Nezha Breeding Manual

Chapter 68 Disappointment

Pushing open the door of the north attic of Huaxing Pavilion, a large piece of faint and hazy starlight spreads out in front of you immediately.

Everything here is the same as when she left, even the bamboo slip book that was half-read and left on the table has not changed, and it still stays where she was reading it.It seemed like she would be back at any moment, sitting at the table and continuing to pick it up and finish it.

The tabletop was clean and spotless, and there was still a bunch of white and fragrant pear blossoms in the bottle, as if it had just been cut from a tree and placed here.

Ye Wanqiu looked at the room furnishings in front of him, and suddenly had the illusion that he just came back after leaving the door.

Although in terms of her timeline, it's not a big problem to say that, but...

She held Nezha's hand tightly, looked at him guiltily, and asked cautiously, "How long has it been empty here?"

His long eyelashes opened and closed for a few moments, half-hidden by the dim light, his eyes and voice were gray: "67 years."

Although for the long lifespan of the fairy god, this time is just a moment, it is not worth mentioning at all.But when she wasn't there, immortality was a total curse, and every year was a torment.

Ye Wanqiu was stunned for a moment, his thoughts were completely blank for a moment, and he could only stare blankly at the other party.It wasn't until Nezha pulled her into his arms that she finally came to her senses, put her arms around his waist, and repeated over and over again: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry..."

His hands were very cold, with the temperature of cold fog and ice flowers in the cold winter, and they slid from Ye Wanqiu's neckline to the butterfly bone on his back. When he spoke, his voice trembled uncontrollably: "I've been waiting for you , Waiting. The ancestor told me back then that you are closely related to the world. So I have thought many times, is it because of the chaos in the world that you disappeared.”

Speaking of this, his hand gently stroking Ye Wanqiu's back suddenly stopped, and he pressed a clear and cold kiss to the side of her neck: "Does it mean that as long as I kill them all, you won't disappear?"

"He...they?" Ye Wanqiu was a little frightened by his words, subconsciously remembered those monsters who were all killed in Xunling City, and immediately hugged each other tightly, "Don't think about those, Nezha. I'm already here now Don't think about that."

"Then you will always be here?"

This question made Ye Wanqiu unable to answer for a moment.She knew that what Nezha wanted was "I will", but she also knew very well that she would not.

In the millennia to come, she couldn't be by his side all the time, let alone make promises easily.She was afraid that what she promised again and again would only get Nezha's disappointment again and again.

Of course she knows that as long as she tells the whole story, Nezha will definitely find a way for her to stay forever no matter the cost.But this is exactly what she is afraid of. No one can change the established trajectory of history. She wants to guard Nezha, and even more so, the future 3000 years later.

In the end, Ye Wanqiu buried her head in his neck, rubbing his temples affectionately: "I never thought of leaving you."

He put his arms around the person in his arms, looked at her with his eyebrows down, and wiped her face back and forth with his fingertips: "It's just that you can't help it, right? You can't promise me, let alone promise that you will be with me forever. Because You know you can't."

The boy's face against the light was still beautiful, but it was covered with a palpitating haze.The blurred light and shadow blunted the astonishment in his face, and instead brought out all the sharpness and anger suppressed in his expression.

"Nezha..."

"Can you do it?"

"Nezha, I really never thought about leaving..."

"You didn't answer my question!" He pressed on step by step, pinching her chin with his fingers and pinching her to look up, looking straight into his eyes, gritting his teeth to control his anger and restlessness that was almost out of control, "Stay forever , can you promise me?"

Ye Wanqiu stared blankly at him, feeling that Nezha's emotions seemed to have been driven to a dead end at the moment, only a sliver of rationality was still precariously maintained.

She really knows Nezha too well, and she also knows that his calm and self-restraint has never been a dead and silent snowfield so sealed that he can be provoked at will.There are countless scorching flames living under that layer of severe cold ice, and all creatures who violate his bottom line will pay the price for it.

Now the entire layer of ice collapsed, only a few words away from her.

"I, I thought about..."

"But you know you can't." Nezha finished speaking for her coldly, all the sullenness, disappointment, and sincere and fragile expectations on his face disappeared, leaving only a frightening expressionless face.

"Nezha..." Before she could finish her sentence, she exclaimed from the coolness on her shoulders.

"That's right." He tore Ye Wanqiu's clothes indifferently. The thin fabric was not as good as a cloud in his hands, and it burst open with a light force, revealing the white and clean skin under the cover. You didn't make it, and you didn't want it. So, I don't really blame you, do I?"

Ye Wanqiu watched his movements in disbelief, and felt that more and more skin was torn apart to reveal it, and the coldness surged up from the place he touched, which made her start to feel a little uncontrollable. trembling.

Part of it was because of the cold, and part of it was because of Nezha's completely contradictory words and deeds, which were similar to schizophrenia, and made him tremble.

