see you in seven years

On the eve of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Xiang Ye struggled for a long time, should he send a blessing message to Xiaoqiu?Each of them has already started a new life, so why bother to twitch? I simply edited two sentences and sent them at midnight, thinking that I could have a good night's sleep, but when I woke up the next day, I saw a text message replying, Ye Ye slapped himself hard.

Qiu Xiaoqiu: Hello, I am Xiaoqiu’s friend, Xiaoqiu is in the hospital for emergency treatment, if possible, please come here as soon as possible, xx hospital.

Xiang Ye didn't go home during the Mid-Autumn Festival, but after seeing the text message, he drove for several hours to the hospital mentioned in the text message.

What happened to Qiu Xiaoqiu?Xiang Ye kept thinking about this question on the road, but no one could give him an answer before arriving at the hospital.

After rushing into the hospital, Xiang Ye asked the nurse, only to find out about Xiaoqiu's suicide car accident last night, suicide?Why?

Qiu Xiaoqiu hadn't come out of the ICU yet, and Xiang Ye couldn't see anyone, but he saw Sun Xiao and Chu An sitting on a chair outside the ward.

Sun Xiao and Xiang Ye looked at each other for a few seconds, then turned their heads away, pretending not to see.

Zhou Xuean ran over, followed by Chen Yang, "Brother, Uncle, Auntie and the others are already eating, you should go and eat something first, I'll just watch over here."

Chu An shook his head and said in a low voice, "I'm not hungry."

Zhou Xuean looked at Sun Xiao as if asking for help, "Brother Xiao..."

Sun Xiao glanced coldly, "If you don't eat, then don't eat, you won't die of starvation if you eat two less meals." After that, when she turned around and wanted to leave, she saw a couple in a hurry running towards this side.

Li Hui and his girlfriend, who were enjoying the world of two, hurried to the hospital. His girlfriend Xinying was crying. Li Hui comforted him, "Don't cry, don't cry, that kid's life is hard, Lord Yan won't accept him."

After comforting his girlfriend, Li Hui immediately rushed to Chu An and asked quickly, "Where is Xiaoqiu, what is Xiaoqiu, what's going on, what's going on."

Zhou Xuean replied, "He is still in the ICU."

After listening, Li Hui patted his chest, immediately relaxed all the muscles in his body, let go of the hand that was holding his girlfriend, and sat down on the ground against the wall, comforting himself, "It's okay, it's okay, this fool's fate is hard, he will be able to do it tomorrow." Wake up, it's okay."

Xinying wiped away her tears and wanted to pull Li Hui up, but Li Hui waved her hand, "Let me take it easy."

Li Hui only met Chu An twice, one was when Chu An and Xiaoqiu confirmed their relationship, and the other was when Chu An was helping Xiaoqiu move. Unexpectedly, this third meeting was outside the ICU ward.

Chu An stood up, "Li Hui." His voice was a little hoarse, "Before Xiaoqiu came home, he was not in a good condition until yesterday... yesterday was suicide... "Chu An clenched his fist, and the nail of his thumb firmly clasped on his index finger.

Li Hui was a little lost, and said clearly: "So you don't know?"

Chu An was puzzled and shook his head slightly.

Li Hui stood up, still leaning against the wall, and murmured: "So you don't know. I asked him the day we moved, and he said he would tell you slowly."

Li Hui forgot that Qiu Xiaoqiu was a disobedient person who didn't want to cause trouble for others, so everyone here was unexpected about this matter.

"I saw him really happy during that time." Li Hui had never seen Xiaoqiu so happy before, so he was relieved and handed it over to Chu An, "I really didn't expect that he would commit suicide again .”

"Again?" Chen Yang whispered.

"Xiaoqiu and I were college classmates, and later we worked together in Beijing. We have a strong relationship. Although his sexual orientation is different from mine, I know him well. He is a good friend. I really didn't expect him to commit suicide again. "Li Hui repeated, "I thought he was very happy, but I was too careless, it was my fault..." Li Hui's voice was a little choked up, the best friend and death are separated by a thin line, this kind of Things are really scary.

"When I was in college, I thought he was a quiet person who didn't like to talk. He seldom talked about his own affairs. He only knew how to work and study hard. We felt that his family was not very good. We could understand that he was withdrawn and inferior, and I knew He has a lot of thoughts and a lot of pressure, as roommates, we just need to help him more in life, but in the sophomore year." Li Hui's tears fell, and his girlfriend hugged his shoulders with tears in her eyes.

"In the summer vacation of my sophomore year, I went back to school early and returned to the dormitory. I saw Xiaoqiu lying on the bed. I greeted him and he ignored him. I knew he didn't go out to play or go home. Maybe he was working part-time. I just came back and was already very tired, so I let him fall asleep, I quietly packed my things, sat at the table and wanted to pour myself a glass of water."

Li Hui recalled what happened at that time. He remembered that the day was hot like a steamer. He shook his clothes and looked back at Xiaoqiu's sleeping face. He drank two sips of water and put down his glass. It was too quiet. "I finished drinking water and went to the bedside to call him, but I couldn't wake him up. I was shaking all over at the time. I called 120 and told the doctor to come quickly. I don't know what happened to him. , until I saw the pill box in the trash can."

Li Hui sniffed his nose, "Several kinds of medicines, each box was empty, he ate them all, and he was fine when he went to the hospital for gastric lavage, the doctor said he had fallen into a coma, luckily they were delivered in time , It was terrible, it was terrible, he almost died in front of me." Li Hui, who grew up in a happy family, encountered such a situation for the first time, and it became a nightmare that he will never forget in his life .

