The editor is always teasing me gl

When Yancheng passed by the company, he thought that someone introduced Yan Beiqi to someone again today, so he planned to talk to her about it again.

But he called Yan Beiqi's mobile phone and her office landline, but no one answered, so he got out of the car and walked in.

"Is Editor-in-Chief Yan here?" Yan Cheng asked when he walked to the office of the editorial department.

"Editor Yan...she asked for leave, didn't you know?" After the employees looked at each other, a short-haired girl asked in a low voice.

Yancheng frowned after listening, then turned and went to Yanxia's office.

Knocking on the door, before Yanxia could speak, Yancheng turned the doorknob and walked in.

"Bei Qi asked for leave?" Yancheng asked.

"Yeah, you don't know?" Yanxia raised his head from the computer and looked at him.

"Why did you ask for leave?"

"She just said she has something to do." Yanxia spread her hands.

"Can you get through her phone?" After that, Yancheng asked again.

After Yan Xia finished listening, she gave him a complicated look, then took out her mobile phone and dialed Yan Beiqi's number.

After a while, Yanxia put down the phone and shook her head: "What happened to her?"

"I'll go to her house to see her." After Yancheng finished speaking, he turned and walked out.

Yanxia looked at the back of Yancheng leaving, and quietly clenched his hands on the desk.

This kid... seems to be fine recently, but seems to be a little depressed, what will happen?

After Yancheng walked out, two girls happened to walk in front of him.

"Hey, Editor-in-Chief Yan hasn't been here for a few days...Suddenly I miss her a little bit."

"Me too, tall and beautiful, wow, speaking of which, is Editor-in-Chief Yan the same?"

"I don't know, she doesn't seem to have denied or admitted it. But she has never been in love with a man, and if she neither denies nor admits it..."

Hearing this, Yancheng coughed.

So, the two girls walking in front were too scared to speak for a moment, hurriedly said hello to Yancheng, and then slipped away.

When Yancheng walked to the elevator door, recalling what the two girls said just now, his brows became tighter and tighter.

same?she dare? !

The city in the afternoon is shrouded in sunlight, but the sunlight is still somewhat cold, so that everything looks faintly pale.

But no matter what the scenery outside was, Yan Beiqi couldn't see it.

She has closed all the windows and curtains.

She hadn't gone out for several days, and she couldn't remember exactly how many days.

A sitcom is playing on the laptop in front of him.

That movie was called The Big Bang Theory, and Yan Beiqi used to watch it a lot.Because there are some nonsensical jokes that don't seem to have any logic, it's quite relaxing to watch.

But now, looking at it, Yan Beiqi just felt that someone was moving in the picture, but couldn't find any laughing points.

She hasn't cleaned the house for several days, and the desk is also messy.All kinds of books are piled up in a haphazard manner, among which a book by Qin Yichun is placed open on top.

Her mobile phone dropped by her feet, but she didn't pick it up, it was out of battery anyway, so just put it there.Although it took only a split second to pick it up and charge it, I still didn't bother to move it.

There were two bags of instant noodles and some bloody tissues in the trash can.Yes, she had a nosebleed, probably because of the unhealthy food she ate, and even her gums were bleeding a bit.

One meal a day, today...haven't eaten yet.too lazy to eat.

The episode of The Big Bang Theory was too short. After it was over, Yan Beiqi held the mouse again and clicked on a variety show on the most popular ranking list on the video site.

She didn't pay attention to the name, and she didn't even pay attention to the host and guests shouting the program slogan several times after clicking on it.

From the beginning to the end, a group of people were chattering endlessly, inexplicably making the whole audience laugh together, not knowing what was funny at all.

So, Yan Beiqi switched again.

This time, it is a costume TV series.

But before it played for more than 1 minute, Yan Beiqi lost his patience.

After turning off the player, Yan Beiqi opened his e-mail again.

There are many manuscripts that have passed the preliminary screening.

But she can't stand it anymore, because she always jumps words, sentences and even paragraphs uncontrollably.In this way, it is impossible to analyze whether it is good or bad in relation to the context.

After a while, she suddenly dropped the mouse with a snap, then stood up and walked straight to the door.

