Picked up a Huo Qubing [time travel]

The next day, the weather was not so good.

Layers upon layers of dark clouds piled up messily in the sky, completely covering up the original blue sky in gloom.

Fortunately, the newlyweds who got married on this day, whether they were picking up the bride or sending the bride off, didn't get a drop of rain.

Until nightfall in the evening, although the sky continued to be dark, it did not rain.

Huang Xiancheng's wedding banquet was arranged at the Shangri-La Hotel in the center of City B.

Although Xu Han has a very strong relationship with Huang Xiancheng, he has not received an invitation from him to be his best man.While Xu Han breathed a sigh of relief, he also vaguely sensed something in his heart.

So on that day, Xu Han just went on time according to the 6 o'clock opening time written on the wedding invitation.

Huang Xiancheng's family has been a well-known family in City B for many years, and they still have a bit of family background, so they set up a banquet for 40 tables at the Shangri-La Hotel.

In front of the VIP hall of the hotel, there is a flower arch made of red, orange, pink, and white roses. On the wall above the arch, there is a wedding photo of the bride and groom looking at each other affectionately at the seaside. On both sides are photos of the bride and groom loving and sweet roll-up banners, and in the speakers next to them, various brisk and sweet duet songs are played in a loop.

Xu Han could tell and felt that Huang Xiancheng also loved his bride Chen Ping very much, otherwise he would not have fallen in love with Chen Ping alone among the more than 20 blind dates arranged for him at home.

Now that they can tie the knot, it can be regarded as a perfect ending.

The wedding scene was very warm and sweet.

The whole wedding banquet was no different from other people's wedding banquets. It was still the emcee's speech, the introduction of the new couple, the speech of the new couple's parents, the bride and groom exchanging rings, and then a little game was arranged.It's just that the ostentation and details are handled more delicately and ingeniously.

It can be seen that this is Huang Xiancheng's usual style in the past, well-behaved and dedicated.

This young man who looks elegant and unrestrained on the outside is actually a very serious person and a very serious person.

Such a person is worthy of his secret liking for so many years, and Xu Han is also very glad that the person he has a crush on is a good man.

Seeing the groom who was holding the bride's hand and cutting the cake together on the catwalk not far away, Xu Han felt deeply moved.

Originally, I thought that seeing this scene would make me feel blocked and sad. After all, I have been thinking about the person I have been thinking about for nearly 10 years, but Xu Han asked himself, but he didn't feel how sad and reluctant he is now.

It seems that what he cares most about is the faint regret in his heart because of the inadvertent passing of something.

For the rest, it seems that there are only some happy memories of youth, green and distant memories, and when I think of them, I feel a little melancholy.

How did that happen?

Xu Han himself also felt puzzled, when did the pure secret love that he had been proud of in his heart slip away quietly without his knowing?

I don’t know what other people’s secret love is like, but for Xu Han, the feeling for Huang Xiancheng has been suppressed for too long, and he has regarded it as a little secret hidden deep in his heart, and even gave birth to the cognitive feeling of cherishing and spiritual sustenance .

This feeling made Xu Han even feel a little bit guilty.

Xu Han panicked because of the guilt of "I don't seem to like him anymore", but at the same time of panic, Huo Qubing's face suddenly appeared in his mind.

Xu Han was distraught by this panic and the appearance of Huo Qubing that kept appearing in his heart.

Therefore, when Huang Xiancheng brought new wine to their table to toast, Xu Han didn't dare to look Huang Xiancheng in the eyes, and kept avoiding Huang Xiancheng's sight, just focusing on drinking alone.

When the toasting session was over, the wedding came to an end, and the dishes were all served, and some guests who lived far away began to leave the banquet one after another.Xu Han was at the table farthest from him, and by chance, he saw Qi Jun also came to the wedding.

Right now, Qi Jun is sitting on the seat, straightening his upper body, stretching his neck, looking straight at Huang Xiancheng, who is playing and joking with the best man and bridesmaids at table one, telling them not to go to the bridal chamber.

Xu Han sighed softly, took the coat from the back of the chair, and quietly left the hotel.

He did drink a little too much today, and now he feels heavy in the head, groggy, and wobbles when he walks.

After leaving the hotel, a gust of damp cool wind came over the face, waking up the slightly drunk Xu Han.

Sporadic raindrops began to fall in the sky. Xu Han felt the wetness on his face, and looked up at the moonless sky. He estimated that there would be a heavy rain soon.

