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The scar cut Gong Jiang's life in half, one half was heaven and the other half was hell.

Before the age of 16, he didn't know who his father was, nor did he know what kind of dog he looked like. The only concept he had of his father was a beast—a mobile sperm bank that deceived innocent young girls.

Oh, this innocent young girl refers to many people, her mother is just one of them.

His mother is not a thing, it is not good to learn at a young age, you have to learn what was popular at the time... Oh, for "non-mainstream", cut and dye a killer hairstyle, wear holes and gaps, kick Wearing a pair of thick high heels, he hangs out with a bunch of small societies with unknown origins all day long. He was beaten many times by his grandparents, and he still couldn't control his rebellious psychology.

Strange shape is bound to attract attention, but in the end, he was targeted by the animal. I heard that the animal looks better than Pan An and has a lot of money. In short, he has what he wants, but he has no conscience. As soon as I started, my mind was confused, and I sold myself in a daze. When people got tired of playing and transferred the sperm stockpile, I finally woke up, oh shit, that animal is a stallion.

And so there was him.

It is a miracle that he survived. A master once told his fortune, saying that he had three life and death disasters, all before he became an adult.At that time, he had always carried out his materialistic beliefs, and he didn't believe in it. Later, in hindsight, in retrospect, he was really damn right.

The first time was when he was still nestling in his mother's belly to absorb nutrients. Hearing that his mother was holding her belly up, she screamed and ran to find his father, wanting to take responsibility. The animal father gave his mother a kick , his mother just rolled down the stairs like a ball, thinking that he was gone just like that, who knew that he was struggling, holding on to his breath, and survived.The second time the mother gave birth to him in the toilet, the motherfucker essence activated, turned on the toilet switch, and prepared to let him ascend to bliss in the essence of the body, only to be caught crying loudly Sound, he is alive again.The third time was the life-and-death incident at the age of 17.

His mother knew that he was destined to die and couldn't die, so she tried to make him die, starved him, and he cried so loudly that he attracted the neighbors and ate the hot milk from the neighbor's house, and he didn't die Success, beat him, he wailed loudly again, attracted enthusiastic neighbors and compatriots, but did not die.Later, he really thanked himself for his powerful crying, loud, majestic, and heroic, really worthy of the title of manly man.

Fortunately, his grandparents learned of his existence, saw that he was smart, and he was still a leader, and could do farm work when he grew up, so they picked him up.His grandparents are nothing, they treat him like a slave all day long, instructing him to carry rice bags bigger than him, tables and chairs taller than him, etc. In his childhood memory, the most impressive one is either his grandpa His belt, or grandma's broom, they are all tools to teach him a lesson. When they are pulled on him, a large piece of bruise will be seen immediately, and then the mother will viciously poke his forehead with long nails, and call him what he deserves in a fucking tone , I owe a beating, damn it.

When he was six years old, his mother killed an aspiring young man, oh, he was married.The stepfather is an honest countryman with no education, but he does farm work diligently to please his parents-in-law.

Since his stepfather came, his hell-like life has come to an end temporarily, his heavy work has been taken over by his stepfather, and his mother finally looks like a mother, buying him something to eat, holding his hand and going out for a walk, Proudly display his perfect report card and tell the neighbors how smart he is.

After living for six years, he finally knows what home is like.

When he was eight years old, a new member was added to the family—his younger brother.

The younger brother is like his stepfather, his face is wrinkled, dry and dehydrated, but his body is like a swollen sponge, plump and round.With a shriveled face and a spherical body, saying "ugly" is all beautification.

But this does not prevent the younger brother's status as a baby in the family.

After having a younger brother, his status plummeted.In rural terms, he is a wild child who doesn't even know whether his father is a man or a dog, while his younger brother is a single-line descendant with pure blood, no pollution and no impurities-oh yes, the stepfather's brothers are all dead, and the only one left The next stepfather is a male.

What a precious vocabulary to pass on in one line. In the cultural environment of the countryside, his younger brother has a high status like a big landlord, and he cannot be provoked or scolded.

The younger brother was spoiled by heaven, but he returned to live in hell where pigs and dogs were inferior.

The stepfather stopped doing heavy work and said he needed to spend time taking care of his younger brother. So the plows, rice bags, pots and pans and other living and working utensils were pressed on his thin body, and he was not even given water if he could not finish the work.Sometimes he was so hungry that he could only dig up the soil in the farmland to dig out earthworms and worms. When he saw any living creatures, he would burn them with fire and stuff them into his stomach with tap water.

The economic and social conditions in the countryside in the 90s were very poor. It would be a conscience to filter the dirty water. If there is no conscience, just introduce the water with an unknown number of bacteria in the river ditch, and treat it as the original tap water without preservatives.

His stomach was full of bacteria, and his stomach, which had not been tempered with waste oil for many years, could bear it at such a young age, the pain was so painful that his intestines were about to break.However, he has to drink even if it hurts, he wants to live.

He doesn't know where he learned the philosophy of life, but there is only one sentence that stubbornly echoes in his mind: Live with dignity and die with honor.

He was born dishonorably, but he couldn't die dishonorably, at least he had to live to a decent class.

Later, his stomach actually got used to those bacteria, and they coexisted harmoniously and strangely, and even developed antibodies, so it was fine to eat any garbage.Once again, he personally verified the power of life.

When he was ten years old, he couldn't stand the mental and physical torture, so he escaped from the house and took all the valuables in the house. In his words, this was not stealing, but taking it for granted. He was a member of the family. Members have the right to dispose of the family property.

