see you in seven years

As the weather was getting colder, Qiu Xiaoqiu put on a down jacket over the school uniform, lowered his head, and hid half of his face in the collar.

His father confiscated his mobile phone and warned him to concentrate on his studies, but Xiaoqiu gradually realized that it was difficult to concentrate in class, and he couldn't stop himself from thinking wildly. He only hoped to graduate and escape from this place as soon as possible.

It has to be said that Qiu Xiaoqiu is very envious of Xiang Ye, he envies Xiang Ye's wantonness, being able to live out his own self, not caring about other people's eyes and gossip, but Qiu Xiaoqiu will never be able to do this.He looked up at the stairs, and Zhao Yang told him that Chu An wanted him to wait here.

Qiu Xiaoqiu laughed at himself: You are really restless. You promised your parents at home that you would never engage in homosexuality. You still don’t behave well in school, and you are so close to Chu An!

Qiu Xiaoqiu bit her lower lip, since when did she stop obeying her parents' will?

Suddenly there was a noise, Xiaoqiu looked up subconsciously, it turned out that several boys were joking with each other, and one of them Xiaoqiu knew was Zhou Qi.The few people got closer and closer, Xiaoqiu and Zhou Qi looked at each other, before saying "Hi", Zhou Qi quickly turned her head to the side, continued talking and laughing with other people, and brushed shoulders with Xiaoqiu. Over time, gradually drifting away.

He squatted down, looked at the ground, put his hands in his pockets, and buried his face deeper, thinking: This may be the worst thing that happened today.

"Xiaoqiu!" Chu An finally came. He was wearing a sweater under his school uniform, not even a down jacket. He usually likes to exercise. It seems that his cold resistance is somewhat stronger than Xiaoqiu's.

Qiu Xiaoqiu stood up when he heard the words, still buried half of his face.

"Has it been a long time?"

"Not long."

"Is it cold?" Chu An touched Xiaoqiu's face with his hand.

Qiu Xiaoqiu hid for a while and shook his head.

"What do you want from me?" Qiu Xiaoqiu just wanted to go back to the dormitory and be alone.

"The monthly exam is coming soon. I don't think your results in the last monthly exam are very satisfactory. I know that maybe you haven't adjusted well, but Sun Xiao told me that you don't discuss math problems with him now... ...Xiaoqiu, I'm a science student, and mathematics in liberal arts is not difficult for me. If you don't want to bother Sun Xiao, you can save some problems, and then we can find a fixed time to solve them together. What do you think? So?" Chu An looked forward to it, and hoped that Xiaoqiu would accept his suggestion.

Xiaoqiu blinked her big eyes and looked at Chu An. This was an opportunity to get closer to Chu An, but she had to refuse it, because they had to keep a "friend distance" until they graduated and went their separate ways. You continue to walk in your world. Righteous way, I can also lick the wound alone until it heals.

Xiaoqiu laughed, as if he wasn't the one who was depressed just now, "Isn't that bad? Now it's the third year of high school, and the time is already tight. Besides, you are the school committee, and you are not in your class. Time to tell me, let your classmates know, and they should all hate me."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't affect it. To me, of course you are more important."

"Farewell, I'd better find Sun Xiao."

Chu An stopped struggling, and lowered his head resignedly, "I thought you would give me a chance..."

Looking at the disheartened Chu An, Xiaoqiu's heart suddenly ached.

"Xiaoqiu, you know, I like you..." Chu An emphasized again.

"But, I don't like you."

Without any time interval, Qiu Xiaoqiu said this bluntly.

"Could it be that I'm not as good as Xiang Ye at all?" Chu An didn't allow others to mention Xiang Ye, but these two words really made him feel stuck in his throat.

"You don't have to compare yourself with anyone. You are fine, but your sexual orientation is not changed at will. Don't cloud your judgment because of me. You will marry a wife and have children like most people in the future." Xiaoqiu touched her forehead , went on to say, "Maybe I, too..."

Xiaoqiu's words made Chu An feel at a loss. They are still too young, and no one can say anything about the future, but Chu An can see clearly in his heart that he loves Xiaoqiu, "Then you wait for me, wait I will prove it to you, before I prove it to you, you have to forget that person, let alone fall in love with others, I will give you everything you want, just wait for me..."

"Well, but our task now is mainly to study, isn't it?"

"Yes, we can go to the same university, even if we are not in the same city, we can be in the same city. I will follow you closely, and then you will know how much I like you, and I will never give up on you."

Qiu Xiaoqiu thought: Chu An, who has a pure heart, will definitely do what he says. Instead of entangled with the two until exhausted, it is better to leave the stage early and let the other party be free.

......

Qiu Xiaoqiu didn't know what was wrong with his mind, he was often depressed, and his insomnia became more and more serious, but for the sake of everyone's feelings, he deliberately pretended to be okay or even happy. In fact, only he knew that depression and The pain of insomnia.

When you are depressed, tell yourself to be strong, when you have insomnia, comfort yourself that you just think too much, and the cycle goes on and on...

The collective life in the dormitory is undoubtedly a torment for a person who longs for quietness and poor sleep quality. This night, Qiu Xiaoqiu suffered from insomnia again. Accompanied by the snoring of his roommate, he was thinking wildly. Is it because I can't sleep because I can't sleep, or because I can't sleep because I can't sleep...

Qiu Xiaoqiu turned over, closed his eyes, and hypnotized himself.But Li Hanlin's snoring became louder and louder!

He sat up all of a sudden, grabbed a roll of paper beside him and wanted to throw it at Li Hanlin, but he hesitated again. If he smashed it down, Li Hanlin would definitely wake up, and maybe it would hurt people, sighed With a deep breath, he pulled down a few frames of paper and formed a ball, smashing it at Li Hanlin, hoping that he would calm down...

......

When he woke up the next morning, when he was in the "ocean" of paper balls, Li Hanlin was stunned for a full minute. Could it be that he had a habit of playing paper balls in his sleep in the middle of the night?

Sun Xiao woke Xiaoqiu up. The latter still looked like he didn't have enough sleep, his hair was disheveled, and he was sitting on the bed in a daze wrapped in a quilt.

Sun Xiao smiled and coaxed: "Get up quickly, I'll make you a cup of coffee today, you go wash up first, I'll make warm water for you, it's cold, don't be lazy and just use cold water in the future!"

Xiaoqiu put on her clothes obediently, climbed out of bed, brushed her hair and said to Li Hanlin, "I'm afraid you don't have enough toilet paper, so I sent you some in the middle of the night, don't be too moved."

Li Hanlin slapped his thigh, grinned and said, "Brother, you are too polite. You know my toilet paper is used up quickly, so you specially brought it here." After speaking, he opened the paper balls one by one, smoothed them, and put them beside the pillow , plan to continue to use in the future.

All jokes aside, Li Hanlin went to the store to buy Xiaoqiu a bag of hot milk during the break of morning self-study, Xiaoqiu took it cheerfully, Li Hanlin patted Xiaoqiu's head, feeling very relieved, after drinking the milk, it was another Qiu Xiaoqiu, whom everyone loves.

The author has something to say: "It doesn't matter if you can't escape, it doesn't matter if things go against your wishes, and it doesn't matter who is who." —— Po Lei

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