Unavoidable to be caught in the rain, Xu Han chose to cross the road from the hotel gate, go to the opposite side to take a taxi, and go home early.

But before he could take a step forward, his shoulder was suddenly pressed down by a strong force.

Xu Han was taken aback by the sudden hand on his shoulder, and quickly looked back, only to find that it was Huang Xiancheng, who was crookedly drunk and had a drunken face.

"Xiancheng? Why did you come out?" Xu Han was taken aback.

"You, come with me." Huang Xiancheng was quite drunk, but his men were quite strong, he dragged Xu Han to the alley next to the hotel: "If I don't talk about it today, I'm afraid... I won't have another chance."

Seeing that he was still conscious, Xu Han didn't struggle too much, followed him and took his hand and turned into the alley with him.

"Xiancheng, are you okay? Did you come out and tell me and Chen Ping? Don't worry if she can't find you in a while." Xu Han followed Huang Xiancheng while persuading him from behind.

Who would have thought that Huang Xiancheng would suddenly push him against the wall in the alley, leaning towards him with both hands on his shoulders, enclosing him in the small circle formed by his arms.

"Why didn't you dare look at me just now? I'm married, so you don't want me as a friend?" The drunk Huang Xiancheng was much bolder than when he was sober, and his tone became stronger.

"Ah? No, I didn't look at you. You read it wrong." Xu Han felt a little guilty when he questioned him.

Huang Xiancheng's tone showed anger and resentment: "I will be wrong? I have been watching you for ten years, do you think I will be wrong?"

Xu Han was startled, and he didn't care about his guilty conscience. He suddenly turned his head and stared at Huang Xiancheng: "You, what are you talking about? What, what ten years?"

Huang Xiancheng smiled wryly, his voice was hoarse and low: "Xiaohan, do you... like me?"

A flash of lightning suddenly flashed in the sky, illuminating the originally dark surroundings as bright as day.

After a while, there were raindrops falling finely and densely, and then, the raindrops became denser and denser.

When Xu Han was asked, his face suddenly turned pale. Huang Xiancheng saw his expression clearly through the light of lightning.

The rain was getting stronger, and the big raindrops soaked the two of them in a short while.But now, no one cares about the heavy rain that has been suppressing for a day.

Xu Han's lips trembled twice, and he couldn't finish his sentence: "You, what are you talking about, I, I don't understand."

Seeing him like this, Huang Xiancheng closed his eyes in pain, then opened them, with tears in them:

"Don't lie to me, Xiaohan, you won't lie, I know it, I've always known it. You want to ask me why I know? Because, I like you too..."

When Xu Han heard Huang Xiancheng's last words, he suddenly felt as if he had been hit hard by a thunder, his heart ached sharply, but his mind was numb:

"You, you said, you, you like me too?"

Huang Xiancheng's eye sockets were red, years of suppressed pain finally forced his tears out:

"Yes. I used to like you too. During military training, we shared bunk beds. I knew I liked you then."

Xu Han felt as if he had been slapped severely, and a sharp pain spread from the bottom of his heart to his limbs.

Ten years... How many decades can there be in life?

How many decades are there in youth?

His secret love for nearly ten years was given to this person in front of him who he thought he knew nothing about, but now this person told himself:

I know your secret love, your feelings, your pain, and I watched them silently, but I didn't give you any response.I watched you struggle silently, when you thought I didn't know anything.

A nameless anger scalded his heart fiercely, and Xu Han was so angry that his heart throbbed:

"You, you say you know everything, but you just ignore me like this? Then, you still pretend to be close to me and care about me??! Huang Xiancheng! Do you want to be so cruel! Why did you come to tell me at this time today? These?! Isn’t my heart made of meat? Is it made of iron?!”

Xu Han's anger and blood surged because of the secret that was suddenly told by his friend for many years, his eyes were red with anger, and a series of questioning finally turned into a growl.

Huang Xiancheng saw Xu Han, who had always been smiling at him, so angry that he finally couldn't bear the emotions and unspeakable secrets in his heart, and hugged him fiercely, wishing to crush his bones Do your best.

"I didn't ignore you! I also like you very much, and I wanted to be with you very much. But..." Huang Xiancheng's voice was mixed with obvious sobs:

"But... but Xiaohan, I'm afraid... I'm really scared, I'm afraid of my parents' furious opposition, I'm afraid of the strange eyes of the people around me, I'm really scared... This road is really not good. Good to go..."

