dare not say it, dare not confess to him, I am too bad Now...I'm really afraid that I'm going to go back to the painful days when I'm cured, and I don't want to leave you, but I'm really scared..."

Xia Yao finally breathed a sigh of relief. He helped Li Zhenhe to help Jiang Le stand up. He looked down and saw that Li Zhenhe was holding his hand tightly, so he just raised his hand and patted his vest, saying: "The test results have come out. Your brother went to get the results. The doctor said that you are recovering very well. This discomfort is just a little cold."

"I'm sorry Brother Xia Yao...Actually, when I came here today, I just wanted to find a place to calm down..."

Upon hearing this, Li Zhenhe immediately hugged him again: "You're going to scare me to death, you know, you're really going to scare me to death..."

Xia Yao took out his cell phone to check the time, and said, "Okay, don't keep apologizing. If you really feel sorry, please apologize to your brother seriously."

Jiang Le nodded again and again, pushed away Li Zhenhe and pulled people away, and ran towards Chen Gu. While running, he muttered: "My brother must be worried, I'll go right away—"

Xia Yao didn't pay attention to his unfinished sentence, turned around and stood facing the sun on the edge of the cliff, with the sound of waves crashing on the boulder next to his ears, and the nerves that had been tense for several hours were only bit by bit. Just relax.

He was fascinated by the calm sea which was different from the waves under his feet in the distance. His eyes passed through the sunlight in front of him and fell on the place where the water and the sky met, and he saw the waves slowly shaking the dark blue line.

The backside gradually became quiet. He stood for a while and was about to turn around, but he didn't want to bump into a familiar embrace as soon as he turned around——Jiang An hugged him, and the two looked at each other. He couldn't see clearly the face of the person in front of him. With a demeanor, the two lips were covered with warmth.

So he also raised his hand and lightly placed Jiang An's vest, and kissed him.After a while, Jiang An let go, put his forehead against his, rubbed against the tip of his nose, and said sorry softly.

Xia Yao laughed: "Why is everyone apologizing today?"

"I should apologize. I was too anxious at the hotel just now." Jiang An said and kissed him again: "Are you angry with me?"

"not angry."

"That won't work, you have to be angry."

"...but I can't be mad at you."

Jiang An also smiled. He licked his lips and hugged him again, and whispered into his ear, "Then I'm going to do something to make you angry."

The wind on the edge of the cliff was getting stronger and stronger, throwing the flower in Jiang Le's hand high into the air, and gently carried the petals into the deep blue sea.

This thrilling "episode" was successfully resolved, and the award ceremony was held as usual in the afternoon.

Encouraged by Li Zhenhe, Jiang Le had a candid exchange with Jiang An in the room for more than half an hour before going on stage to accept the award. Finally, he opened the door with red eyes and jumped into his arms when he saw Li Zhenhe inside.

Jiang An, who came out afterwards, looked at Li Zhenhe and smiled, leaning against the door and raised an eyebrow at him: "You haven't settled your debt yet."

"How can this be so clear? We will be a family in the future—isn't it Lele?"

Jiang Le raised his head from his arms, blinked and asked him: "Why?"

"Because--because I just befriended your brother, in the future..." Li Zhenhe coughed dryly, watching Jiang An laughing in pain, he really couldn't make up a bunch of nonsense, and gave up on himself. Jiang Le half-dragged and half-carried away from the entrance of the room.

Chen Gu couldn't help laughing, pointing to the direction where the two left, tears were hanging from the corners of his eyes, Jiang An passed by him, frowned and asked him: "Is it so funny?"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!"

"Keep your voice down, it's too embarrassing."

"Jiang An, you have changed again. You really changed after you got married with Xia Yao."

"What have I become?"

"You gave him all your tenderness, you are no longer gentle with me..."

"...**."

After the awards ceremony, Hanjiang Yingxue and Shen Yanleng had a celebration banquet separately, and went to KTV together for "team building".Jiang An didn't sing much, and was sitting on the other end of the sofa playing with his mobile phone. Taozi started the live broadcast, and occasionally came over to let him show his face and say a few words.

He was a little absent-minded, and he could even see the bullet screen, so Taozi handed the phone to Chen Gu, ready to ask him why he looked so depressed.

As soon as Taozi sat next to him, she inadvertently caught a glimpse of the live broadcast of Hanjiang Yingxue next door on the screen of his mobile phone.

"You just watched the live broadcast next door without doing anything all night?!" Tao Zi was surprised. She took a can of beer in her hand, took a sip and asked, "Why don't you just go and play with them?"

Jiang An sighed repeatedly while holding the phone: "My identity does not allow it."

"Huh? What?"

"Let me ask you a question." Jiang An put the phone on the table and opened another can of beer, "If you are with your boyfriend, but your boyfriend is not willing to disclose your relationship, why would you manage?"

Tao Zi swallowed a mouthful of wine, took an apple and put it in his mouth, and said vaguely: "That depends on whether he is——what's the matter? Is your boyfriend not letting you two go public?"

Jiang An sighed again in distress. He looked at the beer can in his hand, shook his head and said, "There is no explicit prohibition, but that's what it means."

