No.70 days

Shao Wu rushed into the corridor, looked at Yang Shuyi through the gap between the two wires, saw him wearing that gray jacket and walking quickly across the road, and then reached out to stop a taxi.Shao Wu didn't chase, because he didn't know what to say when he chased him. He asked Yang Shuyi to tell the truth, and Yang Shuyi said it, 5.00%.Shao Wu understands that 5.00% does not mean that Yang Shuyi likes him, so what is the point of 5.00%?

Maybe 5.00% means, a little more than one percent - at least not close to zero, right?

Shao Wu turned around and went back to the dormitory, closed the door, and collapsed on the bed.

To this day, every contact with Yang Shuyi is like walking through mountains of swords and seas of fire. It's not that it's painful, but those feelings are too vivid. When Yang Shuyi's hand was on his shoulder, he knew that his heart Can jump so hard.All the emotions that came up like waves one after another, hesitation, expectation, and loss were all because of Yang Shuyi.

Shao Wu kicked off his jeans and thermal pants, walked to the door with bare legs, and picked up Yang Shuyi's umbrella.It was Yang Shuyi's umbrella, a light gray folding umbrella, and his hand once held the wooden umbrella handle.Shao Wu clutched the umbrella tightly, the rain dripped down on the ground, forming a puddle of water stains.

In just a few minutes, Shao Wu reacted.

A voice kept replaying in his mind, it was Yang Shuyi's umbrella.Yang Shuyi took it with him, holding it in his palm, and after drying, Yang Shuyi patiently folded its creases in the same direction, maybe on every sunny day, it stayed quietly at the bottom of Yang Shuyi's backpack.

This is Yang Shuyi's stuff.

Shao Wu grasped the umbrella with all his strength, until the veins on his arms popped up. He knew that now he could use this umbrella to satisfy himself. Can shoot out immediately, immediately.

But this is too despicable, right?Without consent, using Yang Shuyi's things to vent his desires like a thief, isn't this too despicable?Although Yang Shuyi didn't know——Shao ​​Wu gritted his teeth and held the umbrella, thinking that even if he didn't know, it wouldn't do.He didn't want to push himself into such a pitiful situation, he couldn't get that person so he used his umbrella instead?It's so self-defeating that it's shameless.

But the more he thought about it, the louder his body reacted. In a dark corner of his consciousness, the animal instinctively smiled at him mockingly, and said softly, this is Yang Shuyi's umbrella.

Panting heavily, Shao Wu slammed the umbrella on his lower abdomen.

The cold rain quickly soaked through his underwear, he was shivering from the cold, and the rain gradually flowed down his inner thighs, passing through his calves, his ankles, it felt like ice cubes falling from his legs Swipe, it's too cold.

A few minutes later, Shao Wu lowered his umbrella with trembling lips.

He didn't shoot after all, and the clamoring reaction gradually subsided in the cold rain.

Is this a win?At many moments that no one knew about, Shao Wu once again fought against himself for Yang Shuyi, against animal instinct, and against the impulse to love him—countless times, he really wanted to find him, really wanted to call him, really wanted to tell him He I love you very, very much.But in the face of all this, all he can do is be patient and continue to be patient.He knew that once he couldn't help it, their relationship would be over.

Hold on, one percent becomes 5.00%.Then can he imagine that one day, 5.00% becomes 20.00%, 50.00%, or even [-]%?

The next day, after the rain, Zhu Jingjing packed a sour radish and duck soup and ran to Shao Wu's office with swollen eyelids.

"Shao Wu, Shao Wu," she blinked with a guilty look, "Have you not had lunch yet?"

"Not yet, are you sober?"

"Wake up, wake up," Zhu Jingjing slipped in and put the duck soup on the table, "I didn't drink too much on purpose yesterday, it was... well, they are very annoying, they insist on mixing red wine and beer, and I get drunk gone."

"Well, don't drink like that next time."

"I know, then you... When you went to pick me up, nothing happened, right?"

Shao Wu: "What happened?"

"I seem to remember that it was Yang Shuyi who sent me back with you..."