Having said that, Huang Xiancheng finally couldn't bear it anymore, and cried out:

"I mentioned this to my parents when I was just in college, but as soon as this matter started, my dad was so angry that he had a cerebral hemorrhage and was hospitalized for a week. You said, how can I mention it? I How can I mention it?! If my dad gets mad at me, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life!"

Xu Han was hugged so tightly by Huang Xiancheng that he even had difficulty breathing.However, when he heard Huang Xiancheng's sobbing and mournful voice, he gradually calmed down his anger.

Huang Xiancheng's violent heartbeat was transmitted along with the chests that were tightly pressed against each other.

I like you, sincerely, but I'm timid, I don't have the courage to be with you, go on.Even so, I can always be with you in my temporarily free youth.

Our relationship with each other is like two perfectly straight parallel lines, without a gap, but they can never intersect.They stay with each other, but they can't always get along.

It wasn't until this moment that Xu Han realized why Huang Xiancheng had never really had a girlfriend when he was together with him, despite the constant gossip.

Why is he who is thousands of miles away the first to lend a helping hand to himself when he is in trouble, or even when he has a falling out with his family.

Although he dare not love or be together, he has been taking care of himself in his own way, using his youthful years to protect their mutual heartbeat and emotion.

At this moment, Xu Han felt Huang Xiancheng's hard work and helplessness, but he felt deeply unwilling, heartbroken and unable to speak, and then wept silently with Huang Xiancheng.

In the end, the unwillingness in Xu Han's heart can only be turned into a powerless compromise, compromised by the arrangement of fate.

Hearing his friend's broken and hoarse cry, and feeling him hugging his trembling body, Xu Han felt heartbroken, tears kept falling from the corners of his eyes, mixed with the cold rain, and flowed to the unknown path under his feet.

"Xiancheng, don't cry. You are fine, I, I like you."

Having said this, Xu Han's heart ached beyond measure, and he took a deep breath before he had the courage to continue:

"Or, I liked you once, and I didn't lose at all. You are worthy of my liking, and you can afford my ten years of love. You can live with Chen Ping well in the future, and cherish the happiness in front of you. Cherish the happiness in front of you. people."

It's time to end it, whether it is for him, Xu Han, or his future wife.

There has always been a kind of spiritual disconnection between them. This is also because the two are not ruthless to each other, but because of external factors, they cannot be together. This is their mutual regret and unwillingness, so neither of them can do it simply. lay down.

Until then, when they finally had strong facts in front of them, and the emotions that had been suppressed for many years were expressed, the two felt that the regret in their hearts had been vented, and they both knew that the time to "let go" had come.

Huang Xiancheng held Xu Han in his arms and kept crying, until the aggrieved and unwillingness that had been suppressed for many years in his heart were exhausted, and he reluctantly let go of Xu Han.

Listening to what Xu Han said to himself, Huang Xiancheng almost exhausted all his strength to pull out a wry smile that was uglier than crying:

"Well. I know, I will. I have always cherished the people in front of me."

The two looked at each other in the rain, letting the rain wash away their past.

In the end, he smiled with relief, just like the day they first met under the locust tree in the park when they were young.

"Good buddy, forever."

"Forever, buddy."

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Xu Han was in a daze, and didn't know how he got back to the community he lived in.

It was raining too hard. In the past, there were always a few people running or walking at night on the road, but now I couldn't even see a single person except myself.

Xu Han looked at the osmanthus trees and holly trees in the community, swaying ferociously like tortured ghosts in the dark night that was hit by heavy rain.

His clothes were already soaked.

Even in May, when the night rain drenched the body, people were still shivering from the cold.It was as if a hole had been dug in his heart by an iron chisel, and he was injured and bled. No matter how he blocked it afterwards, the wound seemed to be bubbling blood endlessly.

Tears flowed all the way, but Xu Han didn't want to stop crying.

He felt that as long as he shed tears like this, he could use this rain to flush all the sadness and deep powerlessness that had been buried in his heart for ten years down the sewer.

In fact, he knew, he had known for a long time that Huang Xiancheng was a thing of the past in his heart, just like a sad old dream.But even though it was a dream, when I woke up from the dream, the heartache and sadness still remained in my heart.

It's like a person who has been crippled for several years and suddenly finds that he is healed when he wakes up, but the moment he wants to stand up, he still subconsciously grabs the crutch beside him that he has used for many years.

Habits are not meant to be changed, they can be changed, there must be an adaptation process.

Xu Han was sobbing while walking in a daze.Rainwater poured into his eyes and hurt his eyes, but he didn't care.

