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Time moved forward unhurriedly. After Gong Jiang asked Feng Ying how he knew he was there, she didn't ask any more questions, and Feng Ying didn't ask any more questions, as if this incident had never happened, and everyone tacitly agreed. carry.

A few days before the interview, Gong Jiang did not give Feng Ying any special training, nor imparted any experience, but only said a few words to Feng Ying: "I know Xiao Zhan's Achilles' heel, and this weakness will make him fail in this interview. A fiasco, but I won’t tell you, you need to discover and defeat him by yourself. Don’t underestimate Xiao Zhan, he has reasons why he can’t lose, and he will be several times more motivated than you. But don’t stress, think about your What are the advantages, and then think about what you have more than Xiao Zhan."

What's more?Gong Jiang knew it, but she didn't know whether Feng Ying knew it or not.

Although she said let Feng Ying do it, Gong Jiang's heart was still tied to Feng Ying. On the day of the interview, she checked Feng Ying's clothes repeatedly before letting Feng Ying enter the interview site.

Before the door, two rival pairs met.

This is not only a competition between models, but also a competition among agents.

Xiao Zhan's agent is also a gold medal agent in the industry. In terms of ability and achievements, he is no less than Gong Jiang, but he is too eager for quick success, which has caused many models under him to leave one after another. Therefore, he is more demanding on the existing models, eager to squeeze them out. They're worth a drop.

Xiao Zhan didn't know whether it was because of the thick powder, or because he was ill, his face was whiter than paper, and he looked unhealthy.

"Listen, you must pass it to me this time, or you can handle it yourself." After the manager met Gong Jiang, he threatened Xiao Zhan with a vicious voice.

Xiao Zhan's face suddenly turned pale again, Gong Jiang saw it from a distance, and sighed, she could only hope that Xiao Zhan would wake up one day.

This time the interview was done by the author himself. The scene was set under a tree in autumn. The male lead came to the hospital to find the female lead, but saw the female lead and the male lead flirting intimately. The male lead realized their world There is no place for me to step in, I am unwilling, heartbroken and helpless.

Compared with the last detailed display, this time more attention is paid to the emotional interpretation of the character. Whether the character's emotion can be truly expressed is an important criterion for judging whether the actor is qualified.

The lottery decided that Xiao Zhan would be the first and Feng Ying the second.

Xiao Zhan took a deep breath, patted his cheeks to make himself look more energetic, then walked to the interviewer, faced the air, imagined the scene, and began to perform.

He stared affectionately at the empty place, fantasies and memories intertwined in his mind, he thought of the good times with Gong Jiang in the past, Gong Jiang's departure and resignation, and the intimacy between Gong Jiang and Feng Ying, Every nerve is closely connected with Gong Jiang, as if he is the male supporting role, the male and female protagonists in the play are Gong Jiang and Feng Ying, seeing the person he likes being intimate with others, he feels so sad that he cannot speak.

There was pain in his expression, and his frowning brows looked like undulating mountains, showing his restless heart. He raised his hand sadly, and took the "falling dead leaves", just like seeing his withered love, seeing through it. Dreams that were out of reach, pain, sadness, and regrets that were not grasped in time.

The author was on the scene, and she happily smiled appreciatively, and whispered to the interviewer: "He feels pretty good, and his emotions are quite in place."

The interviewer was the one who admired Feng Ying at the beginning, and she said without changing her face: "Wait until the next one, maybe you will see a different performance."

"Really?" The author raised his eyebrows, "Then I'll wait and see."

At the end of Xiao Zhan's performance, the author asked: "I noticed that you have a movement of catching leaves. What do you think and why do you do this movement?"

"The supporting actor was in a very sad mood at the time, his love withered like fallen leaves, and the falling leaves meant to set off his mood." Xiao Zhan replied truthfully.

The author nodded and asked Feng Ying to come in for an interview without saying anything.

After Feng Ying greeted everyone politely, he also faced the air and started his performance.

He looked forward and seemed to see his sweetheart. There seemed to be a galaxy flowing in his eyes, which were dazzling. He took a few steps happily, but suddenly his steps slowed down, and then firmly rooted on the ground, motionless. The destruction of the galaxy is like falling into a black hole, darkened, swallowing all the colors of the world.

He clenched his fingertips lightly, as if he had experienced a violent struggle. He loosened his grip, then he couldn't restrain himself from clenching his fingertips. Finally, his fingertips drooped weakly and hung loosely on his trousers. Over the head, couldn't bear to look any more, but couldn't restrain the eyes that wanted to stare at the heroine, struggling to look back.

His eyes seemed to condense a complex and changeable world, and every bit of light reflected emotion. At first, he seemed to be looking at a dark night, and then he seemed to adapt to the darkness. Can't see it anymore.

Gong Jiang was standing not far in front of Feng Ying, and she could clearly see every movement of Feng Ying.I don't know why, but he always feels that Feng Ying is looking at him in reality through the world in the play, and every emotion is pouring out to him, the love he couldn't ask for, the determination to let go of the pain... Feeling inexplicably heavy , and even breeds an emotion called guilt. He always passively accepts Feng Ying's care and love, but does not actively respond or refuse. Isn't this just like the heroine in the play?So Feng Ying became numb and began to let go.

Feng Ying picked up the "fallen leaves on the ground" and twirled them in the palm of his hand, as if seeing his powerless love withered, helplessness and pain intertwined, finally he threw away the fallen leaves, struggled to look ahead again, and smiled bitterly Turned around and left.

