wait

This sentence doesn't sound good, Hang Jianxing asked him coldly: "I'm standing in front of you now, do you still want to see me? Or, what you like is just an illusion."

It seems that Zongzheng was speechless. The silence in the dark is always confusing. Hang Jianxing just raised the corners of his mouth slightly, his expression was ready, but the person on the other side of the darkness said: "No The real you, where is the illusion?" Hang Jianxing's sneering smile seemed a little stiff, and this person still didn't want to let go.

"No matter what you say, as long as I get rid of your drug addiction, the task will be completed."

"...Do you want to go?"

will he goHe didn't know it himself, he seemed to regard taking care of Zongzheng and his son as a habit, and he always felt that he shouldn't just leave, but what good would it do him to stay by his side?

"I'll talk about these things later..."

"I want to ask now, aside from your sense of responsibility to Xiaohang and me, do you want to stay?"

This answer is important!In the past, he could keep people without a care, but now he wants to keep his heart, even though he knows that it is very little.

"Don't you know?"

If it weren't for this inexplicable responsibility, how could Hang Jianxing stand here.Talking too much can hurt people.They have gone through these decades, and the feelings they once had have faded away at inappropriate times.Hang Jianxing also doesn't have the energy to support a relationship. Unlike Rong Luo, he has a heart to pursue love. He tends to be more ordinary, like firewood, rice, oil and salt, and live a stable life.So he might not leave when the matter is over, but he definitely didn't stay because he loved Zongzheng.

Hang Jianxing doesn't want to say nothing, leaving a window for each other to live in peace, this is what he is asking for now.

Zongzheng didn't talk to him anymore, he felt at ease with him, and he didn't want to hear more.He closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep. This time he was not awakened by a nightmare. In the dream, he and Hang Jianxing were gray-haired, and they were sitting in the courtyard of that French villa, bathing in the sunset.They are not as strong as they were when they were young, but they don't have any intersection with each other. Waiting for the last ray of setting sun to disappear, there will probably be a sense of familiarity in the future...

Another spring, when the doctor told Hang Jianxing that he had successfully detoxified from drugs, he stood blankly at the end of the corridor for a long time, the flowers blooming and withering. He had seen so much despair and struggle in the past year. In this season of recovery, he finally looked forward to it. good news.Hang Jianxing didn't have too many smiles on his face, he took all this for granted.He leisurely turned around and left the long corridor, touched the kitchen and silently made a bowl of small noodles, Xiaohang also came to the villa today, and brought his friends with him, so it's okay to cook by himself.

Afternoon tea was leisurely, Hang Jianxing pushed Zongzheng out, and a few people strolled on the hillside. This season is the most suitable for outings. The mountain behind my house is a treasure land. It would be too wasteful not to come out for a walk.

"Xiaohang is more promising than you. He knows how to ask girls out at such a young age, so that no one will worry."

He had pushed him out to bask in the sun before, but it was not as easy as it is now. Hang Jianxing unknowingly began to chat with Zongzheng, and the chat was about his son who was playing with a girl like a little adult not far away.There is a feeling of a home with a child growing up.

Zongzheng naturally understood the implication of Hang Jianxing's words. They all thought of themselves when they were young. At that time, they didn't understand anything, and they got what they are now because of Hang Jianxing's initiative.But Zongzheng didn't take it seriously, and he replied: "At least I met you, and I won this point."

Hang Jianxing shook his head helplessly in the back. Such a big man was still compared to a child. After fixing the wheelchair, he walked to the side and sat on the lawn, enjoying the wind and grass.

"I promised Xiaohang, I'll take you out once you get better, and we'll go to Holland in two days, how about it?"

At this time, the Dutch hyacinths are in full bloom, and you can also stop by to see the Dutch windmills. He and Xiaohang have talked about it several times, which has whetted the child's appetite.

"I listen to you."

When Zongzheng looked at Hang Jianxing, he also happened to look over. Zongzheng only repeated this sentence this year, making Hang Jianxing unable to answer.A person who can't chat, no matter how much you talk to him, you will only get this sentence.

"When do you plan to take over the company?" Hang Jianxing got up and prepared to fly a kite with Xiaohang and the others. It's too boring to stay here. "Don't listen to me anymore. The company is still called Zongzheng Group now!"

The man who was reminded pursed his lips, and then said, "You can change your name." This sentence made Hang Jianxing almost twist his feet, "My current state is not suitable for running the company, would you like to change my name?" Continue to take over?"

Standing aside, Hang Jianxing was silent for a moment, then walked away, turned his back to him and said, "Forget it, I guess no one can care about it."

Zongzheng smiled for the first time in these days. He watched Hang Jian walk to Xiaohang to teach him how to fly a kite, just like returning to their childhood.But he knew in his heart that they had grown and changed, and the reason why Hang Jianxing stayed was just to be content with the status quo.Regardless of the reason, his Zongzheng has always only sought results.

