see you in seven years

Chapter 38 The Secret Is About Despair

At the end of August, it rained heavily in Beijing.

Chu An originally advocated sending him to work, but Qiu Xiaoqiu firmly refused. The reason was that adults don’t need much care, it’s just an ordinary rainy day, so Chu An could only call a taxi for him, and watched Qiu Xiaoqiu get in the car. The car left later.

After getting out of the car, I had to walk for a while. The rain was still heavy, and Qiu Xiaoqiu’s trousers were wet. The manhole cover on the side of the road did not seep water. Instead, water was sprayed from the hole in the manhole cover. Qiu Xiaoqiu thought it was a bit funny and wanted to take a picture. Show it to Chu An, but as soon as he took out his mobile phone, he fell into the water because of slippery hands.The phone is gone, Xiaoqiu thought, I am really useless,

It was less than 10 minutes away from the company, but Qiu Xiaoqiu was unwilling to go any further. He picked up his mobile phone and walked towards the side of the road holding an umbrella. His knuckles were turning white, and the water was getting deeper and deeper. Sitting down on the steps, soon his pants were all soaked.Chu An is not there, no one can give him a sense of security, the screen of the mobile phone goes black after a few clicks, and it is completely unusable, but Chu An will be anxious if he cannot make a call.

I don’t want to go to work, I don’t want to face my colleagues, I don’t want to talk to people, and I’m getting more and more powerless to talk to people. This job has never brought me any sense of accomplishment. The passion and aspirations of young people are annihilated.

I won't go to work today. Anyway, I was entrusted with my relationship. After convincing myself, Qiu Xiaoqiu didn't move anymore. Seeing that the rain had covered his ankles and cut off the sound of human voices and rain, he was an independent individual. It seems that everything in the world has nothing to do with him, and everything seems boring.

Qiu Xiaoqiu stood up and walked towards a place far away from the company, aimlessly, not knowing where to go.

Chu An was a little anxious, because he had already called Xiaoqiu three times, but no one answered.Time seems to be back to the year of graduation. At that time, he never thought that Xiaoqiu would be so decisive and cut off contact with everyone. As a result, Chu An frantically searched and asked Xiaoqiu if his classmates had his contact information. Do you know which university Xiaoqiu applied for?Everyone replied no, I don’t know. Some people were annoyed by his questions and simply refused to answer his calls. Sun Xiao, who used to have the best relationship with Xiaoqiu, also knew nothing. Sun Xiao persuaded him to think about it, but Who knows, this love has already hurt the muscles and bones, and it will not heal in a day or two. It took Chu An several years to heal the wound, but he still couldn't avoid the pain of being pulled when thinking of him. Meeting Xiaoqiu again At that moment, Chu An realized that this love was revived.

Chu An seldom asks for leave during working hours. Seeing his anxious appearance, the hospital leader approved him for leave.Chu An drove straight to Xiaoqiu's company. The rain did not weaken. After parking the car, Chu An crashed into Xiaoqiu's office like a headless fly and asked if Xiaoqiu was at work.

"Xiaoqiu? He hasn't come yet, and he didn't reply when I asked him on WeChat. Was it because of the bad weather that he was delayed on the road?"

Chu An lost his mind for a moment, forcibly calmed down, and left his contact information.After walking out of the company building, I found that the rain was gradually slowing down. Where did Xiaoqiu go? It seemed that half of his heart had been dug out...

Qiu Xiaoqiu walked in the rain for nearly an hour. The heavy rain finally turned to light rain. He put away his umbrella and thought about the past few years. He once thought that he could also display his ambition and gain a firm foothold in Beijing, although his family never gave him good looks. , never had any encouragement, once thought that he could live on like this forever, but who would have thought that he owed a boy the rest of his life?With the recovery of Yu Zhe's health, he thought he could be forgiven, but the absurd things in the past were brought up again, and all efforts came to nothing. Yu Zhe hated Qiu Xiaoqiu the most.The appearance of Chu An illuminated his life, but what about him to Chu An?There are only endless troubles. If there is no self, Chu An will meet better people, and maybe he will live a much happier life... Qiu Xiaoqiu walked slowly to the bridge, looking at the river under the bridge, wondering The water was several meters deep, but he didn't understand water.