Looking at the darkness in front of him, Xu Han felt a coldness of despair growing in his heart.

A love that is not blessed by family members is destined to be heavy and regrettable.

This road is really too difficult to walk.If there is the first Huang Xiancheng, there will be a second Huang Xiancheng.

In the end, the feelings he gave will also be forced to compromise with reality in this way, and then turn into tears, washed away by his own sadness and powerlessness.

The current self must be crying ugly.Fortunately, fortunately, it was raining, and no one could see that he was crying.

Xu Han especially wanted to advise himself not to be discouraged, not to lose hope for the future, not to lose courage in pursuing love.

He kept encouraging himself in his heart:

Tomorrow, tomorrow, the rain will stop and the sun will come out. He believes that his life will be better.

However, even he himself is still deadlocked with his family.How can you expect others to easily accept their heterogeneous love?

Where are you tomorrow?

Tomorrow is simply out of reach for him!

Xu Han sighed deeply, and looked at the desperately dark night in front of him.

Tomorrow, it will still be dark.

Suddenly, a bright yellow light flashed in the darkness, like a sharp long sword, splitting the darkness in front of him instantly.

Immediately afterwards, that ray of light illuminated his face, and also illuminated the road under his feet.

Xu Han's heavy steps stopped because of this light.He stood blankly in the rain, letting the light approach him.

The man who appeared in the darkness ahead, holding a big double umbrella and a flashlight, walked towards him leisurely.

In the rainy sky, he looked like a dark god covered in silver light, and he was not disturbed by the heavy rain at all.

"Well, I forgot to bring the key." The man walked up to Xu Han, and said a lie that could be debunked without blushing.

"Oh..." Xu Han stared at him blankly, regardless of the rain hurting his eyes.

The man stretched out the umbrella to block the rain that had been destroying him wantonly until just now.

"Stupid? It's been cloudy all day, and you don't know how to bring an umbrella when you go out at night?"

Today, this man who changed his usual silence and made people unconsciously angry when he opened his mouth was named Huo Qubing.

"Oh..." Xu Han stared at him blankly, but his poor brain didn't realize the concern in Huo Qubing's tone.

"Oh what. Stupid?"

Huo Qubing looked at Xu Han condescendingly, saw that his eyes were red, and the unhappiness in his original tone disappeared quietly, and the low and gentle words rang in Xu Han's ears:

"Are you crying?"

Xu Han felt a little guilty and raised the corners of his eyes to stare at him: "You, can you see it?"

Huo Qubing clicked his tongue unhappily, and said arrogantly: "I didn't approve of you crying..."

I'm in a bad mood today, and you still mess with me!

Hearing Huo Qubing's unbearable words, Xu Han's head twitched, and the sadness that was full of death and life in his heart just now was instantly exasperated by him: "Why do I need your approval if I want to cry?! Hiccup!" ..."

Huo Qubing raised his brows, turned his face sideways because of Xu Han's final hiccup, and couldn't help showing a faint smile at the corner of his mouth, but when he turned around, he had already put on a serious expression: "Cold ?"

Xu Han looked at him stupidly: "Nonsense, try walking in the rain for more than an hour soaked!"

Huo Qubing fell silent, and looked at Xu Han deeply. After a while, the corners of his tightly pursed mouth suddenly loosened:

"Then, give you a hug."

Immediately afterwards, warm embraces surrounded Xu Han's body that was drenched by rain.

The cold despair in my heart melted like ice and snow at this moment like spring returning to the earth.

"Forget it, it's all over." He whispered softly next to Xu Han's ear, his melodious deep voice echoed like a soothing cello.

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Nobody can see that I'm crying? — Someone, someone just saw it.

Where are you tomorrow? ——Tomorrow is in front of you, how about holding yourself?

The author has something to say: Come on, tell me loudly, is the general your boyfriend Li MAX! ~

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Ah~ I finally clicked Xiao Huang.But he is also very pitiful, he is not too scumbag, after all, if the parents are pissed off because of love, then the love between them is destined to be heavy and not good.Moreover, if Xiaopang is with Xiaohuang, then he will have nothing to do with the general later on.It is because in reality, love is always imperfect in one way or another, so I want to write a perfect love in my third-rate gaudy BL novel~

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In this chapter, I used a lot of "puns" sentences, and everyone found out that there is nothing~ Hehe, the writing skills of that composition are also very useful.The next thing is to start flirting. The general is a boring general~ The general and the little fat man in this article, I set it as happy friends, and they are destined to toss from beginning to end.Haha~