The editor is always teasing me gl

Qin Yichun's hand was very warm.But Yan Beiqi didn't take the initiative to hold it back, but just let her hold it.

She didn't know what kind of state she was in at this moment, she was in a mess, she seemed to want to grasp something, and she seemed to want to give up something, but another voice told her that she couldn't admit defeat.

Then, she couldn't help wondering if she would bring a burden to Qin Yichun, or if she had already brought it.

After all, Qin Yizhen was also very busy, and had to write something, and he was already devastated by it.

Could he have caused her trouble by hanging her like this? It's just that she was hindered by some reasons, so...

Just like this, I am still whimsical, thinking about chasing her or something when I get better.It's good enough not to cause trouble for others.

Thinking about it like this, Yan Beiqi felt flustered.

"I'm sorry..." Yan Beiqi inexplicably said these three words again.

After Qin Yichun noticed her slightly curled fingers, he stretched out his hand and patted her back lightly, and led her to sit aside.

"You really didn't apologize to me for anything." Qin Yichun stretched out his hand to smooth her brow.

Afterwards, Qin Yichun held her hand and said softly: "Bei Qi, let me tell you, I have an idea. That is, after the new year, and in the summer, let's go together once Those places mentioned in "On the way". I kind of miss those places, but this time I don't want to go alone, because I'm so lonely, I want you to go with me, okay?"

"Those places in the book..." Yan Beiqi raised his eyes and looked at her.

"Hmm! To be honest, when I went alone, I sometimes felt quite boring in the middle of the journey. I wanted to share it with anyone, but no one could share it. So, I had to record it in words and accompany me with words. Myself." Qin Yichun looked at her thumb wrapped around the Band-Aid, then stared at her again.

Yan Beiqi opened his lower lip: "Share?"

"Yeah!" Qin Yizhen nodded, "I am a person who likes to share very much. No matter what it is, I like it. Look at my circle of friends and Weibo, and I like to post everything. Haha, I don't care Whether others are willing to read it or not. I just feel that I have to express it to be happy. Then, I also like to watch what others share."

Yan Beiqi looked at her, without making a sound, and slowly lowered his head again.

"That time, after you secretly photographed me, didn't you post it on your Moments? Although I pissed you off in the comments, saying that your shots were poor, I was actually quite happy. I pissed you off at the time, not really. You, probably because of my arrogance." After Qin Yichun finished speaking, he scratched his hair embarrassingly.

"Are you happy?" Yan Beiqi raised his head again and looked at her.

"That's right! If you can send it out, it will make me feel that I have really entered your life and been in contact with you. Tell me, can I be unhappy?" Qin Yizhen continued to laugh after finishing speaking with.

"I am a very simple person. If you give me your heart and soul, I will give you my heart and soul. If you show me your true self, I will show you your true self. And I enjoy this kind of life very much. You Do you know why I was angry a few times before?" Qin Yichun asked.

Yan Beiqi shook his head.

"Because you hide and hide and don't give me a chance to contact you, but I have already regarded you as a friend. What is a friend? A friend is to be happy together when you are happy, and to say it when you are unhappy. After crying, continue Let's say hello, shall we?" After Qin Yichun finished speaking, he tapped his fingers on the back of Yan Beiqi's hand intermittently.

"I'm worse..." Yan Beiqi frowned.

"It doesn't exist. It's not bad, don't feel that everyone despises you. If I despise you, I won't be here, you know?" After Qin Yichun finished speaking, he took a deep breath, then raised his hand and turned over On the table he brought his own food, from which bananas were taken, and grapes.

"Bei Qi, do you want to eat?" Qin Yichun put his hands on his knees and asked her sideways.

Yan Beiqi looked at those things, a little numbly, then lowered his head and sat in a daze, but he didn't speak at all.

Some people are depressed because they overeat, some people can't eat anything, and some people have the two situations alternately, and she belongs to the kind who doesn't bother to eat anything.No desire for food intake.If it's at home, if she's alone, she can probably go two or three days without food.

but……

She turned her head and looked at Qin Yichun. On that face, there was a kind of expectation for herself.

Then, Yan Beiqi reached out to touch the grapes: "This is quite delicious."