"When did you have a boyfriend—was he also a gamer?" Taozi clapped her hands and picked up the remaining half can of beer, raised her head and gulped it down, and then asked, "What did he say?"

Jiang An recalled the "deal" negotiated with Xia Yao last night, licked his lips and said: "We both agreed that if I win today's game, I will have the final say, and if Xia Yao wins, I will listen to him." of."

"I see...but you lost to Xia Yao today." After talking, Tao Zi felt something was wrong: "Is your boyfriend a fan of Xia Yao?"

He didn't expect Xia Yao to take the deal so seriously that there was no room for negotiation, but he didn't say anything to death.

He nodded: "Well, I lost."

Taozi coughed twice, leaned over and whispered in his ear: "But I have read countless articles over the years, according to the routine, you can be 'dominant' and take the initiative to attack, sometimes the other party is embarrassed, you have to figure out what he is thinking of."

Jiang An saw that she was sound in her analysis, and was gradually convinced. He glanced at the screen of his phone, and it happened that Xia Yao was singing.So he put on his earphones and said, "What do you mean by being overbearing? Directly...? Do you think this is feasible?"

"That's right—but what?" Tao Zi glanced around, then asked him with a wicked smile, "Are you top or?"

Jiang An also pretended to glance around, raised an eyebrow at her, and said, "Guess."

Throwing away these two words and the unwilling Taozi, Jiang An greeted him and left early with his mobile phone. He watched Xia Yao finish singing a song in the live broadcast room, so he called him and called him out.

After waiting at the door for 2 minutes, Xia Yao came out of the private room. He held hands and walked towards the exit without saying a word.

"Go back to rest early, you are quite tired today." Standing at the entrance of the KTV, Jiang An said, and then saw Xia Yao's eyes seemed to be soaked with a layer of water vapor, and leaned closer to him and asked him in a low voice: "How much did you drink?" liquor?"

Xia Yao has a good capacity for alcohol. Although he drank a lot, he is very sober at the moment. He smiled and responded to Jiang An: "I didn't drink much, go back when you are tired."

So the two walked slowly back to the hotel side by side, and returned to Jiang An's single room.

As soon as he entered the door, Jiang An was pushed against the wall by Xia Yao, and then he was almost forgotten by his relatives. There was only one shirt button left on his lower abdomen, and he quickly grabbed the one on his waist and felt it. Touching hands.

Xia Yao asked him puzzled, "What's wrong?"

"Then what...Baby, I actually have something to tell you."

"I thought you wanted to come back in a hurry."

Jiang An really admires Xia Yao for being able to say such things in a serious manner. If it weren't for more important things right now, he would definitely take off his pants immediately.

But he also felt that tonight was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. After calming down, he took Xia Yao to the bedside and sat down. After staring at the person for a while, he suddenly said, "I'll take a shower first."

"Okay, you go to wash first, I will start a live broadcast first, I left too hastily just now, let me tell everyone."

After Jiang An took off his clothes and went to the shower, a hundred ways to publicize his relationship emerged in his mind. He brought himself and Xia Yao one by one, and filtered all the ways he could think of in his mind.

In the end, he came out of the bathroom with a lot of messy thoughts, put on loose pajamas, and stood at the door of the bathroom to wipe his hair.

At this moment, he discovered that Xia Yao was really using a laptop to broadcast live.

Xia Yao never talked much in the live broadcast, the camera carefully avoided the direction of the bathroom, and thanked the gift in a flat tone.

Seeing that Jiang An suddenly seemed to have been opened up to the second channel of Ren and Du, an impulse rushed from the soles of his feet to his forehead - he approached Xia Yao lightly, stopped at a distance of two or three steps away from him, and did it carefully. He took a deep breath to adjust his fast heartbeat, and finally gritted his teeth and decided to implement the plan he made half a minute ago.

He stepped over and appeared in Xia Yao's live broadcast. Under Xia Yao's surprised gaze, he pretended not to know that he was on the live broadcast, and opened his arms to hug him directly from behind.

This was not enough, he didn't give Xia Yao a chance to react, and he didn't intend to leave any room for "explanation", so he immediately kissed him on the face again, and calmly whispered in his ear with an ambiguous and deep voice: "I finished Wash."

Xia Yao was wearing earphones, and the microphone was being suppressed by Jiang An at this moment, and his words were picked up verbatim just now.

Before reaching out to close the computer directly, Xia Yao had already seen question marks all over the screen, his heart beat faster, and he put one hand on Jiang An's arm and forgot to let go.

But Jiang An asked him in surprise, "Are you running the live broadcast?"

He felt that he was almost bluffed, but when he saw the sly smile on the corner of the man in front of him, he didn't know whether to get angry or find a way to explain it.

At this moment, he heard Jiang An ask him, "Are you angry?"

He wasn't actually angry, but he wanted to know what Jiang An's next tricks were going to be - most importantly, he wanted to know how to give an "account" to the people who were in the live broadcast room just now.

Maybe he has to give his father an explanation.

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I'm writing the end of the main text, it's not easy, why did I write 29 (expletive)