She wanted to hug him, but he clamped her hands and pushed her against the wide soft couch beside her.He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but he leaned over and oppressed him, sealed his mouth in retaliation, and was forced to accept those cathartic biting and kisses that were not at all tender.

The warm clothes were torn off inch by inch by Nezha, and piled up messily and loosely around her slender waist, like a handful of freshly fallen snow, pure white and innocent.

His pupils were pitch black, with not half an inch of light showing through.It was obviously dark to the extreme, but it was more like burning than when it was golden, and the cold lotus scent on her body was also very strong, so violent that it flooded into Ye Wanqiu's sense of smell almost violently, stopping her breathing that had lost its rhythm .

In the past, the scent that could easily protect her from the complex scents of countless creatures, and made her extremely at ease and dependent, now became the culprit of her drowning.

The cold held her back everywhere, making Ye Wanqiu feel dizzy, everything in the five senses was countless bubbles that were so vain that they couldn't catch them, and they burst and flew away before they fell into reality.

The cold and callused fingertips rubbed against her beautifully shaped collarbone, gently hooking the knot of the last piece of clothing on her body, but did not untie it immediately, only sticking to her waist through the clothing The line hovers.

Nezha raised his head from her neck, the neckline was also open and messy, his black hair fell down, and wrapped around Ye Panqiu's waist and abdomen, which was only left with a thin layer of underwear. Touching her, said hoarsely: "Marry me."

"I'll give you whatever you want."

"I will guard you and protect you for thousands of years, and I will only have you in my life."

"Since I was a child, no one has dared to touch me, not even approached.

You are different. "

"You are the beginning of my life.

It is also the past. "

"So my present and future can only be you."

He lightly touched Ye Wanqiu's lips, which had been bitten and turned bright red, his eyes were filled with emptiness that was about to collapse, but he was terribly focused, imprinting her appearance clearly, and his voice was so low that it was close to temptation: "Marry me ,OK?"

"marry me."

Maybe that paper marriage letter and a ceremony really can't change the fact that she will still be affected by the turmoil in the world, but at least it can make him feel at ease.It can prove that the person in front of him really belongs to him.

The delicate kisses fell on the shoulders and neck, and Ye Wanqiu was tortured by the two hoarse arguments in his mind, almost going crazy.She grabbed Nezha's messy clothes, so hard that her knuckles were almost white, she was clearly full of desires, but she still couldn't open her mouth.Countless complex emotions rolled and tore in her chest, and rushed up her throat, with a strong bitterness, forcing tears to gush from the corners of her eyes.

OK, we're married.

She answered in her heart a thousand times, ten thousand times.

However, after speaking, what came out in a hoarse voice was: "I will definitely. But, wait a little longer, okay, Nezha."

The boy whose name was called suddenly stopped all his movements, straightened his body and looked at her, his eyes froze to the point of oppression: "How long will it take?"

He stared at Ye Wanqiu, and after he couldn't get an answer for a moment, he chuckled lightly, and said in a bone-piercing voice, "You don't know either."

After finishing speaking, Nezha suddenly stood up and tidied up the clothes that had just been ripped apart. From his expression to his eyes, there was a layer of stinging sarcasm, bluffing to cover up the loneliness that was about to collapse: "Marry me and you will marry me!" Did it make you so painful and embarrassing?!"

"No, that's not the case." Ye Wanqiu got up from the soft couch in a panic, her long hair was loose, she only had time to gather up her outer shirt, and held Nezha's hand tightly, "Nezha, it's not that I don't want to, it's just... ...It's just not now, we all wait a little longer. I promise you, I will marry you. I promise, I promise, you trust me, okay? You trust me, Nezha..."

As she spoke, she was forced to cry uncontrollably in the end, holding Nezha and crying until she couldn't even speak clearly, her fingertips scratched the embroidery pattern on his clothes, and the ends of her eyes were red with tears.

Nezha looked down at her with a grim expression, and the half-dressed girl was still tear-stained, looking at her with an indescribable evil thought.He looked away and listened to her indiscriminately crying in silence. Finally, when she said "I love you" intermittently, his whole body trembled slightly, and he put his arms around her waist: "Don't cry."

After a long silence, he finally sighed: "I will wait for you, no matter how long, as long as what you say is true. But I want to know why."

why?

Because she has no choice, neither she nor Nezha can afford the consequences of disrupting history.What's more, her mother and many friends are still there after 3000 years, so she has no way to give it a go.

After waiting for a while, Nezha let go of Ye Wanqiu, put her clothes back on, fastened her belt, and lowered her eyelashes. Instead of looking at her, Nezha asked, "Can't you tell me?"

"I……"

"Then is what you said true? You are willing to marry me."