Shao Wu sighed: "Then do you remember what you told him?"

Zhu Jingjing hung her head, twisted her hands together, and stopped talking.

She obviously knew that she uttered the truth after drinking and missed the matter of Shaowu Baoyan, otherwise she wouldn't be so guilty of admitting her mistake with duck soup.

"It's okay," Shao Wu smiled at her and comforted her, "He didn't say anything."

"Really?"

"What can he say? He doesn't...wouldn't like men."

Zhu Jingjing looked up at Shao Wu, her slender eyelashes trembled, as if she wanted to say something.But she just nodded: "Let's not talk about that, let's drink the soup—this old duck soup is very good."

Shao Wu knew that she might want to persuade him, but also knew that it would be useless to persuade him, so he gave up.

December is always busy, with final exams, grade analysis, and school year summary... Shao Wu had no choice but to write papers in his busy schedule. By the time of winter vacation in mid-January, he had already written two papers for Principal Gao, both of which were related to high school education. Headmaster Gao read the relevant topics, and he smiled from ear to ear, expressing his satisfaction.

Shao Wu also smiled: "If you think there is something wrong, I will take it back and correct it."

"Not bad, not bad, no problem!" Principal Gao said in a friendly tone, "Our Xiao Shao is worthy of being a major student, and this paper is written without words! I will send it to their editorial department to have a look tomorrow!"

"You're giving me too much face."

"Haha, these are not polite words! When you new teachers first entered the school, I told Wang Shougang that that Shaowu is a student from our No. 4 middle school, so he needs to be trained by me!" Principal Gao said. With Erlang's legs, he flipped through a few A[-] papers, "Sure enough, our own students are trustworthy!"

You came and I exchanged a few pleasantries, Shao Wu left the principal's office with a smile.

As the Spring Festival is approaching, the school distributed a lot of New Year's goods to the teachers, each with two boxes of fruit, one box of bacon, and one box of sausages.Shao Wu didn't intend to bring the New Year's goods home - his parents' units would also send out New Year's goods, and people gave gifts every year, so he knew that there was no shortage of these at home.He planned to make an appointment with Zhu Jingjing to go to the mall to buy some clothes and shoes for her parents, and it happened that Zhu Jingjing also wanted to buy some for her parents.

Shao Wu planned to send the New Year's goods to Yang Shuyi's house. The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and he should also visit his mother-in-law.

On New Year's Eve 25, the day before the senior year's holiday, Shao Wu went to Wen (3) class and called Longlong out.Early in the morning, the little girl obviously hadn't woken up yet, so she squinted her eyes: "Brother Shao, what's the matter?"

"Aren't you guys on vacation tomorrow?" Shao Wu said, "I'll go to your house with you after school tomorrow to see my mother-in-law."

"Hey, tomorrow...tomorrow..."

"Not available?"

"No, no, I just want to say that tomorrow is just right." Longlong smiled, looking a little weird, "My brother will come back tomorrow, and he seems to be bringing his girlfriend with him. It just so happens that the house is lively."

"Oh, is that so?" Shao Wu also laughed, "That was... lively."

Does this bring Zou Xin home for the New Year?I guess they are getting married soon?Shao Wu heard a crisp sound of "click", as if something had been broken into pieces.not sure what it is.He felt quite calm. He had expected this day, but it was a little sooner than he expected.

"Then let's talk about it," Longlong said with an open-eyed smile, "Let's go back together after school tomorrow."

"No problem, I'll wait for you on the first floor." But what about the 5.00%? What is 5.00%?

Shao Wu walked back to the office in a trance, sat down, took out his mobile phone, and ordered a bouquet of platycodon flowers.He thought that since he was going to meet Yang Shuyi and his girlfriend tomorrow, he should try his best to make himself appear upright—although he knew that he couldn’t be upright at all—it’s okay to deceive himself, just pretend that he is deceiving himself, he wants to appear upright, be normal.At this moment, he had to lie to himself.

He will give New Year's goods to his mother-in-law, and flowers to Yang Shuyi and Zou Xin, like a sincere and reliable old friend, and send them New Year's blessings.