He put down his umbrella and mobile phone, grabbed the railing, stared at the river, tiptoed his right foot...

"Hey, young man, you have to hold an umbrella when the rain is light. Look how you've been drenched." An aunt holding a flower umbrella saw it, and specially abducted him to teach this silly boy, "Don't rely on your youth. I thought it was fine, I would catch a cold if I drenched for a long time.”

Qiu Xiaoqiu was taken aback, her heart was beating violently, trying to calm down, she asked tremblingly: "Auntie... can I borrow my mobile phone, my mobile phone is broken."

Qiu Xiaoqiu, with no one to accompany him, is really dangerous. He wants to kill, he wants to kill himself.

Chu An searched around Xiaoqiu's company for a long time, and just after confirming from Xue'an that Xiaoqiu hadn't come home, and wanted to call Li Hui, he received a call from a stranger and quickly connected.

"Hello?" Chu An's heart beat a little faster.

"Chu An."

These two words are pronounced in a correct accent, and it is Xiaoqiu.Chu An's heart was finally whole again.

After thanking his aunt, Qiu Xiaoqiu obediently held up the umbrella and continued to be in a daze. After some time, Xiaoqiu heard Chu An calling him.

"Xiaoqiu!"

Chu An strode towards Qiu Xiaoqiu, and Xiaoqiu remembered how he looked like when he first saw Chu An back then, like a general returning from a battle.

Qiu Xiaoqiu turned into a spoiled child, threw away the umbrella, and threw himself into Chu An's arms. Chu An hugged his drenched lover tightly and tried his best to warm him.

Can lovers have secrets?Qiu Xiaoqiu has it, how long can he pretend?

......

What worried Chu An happened. Even after taking Xiaoqiu home and doing everything he could to prevent it, Xiaoqiu still caught a cold.

When Xiaoqiu was picked up, Chu An patiently asked him the reason why he didn't go to work and went to get in the rain. Xiaoqiu said that the rain affected his mood and his phone was broken, so he wanted to be willful for a while.Chu An wanted to ask again, but Xiao Qiu said that this job is optional.Chu An was puzzled, Xiao Qiu explained, "Xiang Ye asked me to find this job." Chu An was silent, Xiao Qiu grabbed Chu An's hand and continued, "I don't want to go."

"If you don't want to go, then don't go, you get well first." Chu An kissed the back of Xiaoqiu's hand and said.

"I mean I don't want to go to work anymore, I don't want to go to that company."

Chu An smiled and said, "Then you don't have to go to work. The money I earn is enough for the two of us. I want to see you as soon as I get off work every day."

"Aren't you tired? You have to go to work to earn money to support me, and you have to come back to cook for me."

"I'm not tired, I'm having fun."

Xiaoqiu shook her head and said, "I'm also a man." I also had ideals and aspirations, but now I can't realize them all and become a useless person.

"Okay, my man, drink the medicine first."

Xiaoqiu drank it all in one gulp, smacked her lips, fell into Chu An's arms, and said, "It's too bitter, I want candy."

Chu An kissed him and said, "Here is the candy."

Zhou Xuean was still on summer vacation and was too lazy to go to practice. He had a lot of time, so he was naturally sent by Chu An to accompany Qiu Xiaoqiu. In two or three days, Xiaoqiu's cold became more and more serious, and his nasal voice was very heavy. Zhou Xuean told him to be fine. talk less.

"My elder brother is also true. I am a doctor but can't take care of my boyfriend well. You are already like this. Why do you go to work?"

"How can he buy me medicine if he doesn't go to work to make money? Besides, he is not a doctor who specializes in treating colds."

