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There are only five days until Feng Ying's birthday.

In just five days, how much time does he have besides working time to prepare birthday presents?It's too late to make customized gifts, so I buy ready-made ones... Will Feng Ying, a rich second generation who has never lacked anything since childhood, need things that are neither rare nor expensive?He didn't want to give too expensive things in his heart. He was used to being poor when he was a child, and he knew that money was hard to come by. Besides, he was always alone and always worried about what would happen if he got seriously ill one day. He had no relatives to borrow money from, and no family members to Taking care of him, he can only save his life by relying on the money he saved, so he saves all the money he earns and is reluctant to spend it.Living in a small rented house, using the simplest daily necessities, when others travel by bus and subway, he rides a bicycle, and when others drive across the streets, he just upgrades to take the bus, allowing him to spend money to enjoy a better life , that is to kill him.

So what is a decent birthday present?

"Xiao Jiang, what are you doing here?" Feng Ying's voice suddenly sounded from behind, Gong Jiang was startled, but luckily she had put away her wallet just now.He tugged at the bed sheet in embarrassment, and lied nonchalantly: "Oh, I'll help you make the bed sheet."

"No need," Feng Ying pulled his somewhat messy sheets into order, "I'll just tidy it up myself."

Gong Jiang was taken aback, Feng Ying was probably oppressed by the rules and regulations of the family. After coming here, she became less restrained, became lazy, the quilt was not folded, and the bed sheets were not neat. to hand.

I was used to tidying up for Feng Ying, and suddenly Feng Ying told him that he no longer needed it, and my heart felt empty all of a sudden.

Feng Ying has grown up, and the distance between him and him has been drawn further and further by the barriers of growth. He feels that he is just cheating, telling others not to rely on him when they need him, and expecting others to continue when they don't need him. rely.

"It's good that you can tidy up by yourself," Gong Jiang forced a smile, "Okay, then I'm going to take a shower. You..." Walking to the door, he stopped, and his lonely back was stretched very long by the light , every word seemed to be squeezed out of the bloody chest, "Your birthday should be with everyone, didn't you have a birthday too, everyone will definitely arrange a birthday party for you, it must be very lively, people The more you live, the happier you will be.”

Feng Ying froze, and anxiously went up to grab Gong Jiang's hand: "But..." He just wanted to live with Gong Jiang.

Gong Jiang's body shook, she gently pushed Feng Ying's hand away, and turned her back: "This is a good opportunity for you to get closer to everyone, Shu Yitong and the others will definitely introduce many insiders to you. do not miss it."

To grow, you have to give up something, right?He's such a scum, he doesn't deserve to be liked by Feng Ying at all, he might as well let Feng Ying find someone better.

Gong Jiang left, closed the door, and left the darkness to Feng Ying sarcastically.

Feng Ying looked at the empty palm, and before he had time to catch Gong Jiang's breath, it passed through his fingers.He picked up the quilt, sniffed it hungrily, it was gone, the mint smell left by Gong Jiang tidying his quilt every day disappeared.It was Gong Jiang who made him mature and grow up quickly, so he worked hard to become the person Gong Jiang wanted, but why, they were getting further and further apart?

His laziness is actually just a deliberate act of greed for Gong Jiang's breath. It's not that he doesn't tidy up, it's just that he wants to fall asleep with Gong Jiang's mint breath on his pillow.

He didn't know what mistake he had made, Gong Jiang became more and more alienated from him, even rejecting close contact, could it be that she really couldn't like him?Ah, why is it so tiring to like someone? If only he could show his love boldly like the heroine in the TV series, and domineeringly list the heroine as his own.It's a pity that he is the male supporting role, the one who silently pays and waits for the heroine's response.

It's tiring to like someone, he can hardly hold on anymore.

Feng Ying's birthday is just around the corner, and Gong Jiang still hasn't prepared a gift, but the crew who learned about her birthday from Feng Ying has prepared a grand banquet. In the name of communication and birthday celebration, Shu Yitong invited many circles Insiders participate.

