No.70 days

Yang Shuyi was taken aback by Shao Wu's roar: "Huh?"

Shao Wu pursed his mouth, unable to speak, but his hands were still tightly grasping what kind of kite Yang Yi was, and flew away as soon as he let go.

"I've been looking for you for a long time," Shao Wu said in a low voice after a while, "I went to several Internet cafes, but I couldn't find you... It scared me to death."

Yang Shuyi looked clear: "I'm fine, don't worry."

Walking out of the Internet cafe, the rain has stopped.

Shao Wu was hungry, so he went to buy hot and sour noodles, served in disposable paper bowls, and Yang Shuyi and Yang Shuyi each held a bowl in their hands to eat.They sat on the chairs by the side of the road, the street lights were bright, and Shao Wu was able to carefully look at Yang Shuyi's face.His cheeks were swollen, his lips were chapped, and even his left eye socket was slightly bruised.

Shao Wu looked at Yang Shuyi, as if a knot had been tied in his chest, and it hurt.

The two each ate their own hot and sour noodles. After a while, they finished eating, and looked at the puddle on the ground together in silence.From time to time, a car passed by on the road in front of it, and the yellow and white lights of the car were reflected on the water, flashing and flashing again.The spring night is long, like a trance dream.

"Good student," Yang Shuyi spoke first, his tone still teasing, "Did you skip class today?"

"Well, I asked Zheng Xiaoning to ask for leave for me."

"...You don't have to be so nervous, what can I do?" Yang Shuyi smiled, "I just don't want to go back to school."

I don't want to go back to school anymore, Yang Shuyi said it lightly, but Shao Wu is like a cat, his whole body tenses up suddenly, what do you mean by "I don't want to go back to school anymore"?Is it today, recently, or—or do you never want to go back to school? !

"I told you, I'm like this, it's not interesting to go to college," Yang Shuyi leaned on the bench and stretched, "Now my dad is crazy again, and he offended Lao Ban...The main reason is that it's too embarrassing , I don’t want to go back to school.”

"But it wasn't your fault—"

"Don't worry," Yang Shuyi interrupted Shao Wu, "It's not my fault? Only you think so... In their eyes, it's me and my dad who are embarrassing together."

Yang Shuyi put his arm on the back of the chair, straightened it, and leaned his head on the back of the chair: "My father is this kind of person. When I was young, he quarreled with my mother, and he is like this today, like, like crazy... …It's good when it's good, and terrible when it's bad." He raised his head and looked loosely at the night sky.In the night sky after the rain, there is no moon and no stars, only thin clouds hanging above the head, as if within reach.

Yang Shuyi looked at the cloud, Shao Wu looked at Yang Shuyi, and asked cautiously: "Do you hate your father?"

"Sometimes, like at school this morning... But I always hate and hate and feel boring, so what if I hate him? Nothing can change, the family still has no money, and he is still my father. Actually , In fact, during the few seconds when I hit him this morning, I even thought that it would be good if he died, or went outside like my mother and never came back... If I didn’t have this father, it would be good.”

"But just think about it." Yang Shuyi said.

Hearing these words, Shao Wu felt terrified.

He grew up in the love of his parents and relatives. His family was well-off, and his parents were both highly educated. The family relationship has always been harmonious—at most, there was only one quarrel about Wang Yujun.Shao Wu lived until he was 17 years old, and he never experienced the feeling Yang Shuyi said—the feeling that he even wished he didn't have this father.Even if Yang Shuyi said it was only a few seconds, even if it was only a few seconds, how much did he really hate his father in those few seconds?Such hatred and such pain were beyond Shao Wu's imagination.

Shao Wu also didn't understand why the man who had smiled and boasted to him at the dinner table that "this air conditioner is very suitable" turned into this tyrannical appearance today when he turned his face away?

"Shao Wu," Yang Shuyi sighed softly, "Do you think my thoughts... are too much?"

"I don't know." Shao Wu said.

"There's also the matter of going to school, too. He never cared about my old class calling him before, but he just didn't care - he wanted to play cards, he wanted to take Aunt Xiaojuan out to play, he wanted to do this and that, anyway, he didn't have time to care about me. He didn't even know what grade I was in. He didn't have time to talk to me, and when he remembered, he told me to study hard to take the college entrance examination, just like today when he heard about the seat, he came to school immediately... Sometimes I feel like What, how should I put it, something unimportant? Just take care of it when he thinks about it."

Yang Shuyi closed his eyes, such a confused and depressed expression rarely appeared on his face: "So I don't want to go back to school, I'm an eyesore just staying in the class, I want to go to a technical school... In short, I won't go to school." .”

Shao Wu was speechless.

The clothes were still wet and stuck to the skin heavily. I ate too much hot and sour noodles just now, and my stomach felt hot again.In short, there was nothing comfortable all over his body, Shao Wu clenched his fists hard and found his fingers were trembling.

He couldn't speak, but just reached out and grabbed Yang Shuyi as he did in Yinhe Internet Cafe.This time I couldn't catch his arm, so I had to grab his clothes.

"what happened?"

Shao Wu found that he couldn't even say words of comfort, so what qualifications did he have to comfort Yang Shuyi?His life is better than Yang Shuyi's in every way.

"Don't..." Don't think like that.

"Even if they..." Even if they don't care about you, look down on you, at least there is me.

Shao Wu tilted his body, lost his strength, and hit his head on Yang Shuyi's shoulder.He was too uncomfortable, too uncomfortable, physically uncomfortable, and even more uncomfortable in his heart, so that he couldn't even take care of those charming thoughts, he just wanted to get closer to Yang Shuyi, as if it was some kind of animal instinct, to get closer, trying to give him some comfort .

Yang Shuyi's body was dry, Shao Wu's ear was pressed against his shoulder, perhaps close to the carotid artery, and he heard Yang Shuyi's regular heartbeat.

Yang Shuyi also didn't move, Ren Shaowu leaned on him, his breath lightly brushed Shaowu's hair.In the darkness of night, they leaned together to keep warm like two animals that did not understand human language.After a long while, Yang Shuyi suddenly bent his arms and rubbed his fingertips against Shao Wu's cheek.

"Are you crying?" It was a slightly surprised declarative tone.

Shao Wu wiped his face and didn't speak.

"Hey," Yang Shuyi straightened up, "If you're like this, I... can't help it. Don't cry, huh?"

It's embarrassing, Shao Wu thought, why did Yang Shuyi turn to comfort him?But he was really wronged for Yang Shuyi and couldn't bear it.

"Why?" Shao Wu's voice was hoarse, "It's their problem, their fault...you have to bear everything."

Yang Shuyi looked at Shao Wu, his eyes were a little helpless, but his tone was gentle: "I don't know, maybe it's just bad luck." He touched his trouser pocket, probably there was no paper, so he arched his wrist and wiped Shao Wu's face with his school uniform: "Don't cry, Shao Wu, come home with me and have some food? My mother-in-law fried shredded pork with green peppers."

Shao Wu lowered his head, a little embarrassed: "Is your father...not at home?"

"He was also very angry today, and he will leave the car in the afternoon," Yang Shuyi said, "He took Aunt Xiaojuan to Yingxiu."