After stretching out his hand to open the door and closing it with a bang, Yan Beiqi strode to the center of the living room, but he didn't know what he was going to do here.

She just felt uncomfortable, her whole body, from skin to tendons and bones, was sore, and it hurt even if she pinched it lightly.

After walking around the living room, Yan Beiqi only felt sick to his stomach, so he hurriedly turned around and rushed into the bathroom.

After the bathroom door was hit, it slammed into the wall with a bang, and then bounced back slowly.

Yan Beiqi squatted in front of the toilet and vomited for a long time, but in the end he didn't vomit anything, it was mostly acid water.

After several minutes, she barely stood up, closed the lid, and pressed the button.

With the sound of splashing water, she walked unsteadily to the sink, took out her toothbrush and toothpaste, and started brushing her teeth.

In the mirror, she looked lifeless and her face was dull.

After brushing her teeth, she threw the toothbrush into the cup and put it aside. She put her hands on the edge of the table, lowered her head, and let any messy hair fall down. After a while, her body began to tremble.

Sucking his nose, Yan Beiqi wanted to calm down, but he couldn't.

She didn't know why she turned into such an inhuman and ghostly appearance, as if she had been cursed.I really want to escape, I want to change, but nothing works.

Hate yourself, useless, loathed like never before, loathed more than ever.

Raising her head, she left the bathroom and walked around the room again.

There is not much popularity here, her parents hardly come here, and her friends come only occasionally.

Everything here was arranged by her, curtains, sofa covers, tablecloths, wallpapers... It sounds familiar, I don't know if they recognize her.

At this time, the doorbell rang.

Yan Beiqi paused, then turned around and walked over, opening the door.

After the door opened, Yancheng appeared in front of him.Wearing a suit and leather shoes, he still looks cold, Yan Beiqi has long been used to this look.But today, Yancheng looked extremely serious and terrifying, as if he was arresting someone.

"Have you asked for leave these days?" Yancheng stood at the door and asked her.

"En." Yan Beiqi nodded.

"Why? Also, why does the phone keep turning off?"

"Because I don't want to answer your calls." Yan Beiqi walked to the sofa and sat down, a doll rolled down from it.

After Yancheng heard this, he immediately became furious.

"Crazy! We care about you, so you don't know what to do? Who are you throwing face at?! I'm your father!" Yancheng took a step forward, pointed at her nose and cursed.

"Oh. So you are my father." Yan Beiqi nodded, and then stopped talking.

"You!" Yancheng hated seeing her like this the most. Every time he saw her, he couldn't help wanting to go up and kick her.

Then, Yan Beiqi held his forehead and smiled again: "Dad, what are you doing here, tell me, I'm listening, so don't waste your time."

"Are you the same?" Yancheng clenched his hands behind his back, and then looked at her sharply.

After hearing this, Yan Beiqi raised his eyes to look at him, and didn't speak for a long time.

"Is it the default if you don't say it?!"

"Who did you listen to?" After a long time, Yan Beiqi raised his eyebrows and asked.

"I'll just ask you, are you?" Yancheng's face became more and more serious.

"Yes or no, what does it matter to you?" Yan Beiqi was silent for a moment and asked back.

"I am your father!"

"Yes." Yan Beiqi lowered his head, looked up at him after a while, "And then?"

"If you dare to be gay, I..."

"What about you? Kill me? Or do you want to break my legs? Or, sever the relationship between father and daughter? Pick one. I'm fine." Yan Beiqi stood up while speaking, and walked in front of Yancheng.

Now, she has a feeling of drifting, and a feeling that nothing is important anymore.

"You shameless dog!" After Yan Cheng finished speaking, he raised his hand and slapped Yan Beiqi's face.

That slap was especially hard.The hot feeling on his face seemed to be engraved in the blood, spreading to his limbs.

Yan Beiqi's eyes were terribly red.Then, she pulled down the hair around her lips, looked at Yancheng, loosened and clenched her fists, like a beast ready to attack at any time.

"What evil did I do in my previous life to be such a shameful thing like you!" Yan Cheng pointed at the tip of her nose, his emotions were uncontrollable.

Yan Beiqi looked at him, and when he heard that sentence, he tilted his head, then instantly took out a fruit knife from the fruit basket on the coffee table, and held it in his hand.