"Then I'll wash it for you! Although it's not in season, I tasted it, and it's very sweet, like rock sugar." After Qin Yichun said with a smile, he took the grapes to wash.

Hearing the sound of rushing water, Yan Beiqi stood up, intending to help her wash, but when he turned his head and looked out the window, he stopped again.

Looking at the sun suddenly, it felt a little dazzling, so Yan Beiqi blocked it with his hand on his forehead.

It was another day, and she was alive and breathing.

Originally, she was still thinking yesterday that if she was successful, she would not have to see the world again today.Another world, should be very comfortable.

And now she started wondering where she was, if she wasn't in this world now.

I don't know, maybe it's in a place where there is no consciousness and no dreams.

Is it that good, or is it good now...

As a person, do you only have these two choices?

"Okay, let's eat!" At this moment, Qin Yichun appeared in front of Yan Beiqi with the washed grapes.

Looking up at Qin Yichun who was standing beside him tearing off his sleeves and smiling sweetly, Yan Beiqi felt ashamed of what he thought just now.

Teacher Qin is looking forward to her early recovery, but she is still thinking about such a problem, how can it be?

"Thank you, Teacher Qin." Yan Beiqi nodded, then stretched out his hand to pinch a grape, put it in his mouth and bit it, then turned his head left and right, and threw the peeled off skin into the trash can, " tasty."

"Thank you...I want to eat too." After drying his hands with a paper towel, Qin Yichun sat down next to Yan Beiqi, and then reached out for a grape.

As a result, the hands trembled accidentally, so the grapes jumped and fled to the ground.

"Oh... don't you give me something to eat..." Qin Yichun pulled the stool away, picked it up, and threw it into the trash can talking to himself.

"If you're not good, then hit it." At this time, Yan Beiqi took one, handed it to Qin Yichun, and looked up at her.

Qin Yichun was slightly stunned, and after receiving it in his hand, he laughed.

Although she was still concise when she spoke, it seemed that there was still a slight change.

After eating some fruit, Qin Yichun and Yan Beiqi went down to a place led by the medical staff, and then sat down to play sandbox games.

This is a psychological game suitable for all ages. The bottom of the sandbox is blue and filled with fine sand. There is also a wooden locker in the room with various small toys on it.There are aircraft tanks, flowers, grass, trees, houses and people, etc.

People who play games, can use them to create a small world in the sandbox.

Qin Yichun looked at the other patients in the room, and then turned his head to look at those toys and sandboxes, and felt that those looked a little like some current mobile phone simulation games.

Then, Yan Beiqi started to get the toys.

After returning, Yan Beiqi began to create her world in the sandbox.

At first, she just put a standing figure in the center, and then it stopped moving.

Later, after thinking about it, she put the villain aside again, and then separated the sand from one third to form an isolated island and a piece of land.

After placing the villain on the island, she placed some rocks, school grass, tanks and planes and various other things around it.Anyway, everything is stuffed there.

After releasing it, she thought about it and added a small bridge between the island and another piece of land.Next to the small bridge, some starfish, shells, sharks and so on are randomly placed.

Then when she came to land, she put down a house in the north, put down a table and a chair in front of the house, and continued her creation seriously.

Qin Yichun stood beside the doctor quietly watching her make troubles, and did not make a sound to disturb her train of thought.

The texture of sand feels very comfortable to Yan Beiqi.The game is also very comfortable.If there is something that is not done well, it doesn't matter, it can be rebuilt with a light push without any hindrance.

It feels like going back to my childhood.

She created a small, beautiful world.

Then she put another little figure on a chair by the front table of the cabin.

But not long after, she took the young man away again, and put a gray-haired old lady there.

Why?This person is her, right?Qin Yichun looked at the smiling old lady.She'd like to see herself live to that point, wouldn't she?

Qin Yichun's gaze has been following the movements of her hands, thinking about what kind of thoughts these movements reflect.

Afterwards, Yan Beiqi thought for a while, and added another chair beside the table.

After adding, she took an old lady again.After hanging her hand in the air, she froze for a few seconds before she placed the old lady on the newly added chair.