Gong Jiang embarrassedly left the venue early on the grounds that she was not feeling well. He did not have such a high-strength vajra heart when faced with other people's expensive gifts, and then gave him the most disgraceful gift in his life.

"Small salary, small salary?"

This was the third time Shu Yitong called Feng Ying who was in a daze. After Gong Jiang left, Feng Ying's thoughts flew beyond the clouds, he couldn't even hold the wine glass steadily, and the wine in it was crumbling as if he was drunk.

"Ah..." Feng Ying was called back to his senses, and touched the back of his head in confusion, "What's wrong?"

"I see, your heart is not here anymore," Shu Yitong sighed, "If you want to chase after him, go quickly, don't stay here."

"Ah? Chasing who?" Feng Ying didn't react.

"Come on, you think we are blind, who is the person you like and we haven't seen it for so long?" Shu Yitong patted her shoulder, "Why do you think we have been in contact with you so frequently during this time? It's not that you can't see that guy, he obviously cares about you, but he doesn't say it, making you feel so painful when you are alone in unrequited love, you should make him jealous."

"Jealous?" Feng Ying was taken aback, "Does he like me?"

"Tsk tsk tsk, did I say that people who are in love are fools? We can see such obvious things clearly, but you are kept in the dark. Didn't you realize that he always looks at you when we contact you? Then The look in his eyes is as if he wants to kill someone, and he is clearly jealous. Hey, did he remind you not to have so much contact with us?" Seeing Feng Ying nodding, Shu Yitong lost a "know" look, "I and You said, this is the performance of jealousy, I think either he didn't realize it, or he was too embarrassed to tell you that he likes you. "

"I think he's embarrassed to say it," Li Jinfeng interjected, "he's older than you, and he's your elder. If you ask him to bow his head and say that he likes you, he may not be able to open his mouth. So I think you should be more proactive and induce He took the initiative to confess or something. In short, after observing this period of time, we think he should have you in his heart."

"Don't talk so much," Shu Yitong pushed Feng Ying, "Hurry up, hurry up, the birthday party is just a platform we set up for you to get to know a few more people in the circle, just let us handle it when you leave, the real birthday party It’s for the person you like to live with, that’s enough, I won’t delay you, go and catch up with him.”

"I wish you good luck." Li Jinfeng made a cheering gesture, "If it doesn't work, force it, oh...why are you beating me, Tongtong?"

"Couldn't you be serious, what's the matter with being forced, let's start with the forced kiss!"

"…………"

Feng Ying rushed home anxiously. The moment he inserted the key into the door, he looked at "Xiao Xiao Jiang" hanging on the key and fell into a daze.

When I see Gong Jiang later, what will he say?Ask him bluntly, do you like yourself, or as Sister Tong said, force it?

Ah, it's so troublesome to think about these messy things, don't think about it, just play by ear.

Gathering up the courage to open the door, just about to say "I'm back", I heard Gong Jiang's voice from the balcony.

"You actually bit me?! Believe it or not, I'll... fuck you! If you bite me again, I'll eat you!"

Feng Ying was stunned, there are... guests at home?Should he be called a guest? He eats whatever he eats. It doesn't sound like a guest, but rather an unusual person.

"Hey, enough of you, bite me again, I really want to eat you."

"Don't move, you hurt me so much, I'll wipe it!"

Feng Ying's eyelids twitched, his legs seemed to be rooted, and he lost the ability to continue walking.Who is Gong Jiang talking to, and she is still talking so ambiguously, does Gong Jiang already have someone else?

Ah, I don’t want to think about it anymore, it makes my head hurt.Feng Ying scratched her hair and walked quickly to the balcony: "Xiao Jiang, I'm back..."

"Hey, be careful not to step on it!"

Feng Ying stepped down, as if he stepped on something, staggered in fright, and sat down on the ground.

I saw a small thing crawling past his feet, and then got under the bed with a swish.

"what?"