Zhou Xuean looked at Chu An secretly, and Chu An was quite calm, but it was the first time he saw his eldest brother crying.

Chu An turned his head and looked in the direction of Xiaoqiu's ward, Li Hui's every word was like a knife inserted into his heart...

"Why...why did he commit suicide?" Chen Yang was shocked and puzzled.

Li Hui wiped away his tears, and gradually calmed down, "Xiaoqiu woke up and said that he felt a little uncomfortable, so he wanted to take some medicine. He said he couldn't control himself, so he took more, but he didn't expect to take some medicine." After taking the medicine, I felt even more uncomfortable, and finally fell asleep. I was shocked, this was obviously a suicide, after he was discharged from the hospital, I took him to see a psychiatrist, and he was diagnosed with depression."

For Chu An and others, this was like a blow to the head.

"He accepted the result very calmly. I asked him about the past, but he didn't want to talk about it, so I stopped asking. Later, he actively cooperated with the treatment, and everything was developing in a good direction. He graduated smoothly and found a job. Not bad, he saved some money later, when my family had an accident, he also lent me tens of thousands of yuan, he wanted to buy a car, because of me, in the end he could only buy a second-hand Volkswagen, he said the boss of the company I think highly of him, and he will become the youngest department head of their company in a short time, and we celebrated by eating Western food together. At that time, he was really happy, and I even thought he was recovering soon, but in the end What about it?" Li Hui shook his head and smiled helplessly, "That damn car accident still happened."

Holding his girlfriend's hand, Li Hui continued, "After the car accident, he owed debts, both financial and spiritual. I thought he would be troubled, but he said it's okay, he didn't pay off the debt, how could he die? What? Later, I found out that his depression seemed to be serious, so I told him to see a doctor and take medicine on time, until he found a reliable boyfriend. He said that you all knew about his condition and made me feel at ease. I didn’t expect this The kid lied to me, and when he wakes up, I will beat him up."

Unexpectedly, it was still messed up. The ideal world that Qiu Xiaoqiu built for himself collapsed. The shortage of money, the bleak future, the guilt towards Yu Zhe, the uneasiness of conscience, the conflicts in the family, all his most important things were lost, leaving only The next Chu An who didn't know anything, when he thought that what he brought to Chu An was just a steady stream of troubles...so he chose to end himself with a car accident.

Chu An came back to his senses and said to Sun Xiao: "Please take care of Xiaoqiu first, I will go to the doctor to understand the situation."

Sun Xiao nodded dully, slowly digesting all this.

Xiang Ye has quit smoking for a long time, but now he suddenly wants to smoke, so he leans on the wall and leaves.

Zhou Xuean's expression changed, he sneered, and said, "Why didn't he say it earlier?!"

Sun Xiao looked at Zhou Xue'an, Chen Yang's eyes widened, and he had a bad feeling.

"Why didn't he/mother say it earlier? If I had said it earlier, I wouldn't have arranged for him to meet my brother!"

This time it was Sun Xiao's turn to widen her eyes, and Chen Yang rushed to cover Zhou Xuean's mouth.

"What did you say?" Sun Xiao felt incredible, clenched her fists, and asked viciously.

"I said that if I had known that he had depression, I would not have arranged for him to meet with my brother. I didn't tell him that I was sick. Who did he want to harm? Now that he has made himself like this, my brother is so uncomfortable. Does he know how much harm it will cause to his relatives and friends when a person dies..."

Sun Xiao lowered her fist, because Zhou Xue'an was sobbing.

Zhou Xuean experienced his mother's death when he was a child, and experienced this pain, but he almost experienced it a second time, so he was so scared that he was angry.

Chen Yang had a sore nose, and hugged Zhou Xuean in his arms, letting him cry like a child.

Sun Xiao settled down, sighed, he was also very angry, angry at Xiaoqiu's self-assertion, and at the same time very distressed, illness must be very painful, right?Why not speak up and find someone to share it with?

After Chu An asked the doctor about the situation, he knew that Xiaoqiu would not wake up for the time being, so he went to the store to buy some things that might be used when he was hospitalized.

Picking out the necessities in front of the shelves, first of all towels, Chu An picked up one and felt it, it was a little rough, and the towels were seriously shedding, Xiaoqiu never liked to use such towels, then went to find a toothbrush, and found that the brand of the toothbrush was very Low-end, the bristles must be very hard. Chu An scanned the shelves, not knowing what he could get, but his vision became more and more blurred, and he didn't find anything he wanted.

Big drops of tears were falling, Chu An tried his best to suppress his voice, but as a doctor, he couldn't see Xiaoqiu's illness?The most stupid person is yourself!Chu An was in so much pain that he almost lost Xiaoqiu completely.

But he still has to cheer up, and he still has to take care of Xiaoqiu.

"When did you confirm that you like me?" Xiaoqiu once asked.

"When? I can't remember." Chu An answered truthfully.

"No, that's not the answer. Think about it."

At that time, he thought about it seriously again, and said: "Because when you smile, I also giggle beside you, and I know that I like you. Because when you call my name, I think it sounds really nice, and I still want to Hearing you call again, I know that I like you. Because you are picky eater and hard to serve, and I work hard to improve my cooking skills, I know that I like you so much that I can't extricate myself... There are many, many, Do you want to hear it?"

Xiaoqiu, I used to take a step back because of cowardice. Now, as a compensation, I have to move forward a hundred steps. Even if you are already in the abyss, I am willing to jump down, just to accompany you. I must let you understand, my love Can span time, not afraid of life and death.

Chu An only bought a pack of tissues to wipe his tears, and had to send Xue An to a big supermarket to buy other necessities.