"It's true, every sentence is true, I didn't lie to you, I really didn't." Ye Wanqiu nodded vigorously, clutching his clothes tightly with both hands, and spilled all the tears on Nezha's hands, scorching him. Too much.

"I see." He said, reaching out his hand to wipe away her tears, "I still have something to do, I have to go to the barracks first, you should rest first, Ancient God Wei Li and the others should come back later."

Ye Wanqiu instinctively wanted to keep him, but then remembered that he was really busy all the time, this time when the incident in Xunling was over, he had to report to the Emperor of Heaven, so he couldn't stay for long.

"Then, then don't be angry." She took Nezha's hand, stroked her face, tilted her head and kissed his palm lightly, "Don't be angry."

Nezha looked at her darkly for a few seconds, hummed without emotion, and withdrew his hand: "Let's go first."

Ye Wanqiu watched him quickly disappear at the door, the cloak she had worn on her before was still scattered on the soft couch, it was as red as a puddle of half-coagulated blood.

He is still angry.It didn't take much effort to guess, it could be seen from his attitude.

Ye Wanqiu sat back down on the bed, holding the cloak in his arms, and stared at the silver-gray-blue spots on the ground in bewilderment.

They have been together for more than 200 years, and they have almost never quarreled, and Nezha has never said a serious word to her.Even if there is a disagreement sometimes, it's just a short dispute and it's over, and the one who gives in is usually Nezha, so his perfunctory and indifference just now makes Ye Wanqiu feel very sad.

But in the final analysis, it was because he hurt him first.

She buried her head in the soft fabric in pain, and the warm tears melted into the fabric one after another, making her a little out of breath.

Why is she so passively found by the man in white every time?

If he can find himself, can he also take the initiative to find him?

As long as he is resolved, there will be no such separation and quarrel anymore?

Ye Wanqiu curled up on the soft couch, hugged her knees, raised her head from the cloak, tried her best to suppress the hatred and various chaotic impulses in her mind, and carefully sorted out the information she had received from the man in white.

She remembered that the other party said more than once, "You actually have such redundant emotions", "If I die, you can't escape" and so on.

That means that she does have some connection with him, and theoretically speaking, she should be as emotionless as the other party.

She looked at her hand, a faint white light lingered, and the transparent and bright crystallization began to spread from the fingertips.

Her real body is a stone, then, so is the man in white?Because it is a stone, it should not have the emotions of normal creatures?

This is not right.

She is not the only stone in the six worlds who has become a spirit, a fairy, and a demon. They also have emotions, emotions, sorrows, joys, sorrows, and joys. Why doesn't this pretender go to them?

Or……

Ye Wanqiu suddenly remembered the alien species.

They are not within the Six Realms, but no one has ever actually seen them. All the information is only vaguely handed down from ancient legends.

Could she be an alien?

If so, what would God Realm do to her?

And what Nezha said just now, what she said, she is closely related to the world.She disappeared because of the chaos in the world.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems to be the case.

She came to the Shang Dynasty from modern times because the gate of breaking the boundary frequently appeared in the modern world.Then the Battle of the Conferred Gods, and then the violence/chaos caused by the demons who stole human beliefs.

Every time there is a big problem in the world, she will disappear.

But... why?

"What the hell am I?" She stared at the transparent spar in her hand, suddenly waved her hand angrily, and the sharp white light swept away, cutting off and scratching everything around her.

……

Ever since Nezha left Huaxing Pavilion that day, the two of them had hardly spoken to each other.As of today, it has been almost a month.

During the period, she also went to the military camp to find him several times, but each time she just sat down and left.Nezha's attitude has also changed subtly. Although I can't tell what is wrong, it is indeed different from before.

Even sometimes when seeing his cold side face due to the lack of expression, Ye Wanqiu couldn't say the words that had been prepared for a long time, and could only say: "Then you are busy first, I'm going back."

Nezha nodded, the expression between his brows and eyes remained unchanged, as cold as ice: "I'll see you off."

"No need. I have been here so many times, so there is no need to send it off. I can just go back by myself."

In the past, he would have insisted on sending Ye Wanqiu to the edge of the Realm of Eternal Night, but now he only hesitated for a moment and stopped talking about anything else, let alone sending her off.Instead, Xiao Qiming, the leader of the Southern Camp, saw that she was alone these few times, and sent her outside the barrier when he had time.

When leaving for the last time, Xiao Qiming suddenly asked: "The last general has the guts to ask God Envoy Ye if he quarreled with the marshal?"

Ye Wanqiu froze for a moment: "Huh?"

"Marshal seems to be in a worse mood these days than when you were practicing in seclusion. Everyone's life is getting worse." He said softly helplessly,

She blinked and smiled a little forcedly: "That's it."

It turned out that after he disappeared for decades, others thought that he had gone into seclusion.

But it seemed that he really didn't want to see himself, and even dragged other innocent people into it.