Feng Ying was stunned, Gong Jiang had no time to explain, and looked around in a panic: "Where did that dead bastard go?"

Feng Ying was taken aback for a moment, did the bastard mean that little thing just now?He pointed to the bottom of the bed: "Run down."

"Oh shit." Gong Jiang cursed and used it to support the clothes pole, and fished it under the bed, but the little thing ran around and couldn't come out.

Feng Ying lay down on the ground and saw that what Gong Jiang fished was actually a little turtle the size of a palm.

"Let me try." Feng Ying volunteered, took the clothes pole, first lay down on the ground and looked into the bed, saw the little guy's position, then quietly reached into the clothes pole, and quickly moved behind the little guy. Fish, drag the little guy out.

"Don't run around." Feng Ying grabbed the little guy who was struggling with its limbs and turned over its shell. It resisted more violently, and its little claws scratched Feng Ying's hand.

"This little bastard is very skinny, you can't do this, you will be scratched..." Before finishing speaking, Feng Ying turned the little guy over and held it in his palm. Well, the little guy stopped making trouble. He stared at Feng Ying.

"It's so cute." Feng Ying smiled, and wanted to pinch the little guy's paws, but it went berserk again, and opened its mouth wide to bite Feng Ying's fingers.

"Be careful!" As soon as Gong Jiang finished speaking, Feng Ying turned the little guy upside down, unable to bite even if he wanted to.

Feng Ying grabbed Gong Jiang's hand and looked at it again and again: "This little guy is so disobedient, have you been bitten?"

"How could I be bitten by it?"

Feng Ying looked at it carefully again, and after confirming that he was not injured, he threw the little guy into the water tank, took out a few small fishes, and threw them in: "It must be hungry. Look," he pointed at the wolfish little fish. Guy, "It eats like hell."

"Cut." Gong Jiang snorted disdainfully, and refused to admit that he didn't understand the little guy's mind, "If you understand it so well, then I will raise it for you, take good care of it, and don't dislike it, you know?"

Feng Ying squatted in front of the water tank, watching the little guy quietly. After the little guy finished eating the fish, he raised his head and opened his mouth proudly, and Feng Ying fed a few more fish into it.

"Be good." Seeing that the little guy had stopped making noise, Feng Ying cautiously reached into the water tank and touched the little guy's head. Not to mention, this little guy behaved as soon as he had something to eat, and he didn't shrink his shell or bite Feng Ying , let Feng Ying caress.

"...What's the point of this bastard biting me when he sees you and acting like a baby when he sees you?" Gong Jiang strongly protested.

Feng Ying smiled, and the vortex at the corner of her lips was like a huge whirlpool, full of happiness: "Because it is my most precious birthday present, of course it is close to me."

"Sheng..." Gong Jiang choked, and looked away guiltily, "What kind of birthday present, I didn't prepare a birthday present for you, who tonight, oh, you, Tong, sister, didn't you prepare a birthday party for you? The gift asked them to go, so I didn't give it to you."

"You are a face-saving person, so you won't refuse to give me a gift." Feng Ying scratched the little guy's little paw, only to find that the little guy had a white scar on his face, stretching from his left eye to his right eye. , Shengsheng tore half of his face, "It looks like you."

Gong Jiang hit Feng Ying with a hammer: "Who are you scolding?"

"Oh no," Feng Ying touched the forehead that was knocked, "I said it also has a trace of a brave man on its face."

"Traces of the brave? What the hell?" Seeing the scar Feng Ying pointed at, Gong Jiang's mouth twitched, "Isn't this just a scar?"

"It's so ferocious, the scar must have come from a fight with other turtles," Feng Ying guessed methodically, "then you saw it and thought it was very destined for you, so you bought it and put it on As a symbol of you, it was given to me as a birthday present."

"...Wait a minute, I didn't say I'd give you a birthday present." Uh, although Feng Ying's guess is close to ten, he never equated the reason why Feng Ying likes it with being his symbol.

