Obeying idol morality is the first responsibility of top streamers

@见俊希JJX:

Over the years, many people have speculated about the relationship between me and Wen Chuchen. Today, I will take advantage of this hot search to talk openly and honestly with you about this matter.

I regard him as my family member.

When I signed him back to Pioneer Entertainment, he was just 16 years old, a very cute and hardworking kid.At that time, Pioneer was still a small company, unable to sign famous artists, so it could only devote more time and energy to train its own trainees.At that time, in order to find a newcomer who fit the company's positioning, I had a very headache until I found him.Maybe some fans and friends know that his family has had a great negative impact on him. I have talked with his parents face to face, and his family is indeed embarrassing.In order to let him come out as soon as possible, I made some attempts, so he is also willing to get close to me.

I am very glad that he chose Pioneer Entertainment. As you can see, he is very dedicated and hardworking, and he is an outstanding idol.He has made great contributions to the company, and of course I am willing to provide him with better resources.

He and I didn't have those transactions that were speculated by the outside world before, and some of them were mutual fulfillment and mutual dependence.

@小楚look at Mama: Please protect him.

@刀cueYou top-notch father: No need to be like this, just refute the rumors and it's over.He is your entertainer first and foremost.

@文学习粉甜der: Withdraw the black hot search gkd!Can I give you some refreshments? [whee]

During the lunch break, I squatted on the sofa in the lounge and wrote Weibo. At first, I typed very smoothly, but Xiao Feng told me that both the studio and Jian Junxi had already posted Weibo, and the hot searches were also Arrangements are made.Suddenly, I didn't know what to write, and I wanted to play dead.

"Can I go back on my word, I don't want to send it anymore." I pressed the phone off, feeling tight in my chest.

Xiao Feng blinked and asked me, "What's wrong with you?"

I pursed my lips and said, "It's nothing, I just don't want to face reality."

Hearing this, Xiao Feng squatted down beside me carelessly, patted my shoulder vigorously, and said earnestly: "Oh, student Wen, no matter what, life must go on. You see, if you don't say anything, fan sister We're going to be worried, right?"

I buried half of my face in my arms: "I don't want to tell them that Jian Junxi and I are father and son." Of course, it is impossible to admit that it is love, so there is no solution to this matter.

"But don't you two have a father-son relationship?" Xiao Feng counted each one with his fingers, "Look, brother Xi gives you birthday presents every year, right? From teddy bears worth a few hundred dollars to hundreds of thousands It is limited in the world, available at any price, and I will write you a small note of blessing. And oh, every time you have a trip, you will take the trouble to send me a text message to warn me to take good care of you, otherwise you will be deducted My salary is deducted from my bonus, and I think he is annoying you know? Brother Xi is definitely a loving father, and he raised you as his cub!"

"According to what you said, wouldn't Jian Junxi and I have an affair?" I said sullenly, "Who cares about being his cub..."

"Wow - is this the conceit of the group pet?" Xiao Feng looked at me with a sad face, and then suddenly realized the meaning of my words, and fell back on the sofa in shock, "Damn! What are you talking about! What a mess/Lun!"

"No, what's going on with you two?!" Xiao Feng hugged his head in horror.

"I like him, and he likes me, but we're okay." After finding someone to say it out, I felt a lot more comfortable, "That's all."

Xiao Feng was stunned for a while, then came back, and murmured: "I understand, I understand." He quickly reminded me again, "Brother, don't be impulsive! Otherwise, you two will be really confused." Will be cremated by fans!"

"I'm so impulsive." I snorted, "He never admitted that he likes me, and I'm not in a romantic relationship with him. Would I still let netizens laugh at me for loving me instead of posting publicly?"

Xiao Feng comforted me and said: "Brother Xi is a deadhead! He is the kind of narcissist who thinks he is very calm, rational, cool, and able to control the field! Sooner or later, his face will be swollen!"

I didn't hold back, and smiled: "Now you dare to speak ill of him again?"

"Anyway, he can't hear it!" Xiao Feng said, "But let me tell you, although brother Xi always threatens me, he has never really deducted my salary, it's just a paper tiger!"

...It seems to be oh?

right.

After chatting with Xiao Feng for a while, and telling what I have been hiding in my heart for a long time, I am really relieved.I reopened Weibo, deleted the content in the draft box, and wrote a new one:

"Thank you. In the future, let's continue to walk together."

I don't have anyone from Aite, so I just sent it out without beginning or end.Maybe different people will have completely different interpretations, but sometimes, the words don't have to be so clear.

In the evening, after all the filming was finished, our whole crew went to a nearby restaurant to hold a wrap-up banquet, and opened case after case of wine.I can't drink much, and I feel a little drunk in the middle of the meal, dizzy and chest tight, and feel very uncomfortable.Hao Nan was worried about me and sent me back to the hotel with Xiao Feng.

After going back, I lay down on the bed, lazy and didn't want to move.Hao Nan put the hot water back, squatted on the side of the bed, kneaded and kissed, finally coaxed me to move, half hugged and half pushed me into the bathroom.He was mainly eating, not much drinking, but I smelled of alcohol all over him.

Hao Nan stripped me naked and carried me into the bathtub, rolling up his sleeves to wash me, a wayward drunkard.My body was wrapped in milk-flavored foam, the smell of alcohol on my body gradually dissipated, and my mind became a little clearer.

I wrapped my two bare/naked arms around his neck, and whispered next to his ear, "Come in."

Hao Nan hugged my wet back with both hands, pulled the belt into his arms, kissed the side of my face, and said helplessly, "I'm still wearing clothes."