Thinking of this, Ye Wanqiu no longer went to the barracks to look for him, and every time Wei Li and Song Lu asked her to go, they just made excuses and let it go.

A few days later, Nezha suddenly took the initiative to ask Ying to go to the lower realms to the remaining half-demon lands, with the intention of not returning to the God Realm unless all the remaining evils were wiped out.

Ye Wanqiu heard this, but before she recovered completely, Taiyi summoned her to Yuan Miao's realm, and the first sentence she said was: "I think everything will be settled when you come back this time, why do you think you are the same as me?" different?"

Holding the tea, Ye Wanqiu looked at Suchen and Minghuang, and then at Taiyi: "What?"

"You and the third prince, it's been almost a month, why are you still so stiff?" Su Chen looked at her indifferently and said.

"Oh..." She put down her teacup and clasped her fingers uncomfortably, "He has been busy, so I haven't seen much."

"Then you can go to the barracks to find him." Ming Huang said.

"Let's talk about it, he's going to the lower realm now, and he doesn't know whether he wants to see me or not."

Suchen and Minghuang looked at each other, and said with a light smile, "If you've seen him helplessly waiting for you every day for more than 60 years, you won't think so."

"That's different." Ye Wanqiu replied dully, "This matter is my fault, and he should be angry with me."

"Nezha and you, I probably know about it. The ancestors saw that you came from an unusual background and are closely related to the world. Now it seems that it is really the case. Once there is chaos in the world, you will disappear." Taiyi slowly Said, "It's just that this is not your fault, and Nezha will never get angry with you because of this. All he cares about is your attitude. Why don't you give him an explanation of rejection?"

She was silent for a long while, and her heart was instantly heavy to the point of collapsing when this topic was brought up, and her voice was soft: "I don't want to lie to him, but I don't know how to say it."

"What are your difficulties?" Taiyi asked gently.

"I just...can't say it." Ye Wanqiu held the teacup tightly, so hard that it was close to numb pain.

"What are you afraid of?" Suchen stared at her sharply.

Ye Wanqiu bit his lip, and didn't let go until he felt a faint smell of blood seep into his mouth.

Perhaps the depression and torture during this period of time had finally accumulated to a point where she could no longer bear it. After struggling for a long time in near despair, she finally asked with difficulty: "It is said that the ancient god Su Chen can observe the stars. , Peek into the future. Have you tried to change the future in the past?"

He was slightly stunned for a moment: "No. The reason why the future can be called the future is because whether it is intentional or not, you will inevitably go down that road. Changing the future is very dangerous and almost impossible thing."

Speaking of this, he seemed to realize something: "Could it be that you already know what the future holds for you and the third prince?"

"No. I just know that I really can't promise him at this time. "

That seems to be close to ten.

Taiyi looked at her for a moment, as if he just met her for the first time: "So, where have you been for the past 60 years?"

Ye Wanqiu shook his head, and answered half vaguely and half clearly: "I haven't been anywhere. For me, I have neither impression nor feeling for the past 60 years."

"I can't tell Nezha these things. Because once he knows, what will he do, what will be the consequences..."

"Then you can't let him know." Suchen said calmly.He is the God of Night, and he is most aware of the consequences of disrupting the future.

"Although strictly speaking, the future is just a trend, and it has its own tolerance and adaptability to variables. But that does not mean that it can be interfered or even modified arbitrarily. You did nothing wrong."

"Maybe." Ye Wanqiu frowned, shook his head and replied, "But Nezha...it's my fault after all."

Taiyi pondered for a few seconds, and said: "You can't say that, you just have to."

"Well, let me talk to Nezha over there. As for you..."

He twirled his beard and said, "After a while, you can go to the Dian Ruins for me. The God Lord Zhaoyuan there has some kind of friendship with me. His birthday is coming soon, so you can bring me a gift when the time comes. Let's go out for a walk."

"Yes."

Ye Wanqiu responded in a low voice, and soon left Yuan Miao's realm.

Ming Huang looked at the direction she left, and looked sideways at his brother: "Do you really think she can predict the future?"

"She didn't say it directly, but she didn't deny it either. This may be one of the restrictions she has been subjected to." Suchen replied, her eyes fell on the tea, as if thinking, "Besides, she also said that in the past 60 years , she has no impression or feeling. Perhaps for her, the past 60 years simply did not exist."

"You mean, time is missing?"

"Or time jump." Taiyi said, "She is different from ordinary creatures, if that's the case, it's not surprising to know this."

"It is closely related to the human world. Once there is a big turmoil in the human world, it will disappear." Ming Huang thought, and suddenly laughed, "What is she?"

"No matter what it is, she and Nezha are the turning point that the ancestor himself said back then."

The author has something to say: I don't know how many people are still there after being delayed for so long a while ago.

However, everyone must pay attention to precautions recently and protect themselves.

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