"You're lying," Feng Ying tapped Gong Jiang's chest lightly with her fingertips, "Here, the dance is very strong. You want to give me a decent birthday present, but you find that you are unable to give an expensive gift, so you Thinking and thinking, you can’t think of a solution, and then one day you were wandering outside, saw the little guy, and thought its personality and scars were very similar to yours, so you bought it. Maybe you just wanted to raise it at first It, later you found out that I like it more than you and need it." Feng Ying approached Gong Jiang, holding Gong Jiang's hand that was uneasy after the secret of her heart was revealed, and inserted five fingers into the tightly closed fingers, Little by little, they are attached to his fingertips, like two magnets. Once they are attached, they will rub against each other and generate heat. , I'm alone, so you think, you're not good at comforting, and you don't know how to make me happy, but maybe pets can make me happy. However, pets can't be cats, dogs, fish, we travel a lot and don't have time to take care of them They, so the turtle that is the easiest to feed is the most suitable choice, so we have it."

Feng Ying clasped Gong Jiang's hand that was about to flee: "Turtles are not valuable, and they have flaws. You are saving face, and you have no shame in giving such an indecent gift in public, so you never gave it. But do you know that others No matter how expensive or beautiful a gift is, nothing can compare to it, and only you in the world know what I need most."

Every word, like a pervasive breeze, penetrated the chest and blew on the deepest heart.Gong Jiang's deepest hidden thoughts can't be hidden, she was right, all of them were right, Feng Ying once again spied on the secrets of heaven and unearthed his secret.

He wanted to deny it, to say that this little guy was just an accident, but he couldn't bear to cover up his real thoughts with clumsy lies.He didn't have the cheek to say it, but he desperately wanted Feng Ying to understand that he couldn't afford expensive gifts, but he could afford the most meaningful ones.

Gong Jiang covered her eyes: "You've finished talking, what else can I say."

Feng Ying took another step closer, narrowing the distance between them: "Just say, you like me."

"Like?" Gong Jiang looked at Feng Ying's serious pupils in confusion, "What exactly is liking?"

"I like it like this," Feng Ying opened his arms, gently encircled Gong Jiang's waist, embraced Gong Jiang's whole body in his arms, and whispered softly close to his left ear, "I want to hug him and kiss him , whispering in his ear 'I like you, like, like, you'."

I like you.

Each word is meaningless to read separately, but when they are put together, there is an unusual magic power, it is like a lingering spell, watering every nerve, nourishing a piece of land called The land of love makes him surrounded and moved by intense and passionate love all the time.

It turns out that liking is so simple, there is no jealousy, gossip and misunderstanding as imagined, just such a sincere emotion, such an inadvertent touch, constitutes all of it.

Does he like Feng Ying?He doesn't understand, but he is greedy for every second of getting along with Feng Ying, he doesn't need to wear a mask of decency, Feng Ying will help him tidy up everything in front of him, and he doesn't need to worry about being laughed at , sarcasm and even abuse, in Feng Ying's words, there is only understanding and consideration, he likes this feeling of peace of mind, like home.

"Probably," Gong Jiang smiled helplessly, "I like you too."

Feng Ying was stunned: "You said... what?"

"I said I'm happy..." Gong Jiang choked, such shameless words are like balloons, if the wind leaks, the air will be gone, and there is no way to inflate.

Seeing him hesitate to speak, Feng Ying became impatient: "Xiao Jiang, I didn't hear what you said just now."

Gong Jiang opened her lips, her eyes were firmly locked by Feng Ying's anxious eyes, and her thin skin was getting thinner and thinner.

Forget it, how coy a man is, isn't it just a word of liking, there is nothing he can't say.

Gong Jiang took a deep breath, went all out, grabbed Feng Ying's tie, lowered Feng Ying's head, and put her lips up.

It should be clear now.

Feng Ying's mind went blank for a moment.

The soft touch spreads against the lips, and the light mint aroma is like a hormone that stimulates emotions, stimulating the most primitive instinct—not enough, not enough.