"It's all wet anyway, let's just let it soak." I straightened up and knelt in the bathtub, and I fell into his arms. The splash of water from my movements wet his clothes, and I rubbed them with my cheeks. On the side of his neck, there was a coquettish nasal voice on purpose, "Kiss me, will you?"

Hao Nan took a tight breath, tightened his arms to wrap around my body, lowered his head and kissed my lips.He gently bit my lips that were still smelling of wine, as carefully and tenderly as if biting a piece of cake.We have kissed too much these days, so much that he knows my little movements and habits when I kiss. As soon as I stick out the tip of my tongue, I am entangled by him. He knows me too well, and I can’t escape even if I want to. If you want to lose, you can only give him your breath.

With my eyes closed, I felt very comfortable being kissed by him. I couldn't help reaching out to touch his face, but he was firmly stopped by him in the middle. He grabbed my hand and made me interlock my fingers with his.Perhaps such a humid and hot environment in the bathroom is more likely to arouse ambiguous emotions. I am a little emotional, and Hao Nan probably is too.

"Do you know who I am?" Hao Nan asked suddenly when he wrapped me in a towel and carried me back to the bed.

I'm still reminiscing about everything in the bathroom just now, and my voice is still sweet with satisfaction: "I'm not drunk, of course I know who you are!" I supported my body with one hand, and reached out to grab his already wet mess Tie, "You are my Hao Nan, Teacher Hao."

Hao Nan was taken aback, smiled, leaned over and kissed my forehead: "Wait for me first, I'm going to take a shower."

"Okay." I obediently agreed, lay down on the bed, and waited for him to get his clothes into the bathroom before sitting up again, squatting barefoot in front of the bedside table, looking through Xiao Feng's cell phone, plugging it in and looking at it. Power on and open the SMS interface.

After thinking about it, I entered my name in the search bar at the top.

A total of more than 800 results were found.

The last one was sent to Xiao Feng on the first day I joined the group, after the cold war between me and Jian Junxi:

"Pay attention to Wen Chuchen's emotions. If there is something wrong, please ask the crew for leave to let him rest. You can also take him back to Beijing to find Dr. Li. I will solve any problems in the future."

Is this person sick... Obviously it is a very simple matter, he just needs to tell me, I like you too, and I will always be with you.I can happily finish filming and go back to Beijing to find him.

I closed my eyes hard, and tears suddenly fell down, hitting the shattered screen.I wiped it twice indiscriminately, unplugged the charger, threw it back into the drawer, and got back under the bed.

Hao Nan washed quickly. He went to bed directly after coming out of the bathroom, hugged me from behind, and buried his head in the back of my neck for a deep sniff.I turned around and rubbed his calf with the back of my foot.

"Why are your feet cold?" He asked, "Did you just get out of bed?"

"Hmm." I replied softly.

"Why are you crying..." Hao Nan touched the corner of my eye with her fingers, "Is it because of what happened today?"

I nodded and reached out to grab his clothes: "Mr. Hao... Am I really bad?"

Hao Nan held my hand and coaxed me softly, "You're so nice, how could you be?"

"But I'm really disappointed in myself." I let go of him, covered my eyes with my arms, and the tears began to flow out again unstoppably, "Why do I always mess things up..."

Xiang Hua tortured herself for four years because of my willfulness, Tang Youbin broke up with my girlfriend because of me, and even Qiming is still waiting for me, but I am in Hao Nan's arms at this time, and I am full of Jian Junxi.

Jian Junxi.

It's been three months, and I can't help but miss him crazily.Thoughts during the day and dreams at midnight are all about him.

I love him and I hate him.Obviously, I was about to accept Hao Nan, but when he called, he disturbed my heart again.As long as he succumbs a little bit, I will surrender without spine.

I hate myself for being self righteous.I thought I could be a good idol, not fall in love when my career was on the rise, and live up to their expectations and efforts, but when I realized that I liked Jian Junxi, I was so at a loss.I thought I could handle everything, even thought I could continue to be friends with people who liked me, killing them selfishly.

Hao Nan took me into his arms, and I buried my head in his arms, his chin lightly pressed against the top of my hair, and his warm palms stroked my back.We hugged each other tightly and passed each other's body temperature.

"Why can't you guys like me later..." I choked out, the alcohol came up, my whole body was hot, and there was a tingling pain in my head, "Why can't you wait until I'm strong enough and calm enough to handle it well?" When you are in love..." I sobbed, as if I was saying it to Hao Nan, or to all of them.

I really don't want to feel sorry for anyone.I'm actually trying to get everything sorted out.

"Teacher Hao, tell me, have I been punished?" I sniffed, my voice a little hoarse, "I caused Tang Youbin to be ridiculed for five years, so now I have become the kind of person I used to look down on the most. Standing on the same ground as him."

While crying, I yelled incoherently, regardless of whether Hao Nan understood or not.I'm just holding back so much pain and pain that I want to say it all.

Hao Nan listened to me in silence and patted my back gently.

Taking advantage of the strength of wine, I talked a lot of nonsense, until finally, I hugged Hao Nan and tremblingly said: "I'm sorry."

Tonight is our last night in the film crew. We should have an answer on whether or not Hao Nan and I should continue our romantic relationship.

Hao Nan rubbed my head and said: "Don't say sorry. I know, you really want to try to like me, right?"

I nodded vigorously in his arms, weeping uncontrollably.

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Let each other have a good time before breaking up.Hao Nan still has a little role to play, and then Jian Junxi is about to start slapping himself in the face.