The show is over.

The two performed different styles.

Xiao Zhan tends to express strong emotions, while Feng Ying tends to "struggle and let go".

What about Gong Jiang?But he was immersed in the sad atmosphere created by Feng Ying and did not come out.

There was a complex light in the author's eyes, she folded her hands, pillowed her chin, and asked with great interest: "I feel that the direction you play is more inclined to let go, can you explain?"

Feng Ying glanced at Gong Jiang consciously, with a sad expression: "His growth environment made him a brave and kind person. He would fight for what he liked, so he was very brave to pursue the one he loved. But later he realizes that he is not the one who can give the heroine happiness, and his kindness will make him let go."

The author is more interested: "I noticed that you mentioned the upbringing environment, could you please explain how the upbringing environment affected him?"

"Well," Feng Ying said, "he is a son of a rich family in the upper class, he has received a good education, and he is naturally gentle, so he has a kindness. As for his bravery, it can be explained this way. To cultivate a top-notch child, he must be superior to others in terms of grades and everything else, so he will naturally form a character of being competitive and trying his best to get what he wants, but his kind nature offsets the extreme character just mentioned, so I have formed a positive character, which I call bravery, that is, I will try my best to get what I want.”

The author tried very hard to restrain herself from showing any special emotions, but she couldn't bear the corners of her mouth getting higher and higher. She coughed and turned her head to ask the other interviewers if they had any questions. The others all guessed the author's choice and agreed. no problem.

The interview ended smoothly.

On the way home, Gong Jiang was silent, and Feng Ying didn't speak, and the delicate atmosphere was not broken until after returning home.

The moment the door of the house was closed, Gong Jiang was suddenly drawn into a fiery embrace, and Feng Ying's hands were wrapped around his chest tightly, as if she wanted to tie down the most cherished treasure in her life, unwilling to let go.

"I'm not happy." Feng Ying's deep voice is like fine wine that has been brewed for many years, full-bodied and full of mature magnetism, "When I was acting, I always thought of you. You are like the heroine, and I am the man. Matching, and the leading actor is..." He paused, choked out two words he didn't want to mention, "Xiao Zhan."

Gong Jiang was startled: "Don't think too much."

"I don't have one," Feng Ying tightened his arms, his throat seemed to be suppressing strong emotions, and there was a dull echo, "I don't want to ask you, I don't want to interfere with your privacy, but I'm very sad, you and Xiao Zhan used to I really want to know what is the relationship and what to do when I open the room. I feel like an outsider, like a male supporting role, foolishly liking a person who has no heart at all, watching him be happy with others. Today I am not in Acting, I’m just expressing myself, do you know that. Xiao Jiang, when will you fall in love with me and consider my feelings?” Feng Ying pressed her chest, “It’s going to hurt here too. I’ll wait for you Waiting for the answer is very hard, do you know, let me be a blind and deaf person, no matter whether you ask or not, I can't do it, don't always treat me like a child, I am almost an adult, and I am an adult like you."

When did it start, this big boy has grown so tall, tall enough to completely envelop him in his arms, unable to escape.

Gong Jiang pressed Feng Ying's arm, and found that the originally thin arm also had muscle strength unconsciously. Feng Ying really grew up, big enough to have a relationship with him on an equal footing.

No wonder Feng Ying's performance today is profound and sincere, and it turned out that it was just a true expression of his feelings.

Gong Jiang turned her head and looked at herself reflected through Feng Ying's bitter eyes. He actually didn't understand what was so good about him that he deserved Feng Ying's selfless devotion and love.

"Why do you like me so much?" Gong Jiang knew that this question was ridiculous, but he really wanted to know the answer. Only here in Feng Ying could he know his own value and existence.

"You are lonely, and you need someone to love and care for you like a family member," every word, as if reciting the words of each other, solemn and solemn, "You are always good to others, but in fact, you hope that others can do the same. Sincerely treat you, never betray or abandon." Feng Ying said in a mature tone that didn't match his age, "We are the same kind of people, although I have family members, but they never treat me as family members, forcing me to do what I don't want to do In their eyes, I am just a machine for showing off. I can’t have my own thinking, can’t do things against orders, and can’t even pursue what I like and meet the people I want to see. I’m just like you, longing for a true heart Love my family."

"So your conclusion is that we attract like like?" Gong Jiang wanted to laugh, but she couldn't. The deepest hidden secret was seen thoroughly, without hiding anything.

"No," Feng Ying held Gong Jiang's hands, leaving his breath in his palms, "We are a match made in heaven."

Gong Jiang smiled, he deeply realized that this big boy has really grown up, and he needs to talk to him as an adult.

"I don't have any special relationship with Xiao Zhan. You don't have to worry. After I left Taiji, I changed the contact method and cut off contact. The reason why I got in touch with Xiao Zhan again is probably a coincidence. He doesn't have any friends. Good man, if he has any problems, he will definitely think of me the first time. I just took care of him for one night, nothing happened." Gong Jiang responded calmly to Feng Ying, "As for your feelings for me," he sighed He took a deep breath, "I admit that I haven't fallen in love with you yet, but I don't reject you either, just give me some time."

"Okay," Feng Ying stretched out his little finger, "Let's pull the hook, you promise me that you will leave me a place in your heart."

Helpless and funny, Gong Jiang hooked her little finger, but she didn't know that this hooked the happiness of the rest of her life.

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Thank you Xinxin and Liangliang for the earthquake cannon array ^3^