"Are you crazy?!" Seeing her action, Yancheng couldn't help but took a step back.

"For the time being...not yet." Yan Beiqi approached him with a knife in his hand.

"what are you going to do?!"

"Here you are." After Yan Beiqi finished speaking, he handed the handle of the knife to Yan Cheng, "Come on, if you don't like me so much, get rid of it quickly, and give you and me a good time."

"You...are sick!" After Yancheng finished speaking, he threw the knife on the ground, then turned around, opened the door, and strode out.

The door was closed so hard that the surrounding walls seemed to vibrate.

Yan Beiqi couldn't tell if this was a dream or something that happened in reality.She just felt dizzy, weak and uncomfortable.

Bending down to pick up the fruit knife, he wiped the blade with his fingertips, bringing out a streak of blood.

Even the pain seemed to be numb.

Putting his finger into his mouth and sucking it, Yan Beiqi continued wandering aimlessly in the living room with the knife.

"You guys have been with me for so long, do you recognize me?" Yan Beiqi looked at the crystal lamp, and then turned back to the TV and the sofa.

"A dead thing that can't speak..." Yan Beiqi sat on the arm of the sofa and muttered to the air.

"Forget it..." Finally, Yan Beiqi got up and walked into the bedroom.

I hate myself like this, unprecedented, extremely annoying.

Holding the knife, she walked to the full-length mirror, raised her hand to caress her face in the mirror, and liquid overflowed and rolled down from her eyes.

Then, she took the knife, put it on her beating carotid artery, and tapped lightly.

After that, she opened the skirt again, and put the blade at the beating heart.

"You're not going to disappear suddenly, are you?"

At this moment, a sweet voice suddenly came into her mind.

No, she can't do this...

Can't……

She needs a doctor, medicine, sunshine, and cheer.

Letting go of the fruit knife, Yan Beiqi looked around, then squatted down and picked up the mobile phone that had fallen on the ground before, and then picked up the charger and data cable on the desk and went back to the bed.

After trembling fingers, he plugged the charger into the socket at the head of the bed, Yan Beiqi unplugged it and connected it to the phone.

Until the battery sign was displayed on the screen, Yan Beiqi licked his dry lips, tried hard to control his body and emotions, and waited for the phone to charge.

I don't know how long it took, but finally, the phone can be turned on.The moment the screen came into view, Yan Beiqi hurriedly opened the address book, found "Dr. Chen", and dialed it.

Listening to the beep coming from the mobile phone, Yan Beiqi clenched his teeth, clenched his fist with his left hand, and tried his best to endure himself.

"Hello?" Finally, the other party answered the phone, and a soft middle-aged female voice came over.

"Doctor Chen, it's me, I'm Yan Beiqi." After saying this, Yan Beiqi licked his lower lip and clenched his teeth again.

"Bei Qi, long time no see, how are you doing?"

"I..." After Yan Beiqi said a word, his chest seemed to be crushed by a boulder, and he couldn't say the rest.

"Bei Qi, what did you say?"

"I don't want to live anymore, what should I do..." Finally, after gritting his teeth, Yan Beiqi said it.

"Don't worry, take a deep breath, okay? Beiqi, take a deep breath, and relax little by little, okay? Where are you now?" Although Dr. Chen was a little anxious, his voice was still calm and gentle.

"I'm at home." Yan Beiqi squeezed the phone, leaned back, and turned his head to the window.

Sunlight indistinctly penetrated through the curtains, and everything in the house was still dark.

"Bei Qi, you can tell me anything you encounter. I am your friend and I will accompany you to solve the problem. Do you understand? I will accompany you to overcome any hurdles. Now you have No time? If it’s convenient, can you come to the hospital to find me now? Today is a working day, and my appointment is not full.”

"Doctor Chen, tell me the truth, am I useless, fragile, and unsuitable for this world? Survival of the fittest, people like me deserve to be eliminated? Right?" Yan Beiqi continued to ask.

"Bei Qi, don't get excited. You're not weak. You're just sick. It's the same as a cold and fever. When you're sick, your immune system declines. It's not your fault..."