This is... this newly added old lady... who is it?Qin Yizhen was watching intently, but saw Yan Beiqi with his hands behind his back, and slowly turned his head to look at her.

Her face was still pale, her eye sockets were sunken, and her lip lines were obvious.

After looking at Qin Yichun for two seconds, she quickly turned her head away as if fleeing, reached out and picked up the old lady Xinjia.

"Hey..." Qin Yichun couldn't sit still.

But the doctor pulled her arm.

Yan Beiqi picked up the old lady, held it in his hand, and held it in front of his eyes for a long time.It seemed like she had had a great ideological struggle, and then she slowly let it go.

"Okay." Finally, Yan Beiqi said two words.

"Wait..." After finishing speaking, Yan Beiqi stretched out his hand and paused in the air, then reached out to the small island that was originally made, and picked up the villain standing among a lot of messy things, "Okay gone."

After that, the doctor conducted a series of analyzes on her behavior process and the final completed works.I talked a lot, from the color of the objects she picked to the placement, to her repeated modification behavior, etc., I said a lot.

Qin Yichun summed it up, and probably understood that there were repeated contradictions in her heart, but she knew very well what was good and what was not.It's just harder to get out.

She needs company, and she also has the consciousness of wanting to get along with others peacefully.Qin Yizhen doesn't know whether that old lady represents himself, but Qin Yizhen will try his best to become that person and accompany her.

At lunch time, Yan Beiqi ordered fried pork with mushrooms and garlic lettuce, added a bowl of soup, and then sat down with Qin Yichong.

Qin Yichun didn't know what he wanted to eat, so he simply ordered the same thing, and added a piece of sausage by the way.

"Let me taste the taste here." Qin Yichun rubbed his hands together, then picked up the chopsticks, and put a piece of meat in his mouth.

She is a carnivorous animal. If there is no meat in a meal and only vegetables, she will feel that she is not complete even if she eats it.

After that, Qin Yizhen ate another piece of lettuce and said: "As expected, no matter where or who cooks the dishes, they are better than me."

Yan Beiqi, who was drinking soup, stopped the spoon when he heard it, and looked up at her: "Who said that?"

"Huh? Isn't it? I really have no eyes to see what I did." Qin Yizhen continued to sigh.

"Where..." Yan Beiqi shook his head while holding the handle of the spoon.

"Even Qianzi said that even if she starves to death, she doesn't want to be poisoned to death by me. As a foodie, she is determined not to eat what I cook." Qin Yichun said, then grabbed another piece of meat and threw it into her mouth.

"I'll eat." After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he looked at her with firm eyes.

After hearing this, Qin Yichun unconsciously slowed down his chewing speed, held the chopsticks and looked at her, then swallowed: "Don't force yourself."

"It's not forced. I like to eat everything that Teacher Qin makes." Yan Beiqi's voice was soft, but also seemed to be a little apprehensive.

"Good! Haha, I suddenly have confidence in myself." Qin Yizhen clapped his hands.

"Well, you must have confidence." Yan Beiqi nodded along with her words.

"However, don't you really think that what I make is terrible? What I make is completely inferior to what you do." Qin Yichun said again.

"I can cook..." Yan Beiqi seemed to have just remembered that he still possessed such a skill.

After all, after living alone, she seldom does those things by herself.Moreover, it often happens that the ingredients are bought but left untouched until the food starts to deteriorate, and then they are taken out and thrown away.

Then in the past two days, it seems that I have almost forgotten that I know those things.

"Yes, your cooking is delicious. The first time I ate your beef loaf, I felt really delicious. But I was not satisfied at all. You should make more for me in the future." Qin Yi Chun finished speaking and smiled.

"Okay." Yan Beiqi nodded upon hearing this, "Wait for me...after I go out, tell me what Teacher Qin wants to eat."

"Okay, pull the hook!" Qin Yichun raised his little finger and stretched it out towards her.

Yan Beiqi was stunned for a while, then put down his chopsticks, stretched out his hand, and pulled her down.

"However, it may still be a bit difficult to go bankrupt. I still have a lot of money." Yan Beiqi said thoughtfully after withdrawing his hand.