Feng Ying suddenly hugged Gong Jiang tightly, grabbed Gong Jiang's lips that were about to escape, and then stretched out her dexterous tongue.

"Hey you..." Gong Jiang wanted to push away awkwardly, but the kiss was as light as cotton wool, filled with tenderness that could turn people into a puddle of spring water, the strength of the arm gradually softened, and in the end it was not so much a push away, Rather, it was a warmer hug for Feng Ying.

The moonlight elongated their figures, cutting out the reflections of embracing and kissing each other.

In the water tank, a little turtle rolled its eyes and looked at them curiously.

It doesn't understand what they are doing, it doesn't understand that it has become a mascot to bring them closer.

It doesn't understand that they are happy now.

Very happy.

"Dangdangdang, Sister Tong, come and see," Feng Ying excitedly brought the little guy to the set the next day, and grandly introduced it to everyone, "This is my mascot."

"Wow, so cute." Shu Yitong leaned over and was struck by the little guy's tiger-headed and tiger-headed posture.

The little guy was not shy at all, facing the big guys who came to watch him, he yawned lazily, scratched his paws, stood up on two legs along the wall of the water tank, stretched his neck and stretched out , opened his mouth wide, and made everyone laugh with the appearance of "you can watch me, but first feed me the little fish."

"Hey," Shu Yitong poked Feng Ying with his elbow, and looked meaningfully at Gong Jiang in the distance, "Tell me, did he send you?"

Feng Ying giggled and smirked: "I won't say."

"Hey, you're still playing tricks on me. Seeing how precious you are, he must have given you this." Shu Yitong poked Feng Ying's chest, "I think it's blooming here, so beautiful, are you together?"

Feng Ying continued to laugh.

"Okay, seeing him smiling so happily, he must be, so don't ask," Li Jinfeng interrupted Shu Yitong, who was gossiping, "Did this little guy have a name?"

"Oh, not yet," Feng Ying racked his brains and thought for a while, "Just say 'don't go', don't go, don't go, don't go."

not to go?Gong Jiang, who happened to be walking, stopped after hearing the name.

——"Big brother, where are you? Don't go, big brother, big brother! Whoah, whoah."

The cry in his memory echoed in his ears again. He remembered that it was when the little boy's parents followed the police to find him. Looking at the well-dressed people, he obscurely withdrew from the colorful world that did not belong to him. Attention, escaped.So the little boy cried out hissingly, with two snot dripping from his nose, dragging his trembling legs, he ran all over the streets and alleys, calling names he couldn't even pronounce.

Don't go, don't go, don't go.

But he still left.

After so many years, he can't remember the appearance of the little boy. The only thing he remembers is the "big brother" and the heart-wrenching "don't go".

"Why did you name it 'Don't Go'?" After filming, Gong Jiang asked the question hanging in her heart.

"Oh, I used to raise a small animal. I liked it very much. I raised it to be white and fat. Who knew it would suddenly go away one day, and I couldn't find it anywhere. I was very sad." Feng Ying clutched his chest. , with a heartbroken exaggerated look, "So I hope it doesn't suddenly leave me behind like that little animal."

Gong Jiang's eyelids twitched, why did she feel that a puppet like Feng Ying whose freedom and rights were taken away by her family would not have the opportunity to raise small animals.

"You...uh, what are you raising?"

"Oh, I raised it," Feng Ying stared at Gong Jiang mischievously, smiling innocently, "Turtle bastard!"

The corner of Gong Jiang's mouth twitched, why did he feel that Feng Ying was insinuating and calling him a bastard?

As soon as the mascot came out, it basically implied the relationship between Gong Jiang and Feng Ying. The crew was used to the wind and rain, and their acceptance of homosexuality was much greater than that of society. The outside world revealed only a few words.

Their love affair is well protected. Every day after work, they sprinkle dog food wildly. The single dogs in the crew barked and raised torches one after another, ready to burn the dog food to pieces.

They were immersed in the river of passionate love, but one fell into the sea of ​​bitterness and couldn't get to the shore even after struggling.