"I've been throwing up...I can't stand it, there's no place in my body that's...comfortable..." Yan Beiqi interrupted the other person while pinching the phone.

After listening to Dr. Chen, he paused for a moment, and immediately said again: "Bei Qi, how about this, no matter what you are doing now, please stop what you are doing as soon as possible and come to the hospital, okay? But don't drive by yourself, take a taxi. A car is coming, immediately, I'll wait for you here."

"Doctor Chen, is it useless? I can't get better after repeated so many times, right?"

"Bei Qi, do you still have medicine? Have you taken it? It will be fine, you have to believe in yourself."

"No more, but why hasn't healed up after so long?" Yan Beiqi hugged himself, curled up on the head of the bed, trembling all over his body, cold for a while, hot for a while, there seemed to be some sharp claws in his chest It's as if her internal organs are stirring.

"Bei Qi, as long as you firmly believe that you will get better, you will really get better. There are many successful cases, so don't be discouraged. Come here now, and we will talk face to face later, okay?" Dr. Chen Continue to calm her emotions patiently.

"Okay..." In the end, Yan Beiqi uttered some hoarse syllables in his throat, and hung up the phone.

However, after she died, there were still two little people bouncing around in her heart.

"Try again," said one.

One said: "Stop doing useless work, just give up."

In the end, Yan Beiqi picked up the knife again.

After Qin Yichun arrived at Yan Beiqi's downstairs, he took out the spare key to open the door.

Fortunately, I forgot to return it last time, so it is useful today, and I don’t have to wait for someone to sneak in and out.

After taking the elevator to Yan Beiqi's floor, Qin Yichun quickly ran to her door.

After ringing the doorbell several times, no one answered, so Qin Yichun couldn't care about anything else, and opened the door by himself.

After the door opened, an inexplicable sense of oppression rushed over.

Because there are no windows open and the curtains are drawn, the light in the living room is very dim.

This look... isn't it there?Generally speaking, this is only done when you go out.

Standing there, Qin Yichun was slightly stunned.

But then, she still didn't exit, but walked towards Yan Beiqi's bedroom.

"Bei Qi, are you there?" Qin Yichun called out her name as he walked.

At this time, in the bedroom, Yan Beiqi, who was lying on his side on the bed, froze for a second, then quickly stuffed the knife under the pillow, his breathing was rapid, and his heart was beating extremely violently.

With a click sound from the door, Yan Beiqi closed his eyes, opened his lips slightly, and breathed.

"Bei Qi?" Qin Yichun stretched out his hand to the wall, and after pressing the light switch, he finally saw Yan Beiqi lying curled up on his side on the bed.

"Bei Qi, Bei Qi, what's the matter with you, are you asleep?" Qin Yichun put down his bag and paper bag, then hurriedly got on the bed, knelt on his knees and crawled behind the motionless Yan Beiqi, reached out and grabbed her shoulder Shaking.

"Teacher Qin..." After a while, Yan Beiqi struggled to make a sound.

"I'm here, I'm here!" Qin Yichun stretched out his hand and brushed the hair off her face.

Within a few days, Yan Beiqi was haggard as if he was a different person, his complexion was horrible, his wrists became thinner, and the knuckles became more obvious.

Qin Yizhen suddenly realized that it was also that time, Yan Beiqi who came to his home at night after not seeing her for a few days seemed to have lost a lot of weight.At that time, Qin Yizhen naively thought that she was just too busy and tired from work.

After Yan Beiqi called her, he didn't speak any more, but his breathing became more and more rapid, and even his shoulders trembled slightly.

At this time, Qin Yizhen saw half of the knife under the pillow, and was instantly panicked.

Why is there a knife under the pillow, what is she trying to do? !

"I'm sorry, Bei Qi, what I said that time was all angry words, I didn't really think that way, don't get me wrong, don't be angry, okay..." Qin Yichun stretched out his arms and hugged him from behind. Lived in Yan Beiqi.

"Teacher Qin..." After a while, Yan Beiqi turned around and firmly grasped Qin Yichun's arm.

"I'm here, you say, you say..." Qin Yichun reached out and pulled the hair sticking to her right cheek.

"Save, save me."

After hearing that sentence, Qin Yichun finally couldn't help it, and tears fell down his face.