There is quite a lot of money at the moment... This statement is really, it's so fun.To be honest, Qin Yichun felt that Yan Beiqi was the most serious and lovable person among the people he came into contact with.

"Okay, eat quickly." Qin Yichun stretched out his hand and pointed at the dinner plate.

"Yeah. The biscuits made by Teacher Qin are also delicious, but they are so cute that I can't bear to bite them down." Yan Beiqi felt as if a window had opened in his mind, and the cookies poured in one after another. Some fun and wonderful memories of life.

"Can't you bear it? If you can't bear it, then you're still there and you'll be done with it. When I went to see it the next day, I found that there was only one empty box left. I thought it was stolen by a mouse." In the end, it was you, the mouse." Qin Yichun smiled.

Yan Beiqi couldn't help shaking his head with a smile after listening to it: "Because it's really delicious, I can't help it. Sometimes my self-control ability is quite poor. I also have a partial eclipse. If I like it, I aim to eat it, and if I don't like it, I don't like it." I’m too lazy to move. For example, pork, the only thing I can accept is pork rib soup.”

As said on the Internet, Yan Beiqi's depression in the morning will be more serious, and at noon, it will unknowingly get better.

Moreover, this is Yan Beiqi's most natural smile so far today.Talking is no longer always jumping out word by word, it seems to be more talkative.

However, Yan Beiqi is indeed a partial eclipse.

Qin Yichun looked down, and saw that in the plate of fried meat with mushrooms in front of Yan Beiqi, all the mushrooms had been picked out and eaten, and only a pile of meat was left there.

"Fool, sometimes, it's better not to be too picky about eclipses." Qin Yichun said so, but picked the mushrooms from the dish that he hadn't touched much to Yan Beiqi, really like a parent .

Yan Beiqi felt that her mind was indeed cleared up a lot at the moment, she looked at the blue color in Qin Yichun's eyes, and couldn't help asking: "Has Teacher Qin had a good rest recently?"

"Yes, yes, don't worry." Qin Yizhen replied hastily.

"Then, what about the novel, did you get any inspiration?" Yan Beiqi continued to ask.

"Take it slowly." Qin Yichun finished speaking, and smiled, "I think it's better not to be too hasty. The more urgent you are, the harder it is to write this stuff."

Yan Beiqi nodded after listening.

After a while, Yan Beiqi looked at Qin Yichun again: "If Teacher Qin suddenly has inspiration or something, you don't need to come to see me, just write it at home."

"It's okay. If I get inspiration, I'll write it here. By the way, I can show you what is not very good and needs to be changed." Qin Yizhen shook his head.

"Yes." So Yan Beiqi nodded again.

After eating and going back, it is lunch break time.

After letting Yan Beiqi lie on the bed, Qin Yichun sat beside him and flipped through the books he brought.What she brings are very sunny books.

"Is Teacher Qin sleepy?" Lying on the bed, Yan Beiqi looked at her.

Qin Yichun turned his head away, saw Yan Beiqi lying there, and wanted to rub her head.

"Not sleepy. I want to read a book for a while. Can you close your eyes and sleep?" Qin Yichun asked.

"Okay." After finishing speaking, Yan Beiqi closed his eyes.

She folded her hands under her head, her hair hung down on her chest, her long eyelashes drooped down, and she looked very cute.

However, not long after, Yan Beiqi opened his eyes again, looking at Qin Yichun.

When Qin Yichun was reading a book, he put one hand under his chin and tilted his head slightly, very cute.I never thought that I would know such a girl.

After reading the book for a while, Qin Yichun raised his head and found that the guy opened his eyes again at some point and was looking at him motionless, so he closed the book.

"If you don't behave well, you will be beaten." Qin Yizhen pretended to be fierce.

So, Yan Beiqi withdrew his eyes in embarrassment, and then closed his eyes again.

However, Teacher Qin still doesn't look fierce at all.Like a kitten pretending to be a tiger.

The moment he closed his eyes, Yan Beiqi's lips rose slightly.

But after that, Qin Yichun couldn't see it anymore.Always watching and watching, his eyes drifted to Yan Beiqi again.For a while, I wondered if she had a nightmare, and for a while, I wondered whether her body hurts now, and whether she would have nausea.Then she wondered if she would suddenly be in a bad mood after waking up.