"Look, you're in a hurry. Didn't I just say something to him? I won't say anything. Second brother, you should talk less." Zhou Xue'an smirked, rolled his eyes and said, "Seriously, second brother, are you serious?" You don’t have to go to work anymore. You see, you don’t have to pay rent or mortgage. Besides, my elder brother has a bright future, he is very skilled in medicine, and he will definitely be promoted in the future. "Since knowing that Xiaoqiu's job was introduced by that bastard Xiang Ye, Zhou Xue'an has always wanted to encourage Xiaoqiu not to take this crappy job. If he really wants to work, introduce him to his father's company and find a manager at random. Gang, how happy.

"Yeah, I won't go, I won't go." Xiaoqiu nodded her head in response.

"Okay, hey."

"Xue'an, turn up the air conditioner, I'm a little cold." Qiu Xiaoqiu nestled on the sofa and didn't want to move.

"Oh, good." Zhou Xuean turned up the air conditioner one degree according to his words, and when he wanted to talk, he saw that Xiaoqiu had closed his eyes, and could only turn on the silent mode to continue playing the game.

Chu An came back from work with vegetables and wanted to make something light for Xiaoqiu to eat. As soon as he entered the living room, he saw Xiaoqiu sleeping on the sofa in an extremely uncomfortable position. Zhou Xuean stared at the TV screen without even turning his head. He was still busy pressing the gamepad in his hand.Chu An quickly put the dishes aside, and went to the sofa to check Xiaoqiu's condition.

"Chu An, you're back." Qiu Xiaoqiu said with a smile.

"Xiaoqiu, why did you fall asleep on the sofa?"

Qiu Xiaoqiu struggled to get up, but felt sore all over, his nasal sound became heavier, and he still felt a little cold, did he have a fever?

Chu An noticed that Xiaoqiu was strange, helped him up, put his hand on his forehead, and his expression became serious in an instant.Zhou Xuean turned his head, Chu An was anxious, kicked Zhou Xuean, and cursed: "What are you doing?"

"Brother, I was wrong." Zhou Xue'an begged for mercy, and couldn't care about his games anymore.

"I'm fine, don't be so angry..."

Enduring his anger, Chu An carried Xiaoqiu into the bedroom, then found a thermometer, and took a measurement——38.5°C.

"Xiaoqiu, you have a fever, I'll take you to the hospital." Chu An said softly and coaxingly.

"I don't want to go to the hospital. I'm an adult. I just have a fever. I'll be fine with another sleep." Qiu Xiaoqiu said stubbornly.

"No, you have a fever, you have to go to the hospital." If Chu An had a fever by himself, just find a pill and sleep overnight, but Xiaoqiu is different. Xiaoqiu is already thin and weak, and his resistance is naturally weaker, "Go Put on an IV, it will get better soon, or you will suffer even more if you suffer by yourself, I am a doctor, listen to me, okay?"

"I'm hungry, you go and cook for me first, take your temperature again after eating, and then decide whether to go to the hospital or not." Qiu Xiaoqiu frowned, and pursed his lips after speaking, there is a good chance that you won't listen to me I got angry.

Chu An had no choice but to compromise, tucked the quilt up for him and hurried to the kitchen.Zhou Xuean was still lying at the door, and Chu An gave him another iron palm and told him to wash the vegetables.Zhou Xuean wanted to make up for his mistakes, but he didn't dare to show his anger.

Some illnesses bring psychological impairment, and some illnesses bring physical suffering.

In the past, when Qiu Xiaoqiu caught a cold, he could only carry it by himself. He took medicine at most and seldom went to the hospital because he was afraid and had no money. When he was in college, his father only paid for his tuition, and his living expenses were entirely on his own. Once experienced the hardships of life, the first job after graduation was not bad, he thought that the future was bright, but he didn't expect to fall to the bottom because of a car accident, and started a long road to repay the debt.

Who doesn't love money?What's more, Qiu Xiaoqiu, when he became an isolated island, money became the purpose of his existence, earning money, paying off debts...an infinite cycle.Meeting Chu An again is the most beautiful thing that has happened to Qiu Xiaoqiu in these years. Grasp Chu An's hand and you can get his infinite love. After you get it, you don't want to let go, but you are very afraid if you don't let go. This love is full of crimes Can I enjoy myself?

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