Then he completely forgot the names of those people and scum, and began to live without a fixed place and wander around.He didn't go to school for a long time, and he often secretly borrowed neighbor's textbooks for self-study. When he was homeless, he often got into the library and read with relish for a day with a book in his hand. The librarian's sister loved him and often brought him food and drink. He also opened the small door for him to come in. He still remembers the most delicious breakfast he has ever eaten, which came from the preserved egg and lean pork porridge that the young lady cooked for him.The only knowledge he had in his life was "borrowed" from the library.

Afterwards, the librarian sister was transferred away, and in exchange for an overbearing big man, she despised him for being dirty, pinched him with two fingers in distaste, and threw him out.

He had resisted, struggled, and begged, but he was no match for the brute force of the big man.At this time, he realized that power is a good thing that can be domineering.

He entered the underworld with a plan, relying on the steel and iron bones that have been beaten out for many years, he has developed an invincible skill, and forcibly broke a bloody road, sitting on the ground with a maturity and stability that did not match his age. Take the boss position.At this time, he was 16 years old.

He learned to smoke and drink, learned to use violence to make those who disobey him kneel and kowtow at his feet, and also learned to avoid being cut again and again in the dark mud by relying on his instinct to avoid danger and his sensitive body reaction. come knife.

He has a great life and a great fortune. The knife that greeted him has never been cut. People are proud of having many scars, and he is proud of having no scars. He is a hero, but if he licks his own blood, he is a fucking waste.

The brothers under his command really believed his words, and learned an extra life-saving skill. During the rush, he saved his life first and then slashed people. As a result, he was so crooked and kept his strength. The organization grew stronger. By the time he left, the organization had reached its peak. .

It's a pity that after he left, he lost his backbone, broke up and broke up not long after.Of course, at that time, this dirty and chaotic world had nothing to do with him.

He was picked up by his relatives.It wasn't his bastard mother, nor his animal father, but the second ray of sunshine in his life—his grandfather.The first ray of sunshine was given to the librarian. Thanks to her, he was able to learn kindness when he was most desperate in his life, and also learned joy, anger, sorrow and joy when he needed books to enrich his emotions the most.

His grandfather is different from his animal father. He is a kind old man. According to his grandfather, his father is a jerk and has been expelled from the family, but the poor grandfather is old, sick, and has no heirs to inherit the inheritance. He searched for the illegitimate son left by the animal father, and found him just like that.Only then did he realize that he still had a swarm of brothers and sisters, but unfortunately those were stunted, didn't grow up, and even burped before they could cry out from the womb, and he was the only one left in the end.

His grandfather is the big boss of a first-line model agency, and he sounds like a foreign style. At that time, because he was living a life of jumping up and down to avoid the knife, his body was the opposite of his brother's, and his strength was high. His grandfather saw it, good, good Miaozi, let's be a model, take over the company and be a model at the same time, decent.

For the first time, he deeply experienced the meaning of the word "decency", and since then, "decency" has become the highest goal of his life.

He is very talented as a model. Although he doesn't want to admit it, he has inherited his father's handsome face, and his figure has been honed by years and experiences. In addition, he is born with super high learning ability and acquired performance. Power, one step towards the camera, the aura is so strong that it can sweep away thousands of troops.

He had never been so decent in half his life, to dress well, to behave well, and to be treated with kindness and admiration.In the gangster period, his decency came from the fear of others. In the model period, his decency came from the respect of others. The two different meanings, of course, bring different spiritual satisfaction.The former is hypocrisy, the latter is sincerity.

Once he got a decent living, he was like a drug addict, and he couldn't take it away.

He sincerely loves this decent job, which gave him an infinite sense of honor and applause, and won recognition and favor that he had never had before. He became numb, intoxicated, and dependent...

Then at the age of 17, he had this ugly scar on his face, and the door of decency was shut tightly in front of him.

People with scars are not eligible to enter the field of modeling.

Grandpa was seriously ill at this time, and died suddenly. The company that had been promised to him also fell into property disputes because of his sudden death without a will.

The spiritual support is gone, and the decent work has come to an end.

From heaven to hell overnight.

His animal father came back to fight for the family property. He saw him from a distance, spit out a mouthful, and then left the place that gave him a year of warmth.His name is not yet on the genealogy, and he is not qualified to take away his grandfather's property. He knows that his grandfather just needs an heir, and he doesn't really want a grandson. Returning to the clan, but he probably also gave birth to a cheap bone. He knew that he was just a pawn, but because of his care and decency, he silently accepted everything.

Accustomed to living a high-class life, he will never go back to the dirty days of screaming and killing, and he is also fed up with the days of being bullied, humiliated and disgusted.He started a new round of wandering, perhaps because the desire for the camera and the catwalk still remained in his bones, he once again entered the field of decent work, and if he can't be a model, then he should be an agent and bring out a group of people to replace him A model on stage is also kind of decent, isn't it?

So, he lived out the most decent appearance of his life.

The ash fell down in a large area like a broken heart, scattered on the cold ashtray, crushed into slag, and frozen into ice.He was blankly in front of the computer, dazed in a daze, just kept the posture of plugging in the earplugs, staring at the confused air, he didn't know when the audio stopped, after the audio stopped, the player played his list file , is an action movie.

He was still in a trance, and when he heard voices of people in his ears, he felt comfortable and happy, ah, he finally got a little popular.

But he didn't know that the earplugs were not plugged in properly, and the sarcastic and fierce voice leaked out of the microphone from beginning to end.

The door of the bedroom opened a crack silently, and the radiators rushed out like relief, and a person stared at him on the sofa with piercing eyes.

Inside the door is a warm ocean, and outside the door are cold mountains and rivers.While he was wandering in the warm sea, he was struggling in the cold ice to climb a high mountain that would fall off a cliff if he made a mistake.

A door separates a world.

He listened to people's voices outside the door all night, and he watched him from inside the door all night.

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Thank you Xiaoyi and Liangliang for your minecraft~memeda~!