During the more than two months of knowing each other, she just watched Yan Beiqi gradually lose weight from a normal person to this appearance, and she hadn't paid much attention to it before...

Thinking of this, Qin Yichun looked at her body line, and the tip of his nose felt a little sore.

But fortunately, when Yan Beiqi woke up, everything was still normal.

Then, Qin Yichun accompanied her to paint.

"Let's do this first, I'll draw you, you draw me, and we'll look at each other after we finish drawing, how about that?" Qin Yichun proposed with a drawing book and pen.

"Okay." Yan Beiqi nodded, and then added confidently, "I can write beautifully, and I should be able to draw."

After Qin Yichun listened, he smiled. After that, he looked at Yan Beiqi for a while, and lowered his head to draw on the paper.

However, Qin Yizhen's paintings are ugly and crooked, like the works of kindergarten children.Can not bear to look.The main reason is that in order to highlight Yan Beiqi's long hair, she can paint the hair vigorously, but as a result, she uses too much force and draws it like a female ghost.

Qin Yichun felt that it was a bit scary, so he wanted to add some cute elements to it, so he drew a bunch of small hearts next to it.But the bunch of small hearts, after being painted red by her, looked like a bunch of poisoned apples, Qin Yichun couldn't help shaking his body and laughing when he saw it.

"Ms. Qin finished the painting?" Yan Beiqi asked.

"Yeah." Qin Yichun nodded.

"Let me see?"

"No more... Okay... Hahaha, you will hate me to death!" Qin Yichun lifted up the drawing book and covered his face.

"No." Yan Beiqi shook his head.

"No, no, start over..." But just as Qin Yichun was about to tear it up, Yan Beiqi stretched out his hand and pinched the piece of paper.

Therefore, Qin Yichun had no choice but to give it to her.

"It's ugly, isn't it?" Qin Yichun asked.

Yan Beiqi looked at her from the side, shook his head, then, Yan Beiqi rolled his eyes lightly, and revealed the Qin Yichun he had drawn.

Qin Yichun was dumbfounded when he saw Yan Beiqi's painting of himself.

Who is this man with mung bean eyes, unibrowed eyebrows, hair spreading in all directions, and a body like a matchstick?

"I tried my best." Yan Beiqi looked at her and said very seriously.

"You are really good." Qin Yichun put down his pen and applauded her.

"Actually...it's not bad. You see, she has a slender body and fresh hair, as if she used Qingyang." Afterwards, Yan Beiqi pointed to her own painting and continued.

"Okay. Later..." Qin Yizhen smiled, and juxtaposed Yan Beiqi's painting of himself and Yan Beiqi's painting, "Miss Poison Apple and Qingyang Iron Fan have become the world's most beautiful Happy people."

"happiness……"

"Ah."

At around seven o'clock in the evening, Qin Yichun had to leave.Because Yan Beiqi had to lock the door at eight o'clock and take medicine.

After walking out the door, Qin Yizhen turned around and looked at her: "Okay, I'll go first, see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow." Yan Beiqi nodded, "When you get home, remember to send me a message to tell me."

"Okay, I will definitely!" Qin Yichun held the bag in front of him and nodded.

"do not forget……"

"I won't forget." Qin Yichun smiled.

"Well. I'll wait." Yan Beiqi said.

Hearing the words, Qin Yichen choked up his throat inexplicably, and continued to nod.She is concerned about herself.

After walking a few steps outside, Qin Yichun turned his head and saw Yan Beiqi was still standing there, leaning over the door frame and looking at him.

Originally it was fine, but seeing the lonely look on Yan Beiqi's face, Qin Yichun's eyes turned red for no reason.

Yan Beiqi needs herself.

Then, how did Yan Beiqi get through with no one to accompany him?

"Don't worry, I will come tomorrow, and I will accompany you. I'll go first." Qin Yizhen waved his hand.

"Okay." In the end, Yan Beiqi slowly withdrew his hand, lowered his head, thought for a moment, then raised his head again, "Let's go, leave me alone, I just... want to take a look here."

It's also good to look at the back.