Three days later, Hang Jianxing arranged domestic affairs and flew directly to the Netherlands with one big and one small.The most exciting thing along the way was Zong Zhenghang, who was naturally happy to be able to travel with his two fathers.

In the past, I always thought that Xiaohang was the second Zongzheng, but now I realized that such cognition was too ridiculous. After more than two years of hard work, Hang Jianxing completely changed Xiaohang's personality.

The picture of two men with a child will always make people imagine endlessly. Fortunately, they went to the Netherlands, a place that supports same-sex marriage, so they did not attract much attention when they traveled, but received a lot of blessings.

Hang Jianxing wanted to explain, but he only admitted his relationship with the child. As for the person next to him, I'm sorry, I don't know him well.It's just that pedestrians left in a hurry after sending their blessings, so he could only pretend not to care.Zongzheng didn't care about the changes in his expression before and after. After this year, in fact, he didn't want to force it. It was like being reborn, and he saw through many things.

They went to see Hyacinth Flower Sea on the first day. Because of Hang Jianxing, their family has a special affection for Hyacinth.Xiaohang was intoxicated in this sea of ​​flowers, while Zongzheng quietly walked aside, and when he came back, he already had two bouquets of hyacinths in his hands. He bought them from the owner here and handed them to Hang Jianxing. A bunch of purple hyacinths A bouquet of blue.

Hang Jianxing only took blue, which was his favorite color, but Zongzheng knew it had another meaning.

"Know the western legend about hyacinth?"

"know."

Hang Jianxing likes Hyacinth so much, how could he not know?

"Hyacinth actually sings the praises of friendship, and it's about eternal remembrance."

"I only saw love." Does the rotting eye look at Renji?Hang Jianxing turned to look at him, and was a little distracted by his gaze for a second, "Forget the past and start again. I choose the second flower language."

Hang Jianxing withdrew his gaze. He had a different interpretation. He didn't argue with it. The blue in his hand represented life, and the purple in his hand represented an apology. This was the answer.

And that part of the western legend—Haicinthus and Apollo, he had read it in a storybook when he was a child.Because of Jeffreys' jealousy, Apollo accidentally injured his friend Hycinthus, and Hyacinths bloomed from the blood of Hycinthus after his death.He played role-playing with Rong Luo and Huai naively. Rong Luo chose the good-looking Apollo, and Huai gave him the good role of Hycinthus. Later, Zongzheng joined him, saying that he was only suitable for acting as a flower , playing the flower that Hycinthus turned into after death...

Perhaps in Zongzheng's eyes, this story has been interpreted in another way.For example, Apollo is actually gay.

On the way to Fengche Village, Hang Jianxing was leaning against the car window and giggling all the time. Both father and son noticed it, but they both chose to remain silent tacitly. They hadn't seen Hang Jianxing's relaxed smile for a long time.

They stayed in the Windmill Village for two days. This season is the best time to see the unique windmills in the Netherlands. Although there are many windmills in other places, Hang Jianxing feels that this place has a historical background and is always different.

The gentle sea breeze drives the seemingly cumbersome windmills, turning slowly round after round, on the other side of the Atlantic Ocean year after year.The passing of life cannot be shaken either.

Bathed in the sea breeze from the Atlantic Ocean, when Hang Jianxing closed his eyes, he could feel the wind blowing away his troubles, making him want to sleep.The memories of these years are like a revolving lantern, and it is said that this happens when you die, isn't it a bit unlucky?

But these pictures are too precious, Hang Jianxing is not willing to interrupt, so he has been standing in place to feel the wind.He saw his mother approaching him, followed by his father, but no matter how he walked, the distance between them remained the same.Hang Jianxing knew that this was an illusion, so he didn't worry about gains and losses. He smiled and sent away the parents in his mind. The moment he opened his eyes, a tear fell from his left eyelid.

Zongzheng had already held the ring in front of him, and he looked at the ring and heard Zongzheng say: "Let's get married. This is Holland, we can register, and I hope we can have a wedding."

Faced with such an abrupt marriage proposal, Hang Jianxing still had a calm and far-reaching expression on his face.Zongzheng's hands are almost sore, although Xiaohang has been playing by himself not far away, but he is watching from the corner of his eye, the focus of the whole world seems to be on him, what will happen to him?

He chose to raise his hand to take the ring and then turned around without giving an answer. The anxious Zongzheng shouted, "Did you agree?"

"I'll accept the ring, just register. I don't want to be buried with you in a hundred years. One life is enough, let's let each other go in the next life."

The figure of that person leaving was like when he came, he approached inadvertently, and he didn't care about leaving.

Finish

The author has something to say:

The scum of the late stage of procrastination is finally over, and I will make up a new episode next, and a new hole will be opened on April [-]st. I hope you can support me a lot!

The next book is Gu Yan, which has been planned for a long time, and the outline is ready. Children's shoes who like Gu Yan are looking for collections.

In fact, this book was not ruthless, and it was only after I wrote it that I realized that I was still suitable for sprinkling sugar, so I took a walk.